can you let me go

Now Pei Xiangli's eyes couldn't be opened at all. This man didn't feel that kissing was enough, so he even stroked his hair: "Be good, wait for me to come back."

Fortunately, he didn't stay by his bedside for a long time, otherwise I really couldn't guarantee it, so that he wouldn't see any flaws.

The sound of washing came from the bathroom, Zhou Jibai changed his clothes, picked up the coat hanging at the door, and the door of the ward closed gently with a "click".

In the next moment, Pei Xiangli opened his eyes suddenly, so clear that he didn't even have a trace of drowsiness!

His fingertips touched the place where Zhou Jibai had just kissed, and then he took it back as if he had been electrocuted.

What is this and what?Pei Xiangli felt that the gaps in his brain would be filled due to the excessive amount of information... He is slow and not a fool. The kiss just now, no matter what cultural background it is placed in, cannot understand that it is healthy for brothers wish?

He lay on his back on the bed with a blank expression on his face. For a moment, he didn't even know from what angle to think about this matter: what the hell, it involved his own blind spot of knowledge!

When the accident happens too fast, even if you know the truth of the matter, you still feel that it is impossible to be untrue. Pei Xiangli is now at this stage, starting from the premise that I have known this elder brother for five or six years, and my thoughts spread to my own Reflection: Am I an idiot? Why didn’t I notice it at all?Or is he hiding it too well?Or was it because he had a dream last night, and as soon as he woke up this morning, he felt that his feelings for me had deteriorated?

Eliminate all the impossibilities, but the last one, which stands up to Pei Xiangli.

Anyway, at the end of the day: what the hell is this?

When the nurse opened the door and came in for rounds, she was taken aback by Pei Xiangli's pale, motionless face lying on his back on the pillow. There was no expression on his face, and he didn't respond to the sound of the door opening. The nurse was so scared that he wanted to come and check His vital signs.

At this time, Pei Xiangli had already moved to the next stage in his mind, persuading himself: I must be being self-indulgent, Zhou Jibai doesn't pay much attention to social distance with those close to him, maybe it's because he was sleepy , think about it...

Thinking too much, thinking too much... shit!

Pei Xiangli couldn't even stay in the ward anymore, so he went through the formalities and ran back home in no time.

After getting on the plane, Liu Quan found that Zhou Jibai was still in a trance, thinking that he was worried about Pei Xiangli's body: "Didn't the doctor say that he was all right? When I get off the plane, I will buy him a humidifier online. This year's heating will be good." , when the house is dry, nosebleeds are quite common."

Zhou Jibai agreed with him one after another, but he was thinking about other things: I don't know when things started to get out of control. He originally thought he could control his emotions properly. Feelings, but looking at it now, it is simply impossible. When you like someone, you just unconsciously want to get close to him, possess him, want to touch the one you want to be intimate with, the harder you suppress, the deeper your obsession. When the floodgates that hold back feelings are opened, they can no longer be closed.

Zhou Jibai wanted to force himself to look away and be free and easy, but he couldn't do it at all. If he could completely hide his heart, it would not be enough self-control, but not enough liking, too much liking, and feelings would seep into every bit of life , Behavior and manner will become stiff, every inadvertent contact with fine expressions, will be repeatedly pondered.

It is easy to perform "I like you" under the camera, but it is too difficult to perform "I don't like you" in life.

Taking advantage of Pei Xiangli's weakness, he imposed his feelings on him without his permission. This made him feel guilty, but he didn't regret it.

Yang Chengyan found that the frequency of Pei Xiangli appearing by his side these days has become very high. Even after work, he still stays at home, eating and drinking. Although he is very happy that he appreciates his craft, he also feels that he made it The food is not so good.

When Pei Xiangli opened the third can of beer, Yang Chengyan tapped on the edge of the plate with chopsticks: "What's the matter? Everyone is in full swing, what kind of bitter drama are you playing?"

"Something happened." Pei Xiangli said rather distressedly: "I'm alone, and I can't help but think about it."

"Why don't you think about how to solve the problem?" Yang Chengyan was confused by what he said.

Just because I don't want to understand at all...

"Escape?" Yang Chengyan was quite interested: "Family, career? Or relationship?"

Without waiting for Pei Xiangli to speak, he asked himself and answered: "It can make you troubled like this, feelings?"

As a senior, I discovered from the time I met him that he seemed to have a lot more eyes than others, and he was as careful as a hair, and he was able to analyze things thoroughly from the smallest details.

Pei Xiangli put down his cup and put his hands on his head: "Master, stop reading!"

"Okay, okay, I won't ask..." Yang Chengyan was amused by him: "You worry about yourself first, when you want to get that head out of the sand, you want to ask me."

Yang Chengyan felt that his handsome elementary school boy was indeed like an ostrich sometimes, he looked like he could afford it and put it down, but in fact he had a serious problem with being indecisive. Whenever he felt that it was beyond the scope of his thinking, he turned his head Once buried, pretend that the world is peaceful.

But his behavior, in the eyes of those who want to get a response, seems very dull and careless, but those who can find his fault must be familiar with him, so it is hard to say that he is not aggrieved.

Yang Chengyan probably knew what happened from the information he inadvertently revealed, and felt a little sympathetic to the person who poured his feelings on Pei Xiangli.

Sure enough, people's behavior patterns are always consistent and will not change easily. Zhou Jibai joined the group this time and got a supporting role in a gift movie with a scene of about 10 minutes. Segmented shooting will focus on shooting characters with a high degree of lens overlap.

So he joined the group this time for less than half a month.

The person who made my head hurt was not there. Pei Xiangli was shocked for two days, and then he started to deal with the ostrich and set off immediately. Their filming team has been very busy recently, but whenever they think of things that may be used, they would rather work harder. You have to prepare everything in advance, otherwise, when you really enter the mountain, if you lack something, it will delay the big thing, and even the express delivery will not be sent in there!

Yang Chengyan looked at Pei Xiangli who was squatting in front of the box to help arrange the equipment for photography, and asked him: "Why, are you still procrastinating? Aren't you going to solve your personal relationship problems before you leave? Otherwise, when you get busy, you may not even think about it." All the effort is gone!"

The cameraman’s surname is Shi. He and his wife just finished a long-distance love run last year. This year’s progress is fast. They have two children and gave birth to a pair of twins. Let the daughter-in-law and children live a good life!

People who are in a good relationship with themselves are very concerned about other people's love life, so they come over and ask, "What's the matter, Xiao Pei, what's the matter? What's bothering you, do you need someone who has been here to give you some advice?"

"You are also turning 25 and [-] this year. It's time to think about the big things in your life. I've been running long-distance love for so many years. What kind of campus love, long-distance love, and foreign love? I have experienced it all, and I know everything without saying anything! If the time comes, remember to find brother for the wedding photos, he will definitely give you a discount if he gets a side job!" He joked.

"Okay, Old Shi, don't teach Xiao Pei your glib way, let him figure it out on his own!" Yang Chengyan pushed him aside.

About a week after Zhou Jibai joined the team, Pei Xiangli and the others were ready to leave. The night before his departure, he hesitated to open the WeChat dialog box with Zhou Jibai. The last message was the day Zhou Jibai left, after getting off the plane. He and Pei Xiangli reported that they were safe, and he replied: Got it.

After typing in the dialog box several times, Pei Xiangli finally deleted it and sent Liu Quan a message.

Liu Quan hugged his phone almost all day long, and when he saw Pei Xiangli's message, he immediately replied, "Are you leaving so soon?"

"Well, the filming schedule has been advanced a little bit, and I'm leaving tomorrow afternoon. Tell Lao Zhou for me."

"Oh!" Liu Quan read Pei Xiangli's message, and hurriedly replied: "Ji Bai's phone is here. He has a very busy shooting schedule these days, so he may not have seen your message..." Liu Quan thought it was Zhou Jibai. Bai did not reply to the message, and Pei Xiangli confessed to himself.

"Don't worry, I'll let him contact you when he comes out of the set."

"It's okay...no need." Pei Xiangli subconsciously refused, and then explained: "The place I'm going to is quite deserted, maybe the signal is not good, you can let him take pictures with peace of mind."

Liu Quan is also busy these days, so he answered, and when he was talking to Zhou Jibai at night, he was so frightened by Zhou Jibai's sudden movement of standing up from the sofa that he almost didn't drop his phone.

"What are you doing?" Liu Quan didn't know why he was going crazy, and when he looked up, he found that Zhou Jibai's face was ugly, and there was a faint embarrassment...

"Pei Xiangli asked you to tell me?"

"Well, yes, he said that the signal in the mountain is not good..."

Zhou Jibai didn't speak any more, just looked at the screen of the phone with a sullen face, kicked Liu Quan out of his room, turned off the light, and sat on the bed in the dark.

The next afternoon, Pei Xiangli took his luggage and boarded the plane with Yang Chengyan's team.

The group had already known the local situation and seen the photos taken, but they were still surprised when they actually landed and saw it.

It took more than five hours just to enter the mountain. From the road that can be driven on the Panshan Road, to the horse-drawn carriage, more than 20 large luggage were thrown on the flatbed cart and dragged. The ground was dusty and sat in the back. , who struggled to balance only coughed.

Every time the equipment bag bumped, the hearts of the few photographers trembled. They couldn't help it, and hugged the most delicate in their arms to reduce the shock with human flesh.

By the last part of the journey, they couldn't even get on the flatbed, and the steps went straight up and down, so they could only carry their luggage up one by one. When they finally got all the luggage up, the group was so tired that they lost the strength to speak.

Pei Xiangli's palms were blistered by the hemp rope used to pull the luggage, and he sighed: Sure enough, it's useless to cram for fitness.

He was so tired that he didn't have the heart to think about anything else, even if the sky was about to fall, he had to rest his legs first...

The author has something to say:

I went to see a doctor of traditional Chinese medicine, but the doctor who saw me called me before [-]:[-] in the morning and asked if I could go for a follow-up visit before [-]:[-].

I:? ? ?

I didn’t feel well last night and I didn’t go to bed until after three o’clock. The doctor who saw me was a nice person but inexplicably blended with the temperament of my junior high school teacher. I didn’t even dare to question it, so I agreed: “Okay, okay, no problem, I'm going out now..."

When I arrived, as soon as I opened the door, I was shocked by a room full of people with acupuncture on their heads. Good guy, one person has needles of size ten on their heads!I just want to know, do Chinese medicine practitioners go to work so early?

I came back and slept until after three o'clock in the afternoon and went to the drip again. I don't know when it will be over!