wildfire in the heart

Youyu quickly got up and said to me: "Zhizhi, hold on, I will start to set up a distress signal on the beach now."

I couldn't open my eyes, so I just hummed vaguely.

"Here, here." Finally the sound of the helicopter sounded in the sky, and You Yu kept waving his arms.

I heard a lot of chaotic and noisy voices, and it didn't take long before the severe pain in my abdomen finally took away all my consciousness.

When I regained a little bit of consciousness again, I felt as if I was lying on cotton, which was very soft, but I was still very weak, and my abdomen was throbbing. I couldn't open my eyes, and I was always in the dark.

I can always hear Youyu crying, sometimes far away and sometimes near.

My mind is very confused, there is a scene of Youyu and I looking at the moon in the tent on the top of the mountain in my mind, and there is a scene of Youyu crying that we are no longer possible, I am happy for a while, and feel sad for a while. , seems to be drifting in the dark sea, with no return.

I don’t know how long it took before I finally had a light in front of my eyes. The light was very bright. I tried my best to see what was in the light, but I could only see a vast expanse of whiteness. I thought, is this a paradise?God has eyes, although I have let You Yu down before, it still classifies me as a good person after all.

There was a warm touch on my hand, and someone was holding my hand tightly.

My whole body was cold, but my hands were still warm, which meant that I should not have died.

After rational thinking and analysis, I decided to try again. I opened my eyes desperately. Although my eyelids were heavy, I didn’t want to give up. During my attempt, my sense of hearing seemed to come back. The sound that was heard changed from blurred to clear.

"Zhizhi, are you awake? Zhizhi, I'm Youyu."

It was You Yu who was calling me, it was You Yu, I tried to open my eyes, You Yu's face was in front of my eyes, but it was very blurry, I wanted to raise my hand to erase the blur in front of my eyes, my hand was working hard.

Then my hand was raised, but this hand was out of my control, it went to Youyu's cheek by itself, no, no, it was carried by Youyu to her cheek.

Youyu's cheeks were sticky, it should be tears.

I trembled my lips and wanted to say: "You..."

"It's me, Zhizhi, that's great, you recognize me."

My head hurts badly, and all my consciousness combined is not enough for me to distinguish reality from fantasy.

My hand was suddenly released, I stretched out with difficulty, and soon I heard You Yu talking to someone.

"Doctor, she moved her eyelids and hands just now."

Next, the doctor lifted my eyelids to check, and listened to my heartbeat with a stethoscope.

The doctor said to You Yu: "The patient is very weak now, but he should regain consciousness soon, so you don't have to worry too much."

I know I'm fine, I'm alive, and my mind is completely at ease.I quietly waited for the energy to recover, half an hour later I was fully awake, I smiled at Youyu, she threw herself on my chest excitedly, the pain made me cough violently.

"I'm sorry, Zhizhi." She immediately let go of me.

"Youyu." I looked at her eyes filled with tears, and asked her, "Are you okay?"

"I'm fine," she showed me her arm. "Look, the scars are almost healed. But you, who have been in a coma for a long time, scared me so much."

"I can't bear you, so I struggled to come back." I looked at You Yu and said seriously.

"I know." You Yu grabbed my hand again.

Not long after I woke up, Stan came to visit me and I said to him, "Stan, thank you for everything. Thank you very much for calling rescue for us."

Stan said: "I didn't call for help, it may be the police."

I nodded and said, "It's still thanks to you."

Before Stan left, he said to me, "Miss An, I wish you a speedy recovery."

After Stan left, I asked You Yu, "When are we going back to China?"

You Yu said: "The doctor said that you will be discharged from the hospital in three days."

You Yu asked me, "Do you want to stay for a few more days, or do you want to go back earlier?"

I immediately said: "Of course I will return to China immediately, I don't want to come to this place again."

"Well, me too." You Yu said.

"By the way, You Yu, have you found your mobile phone and passport?" I suddenly remembered this.

"No." You Yu said, "After the rescue team sent us to the hospital, the police never came."

I was thinking about what to do when the nurse came in and said, "Miss You, Miss An, this express package is for you."

After the nurse went out, You Yu opened the package, which contained all our things, mobile phones, passports, and all our bags.

You Yu turned on her mobile phone and found that there was nothing on it.

You Yu sighed and said: "The phone's address book and information list are all empty." The contents in it should have been deleted by Li Shu.

She continued to look at the phone again, and suddenly said, "Hey, there is something in the memo on the phone."

I leaned over, it was a letter written by Li Shu in You Yu's memo, we read it together.

Dear Youyu:

When I read this letter, I should have left country R.

I'm sad and sorry for hurting you, you know it wasn't my intention, I love you so much, since high school.

do you remember?When I was in high school, it was very cold in winter and there was no heating. You couldn’t sleep because of the cold. I shared my quilt with you, and you slept peacefully ever since.

You should not know that sometimes I will cover you with a slipping quilt at night, sometimes I will wake up and secretly print a kiss on your delicate cheek, and sometimes I will hug your soft body and think wildly.Skin-to-skin contact with you intoxicates me, fascinates me, I'm like a drug addict.

I regret very much that I failed to stick to my wish to apply to the same university as you when filling out the application for the college entrance examination. Instead, I obeyed my parents and went to a city thousands of miles away from you.

You are so far away from me, I can't reach it, everything before you and me was cut off by time and space, after you went abroad in your junior year, I completely lost my sense of existence in your life, and I gradually lost your news.

When I saw you again, you were more beautiful than before and touched my heart. I believe this is the second chance God gave me.But by God’s will, there are other people around you, and I was also diagnosed with lymphoma by the doctor. The doctor said that my condition can only last for two years.

The doctor analyzed my living conditions and concluded that I was overworked and caused by irregular life.

I don’t have a rich family background. Hong Youlian and the others can squander money and enjoy life. I can’t. She can ignore the company. , will inevitably consume the body.

I spent my life working for the Hong family, but I didn't earn much respect for myself. I know they just treat me as a tool.

When I found out that I had cancer, I began to deeply understand the injustice of fate.

I don't want to make wedding clothes for others for the rest of my life. I want to repay the company's contribution, so I started to cultivate my own people and turn the company's interests to myself.

You are back, then I can't give up, I will fight for everything.Fortunately, my life is hard, cancer can't easily defeat me, I have been holding on, I don't complain anymore, I feel that God has treated me well.

However, every time I see you and An Zhizhi being together happily, I feel jealous and hate this person who makes you happy and makes you depend on, and she seems to have discovered me as a potential threat, and she is extremely guarded against me.

But she didn't cherish you, and finally pushed you away. Do you know how surprised I was at that time.

I hurriedly dismissed my girlfriend at the time, and devoted myself wholeheartedly to getting along with you, but why, why did you never forget the person who appeared later, and turned a blind eye to all my efforts.

I love you too, but you can't feel it.

But it doesn't matter, I can finally take you away.

Youyu, do you know that the time spent with you in the holiday house is the happiest time in my life, staying with you in a place isolated from the world, this memory will support me for the rest of my life The most beautiful memory and the most lasting motivation to go on.

When An Zhizhi found our vacation home, my anger and despair reached the extreme. I couldn't help but want her to disappear forever, so that she would stop interfering with our lives.

But I didn't want to kill her, I just wanted to drive her away, but she actually got you away. At that time, An Zhizhi subdued me to the ground, and I watched you leave, I couldn't chase you, I was anxious Only then swung his knife to resist.

After An Zhizhi went to chase you, I also chased after her. I wanted to hurt her and intimidate her. In the end, you blocked the knife and got hurt. Do you know how heartbroken I am?I have to make An Zhizhi pay the price.I originally wanted to stab her leg so that she couldn't run, but I didn't know that the knife stabbed her abdomen during the entanglement, and I panicked at the time.

I didn't expect you and her to stumble and roll down the hillside. You rolled down so fast that I don't know where you fell.

I have searched for a long time, but you are nowhere to be seen as far as I can see.

When I rushed back to the vacation home, it was already dark, and I saw a policeman wandering outside the house, I dared not approach, fortunately they walked around for a while, found no one in the house and left.

I went back to the vacation house, sorted out all the traces, and put your mobile phone passport and An Zhizhi's left items into a bag. Before that, I left this letter in your mobile phone notepad.

I will leave country R as soon as possible, the rest of my life is running out, I don't want to spend it in prison, I still want to know your information, so I have to leave.Where will I go next, I don't know, maybe in the future I will live on a boat that never returns, maybe I will be in a neighborhood where fish and dragons are mixed, no matter what I want to live freely, for you and for myself.

I will call the rescue team, you must hold on, you must be alive, and I will always pay attention to your news.

Youyu, I hope you can forget the hurt I caused you, and just remember that my love for you is sincere.

My favorite Youyu, I wish you a happy and cherished life in the future, and my love for you will never fade away.

Love,

黎恕

After reading this letter, You Yu didn't speak, and I felt infinitely emotional. Although some words in Li Shu's letter made me very uncomfortable, as the last person who got You Yu, I should be more magnanimous. After all, Li Shu has almost lost After all, although she was a little obsessed for a while, her feelings for You Yu were not fake.

"You Yu, do you think this courier was sent by Li Shu? Does she know we are here?" I asked You Yu.

"I don't know, maybe it is." You Yu sighed.

After a while, the police finally came, and they began to take notes for me. After careful consideration, I decided to tell them that I had accidentally injured myself, and there was no need to file a case.

The police in country R finished the record with a good attitude that more things are worse than less things. They happily wished me a speedy recovery and left.

Everything has passed, and I clearly understand that no matter where Li Shu is or what he does in the future, Li Shu will no longer be a person in the same world as us.

I sat on the hospital bed, pulled You Yu up, and let her lean into my arms. I put my arms around her and said, "Do you want to read the messages I sent you? I have them here."

I gave You Yu the phone and let her see the record of my calls to her and every message I sent her during this time.

She looked all the way down, her eye sockets gradually became moist, she looked very seriously, I kept staring at her face, saw the pearl in her eyes, I couldn't help but leaned closer to her cheek, and kissed the hair next to her ear , Then I kissed her earlobe again, she felt a little itchy, and shrank slightly.

I leaned closer and kissed her temples, her cheeks, her mind was obviously not on the phone, but was feeling me kissing, I pressed her ear temples and said: "You Yu, I love you. "

I stretched out my hand that was still hanging on the water, and gently turned her cheek, and she lowered her eyes.

I kissed her forehead first, and then kissed her tender eyelids, she closed them and did not open them again.

I unscrupulously looked at You Yu's face, she was so beautiful, I couldn't get enough of it, You Yu's eyelids flickered slightly, and I kissed the tip of her nose again, her nose is small and cute, very beautiful, kiss After finishing, I kissed her bright red lips lightly.

Her lips parted slightly, and she raised her head slightly. This angle was too suitable. I received her cue, and was bewitched by her. I kissed again at this angle. The next kiss was long and gentle. , full of affection, I kissed Youyu over and over again, and Youyu became intimate with me unrestrainedly, we forgot time and space, in this small hospital bed, we only had each other.

"Ahem." Our kiss was interrupted, I was a little annoyed, who is so inappropriate?

You Yu hurriedly let go of me and jumped out of the bed. I complained and looked at the person, it was a nurse.

The nurse held back her aunt's smile, as if she was very happy to knock on the real CP.

You Yu is a little embarrassed, I have a thicker skin than her, I can continue to kiss You Yu in front of the nurse, but You Yu will not agree.

"Miss An, your water supply is almost finished," the nurse said.

I looked up, no, it would be troublesome if I didn't take it off.

After the nurse finished her work, she was ready to go out with a plate. I waited anxiously for her to leave. When she walked to the door, she stopped suddenly, as if she suddenly remembered something. She turned around and said to me: "Ms. Pay attention to rest, don't be too tired." After speaking, she smiled meaningfully.

"Got it." I was speechless to this nurse.

After seeing the nurse go out and close the door, I immediately blinked at You Yu and said, "Continue?"

You Yu sat as firmly as a mountain: "You should be more honest."

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