The male god was tricked by me again today

Tokugawa Shintake's father is none other than Mitsui Yoshio who changed his surname and stayed in the Mitsui family for the entrustment of Mitsui Hideki.

His mother Reiko Hayakawa gave birth to him out of wedlock. Yoshio Mitsui originally wanted to give her a title, but later reneged on the promise.Reiko is very strong, she refused the money sent by Yoshifu Mitsui, and refused to take any money, and returned to her distant hometown of Hokkaido alone with Tokugawa Shintake in her infancy.

In that cold snow country, Makoto Tokugawa lived a life of being dependent on others since he was a child. His dream since he was a child was to build a house of his own so that his mother could enjoy the blessings and no longer need to be someone else's servant.Reiko raised him alone, never mentioned her father to him, and he never asked.

The local fishermen are very friendly to their mother and son, and they often help them with leftover fish and shrimp. The children have never prejudiced against him because of his fatherless background.

When he was old enough to read, Reiko taught him to write his own name, Hayakawa En.

Lizi often told him that a man should always be grateful and thank everyone who helped him.

He nodded sensiblely and told Lizi: "Mom, when I grow up, I want to be a very good fisherman. I want to catch a lot of big fish, give one to each of my uncles and aunts, and let you live in a big house. "

Lizi never underestimated his dream, stroked his hair and said: "Okay, mom is waiting."

He said: "Mom, I will make money in the future, and I will take you to the metropolis of Tokyo."

Lizi said, "Okay, Mom is waiting."

He looked at Lizi's cheap coarse red dress and said, "Mom, I will let you buy the most beautiful clothes in Ginza later."

Lizi said, "Okay, Mom is waiting."

……

Tokugawa Shintake recalled that when he was Hayakawa En, he made promises to Reiko almost every day, and then he would get many, many sentences of "Okay, mom is waiting".

He feels he is the happiest person in the world and is always full of expectations.

He never regretted not having a father.

Although Reiko has never relaxed his education, but he really wants to be an excellent fisherman. He thought that he would follow his simple life plan, get married and have children, and stay in the cold and beautiful Hokkaido. , with a longing for Tokyo.

...if they didn't show up.

The first time I saw Yoshio Mitsui, Tokugawa Masao was much more excited than Reiko, because he is a big entrepreneur from Tokyo, majestic and tall, he almost became Tokugawa Masao's idol.

But Reiko was always calm.

Standing in the crowd, she looked at the man who abandoned his family with a dead face.

Yoshio Mitsui came to buy their fishing village in order to build an airport.The fishermen collectively protested.However, many of the houses here are illegal buildings, and the local government mediates them, so there is no way they can fight against the rich and powerful Mitsui Group.

In the end, someone forced them to die, and finally Yoshio Mitsui was forced to pay each family a lot of resettlement fees.And Yoshio Mitsui finally recognized Reiko Hayakawa and Makoto Tokugawa.

But they didn't recognize each other.

There is no way to recognize each other.

How could the head of the Mitsui family, who had sworn to be loyal to the Mitsui family forever, even changed his name, and the president of the Futaki Club of the Mitsui Group, be rumored to have a wife and son outside?

Yoshio Mitsui had to give more money to make up for Reiko Hayakawa.

Keriko refused as before.

As early as many years ago, after he sent a message and child support, she no longer had any expectations of him.

They used to be better, fell in love, and fell in love with each other, and everything that was beautiful seemed to have disappeared in the heavy snow in Hokkaido.

Reiko finally said to Yoshio Mitsui: "I'm leaving, this may be the last time we meet, please take care of yourself."

This polite sentence has become a last word.

On the way back, Lizi unfortunately died in a car accident.

The driver was never apprehended, nor were there any witnesses.

Tokugawa Shintake was in pain, but also distressed at the same time - he really didn't have the money to deal with his mother's funeral, because Reiko, who had a strong self-esteem, returned all the resettlement fees given by Yoshio Mitsui.

He could only kneel and howl in the snow, even thinking about the drama of selling his body to bury his mother in the costume drama.

But he is a man, so it doesn't matter how handsome he is, and few people care about him in Hokkaido.

Reiko didn't tell him about his life experience until his death, presumably because he didn't want him to spend time and energy hating Yoshio Mitsui, but just hoped that he could live his life peacefully and realize his ideals.

There is nothing wrong with being mediocre, and no one likes turmoil, provided no one finds fault.

Tokugawa Shintake knew his life experience from Mitsui Mitsui, the adopted son of Mitsui Yoshio.

Mitsui Mitsuto said that he would pay for him to study, but Tokugawa Shintake didn't appreciate it, but he couldn't refuse Mitsui Mitsuto's request to help him bury his mother-it was impossible to let Reiko still lie in the snow.

He watched Mitsui Mihito, who was similar to him, rushing in and out, thinking that he was really useless, even his mother's body had to be buried by his enemy.

One day, Tokugawa Shintake shed his last tears.

That was also his last day in Hokkaido.

Whether he wants to or not, he has come to the Mitsui family and the most prosperous Tokyo.

Mitsui Mito led him to Ginza to buy clothes. He was at a loss under the dazzling light and shadow, and finally picked out a red dress after thousands of choices.

Mitsui Mito didn't say anything, but his younger brother Mitsui Reito joked: "Does Eun-chan have a transvestite? It's okay, I will wear it occasionally."

Transvestite?

He is a little fisherman from a poor place, how can he understand such a fashionable vocabulary?

He just thought of Reiko again.

When he was young, he often said: "Mom, I will make money in the future, and I will take you to the metropolis of Tokyo."

Lizi said, "Okay, Mom is waiting."

He said: "Mom, I will let you buy the best clothes in Ginza later."

Lizi said, "Okay, Mom is waiting."

【Mom, I'm in Ginza now, I have a beautiful dress in my hand, but you... 】

[But you can't wear it anymore. 】

That night, Reito Mitsui bought him all the red dresses in the entire block. Among the most gorgeous colors, the scene of Reiko standing by the river washing clothes emerged in Tokugawa Masao's mind. Like a farewell flag in the snow.

He closed his eyes slowly.

For a long time, he worked hard to study and study, and his grades were not inferior to his classmate Mitsui Mihito.

Although he hated Yoshio Mitsui and didn't want to have relatives, he didn't hate Mitsui Mitsuo, and even decided to stay in the Mitsui family to help him in the future.

But his beloved Reito Mitsui racked his brains to drive a wedge between the two of them, until finally, he wanted to get rid of him.

During the conversation between the two brothers, Tokugawa Shintake heard a shocking secret.

Mitsui Reito turned out to be the murderer behind the scenes who instigated others to kill his mother with a car, in order to prevent them from relying on their Mitsui family, and to prevent Mitsui Yoshifu from being pulled out of the black history, the best way to prevent future troubles .

But Mitsui Yuto knew about it, but he was reluctant to let his younger brother go to jail, so he could only help to conceal it, and tried his best to compensate Tokugawa Shintake.

It turned out that everything he got from the Mitsui family was calculated secretly.

The bloody Tokugawa Shintake immediately asked Mitsui Yoshifu for an explanation, but faced with his impassioned statement, the two brothers denied it.

Yoshio Mitsui never regarded him as his son, and it was impossible to believe him.

Tokugawa Shintake was permanently expelled from Mitsui's house.

He lost his job, his card was frozen, and he had no place to live. With no money, he couldn't even afford a plane ticket back to Hokkaido, so he squatted in the cold rain on the street and looked at himself.

Then he met the last ray of sunshine in his life-Akutsu Yuki.

This beautiful girl who was still in high school held up an umbrella for him in the pouring rain.

The heavy rain all over the world stopped abruptly.

His world is full, only the bright smiling face in front of him is left.

Akutsu Yuki's parents are both abroad, and she is the only one in the family. She directly brought Tokugawa Shintake home.Tokugawa Shintake asked her: "Aren't you afraid that I'm a bad person? Your awareness of prevention is too shallow."

Akutsu Yuuki threw a towel in front of him, just covering his head.

"Don't be afraid, you definitely can't beat me." Yuuki smiled, "So you must be a good person."

Tokugawa Shintake thought to himself, how many good people can there be among the people living on the streets?

He took off the expensive suit at Yuuki's house - it was also bought for him by Reito Mitsui, which made him feel sick to death.He didn't feel much more comfortable until he changed into Yuuki's father's old clothes.

Yuuki's home is not gorgeous, but it is his ideal home.

Delete the memory of the Mitsui family. When he was still in the Hokkaido cottage, he had fantasized about such a home.

...It's a pity that there is no more Reiko.

He also thought about taking revenge, and vowed to let Reito Mitsui and Mitsui Miyuto be buried with Reiko, but he had no chance of getting close to them.

He found himself a useless man in the end.

Not only could he not take revenge, he even depended on a woman for food and lodging, a high school student.

... He was ashamed and contemplated suicide.

But Yuuki found out what was on his mind, not only poured his sleeping pills into the toilet, but also slapped him.

"You're dead, who will bury you? I, a high school student, can't afford a cemetery!" Yuuki yelled at him angrily, "There are so many people in this world who want to die, why do you want to die at such a young age?" What about seeking death?"

She cried out before him, but he didn't dare to cry anymore.

When going to bed at night, Yuuki put the teddy bear she held in her childhood when she was sleeping into Makoto Tokugawa's arms, and said to him: "If you don't want to tell me, just tell Jin, it will always be good if you say it." point."

"It's called Ren."

Aren used to be the name of a teddy bear and later became the name of their son.

Yuuki is a beautiful existence, so good that Tokugawa Shintake can give up revenge, find a job, and start life again.

But Reito Mitsui never intended to let him go.

Cut the grass without eradicating the root, spring breeze blows and regenerates - this is the truth that Reito Mitsui learned from ancient Chinese poetry, and has firmly implemented it in practice.

Just a week before Yuuki's parents returned to China, Tokugawa Shintake had already bought the ring for the proposal. He was a little poor, worried that he would not be able to pass the test of his father-in-law and mother-in-law, and felt a little despicable, because Yuuki already had a ring in his stomach. His child, he can be said to have gained a little confidence because of the child's glory.And the most in my heart is still sweetness.

Yearning for the future, desire for new life.

Yuki asked him, "Eun Sang likes boys or girls."

He said softly, "I hope he's a boy."

Yuuki rubbed his head against him: "Are girls not good? They will definitely be as beautiful as daddy."

He said: "If I'm not here, Ah Ren will take good care of you for me."

Yuuki blinked her beautiful eyes: "Isn't Jin the name of a teddy bear? You really know how to be lazy."

He just smiled, he found that he still loves this world deeply.

However, in this world, there are people who still deeply loathe his existence and still want to put him to death.

He was injected with the Phoenix virus by Reito Mitsui, watched his body become stiff, and listened to Reito Mitsui's vicious curse: "My brother let you go, I won't, maybe you will come someday It's revenge. I will never let my father be ashamed."

To embarrass my father... Are you talking about Yoshio Mitsui?

It's really funny.

Tokugawa Shintake felt that the only shame in his frank life was that he was the son of Yoshio Mitsui, and his blood was flowing in his body.

If possible, he also wants to change his DNA from head to toe.

"If I kill you, my brother won't forgive me, then I'll let you die slowly..."

It was these words that cut off Tokugawa Shintake's determination to see Yuuki again.

His body will become more and more stiff, and he will age faster and become an old man. He may die, but he will not live well.

He didn't want to be Yuuki's burden.

His hands were already trembling to the point where he couldn't even grasp the ring steadily, so he couldn't put it on her hand.

So he never went back.

He knew Yuuki was still waiting for him, she called and said that the chestnut cake was getting cold.

He could only answer: "I'm sorry, the company needs to go out temporarily. I... will bring chestnut cake back during the New Year."

Yuuki said, "Okay, I'll wait."

He was most afraid of the phrase "Okay, I'll wait." For a moment, he remembered the same words his mother Lizi said.

Then we parted, for more than ten years, with my wife and son.

He could have a complete family originally, he didn't want to be like Yoshio Mitsui, but he had to follow his old path - all this was thanks to Mitsui's family.

Since then, he has been full of hatred for this world.

The terrible thing about the Phoenix virus is that it cannot be eliminated. He wakes up every day and endures extreme pain and torture, running around for treatment. However, he still adopts the abandoned son Mitsui Rei who escaped from the Rainbow Tower—Mitsui Mihito Abandoned him to save the benefactor's child.

Tokugawa Shintake wanted to strangle Mitsui Rei more than once, but he never actually did it.Mitsui Rei is indeed the child of Mitsui Mito, and his blood is flowing on his body, but so what?

Just as he was abandoned by Mitsui Yoshio, he was also abandoned by Mitsui Yuto.

It seems that people with the surname of Mitsui have a natural tendency to abandon their wives and help others raise their sons.

Mitsui Rei often cried to Tokugawa Shintake: "Uncle, my father is going to be someone else's father."

Tokugawa Shintake had no way to comfort him, he could only stroke his hair and tell him: "Then do you still want to see him? I can send you back to him."

It's like a joke of fate.His father became Mitsui Mitsuto's father, and Mitsui Mitsuto abandoned his son for someone else's son.

Mitsui Ling shook her head: "Don't go back, he killed my mother and sister, I will never forgive him in this life."

"Then don't forgive. There is no rule that you must forgive your parents."

Hate is a seed that just needs time, day and night, to thrive.

Only the Dark Gate reached out to him, saying that the world was dark.Abandoned in the bright world, he can only regain himself in the dark world.

Tokugawa Shintake thought, how can there be a dark world?

It was also at that time that he understood little by little that even if you wanted to stay aloof from the world, no one would let you go.

——Cut the grass without removing the roots, and the spring breeze will give birth again.With this sentence, he wants to completely take revenge on everyone in the Mitsui family.

Coma, taking medicine, surgery, piercing pain, doing research and making plans after waking up, this is his experience of more than ten years.

He didn't dare to let Reito Mitsui know that he was alive, for fear of hurting Akutsu Yuuki, for fear that she would be killed like her mother Reiko, and also worried that his body might not last long, and Yuuki could no longer bear the pain of losing him Painful.

After hiding for more than ten years, he finally obtained a new identity.Constantly accumulating energy in the dark, wanting to overthrow the Mitsui family brick by brick, wanting to end everything in the Mitsui family.

In the end, he finally ended up with Reito Mitsui and his wife and son.

He will always remember Mitsui Reito's face of despair.

He'd never seen him look like that before.

Tokugawa Shintake actually gave Reito Mitsui a way out. If he chose to give up and hit him, he would be seriously injured at most and would not die at all, but Reito Mitsui did not give up.

Reito Mitsui just wanted to die with him, he regarded him as a stain on Yoshio Mitsui's life, and wanted to get rid of him at all costs.

Ignoring the pleas of his wife beside him and the cries of the two sons of Nian Guozhong in the back row, he drove the car to the fastest speed, slammed into the car in front without a doubt, and took his family to Huangquan.

The moment Tokugawa Shintake jumped off the car, he finally had a sense of revenge in his heart.

He hated the Mitsui family so much.

I hate so much that my teeth itch when I see the surname Mitsui.

All the misfortunes in his life were caused by this family, and the brilliance in his life was taken away by this family.

What he hated most was Yui Mitsui.

This person who took away Mitsui Rei who he raised.

Mitsui Rei was raised by him alone, as close as father and son.Mitsui Rei originally approached Mitsui Yui because she wanted to take revenge on Mitsui Yuito, but later she developed feelings for her.

His sister, half-sister, was as pitiful as he was.

He changed from revenge to protection, and finally changed his ways for his sister, and he didn't want to do bad things anymore.But he also knew that he had no chance to clean up his crimes, and he had no face to face his adoptive father, so he chose to end his life.

[I don't want to have the same surname as Mitsui Yuto, I want to have your surname as Uncle. 】

[Uncle is going to change his name too, I haven't figured it out yet... Let's call you Yuejian Shanling. 】

[Moon sees the mountain? 】

[Well, this surname will be blessed by the gods. 】

"Ling sauce, even if you don't want to do bad things, just tell me, and I won't blame you."

Countless times, Tokugawa Shintake stared at the sea where Rei Mitsui was buried and muttered to himself.

In this world, no one loves Rei Mitsui more than him.

So he absolutely can't forgive Yui Mitsui, nor can he forgive anyone in Mitsui's family.

In fact, he doesn't need to do too much at all. Reito Mitsui himself is not a good person, and he has left countless black materials, whether those fake accounts or evidence of bribery. prison.

——Why did the Mitsui family end up in such a situation?

Tokugawa Shintake knows better than anyone that these are all caused by themselves.

"Uncle, the noir project will definitely succeed, and Lingsang will definitely be resurrected. Before he wakes up, I will clear everything in Mitsui's house, and I will not let him see Yui Mitsui again."

Faced with Yuki Shumi's choked words, Tokugawa Shintake could only pat him on the head to express comfort.

Everyone has buried hatred in their hearts.

And one day, it will explode.

Tokugawa Shintake found Akutsu Yuki again after his condition stabilized.

"Hello, guest, what would you like to order?"

Akutsu Yuki is still beautiful and gentle, but she is no longer young.

Tokugawa Shintake resisted the urge to reach out and touch her, and said softly, "A cup of coffee is fine, as long as you make it for me."

Akutsu Yuki could have received a higher education, but because he gave up his studies and gave birth early, he could only work as a part-time waiter in a coffee shop.

"It must have been soaked by you!"

He shouted, which drew good-natured laughter from the other staff and customers in the coffee shop.Akutsu Yuki turned around and smiled at him warmly: "Okay."

Since then he has become a regular customer of the coffee shop.

He confessed his love to Yuuki very straightforwardly, but was rejected.

He invited Yuuki to go out to watch a movie, but was also rejected.

Even every bouquet of flowers and every piece of clothing he sent was rejected by Yuuki.

Even though he followed Yuuki's preferences, he also saw the longing in Yuuki's eyes—she, who was so cash-strapped, really liked those things.

He teased her patiently over and over again, and waited patiently day by day. After three years of hard work, he finally moved her.

When Yuuki accepted the diamond ring he gave, tears welled up in her eyes: "Sir, you have shown me a ring like this before."

He couldn't be more clear about who the husband she was talking about.

But he could only smile wryly and said, "Really? My vision is very similar to his."

"I always feel like you are here to take care of me instead of my husband."

"...Probably this is the arrangement of fate."

In fact, for so many years, he had entrusted others to take care of her, and he himself watched her and his son silently in the dark.

Her parents passed away early, and she had no relatives, so she raised Akutsuren alone and suffered a lot, but she never bowed to life.

It's just a pity that he never took care of her as he promised when he fell in love, and he didn't participate in the whole process of Ajiu Jinren's growth.

Even now that he has pursued Akutsu Yuki again, he can only love her as another person.

The saddest thing in this world is that I love you so much, but I can't say it or say it in front of you.

There is no way to make up for the time lost between them.

There is no way to do it all over again.

He no longer had the courage to take off that mask, and told her that he was the man who had abandoned her and Akutsujin for more than ten years, that unscrupulous Hayakawa Eun.

He is no longer Hayakawa Eun.

The sea breeze in the early summer morning, with a bit of humid coolness, blows over the house and the seaside town, drawing shapes in the gradually waking sea water.

Yakutsuren ran along the beach by the sea. He didn't know how long he ran. He ran very fast and didn't feel tired at all.

His physical fitness is very good, but his mother Akutsu Yuki is not very healthy, so he thinks his physical fitness should be inherited from his father.

Thinking of the word father, he stopped in his tracks.

For so many years, he almost never mentioned his father, only occasionally when he was alone at night, he would think about it.

When he was a child, when he was still a crybaby, he asked Akutsu Yuki: "Mom, where is my father? Everyone else has it. Am I really a gift from you when you bought a refrigerator?"

"Nonsense, if I bought a refrigerator for you, I wouldn't buy this refrigerator." Yuuki coaxed him patiently, "You have a father. But your father is very busy now, and he has his own affairs to deal with. "

"Then when will he come back to see me?"

"...he will bring back chestnut cakes at New Year's."

……

Year after year, I waited for the New Year, but my father never came back with chestnut cake.

Eventually Akutsuhito lost all patience.

He didn't wait any longer.

And, he won't cry anymore.

When others said that he didn't have a father, he learned to wave his fists to beat those little devils——father!Father!Want a ghost father!How can my father have his own fists to be reliable.

He gradually became a well-known little bully, and no one dared to provoke him.

Ajiujin Yuki is beautiful, innocent and kind. He will rescue cats and dogs when he encounters them on the road. There are many people who miss her. Ajiujinren has to grow up to protect her.

He thinks that she is unkind to others, so he deeply hates every man who approaches him, and always feels that they are plotting something wrong.

He hated her character of crying constantly when encountering troubles, hated her always acting like a child who couldn't grow up, hated her... had expectations for the man who abandoned her.

But he loved her dearly.

— When will Dad come back?

——He has something to do in a far away place, and he will come back in the New Year, and he will bring a delicious chestnut cake to Jin.

...is already impossible.

Ajiujin guessed, what the hell went to a far away place for errands, probably a scumbag who was married and had children stealing food outside, and dumped Yuuki after returning home.

But the pure and kind Yuuki always defends him, thinking that he is the best man in the world.

He grew up with no hope for his father, and then he met a girl with the same domineering personality.

It was the first time he had seen a girl who could kick several girls to the ground with a single swing of her hand, and he felt that her strength could even rival his.

She has a high ponytail, a pair of beautiful golden eyes, and a smile on her face like a vicious dog, ferocious but stunning, which fully fits his violent aesthetics.

Later, he met that girl again in the seaside hut, and heard her name, Mitsui Yui.

In the seaside hut in Luoxue, Yui Mitsui dug the sweet chestnut cake in the cup, and complained to the chestnut-haired boy opposite: "Why do people have fathers?"

The boy with chestnut hair said softly: "Uncle, he is also doing it for your own good, Xiao Wei, you have to be considerate of him."

Yakujin recognized the chestnut-haired boy as Buer Zhousuke, a member of Qingxue's tennis team, who was nicknamed the genius Buer Bear.

considerate?

Indeed, only children who grow up in a peaceful family will have such thoughts—well, they must be considerate and forgive their parents.

Parents are good for their children.

But is this really the case?

Mitsui Yui babbled about his family affairs, Akutsujin was only across the table from her, and he understood it even if he didn't want to hear it. Her father was a bit like his father.

Neither is very responsible.

But Er Zhouzhu would only say good things for that father.

In the end Mitsui Yui slammed the door angrily and left.

Ya Jiujin saw her running into the vast snow, but Fuer Zhouzhu didn't catch up. He just sat there and sighed softly.

——Later, he knew that this was just their way of getting along.

Once or twice, never chased.

Later, the number of times increased, so I stopped chasing him.

Because she won't run too far, and he always said innocuous words, trying to comfort her emotions, because it's true that you can't speak ill of other people's fathers—wouldn't the same hatred make this contradiction intensify.

The actual situation is exactly the opposite.

The more Mitsui Yui couldn't listen to Er Zhousuke's good words about Mitsui Mihito, the angrier he became.

No one can comfort her, Yakutsuren understands.

Inexplicably, he actually felt that he somewhat empathized with him.

He wanted to kill his father, even though he didn't want to think about him - but if there was a chance to meet him one day, he would definitely beat him to the point where he would find his teeth everywhere.

As a result, he didn't meet his biological father, but met a bastard who didn't know what to do and wanted to be his stepfather.

When Tokugawa Shintake stood in front of him and introduced himself, Akutsujin admitted that he still admired his courage a little bit.

"Aren, I like your mother." He said bluntly.

Ya Jiujin sneered and said, "My mother has no shortage of sons."

Tokugawa Shintake smiled and said: "But she lacks a husband, and she lacks me."

In the next second, his fist hit Tokugawa Shintake's face, an unceremonious punch.

Tokugawa Shintake just wiped his nosebleeds and didn't mind: "It's quite powerful. I have the right to think this is the way you greet me."

Akutsu Hitoshi was furious, but he couldn't stop Tokugawa Shintake from sticking to Akutsu Yuki's side like a dog skin plaster.

360 days a year, every day they can make up a holiday and give Yuuki gifts in different ways.

When Yuuki was working, she would just sit in the coffee shop where she worked, order a cup of coffee, and sit for an afternoon.

For three years, I have been persistent and serious every day.

Just look at it.

That gaze annoyed Akutsujin, but he didn't feel disgusted at all.

Although he is very young, much younger than many of Kutsu Yuki's past suitors, his eyes are the most affectionate one, although his confession is passionate and bold, his behavior is never frivolous.

Conditions are also one of the best.

However, the conditions are too good, and Ya Jiujinren can't trust him even more-will this be a new way of playing for the second generation of scumbags?

But this guy's patience is too long.

Finally one day, he made an appointment with Makoto Tokugawa alone.

"Hey, what do you think of her?"

Faced with Akutsujin's straight-forward statement, Tokugawa Shintake was also very straightforward: "I love Yuuki, and I want to marry her as my wife."

"Do you know how old you are?"

"Yes. But age has never been a problem."

"Then do you have Oedipus?" This is a new word that Akutsujin found on Google. He has consulted a lot of information, but this one is the only one that he thinks can reasonably explain Tokugawa Shintake's behavior.

"I love my mother, but not this fetish."

The two men stared at each other for a long time.

In the end, Ajiu Jinren said: "If you dare to play her, I will kill you."

This sentence can be regarded as his affirmation of Tokugawa Zhenwu.

For three years, he has seen his words and deeds.

She is indeed much younger than Yuuki, but so what?

Didn't the man who was older than Yuuki abandon her in the same way?

Akutsujin knew that Yuuki liked Makoto Tokugawa, but he didn't accept it because of his reasons.

If a mother can find happiness, how can a son have any reason to stop it?

He just wants his mother to be happy.

He loves Yuuki, and hopes Yuki will find the love of his life.

Tokugawa Shintake, who was affirmed by Akutsuren, was ecstatic, and even hugged Akutsuren unexpectedly, and printed a kiss on his pale face.

"Don't worry, Jin, I will take good care of Yuuki."

Akutsu benevolently wanted to take back what he said before, and kicked and kicked in Tokugawa Shintake's arms, but found that he couldn't break free at all.

In terms of force value, Tokugawa Shinbu is simply above him.

Many years later, he realized the reason why Tokugawa Shintake took his slap in the first place—not because he was weaker than him, but because he was willing.

Later, he didn't meet Mitsui Yui at the seaside hut, but met another lively and cheerful girl, Ooka Kaede, who looked a bit like Mitsui Yui when she smiled, cruel but beautiful.

He knew from the very beginning that she was a young lady from a famous family, unlike him.

But did not expose her.

Ooka Kaede likes him very much, and is even willing to do a lot of good things for him, adopting stray cats, opening cafes, and running children's clinics.

Although he always had a cold face towards her, she was not discouraged, and followed him busy, and after a long time, he slowly accepted her.

Although it is impossible for him to admit it all his life, he is indeed a soft person who wants to be treated tenderly in his bones.

Ooka Feng wanted him so much that he even got him drunk... As for what happened afterwards, he actually didn't know very well, he thought she was pregnant.

Although he was shocked, he was even more at a loss.After calming down, he unexpectedly paid attention to that aspect of knowledge.

Subconsciously...he also wanted to be a qualified father.

My father is not qualified, so I want to be a qualified father-this is also the commonality of the three generations of their family.

However, everything is a hypocritical illusion.

Ooka Feng lied to him, it was a lie from beginning to end, and even hurt others because of her.

He checked bit by bit, in his own way, until he found out about the participants in the incident, and even the man who was going to be his stepfather.

He told Ooka Feng to go away, and when he finally shook off her hand, he was not polite at all.

He knows he has never been a good person, but he also refuses to be a bad person.

He always remembered the words Mitsui Yui yelled to the sea.

"In my life, I don't want to be a bad person again!"

He did have a good impression of Ooka Feng, but it was only when she was a kind and lovely girl. He had already abandoned this relationship since she joined forces with others to frame innocent people for her own self-interest.

No matter what her original intention was, the method was always wrong.

On the day of separation, he heard Ooka Feng calling him behind his back.

【Aren—】

This sound was clear and straightforward, affectionate and desperate.

【Aren—】

【Aren—】

She yelled over and over again.

He rushed over and was kicked away by him.

Hugged him and was thrown away by him.

No matter what efforts she made, he never looked back.

There is absolutely no way he could turn back.

As the sun came up, he pulled his new phone out of his pocket and checked the same number over and over again.

He's never been that hesitant about timing.

He might want to ruin his mother's happiness with his own hands—no, such a vicious man cannot give her real happiness.

... He was unreal, and he drove himself to despair.

He finally pressed the dial button.

The call was quickly connected.A lazy voice came from over there: "Ajiu Tsuren, what can you do with me?"

"Hello." He took a deep breath and said, "Atobe, I'll just say it once—"

The author has something to say

Not whitewashing, just talking about the causes of Tokugawa.

This chapter is the saddest I have ever written.

Maybe October is just too sad.