wildfire in the heart

The wait turned out to be so long, Youyu didn't give me the answer, but I already knew the answer.

I got into a dead end in an instant: she didn't trust me, she didn't want to go both ways with me.

This realization made my heart suddenly feel as if it fell a thousand feet. I couldn't control my loss, and my voice changed: "Youyu, do you... have other plans?"

You Yu looked up at me, her tone was surprisingly calm: "You know, I have to be responsible for my own life."

"What do you mean? I don't understand." I felt like my mind was spinning.

We just sat on the couch deadlocked, our conversation lost its way.

Time passed unknowingly, Lou Qin came over and knocked on the door once, seeing that I didn't answer, she seemed to have sensed something, she said to the door "I'm off work, see you tomorrow" and left.

Maybe she told other people in the company, but no one knocked on the door again, and there was no movement outside, probably everyone left.

Dusk has fallen outside my office, and the two of us are still stuck in a conversation.

"Youyu," I was about to cry, "don't leave me."

"You know, I didn't want to leave you." You Yu stood up, trying to find the light switch.

I don't understand, everything was fine before, and we were very happy these two days, why did it suddenly become like this, I stood up and hugged her behind her, my tears wet her temples .

"Zhizhi, don't do this." You Yu was hung on my body, unable to move.

I am really afraid, I am afraid that in the future she plans, I will be dispensable. She may call me in the near future to break up with me, and then find someone who is much better than me to be with me. Say it's the end of the world.

Now maybe if she coaxes me a few words, I will feel more at ease in my heart, but she doesn't. I don't understand why she is so hard-hearted.

She went back to the hotel that night, and the next day she and her colleagues flew back to country L. When I contacted her, she was always polite and polite. I had a premonition that my insecurity had brought too much burden to her. She You should be thinking about breaking up with me.

Maybe the relationship between me and her really developed too fast. When I met Youyu, I was like a child who saw the toy he dreamed of, so he couldn't wait and wanted to keep it for himself.

I never thought I would drag her down, but at this moment I just want to drag her down, I don't want her to fly, I just want her to surround me.

A week after Youyu left, life became extremely tormented.

I can't go yet, because Lou Qin's due date is approaching.

My mother finally found out about my anomaly. She seized an opportunity and pulled me to have a long talk: "Xiao An, did something happen to you and your girlfriend?"

I haven't had much contact with Shu Ci recently, and when I did, I didn't talk too much about You Yu, and I've learned a lot from it.

But I really wanted to talk to someone. Now that my mother asked, I told her truthfully: "I think You Yu may break up with me."

"You Yu?" My mother took my hand and asked, "Is that the one in country L?"

"Yes." I said.

"You went to L country and stayed for so long and didn't come back. I thought you were doing well." My mother already knew what I was going to L country for.

Seeing that I didn't speak, my mother seemed to think of something, she asked me: "You can't be cheating, did she know about it? It was the time when I came that morning and you drove me away?"

"Mom!" I yelled, "That's Youyu!"

"Huh?" My mother was startled first, and then again, "Oh, I missed it."

I was already in a state of desperation, but now she is still regretting there, which makes me even more irritable and depressed: "Mom, what if she really breaks up with me?"

My mom seemed completely unable to empathize with me, she said: "It's really broken up, you should give her some money."

I want to cry, but I can foresee that if my mother really becomes You Yu's mother-in-law, there will be a huge communication and cognitive gap between You Yu and my mother.

My mother's words are undoubtedly a humiliation to Youyu. I was just sad, but now I became very angry: "Mom, Youyu is very independent, she is not this kind of person!"

"Oh," my mother spread her hands, "The problem that money can't solve is a real problem, and there's nothing I can do about it."

This conversation made me even more anxious, and I also realized more deeply that Youyu has been running forward. If I don't catch up, I will only be far behind, and I have no regrets.

Once again, I was inspired to fight, and I started to learn my very common L Mandarin, and decided to go to You Yu as soon as Lou Qin's child was born.

After that, in addition to doing my own business well, I learned L Mandarin whenever I had time.I bought two paid apps on my mobile phone, practicing every day, memorizing words, and practicing spelling.There are not many movie resources that can be found on the Internet, but fortunately there are some, so I took notes against them.

When I send messages to Youyu, I will occasionally say some simple conversations in L Mandarin. Youyu is obviously amazed by me. She added a lot of novel angles to the conversation with me, and she will also take the initiative to send me some expressions to let me Learn in context.

I would love to video her or ask for a recent photo of her, I would like to see her face again, but I dare not, I am afraid that I will upset the balance that is carefully maintained between us.

Louqin's baby was finally born, a pink little baby girl, and our whole company went to the hospital to visit her once.

Seeing that Lou Qin was in good spirits, I couldn't help but sigh how strong this woman is. I was afraid that she would try to be brave, so I repeatedly told her to stay in confinement and leave the company's affairs alone.

I haven't met Lou Qin's husband. It is her mother-in-law who takes care of Lou Qin. It can be seen that her mother-in-law is also a very capable person.

Lou Qin was in confinement, and I struggled to support myself in the company. Without Lou Qin's help, I was spinning like a spinning top. Every night, I was so busy that I went home very late.

I'm not the kind of person who likes to do trivial work, so I found a small assistant, but it took me a lot of time and energy to take care of her, which made me often tired.

The little assistant Qiao Xinshen is a bit dull and slow to learn things. Although she is very diligent, she has to explain many things several times before she can understand them. This often makes me very impatient.

Qiao Xinxin was overwhelmed by a question from a client. She came to my office to ask for advice in fear. I patiently explained to her. Just when I was agitated by her misunderstanding, I was very happy to hear Jin Ge from the outside. voice: "Sister Qin, why are you here?"

As soon as he finished speaking, I rushed out of the office like a kid who found his mother.

I saw Lou Qin, her face exuded the brilliance of motherhood, I looked down, her stomach has disappeared, but her figure is still plump after unloading.

I rushed over desperately and put my arms around Lou Qin: "Thank God, you are here."

Lou Qin patted me on the back and said, "I heard from Jin Ge that you've been so tired that you're about to collapse recently, so I came early."

"I know I should let you rest more, but I really need you." I can't take care of that much anymore, since she came by herself, I won't be polite.

"Haha," Lou Qin was in a good mood, "It's my honor."

I pulled Qiao Xinxin over to Lou Qin and said, "Here, I'll leave it to you."

After I finished speaking, I ran back to my office, closed the door, and isolated everything outside. I decided to relax myself, or I would really blow up.

Lou Qin came back, everything quickly returned to normal, and I could finally go to Youyu.

Without telling You Yu in advance, I booked the earliest ticket and boarded the flight to country L.

After a long flight, I am still full of energy. I want to give You Yu a big surprise. When I stood in front of the house I rented again, my heart was surging.

I took out the key to open the door, and when I opened the door, I was stunned by everything in front of me.

The house was very clean, but it was empty, obviously no one lived there. I hurriedly took out my mobile phone and called the landlord, who told me that the house had been rented out two days ago.

I stood there in a daze in the empty living room, at a loss.