wildfire in the heart

I went back to the car numbly, with no strength in my body. I sat silently, unable to get out of my emotions. I don’t know how long it took. A song that I once sang with You Yu.

It was my 30th birthday, and You Yu said it was a big birthday, so we had to celebrate it.

I'm actually very afraid of celebrating my birthday, I'm afraid of getting older, it's even more frightening to have three prefixes on it now, but You Yu said to celebrate, of course I won't follow her kindness.

You Yu wanted to invite my company and me to sing karaoke. When the company heard that they were going to sing karaoke, they were all very excited. The company benefits, so it's not for nothing.

After work, a group of people went to the KTV private room that You Yu had reserved in advance. As soon as they arrived at the KTV private room, everyone was yelling that they were hungry, and they ran to the buffet area one after another, and came back with countless plates of food.

Looking at these hungry ghosts, I said to You Yu with some embarrassment: "The army is not strictly controlled, please forgive me.".

You Yu said with a smile: "I think it's good, work hard, play hard, so that the body and mind can be balanced."

"No, what Miss You said is too reasonable." Lou Qin happened to be sitting on the right side of You Yu, and she stuck out her head to make a reply.

I can see that Lou Qin treats You Yu very well, so I feel at ease, and I hope that all the people around me can accept You Yu and treat her well.

I watched everyone busy in their own way, very busy, and I thank You Yu for organizing this birthday party for me in my heart.

Most of the people were busy enjoying the food, only Han Weisheng didn't go to get food, he ordered songs and started singing on his own as soon as he entered the private room. Han Weisheng is usually cool and talks less, but when he entered the KTV, he suddenly became Mai Ba, his voice is really good, and he can sing at a professional level. Seeing him switching voices at will among the major singers, everyone was amazed.

"Zhizhi, what do you want to sing?" You Yu leaned against me and asked me. The speakers in the private room were too loud, so she could only whisper into my ear.

I said the title of the song, and You Yu went to the karaoke station to order it. Han Weisheng saw that You Yu had ordered it, so he quickly put the song she ordered on the top.

So for the next song, You Yu and I stood in front of the microphone. Except for Lou Qin and Jin Ge, everyone thought we were just roommates or girlfriends. When the prelude sounded, the title of the song appeared on the screen, and You Yu and I were fingering each other. When he started singing, most of the people in the company who had some knowledge of English understood it at this moment.

Out of the corner of my eye, I saw someone give a thumbs up and say, "Niuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu!"

Yuyu and I sang the duet of Mai Kuraki and Stefanie Sun's Tonight Ifeelclosetoyou.

I turned sideways and looked into You Yu's eyes and sang: "You'reholding my key."

Youyu's soft voice came out of the microphone, her pronunciation was very standard and clear, without any signs of weakness: "Tonight Ifeel close to you; Youopenmydoorandlighttheskyabove."

The chorus arrives, and our voices intertwine: "Iwishwecouldstayasone."

When I sang stayasone, I noticed that the eyes around me were a little different, and everyone huddled together and laughed secretly.

When we finished singing the radio together, there was warm applause in the box, and Youyu and I held hands even tighter. I pulled her back to the seat. The moment I sat down, I followed her posture secretly. There was a kiss on the sideburns, Lou Qin obviously saw it, and she smiled at us with her lips pursed.

Sitting in the car at this moment, recalling the intimacy we used to have, I feel a little bit of sweetness in the bitter taste.

Today we are always unhappy because of such and such things, and I don't know how to untie this knot.

I dialed Senior Sister Yu's phone number, and Senior Sister Yu's voice came from the microphone. She was obviously a little surprised. I haven't contacted her for a long time, because she is from Youyu "over there": "Zhizhi, how do you call?" Is there a call?"

"Yu Ying, I... have something to ask you." Yu Ying is two or three years younger than me, and we call each other by first name.

"Well, you ask."

"Did Youyu look for you today?"

"Ah, yes."

I haven't told Yu Ying that I broke up with You Yu, but I guess she probably knows, otherwise she would ask me if You Yu told you, Yu Ying's voice has been very gentle, it seems that You Yu is not there Youyu is not that kind of person when she speaks ill of me in front of her.

"You know about me and Youyu, don't you?" I confirmed with her.

"Know something," she asked after a pause, "Know, are you okay?"

"Not good." I whispered.

Yu Ying was a little silent on the other end of the phone, it seemed that she was feeling sorry for me.

"I want to ask you, You Yu went to find you today, did you tell me about me? What did she say?"

Yu Ying thought about her choice of words and said, "I mentioned it a bit and said that you are working very hard now, and she is very happy for you."

"Did she say anything else?"

"That..., no more."

From Yu Ying's tone, I could tell that You Yu must have said something else to her. She should have said whether she still has feelings for me, but Yu Ying refused to say, and I couldn't force her.

I said "Thank you, Yu Ying" and hung up the phone.

You Yu will not tell her family or colleagues what is in her heart, but only Yu Ying, but Yu Ying is not on my side, and I have no way of knowing You Yu's true thoughts.

Bracing myself, I drove home, took out my phone from my bag, and saw the message from Hong Youlian: "Don't you want to know who the person in the video is?"

Don't think it's enough?It made me quarrel with You Yu, so I don't plan to talk to her.

"The girl in the video is called Hong Youyou." Before going to bed, I received another message from Hong Youlian.

I suddenly sat up from the bed, and made a phone call: "Who is Hong Youyou?"

"Use your brain!" Hong Youlian yawned, as if he still had an electric toothbrush in his mouth.

"Is she your relative?"

"It's not obvious!" she muttered, "Hong Youyou is the stepmother's daughter that my father married me."

"What the hell is going on? What do you want to do?"

Hong Youlian spat out the toothpaste foam in his mouth and said, "Wait a minute."

After rinsing her mouth, she said, "I told you earlier, I was doing it for your own good, but if you didn't listen, you left angrily."

"Then, Hong Youyou and Li Shu used to be a couple?" I don't intend to argue with her, I just want to know the truth.

"Yeah, otherwise, why do you think Li Shu can become my partner? That's because Hong Youyou and my dad coquettishly forced me. But I don't suffer. Li Shu is able to work anyway, and he is diligent, which saves me a lot of trouble." .”

I always felt something was wrong, so I hurriedly asked her: "Does your sister know about You Yu?"

"She doesn't know." There was a slapping voice on the other end of the phone, "Let me tell you that Li Shu is a smart person. She got my stupid and cheap sister for some reason, and then made him willingly follow her." separate."

In the past, I guessed that it was Li Shu who accidentally leaked the news, so the other party wanted to break up with her. It seems that things are not that simple.

"Hong Youlian, can you let me meet Hong Youyou?" I want to prove one thing.

"Okay, when?" I heard the sound of electronic pulses, Hong Youlian should be doing skin care.

"The sooner the better."

"Okay, come to my house tomorrow weekend. Tomorrow is Hong Youyou's birthday, and there will be a party at home."

Hong Youlian sent me the address, and I saw it was in the suburbs.

The next day I dressed a little more formally before leaving. After all, I was going to a party at someone’s house, so I couldn’t be too casual.

After driving for more than two hours, I finally arrived at Hong Youlian's house. After parking the car in the parking lot of her house, I followed the other guests in.

The Hong family is very lively today, the people who come here are either rich or noble, there are many young girls in the shadows of their clothes and temples, several girls secretly look at me along the way, I don't look at them, just go straight in.

When I arrived at the Hong family hall, I was not in a hurry to find Hong Youlian, but looked around. Finally, among a group of girls, I saw a girl wearing a tube top dress. Her hair was wrapped in a golden headband, and she sat there, and I couldn't see her size.

"Hong Youyou?" I got closer and tried to call out.

The girl in the tube top dress looked back instantly, and my heart skipped a beat. Her eyebrows and eyes really looked like Youyu. She looked only 22 or [-] years old, and she looked a little shy.

She looked back at me, her face flushed quickly, she looked at me with her eyes, and whispered: "You called me?"

For a moment I didn't know what to say, so I could only ask, "Where's your sister Hong Youlian?"

A trace of disappointment flashed in her eyes, and she raised her finger to point not far away. I followed her finger and saw that Hong Youlian was chatting and laughing happily with someone in the courtyard.

"Thank you." After I finished speaking, I turned around and left. When I was about to walk into the yard, I looked back and saw Hong Youyou's profile, which was six to seven points from You Yu's profile. picture.

My heart was pounding, I seemed to understand why Li Shu broke up with Hong Youyou so soon after meeting You Yu, to be precise, let Hong Youyou break up with her.

Judging from the video on Hong Youlian's mobile phone, Hong Youyou should like Li Shu very much, but Li Shu is probably just using her in all aspects, using her status, her family background, and even her body , to satisfy one's fantasies about another person.

When I came to the yard, Hong Youlian saw me, she dropped the others, handed me a glass of wine, and said, "Did you see her?"

"Yeah." My heart was a little messed up, and I didn't feel like talking.

"Why on earth are you telling me this?" I don't believe that Hong Youlian would do something that would make him unable to profit.

Just as Hong Youlian was about to speak, a beautiful middle-aged woman walked over. Her age was well concealed, but judging from her expression, she was at least 40 years old.

After the woman came over, she nodded and smiled at me, her eyes were very sharp, she then turned to Hong Youlian and said, "Don't focus on chatting with yourself, your sister is introverted, you should help her socialize more." After the lesson, Hong Youlian Pity, the woman turned her hips and went to chat with other ladies.

Hong Youlian made a disgusted expression towards the woman's back, and said, "If it wasn't for her, my mother wouldn't have left so early. I hate her and her stupid daughter."

I became suspicious, suspecting that Hong Youlian was going to punish Hong Youyou.

"I told you about Hong Youyou not because I wanted to do something to her, she is not my opponent at all." Hong Youlian quickly broke my suspicion, "I told you this because of Li Shu."

"Because of Li Shu? She's your partner." I didn't expect that there was still a rift between Hong Youlian and Li Shu.

"Li Shu has made some small moves in the company recently. I didn't care about it before, but I think she seems to have a bit of a appetite now." The expression on Hong Youlian's face began to become unkind, "Also, you told you that You Yu , be on guard against her."

At this moment, I thought to myself, Hong Youlian is really half a good person, but only half, I asked her: "Do you need me to do anything?"

"You don't need to do anything now. When I need you, I will tell you naturally. At that time, don't forget that I helped you today." She glanced at me, "You know, I didn't have to tell you. It's about your forgiveness."

Hearing what she said, I felt more at ease, and I promised her that if she needed my help, I would consider doing it.

I didn't stay for dinner, bid farewell to Hong Youlian, I went back to the parking lot and got into my car.

When I was about to leave, I heard a mobile phone ringing on the second floor not far away. I raised my head subconsciously and saw Hong Youyou standing on the second floor looking down at me. The mobile phone in her hand kept ringing. My eyes, she hurriedly turned around and picked up the phone to cover up.

On the way home, I wanted to call You Yu and tell her that I misunderstood her, but I knew that You Yu didn't want to talk to me now, so I had to hold back.

While I was driving, I thought about every time Li Shu and I met. I couldn't see any flaws in Li Shu, let alone You Yu.