wildfire in the heart

The episode of Shu Ci is finally over. I could have gone to Youyu with peace of mind, but I was timid. I felt that Youyu wanted to alienate me on purpose. She alienated me because she was angry with me, and I knew that.

I also know that she is angry with me because she really cares.I also know that she feels a little uncomfortable because Shu Ci squeezed her out intentionally or unintentionally.

Although she has a gentle temperament, she still cares about me, and now we are still in the process of slowly warming up our relationship, so she will think wildly.Thinking of this, I am a little happy, but this kind of happiness makes me uneasy.After all, I still don’t know You Yu very well. With her, I always lack a sense of security. I’m afraid that a slight mistake inadvertently will cause great regret in the future. .

I used to be a person with big nerves, but after meeting Youyu, I found that my nerves were a little more sensitive than before.

I am always afraid of losing Youyu, afraid that she will not want me, and because of this fear, I become extremely active and proactive.

Before I had time to think about it, I rushed to Youyu's university and found her in the locker room on the basement floor.

The locker room is very large, and it is hard to tell how many rows of lockers there are, but there are not many people who come to store and retrieve items. When I found You Yu, she was picking up bags in the inner row, and there was no one else nearby. .

I walked over quickly, called her name and hugged her.

You Yu was a little caught off guard, but fortunately I called her name, so although she was frightened, she was only frightened for a moment and didn't yell out.

She struggled slightly, and I subconsciously pulled her closer.

"Sorry." I lowered my head and whispered in her ear.

"You don't have to say I'm sorry." I heard her words, and I felt a little angry no matter how I heard them.

I know that there are some things that cannot be said explicitly, and there is no need to say so, so I mustered up the courage to say: "Youyu, I miss you."

She pressed her hand against my arm and tried to break free, she exerted a little force, I grabbed her tightly reflexively, lowered my head, and kissed her, I was a little anxious and anxious, at that moment my heart was like a wild horse running wild , Galloping and jumping, rebellious and unruly.

Probably because I didn't expect that I would be so impulsive all of a sudden. You Yu was a little weak at first, and forgot to struggle. When I kissed her deeper, she began to want to avoid, but the more she avoided, the tighter I chased her.

When I let go of her, she was out of breath and had tears in her eyes.

"I'm sorry." I apologized again, with all my sincerity.

You Yu turned around and faced her cabinet, I stood behind her thinking obsessively, what should I do.

After a while, You Yu suddenly turned around, threw herself into my arms, and hugged me tightly.At that moment, I was shocked, the moment she turned around, I thought she was going to slap me for being arrogant, but she didn't, she just decided to open her heart to me.

I hugged her flattered, and kept stroking her back and her fragrant hair. At this moment, the big stone in my heart suddenly fell, and ripples rippled in the lake of my heart.

"You Yu, You Yu." I kept sighing and calling her name.

You Yu buried her head on my shoulder, she listened to my call so quietly, I thought she was crying, but she didn't.

When she looked up at me again, I found that her eyes were full of smiles, and she said, "Fool."

Although I feel that I really don't understand her at the moment, she fascinates me so much and fascinates me so much.

"Can I kiss you again?" I fixedly looked into her slightly amber eyes.

The corner of her mouth moved upwards, raised her chin, hummed lightly, and then closed her eyes, covering those shining eyes.

I also closed my eyes, but I found her lips precisely, and put my lips on hers gently.

The kiss just now was a little irritable and disorganized, but now this kiss is gradual, gentle and gentle.

Youyu's lips are very soft and sweet, her breath is blue, gentle and soft, I care for her in every possible way like holding a treasure, I am full of comfort like tasting a clear spring, the love and love for her make this kiss become All kinds of lingering and emotional.

At this moment, I heard someone approaching from the side, but soon after the person saw us, he left quietly. The person probably didn't want to disturb our happiness at the moment.

We stood like this, kissing, I don't know how long it took, Youyu finally couldn't hold on anymore, she broke free from me gently, and said: "My neck is a little sore."

I laughed, cupped her cheeks with both hands and said, "You Yu, thank you."

If You Yu asked me why I thanked her, I would say, thank you for caring about me, thank you for tolerating me, thank you for falling in love with me, and thank you for giving me the supreme joyful experience.

But You Yu didn't ask, she knew it all in her heart.

Watching You Yu pick up my belongings, I snatched a stack of heavy books from her hand and said, "Let me do it."

"I can handle it." You Yu stretched out his hand to help me share.

"No, I'll do the physical work in the future." I dodged to the side and insisted.

"I'm not as weak as you think. Give me a few books, they're heavy." You Yu turned to me.

I handed her my small bag: "Just help me carry the bag."

"Okay." You Yu compromised.

There was an unconcealable smile on my face. The kiss just now was really meaningful. That kiss was an important step for me to slowly get stuck in Youyu. Only when I get closer and closer to her can I gain enough sense of security.

It was because of this kiss that You Yu began to slowly reveal to me one by one the things in her heart that had been hidden very well.

I later discovered that Youyu had so many sad pasts and unspeakable embarrassments. I couldn't empathize with her past and couldn't fully understand it. The different backgrounds of her growth made it hard for me to imagine all the pain she experienced.

But seeing her sad, seeing her involuntarily bursting into tears, my heart would ache, and I swore to her that her future life would be filled with joy and joy, and she would never experience any pain.

She believed in me so much, and I still let her down after all, but that was later.

The relationship with You Yu got closer, and I became more and more reluctant to leave.

Before I knew it, I had been in Country L for more than a month, and soon it would be the Lunar New Year in China.I knew that I should take some time to go back, and it was really unreasonable not to go back. My relatives and friends in China left messages on my social network from time to time, urging me to go back for the Spring Festival.

I struggled in my heart for a long time, and finally made a bold decision, that is, I will not go back, and I will spend the first Spring Festival in my life without family reunion in a foreign country.

Lou Qin was shocked when she heard about my decision. She asked me if I was going to abandon everything in China and elope.

I know that I have indeed neglected a lot of work. I vowed to lighten Lou Qin's burden, but I broke my promise so quickly.

I asked Lou Qin to hire an assistant for a while, but she refused, she said she could handle it, then I had no choice but to tell Jin Ge secretly, let him help Lou Qin more, Jin Ge Said he was obliged.

I told Lou Qin that as long as the current order is processed, I don't need to expand new business for the time being, and I will talk about it after I go back, and she said yes.

I asked Lou Qin if she had received the certificate, and she said that her boyfriend wanted to go back to celebrate the Spring Festival first, to have a better life with his parents, and then go to collect the certificate with her.

I muttered, why is your boyfriend so procrastinating, Lou Qin said with a smile, he is just such a person.

Under normal circumstances, when Lou Qin contacts me, I try my best to give her some attention. If she doesn't contact me, I can't think of contacting her.

My mother called me every now and then to scold me, saying that I didn't care about her, that raising a daughter made me feel lonely, and I told her that I am now at an important stage in my life, and there is no room for loss.She was very angry, saying that I had a daughter-in-law and forgot my mother. I accepted it, and the weight in my heart was getting heavier and heavier, and it seemed to surpass my own parents.

Youyu has been running a lot in college recently, and she and her supervisor have been discussing about her graduation thesis. I know this is very important to her, so I don't dare to disturb her except to do the logistical work silently.

After being honest for a few days, I couldn't help it.

"Move here and live with me, You Yu." I quietly walked behind You Yu who was seriously typing, and gently hugged her neck from behind and said.You Yu was staring at the computer at the desk and writing the first draft of the thesis. After being hugged by me, she stopped moving and her hands rested on the keyboard.

"Why did you say that suddenly?" You Yu didn't answer my question directly.

I said on top of her head: "You live too far from the school, I'm afraid you'll run hard. Besides, I also ran hard."

I know that if I say that she is working hard, she will say that she is not working hard. If I say I am working hard, she will think about me.

"It's too fast, we haven't known each other for long." You Yu said in a low voice.

I quickly took her hand and stood up, and said, "No, I think it's just right. Do you know how much I suffer if I don't see you? If you think it's fast, I will follow your pace, as long as you agree to move Come here. Otherwise, after moving here, you can use the attic upstairs, and the space downstairs is large enough, so how about I use the downstairs?"

Seeing that she was still hesitating, I said, "You can pay the rent if you want. I'll give you a big discount. You only need to pay this much." The rent is good, and it doesn't seem like I'm at a disadvantage.

You Yu looked at me and smiled, and she asked me: "Do you keep your word?"

I saw that she was showing signs of loosening, so I hurriedly said, "Do you need me to write a co-tenancy statement? I will write it right away."

I rummaged on the table looking for paper and pens.

"Okay, don't look for it anymore. I believe in you." You Yu grabbed me.

"Then are you coming?" I asked.

"Okay, come." You Yu's answer made me cry with joy.

I hurried to put on my coat.

"What?" Youyu asked me.

"Go and move for you." I said while putting on clothes on my body.

"How do you say the wind is the rain." You Yu came over and took my hand wrapping the scarf around my neck.

"Hurry up too, I'm afraid the night will be long and dreamy." I took off her clothes from the hanger and wanted to wear them for her.

You Yu snatched the clothes over and said, "Knowing, I won't go back on what I promised you. I need to inform the landlord about this matter in advance, and she needs time to find the next tenant. I can move some things here first, you Don't rush."

"Okay, that's it. Before you return the house over there, I don't need to pay me rent here." I said, "But you have to move your daily necessities here as soon as possible, and live here first. It's a transition, how about it? "

You Yu put the clothes back on the hanger and said, "Okay, listen to you."

I found that although You Yu was very assertive, he was a good talker, at least in front of me.Later, I also found that as long as I play a rogue in any matter, I can mostly win her consent.

You Yu really kept her word, and the next day she told the landlord that she would be checking out in a month. The landlord, Tave, was very sad and couldn't bear her to leave. Yu felt guilty for a long time, but fortunately, I kept comforting and enlightening her.

I hummed and hummed to help You Yu move a lot of things to my house, and happily acted as a porter. When Tave saw me rushing in and out, he jokingly said, "Ann, you snatched away my tenant."

I chuckled and said, "I'm sorry, but your tenant will be mine from now on."

After Youyu moved here, he lived in the attic, and I lived in a small room separated from the living room downstairs.

When she first came, she insisted that I live upstairs and she lived downstairs to avoid trouble, but how could I agree? In the end, she gave in.

With the breath of life in the house, I suddenly felt that every day was extremely splendid.

Seeing that the Spring Festival is coming, I took You Yu to discuss how to spend this year's Spring Festival.

All the people on the domestic social networking sites are eager to move, discussing with each other how to celebrate the Spring Festival. There is no festive atmosphere here in country L, and there are not many compatriots in city S, so it inevitably seems a little deserted.

Youyu didn't return to China once during her study abroad. In the past few years, she lived with classmates who didn't return to China. She seems to have adapted very well.

"The day after tomorrow will be New Year's Eve, and you won't go back this year, how can we live better?" I happily squeezed beside You Yu and asked, because she was going to celebrate the New Year, she relaxed a little these two days, and didn't keep going. Eating books.

"Would you like to have a party? Then invite the landlord's family and my classmates over to make it more lively." You Yu asked me.

I originally planned to have a world with You Yu, but she suggested that, I thought about it, as long as she is happy, I'm fine.

I figured it out and said, "Okay, then I'm going to do the party decorations."

You Yu picked up the phone and began to search on the website: "Then I will design the recipe."

Thinking about hosting a party with You Yu, and letting everyone know our relationship, I was inexplicably excited.