can you let me go

Zheng Fu's eyes widened, tears streaming down her face: "Pei Xiangli, I really like you, you took the first photoshoot for me in college, and I liked you at that time! I also expressed that , but you never..."

Pei Xiangli sighed, his tone was soft, but what he said was not sloppy at all: "I don't remember what you said, I really don't like you."

"Okay, okay, don't cry." Zhou Jibai grabbed a handful of tissues from the coffee table and stuffed them into Zheng Fu's hands: "Did you hear that? Give up, don't just leave it here, you are also uncomfortable, we I feel uncomfortable looking at you, I wish you to find the next Prince Charming soon, don't be annoying, I won't treat you so nicely next time!"

"Why did you tell me that you like Zhou Jibai?" Pei Xiangli asked this sentence suddenly.

Zheng Fu was rubbing her face carelessly with a tissue, stunned for a moment, sniffling: "Because you only care about him! No matter what I tell you, you are the same, only when I talk to you about Zhou Jibai, you Only then will you listen to me seriously... At first I acted like that in front of you because I was angry, but then... I don't know how to take this lie back."

Now she is giving up on herself and hiding nothing: "I don't know why you care about him so much!" Zheng Fu bit her lower lip, looking at Zhou Jibai with resentment in her eyes: "Later, I was also angry, since you are so angry I care about him, so I'll show you how to grab him, so, will you pay more attention to me..."

"Crazy!" Zhou Jibai didn't understand how a little girl's mind could be screwed up like this?

"Xiang Li...I..." Zheng Fu felt ashamed to stay any longer. She walked to the door and turned her head to look at Pei Xiangli for the last time, with resentment in her eyes: "Zhou Jibai is heartless, How much do you think he likes you?"

It's this fucking time, and I haven't forgotten to sow discord, Zhou Jibai opened the door, made a "please" gesture, and before Zheng Fu's heels were completely out, he slammed the door hard .

There were only the two of them left in the room, Pei Xiangli coughed lightly, feeling a little embarrassed, but before he could think of anything to say, he was hugged by Zhou Jibai who rushed over!

Zhou Jibai was like his dog son, passionately kissing Pei Xiangli's face indiscriminately, under the pressure of his weight, Pei Xiangli only felt the pressure of Mount Tai, and was forced to go backwards, being pressed on the sofa and kissing. Don't be mad...

After finally pulling away Zhou Jibai's face, Pei Xiangli twisted his neck: "Zhou Jibai, what are you doing, are you crazy?"

Zhou Jibai twisted his neck, and kissed Zhou Jibai's mouth impartially with a "baji", and his tiger teeth rubbed against Pei Xiangli's lips, causing a slight pain.

"You said you liked me just now?" Zhou Jibai held Pei Xiangli's face in both hands.

"Ah...yes." Pei Xiangli took off his glasses and put his hand on the armrest, the legs of his glasses were about to be knocked crooked by Zhou Jibai's careless movements.

"It's the first time you've taken the initiative to say that you like me!" Zhou Jibai's face was radiant, and the tiredness that had come back after days of tossing and tossing was gone, as if he had endless energy, he pressed Pei Xiangli in his arms stupidly Happy.

"Why do you speak so nicely today?" Zhou Jibai himself was panting, and his breath mixed together. Zhou Jibai didn't know what to do with the person in front of him. Strong liking is always accompanied by violence. He wished he could She crushed Pei Xiangli and embedded it in her body, trying to force him to show herself a way that no one else could see, whether it was joy or pain.

Pei Xiangli grabbed his hair, pulled the man who looked like a big fluffy dog ​​out of his neck, and said suspiciously, "First time?"

"It doesn't count what I forced you to say on the bed..." Zhou Jibai smiled and bit Pei Xiangli's thin ear tip bit by bit with a smile, then followed the pinna to the earlobe bit by bit : "At that time, you were so excited that you didn't know the north, south, east, and north. How could you believe what you said?"

"Get out..." Pei Xiangli was really overwhelmed, he was not prepared at all, his face was not taut, blood quickly spread up, and he was defeated in the struggle of words.

Zhou Jibai pressed Pei Xiangli for a while, and dragged him to sit up. Two men over 1.8 meters tall were nestled at the corner of the sofa. It might seem strange, but it was actually quite comfortable.

Zhou Jibai felt that the atmosphere was just right now. Pei Xiangli belonged to the snail. He retreated whenever he could, hid when he could, and retracted into his shell if he couldn't. He couldn't detect it, and he didn't know how he digested it in his heart.

"Did you see the note I left for you? Pei Xiangli, let's talk..." Zhou Jibai said solemnly, feeling that the people around him tensed up immediately, subconsciously entering a defensive state.

"What are you talking about?" Pei Xiangli lowered his eyes, staring at the lines on the sofa.

"Why are you nervous?" Zhou Jibai rubbed Pei Xiangli's back affectionately, along the spine from the neck to the waist like hair, and felt softened several times before coaxing: "I didn't bully you." But you, what are you always guarding against me..."

"Pei Xiangli, are you suffering from holding back?" Zhou Jibai kept rubbing his hands like a cat: "If she doesn't say it today, you won't tell me what she said to you in your life, will you? Not only now , and when you were in college, when you were abroad..."

Zhou Jibai smiled wryly: "Hey, do you sometimes annoy me too? No wonder you suddenly leave me alone sometimes. I'll just do this and discuss it with you. If you are upset next time , Just scold me directly, beat me up, don't always hide it, I really can't figure it out."

"I didn't..." Pei Xiangli shut up after denying half of it. He thought he was clever in hiding, and he was right. He and Zhou Jibai had known each other for so many years, how could he not feel it?

Zhou Jibai leaned over and kissed him between the brows: "I see that when someone else is dating, I have to ask the other person a hundred times a day: Do you love me? It's a quarrel, and turns around like a person. Hey , you can ask me anytime, give me a chance to express it. Please..." Zhou Jibai said with a teasing smile in his voice: "We are so good, we have to live a lively life ah..."

"Want to quarrel with me?" Pei Xiangli felt that his "hustle and bustle" had implications.

"Isn't it good that the relationship is flat?" Pei Xiangli turned around suddenly, with a serious and somewhat sleepy expression: "No matter how strong the relationship is, the final destination is not flat? Otherwise, what else can it be? Arguing, pulling, mutual Suspicion torture, aren't these all consumption? People are very afraid of consumption, I...I don't want to be like you." Pei Xiangli said softly.

Zhou Jibai felt that Pei Xiangli's way of thinking was really weird at first, and then he was elated: "Don't, according to what you said, people only become dull after passing away, you can't let us just be plain."

Zhou Jibai thought about it: "Baby, feelings are indeed consumables, but they are not fragile. You can't get a share of feelings and build a board for it. You can't wait to worship three times a day. You have to Feel the joy and happiness from the relationship..."

"It's a consumable. While it can be consumed, new love is poured into it continuously. As long as our investment is greater than consumption, the relationship will become more and more solid, solid enough to protect us from wind and rain...Baby, Think about it, I can't be the only one who invests in the relationship, I put in a lot, but you have reservations, are you fair to me?"

These words are from Zhou Jibai's heart. Pei Xiangli is an insecure person. He is used to leaving room for himself and a way out. If he doesn't move forward, he won't ask if he is hurt. I'm not going anywhere.

"That is to say, do you feel that you are at a disadvantage now?" Pei Xiangli raised his eyebrows: "Do you think there is something wrong with my personality?"

"Hey! That's not what I meant. Why are you starting to label me indiscriminately now?" Zhou Jibai clasped Pei Xiangli's hand instead, preventing him from getting up.

Pei Xiangli looked at Zhou Jibai with a flattering smile, but there was another scene in his mind. When he went to see Zhou Jibai for the last time in college, he heard the sound of his voice through the crack of the door before he entered their drama club. Pei Xiangli can't remember what other people said, but Zhou Jibai's slightly cold and teasing voice: "Can you accept him? What are you trying to do?"

"Oh, it's pretty pitiful, so what?"

Pei Xiangli who was behind didn't listen anymore, turned around and walked away very simply. This memory that Pei Xiangli deliberately ignored suddenly became clear. When Zhou Jibai was talking to Zheng Fu today, Pei Xiangli remembered that there was another voice in the room at that time, It was Zheng Fu's.

Combined with the two of them arguing today, Pei Xiangli became clear in his heart: it turned out that he had a wrong understanding back then, and he was stubborn and unwilling to ask for proof, or in other words, he didn't even have the courage to ask, so he fled in a hurry. Zhou Jibai was The first friend I made, he was too timid to seek, for fear that the result would be his own wishful thinking. I regard you as a jewel, and you see me as worthless...

"What are you thinking about? Why do you want to be fascinated?" Zhou Jibai didn't know why Pei Xiangli froze suddenly, and shook his hand in front of him.

Just shaking twice, Pei Xiangli grabbed her.

Pei Xiangli stared into his eyes expressionlessly, looking a little sharp and nervous: "You said it yourself, don't regret it in the future, be careful that I will retaliate against you."

Zhou Jibai was slightly frightened by him, but he happily grabbed Pei Xiangli's hand and kissed him: "Okay, you cling to me every day, dislike me because I'm busy with work and can't accompany you, then I will quit the circle, and we will be together Go sell roasted sweet potatoes, put one together every day!"

"Come on, I'm also busy with work, so you can sell it yourself..." Pei Xiangli withdrew his hand stiffly, and patted Zhou Jibai's head, which didn't match his temperament, "Don't give yourself a big deal." Make excuses for not working hard."

Zhou Jibai was so hot-headed until before going to bed at night that he calmed down, took out the book in Pei Xiangli's hand who was leaning on the bed, and solemnly asked the question that he had never dared to touch: "Pei Xiangli, what was the reason for that year? "

Pei Xiangli looked at him, finally sighed, took the phone, found a photo from the encrypted album, and handed it to Zhou Jibai.

In the photo is a photo of a man and a woman kissing on a bench by the lake in the school. The photo is beautiful and moving, but the leading actor in it is Zhou Jibai.

Pei Xiangli had a half-smile, tilted his head, and the meaning was obvious: "I told you, let me explain."

Looking at the photo, Zhou Jibai was stunned for a while with a puzzled expression on his face. He was confused: What the hell is this?

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