It is the true ending that both the author and the female supporting role are happy

Many years later, people said that Yang Rui was a freak.

"She was a taciturn person."

"She is a master"

"She always reads books that are obscure to ordinary people."

"Incompatible with the outside world", "weird and out of gregarious", these are the labels that many people put on her.

But only Yang Rui knows what kind of person she is, and only she knows the certain beliefs and desires that grow wildly in her heart.

Something in my heart collapsed in an instant, and then it was flattened and reshaped, collapsed, and reshaped.

When she was in elementary school, her classmates all knew that her family was a foreigner who moved from the capital city B to city Z, and she spoke a strong Mandarin with Fang characteristics.

Although he is a foreigner, he has no geographical barriers and gets along well with everyone.

At that time, she was lively, cheerful, and friendly to others. When she smiled, she could always see two small dimples on her cheeks, and her eyes were shining brightly, as if she could let all the people she had been with into the sunshine-like beauty under her smile.

Her grades are not top-notch, but they are not bad either. She is willing to help others and surrounded by friends. She is a good child in the eyes of teachers, a good classmate and a good partner in everyone's hearts.

Yes, she is such a sunny, outgoing and friendly girl!

One day that year, Yang Rui was eight years old and was about to enter the third grade of primary school. The final exam was approaching, and after school that day, Yang Rui went home as usual.

Wearing a white school uniform and walking on the road, the setting sun has already set in the west, and the sunset glow in the sky is about to dissipate, and the sky is a bit oppressive and drowsy.

The dark corridor was very quiet, and the shoes rattled on the ground. For some reason, Yang Rui's mood was unreasonably irritable, up and down.

There were small sounds in the house, and Yang Ruizheng was puzzled. When she turned the door lock and opened the door, she looked towards the living room. The scene that caught her eyes was something she would never forget.

The sudden incident of mine caught her off guard, as if God had nothing to do and deliberately played a joke on her.

I don't know if it's fear or something else. In the next second, her body has already taken the lead beyond her consciousness. She fled in panic regardless of the open door. On the road three blocks away from the community.

On the noisy street, the traffic was constantly flowing, whizzing past her, the horn was screaming in her ears, and she stood in the middle of the road, out of place.

Frightened to the extreme, helpless and helpless, Yang Rui froze on the spot, but a voice in his mind was shouting.

Hurry up!Yang Rui!

go!Go to the police!

I don't know how long it took until the panic and fear in her heart were suppressed a little, and she gradually calmed down her violently beating heart.

Since she didn't have a mobile phone, she could only run faster while recalling the location of the police station.

More than half an hour later, when the belated police came in, her mother was already lying motionless on the ground. There were many hideous wounds on her body, and there was a pool of blood on the ground.

The door was wide open, and the room was empty. It was obvious that the murderer had already escaped.

But Yang Rui froze in place.

A female policeman walked over, squatted next to her mother's body and checked her carotid artery, stood up and shook her head, saying that she had lost too much blood and had no vital signs.

Immediately after Yang Rui's father and Uncle Liu arrived, they just heard the policewoman's conclusion.

When her father heard the bad news, he stared at the pool of blood with distracted eyes. He was stunned for a while, and then suddenly squatted on the ground and wept bitterly.

Liu Bo didn't know what to think of, sighed, and patted her father's shoulder to show comfort.

The police began to investigate and collect evidence at the scene with serious expressions, and were very busy.

No one noticed Yang Rui who was in a daze in the corner. In the shadows, her eyes were fixed on the corpse of her mother Li Mo, only the blood was red on the ground, and she repeated mechanically in her mind:

The mother didn't move, she bled a lot, bright red blood.

The mother who was always gentle and gentle is gone?Yang Rui asked himself.

Yes, she was dead, lying motionless on the ground.

Killed by bad guys.

never come back.

After taking notes, looking for witnesses, and visiting neighbors and a series of tedious investigation and evidence collection work, Yang Rui and her father were exhausted physically and mentally, and could only wait for the results at home.

After being greatly stimulated and witnessing the tragic scene, Yang Rui asked the school teacher for leave to rest at home.

She stayed in the room all day long, drew the curtains tightly and did not go out, buried herself in the quilt, and made the room dark and dark.

Even three meals a day were delivered to her room by Uncle Liu.

As soon as she walked into the living room, the scene would involuntarily pop up in her mind. Her mother was pinned down by three men...she ran away in panic...the mother was lying in a pool of blood, dying.

Yang Rui, who was only eight years old, didn't know what they did to her mother Li Mo, let alone the nature and seriousness of that incident.

Seeing his mother's tear-stained face, struggling on the ground in pain, Yang Rui, who was young and inexperienced but well protected, didn't know that word.

For a moment, Yang Rui even felt like the kindergarten kids fighting in groups.

But there was always an ominous premonition in her heart, which made her fall into deep fear. Before she could react, those fierce faces all turned to look at her.

It was discovered!

Yang Rui caught a glimpse of a sharp weapon in one of them flashing a dangerous cold light, and she ran away in panic, ignoring other things.

In the past, parents and teachers always emphasized that some children would go to the teacher if they were bullied by other children, and if they were bullied by bad guys or strangers, they would call or go to the police uncle directly.

So Yang Rui called the police according to the logic that had been implanted deep in her subconscious since she was a child.

But now, she only knows that her mother is gone and will never come back.

I can no longer sleep deeply at night, and I always wake up when I sleep lightly. I can't sleep until dawn without dreams like before, and I always have nightmares.

And the dream was filled with bright red, and the blood was soaring to the sky.

Her father, Yang Hui, also became haggard day by day, with a ring of stubble growing on his chin, his face was sallow, and he gradually lost weight.

He talked less and smiled less. Every day he held Li Mo's photos and flipped through them, talking to himself from time to time.

The old housekeeper Liu Bo was also silent, the whole house looked deserted and filled with low air pressure.

Immersed in great grief and unable to extricate myself, but Yang Rui thought, the teacher often said that the police uncle will catch criminals and uphold justice, and it is also said on TV. Yang Rui also hopes that the police can catch the murderer as soon as possible and bring them to justice in law.

The days are also spent in such pain and waiting.

One month later, the summer vacation of the second grade of Yang Rui Primary School came. It was supposed to be the most anticipated day for all children of the same age, and they could play freely.

But Yang Rui was told that her father, Yang Hui, was dead. He went to the bridge at 02:30 in the morning and jumped into the sea to die. Even the body could not be found.

As a result, she lost her parents in less than two months and became an orphan without father or mother.

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"Uncle Liu, can you tell me what's going on?"

After a long time, Yang Rui stepped into the living room again, and she tried her best to keep her face as usual.

Of course, if one ignores her increasingly trembling steps and clenched fists.

"Miss, are you okay?" Uncle Liu put down the plate in his hand and came out of the kitchen, looking at her worriedly. He was preparing breakfast just now.

Looking at Yang Rui's small figure and pale face, Uncle Liu felt that today's young lady was a bit strange.

After repeated blows, Uncle Liu at this moment is getting older and more powerless. Looking at Uncle Liu's loving eyes, Yang Rui feels distressed, but his eyes are like torches.

She looked fixedly at Uncle Liu and said, "I'm fine, please tell me the truth." Having said that, she felt that she was about to collapse.

She didn't know how she survived every minute and every second of each day. She supported herself and forced herself to recall those unbearable things, recalling everything in detail from beginning to end.

Then, she thought there was something wrong with it, and she felt that she needed a truth.

Uncle Liu heaved a long sigh, hesitantly said: "Miss, do you really want to know...Knowing it will not be good for your future life, not to mention...I also promise your parents to protect you."

"Then do you think I should know?" Yang Rui asked back with determination in his tone.

"Hey," Uncle Liu sighed again, his voice becoming more and more old and depressed, "Since you want to understand the ins and outs of this so much, the thing is like this..."

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Yang Rui felt that his dream was shattered the moment he learned the truth.

The sharp fragments produced after the fragmentation were cutting her heart one after another, and her heart was bleeding continuously.

She has always thought that this world treats her well, not only giving her life, but also giving her time to appreciate the splendor of the world;

He also gave her parents affection, allowing her to experience the warmth of the world like a spring breeze;

Give her a teacher to teach her, bring her knowledge, and let her work diligently on this land.

Give her friends, let her feel the preciousness of friendship, give her many, many...

With a contented and grateful heart, she has wandered in the center of the flower sea of ​​love, satisfied and happy.

She also thought about doing her best to repay her back. Her ideal is that when she grows up, when she has the ability, she will be very good to everyone who treats her well, double the good.

But God made the same joke with her one after another, a joke about deprivation, death and truth, and she, the biggest victim here, was played wantonly like a dilapidated marionette.

In less than two months, her warm little nest was demolished, and all the gentle people in the nest were deprived, and the old nest, including the bottom of her heart, gradually cooled down, and in the end, only the people who were full of love were left. The desolation and desertedness of the room.

Lifeless.

Look, this is the reality. One second makes you immersed in joy and cannot extricate yourself, and the next second throws you into the abyss, only in an instant, and there is no power to fight back.

It's like staying under a lamp that is bright day and night forever and never leaves, then you will only see the dazzling light above your head, but suddenly, if the lamp is on for a long time or the power is cut off, it will also go out.

When the light went away from her, there was only a piece of darkness in front of her eyes, and she couldn't tell the direction in it, and was surrounded by dead darkness, chaotic and difficult to understand.

It was as if, the nature of this world should have been chaotic and dark, but she was used to the orderly light she imagined, living in the mirror.

No one told her that there is darkness in this world besides light, so she took it for granted that the whole world was filled with pure white.

It is very comfortable and relaxing to be illuminated by the pure white and translucent light, because everyone will long for such comfort and warmth.

However, the depth and unknownness of the darkness cause depression and fear for no reason. No one wants to stay in the darkness and not come out.

When it comes to darkness, people often think of invisible ghosts hiding in the dark, and poisonous snakes and beasts that come out to look for food at night, which makes people feel dangerous and powerless.

But now, that bright lie was ruthlessly exposed, and the boundless darkness outside was exposed and quickly surrounded the inside, and the last corner of light in Yang Rui's heart was also swallowed by the "darkness".

Kacha, the dream is shattered, her beliefs and pillars are rumbling down, so what is left?

Negative emotions such as fear, hatred, despair, powerlessness, etc. surrounded her firmly, making her no longer her.

Now, what is left of her?

Yang Rui's heart was empty, very confused, without an answer.

The author has something to say: In the dead of night, this chapter has been overhauled.