can you let me go

Liu Quan's brain corroded by alcohol has not yet fully functioned normally, and only the two characters "strong.kiss" emerged in his thoughts.

No matter how people fall in love, they are people's livelihood programs. Why do you dance to legal programs every day when you two come here?

After Liu Quan entered the door, he pinched his waist with one hand and put his other hand on his forehead: "Wait a minute, let me stroke it, you know that Xiao Pei is awake the day you went directly from the hospital to the airport to catch the plane, you to kiss him?"

Zhou Jibai nodded.

"He didn't fight with you? He made you come out with your whole body?" Liu Quan felt incredible: "What was his reaction at that time?"

"...he's pretending to be asleep."

Liu Quan:? ? ?

"How do you know that he is pretending to be asleep, not really asleep? Did he tell you that he was pretending to be asleep?" Liu Quan felt that he was about to be entangled in this magical logic.

"When the alarm clock rang, I saw him turn it on, but when I turned it off, it stopped there." Zhou Jibai replied truthfully.

"He just lay there for you to kiss?" Liu Quan's eyes widened, feeling that he no longer understood the world of straight men: "How long have you kissed him? Stretch..."

Zhou Jibai reacted for a moment, and then became angry instantly: "What are you thinking? Kiss your forehead!" He was walking around the room like a trapped animal, because his legs were too long, and he would have to wait a few steps. Turning around, he himself felt a little dizzy, frowning and stopped, leaning his back against the corner of the wall, and buried his messy-haired head on his knees.

"And then? What happened?" Liu Quan felt that he was struggling to speak like squeezing toothpaste.

"I went to wash up, and then I hurried away..."

"Escape from the crime scene?"

"I think he's tired of pretending to be asleep for so long."

"Good guy, you're quite considerate!" Liu Quan felt like he wanted to laugh but couldn't.

"Master, you are really good at it. People always confess their love first and then deepen their contact step by step. How about you? You can do it the other way around? Being unconventional is not for you to chase after a man! Especially this kind of man whose sexuality you can't even figure out." On my body!" Liu Quan felt himself vomiting hoarsely.

"I still wonder how Xiao Pei got in touch with me. Now that I think about it, he must have been carrying the high-speed rail overnight, right?"

Zhou Jibai glanced over, Liu Quan swallowed the complaints below, thought for a while, and asked very sincerely: "Master, I really don't understand, you know he is awake, why bother? He was so good-looking at that second that you couldn't control yourself?"

Seeing that the young master hesitated for a moment: "I really have no other choice. I have thought about explaining it to him a hundred times and being straightforward, but I don't know what to say... Hey! I have been with you for a few years Brother, suddenly found that I like you?"

"Or be more casual: if it's okay, if it's not, let's continue to be friends? I can't say it...I want him so much, but the more I know him, the more I know that I want him to make changes. It's better to pick one. The stars are simple...”

"You don't know how stubborn he is. Because of a reason I don't know until now, he can ignore me for two years without any news. I know it must be because of something. He was in a bad mood when he was about to graduate. , but I was busy with the graduation drama at that time, so I didn't ask him, pretending not to see it, I don't know what he thought, did he think I did something wrong, or was it because of my attitude..."

Zhou Jibai smiled wryly: "When he first came back, I always asked him, but now I don't even dare to ask, for fear that he will remind him of some memories!"

"I couldn't find any opportunity to let him know that I like him. I opened my mouth, but he refused directly. Wouldn't there be no future?"

"Did you pick this timing on purpose?" Liu Quan suddenly understood, the young master didn't have a sudden whim at all, he had premeditated it!

"Run after the kiss, give him time to digest, and give each other a buffer?"

Zhou Jibai sighed: "If I wait longer, even if he is angry that I like him, he may still accept me as his friend."

"You chose this way of expression, and you are still worried that he will play missing for you again?" Liu Quan suddenly felt a little sorry for Zhou Jibai. He has been with the young master for so long, and he has never seen him lose in anything. Self-confident to the point of almost inferiority complex.

Sensing his gaze, Zhou Jibai scratched his hair: "Then why are you looking at me? Feelings are the most uncontrollable thing. I can't control myself from not liking him. Maybe he just can't like me. No one Right or wrong, there is no pity or pity, I admit this feeling, and accept all the things that this feeling brings to me."

He seemed to be speaking to Liu Quan, and he also seemed to be speaking to himself. He spoke out what was in his heart, and his mood calmed down a little.

"Then... what do you want to do next? I can't take care of it at a glance, so you just look for people on the Internet, right?" Liu Quanke has learned enough, he thinks it's a mistake, and he plans to spend more time by his side. stay for a while.

"I don't know. I'm completely passive now. I'm confessing myself. I'm just waiting for a result..." Zhou Ji was expressionless. On the screen of his phone was the photo of Pei Xiangli posted by Yang Chengyan on Weibo.

Laugh heartlessly.

In fact, Pei Xiangli is not so heartless, on the contrary, because there is something on his mind, and the living environment is really rough, the four of them live in the same room, and there is a buddy's snoring, which is simply shocking Weeping ghosts and gods, even though he is very considerate and sleeps last every day, when he snores, he can always wake up Pei Xiangli, and then he can't fall asleep looking at the extraordinarily beautiful night sky outside the earth window because there is no pollution .

That night, Pei Xiangli was woken up after twelve o'clock, and was a little irritable after tossing and turning, so he put on some clothes and went to the yard to smoke.

They live in the village headman's house, the yard is bare, there is only an old well that will never dry up.

Pei Xiangli was squatting and smoking with his back against the edge of the well, his back was hunched, but his face was raised towards the sky, his slender neck was bent into a tight arc, his profile was like porcelain, and a half-new cotton cloth was draped over his shoulders. Shirt, with a half-burned cigarette in his right knuckle, and the smell of tobacco lingers around.

The moonlight casts shadows under him, and the whole scene is like a dull scene in a literary film.

"Crack".

Hearing the sound of the shutter, Pei Xiangli turned his head to see Yang Chengyan standing there holding the camera, waved to himself, walked over, raised his trousers, and squatted down beside him.

"Can't sleep?" Yang Chengyan took the cigarette that Pei Xiangli handed over, put it in his mouth and lit it with his hands to shield it from the wind, and asked vaguely. After these days in the mountains, he also shed a lot of elegant demeanor, Become grounded.

"Well, the second brother is snoring, and the roof is almost lifted." Pei Xiangli threw away the extinguished cigarette and lit another one.

"So addicted to smoking? I didn't see you smoking very much before."

"It's not big, I'm idle now, and I'm idle..."

"Do you have something on your mind? Let's talk about it, I think you are panicking! That old classmate of yours?" Yang Chengyan deliberately added the accent on the word "old classmate", as if teasing.

"Don't laugh at me, I really didn't see it..." Pei Xiangli and Yang Chengyan knew each other very well, so he didn't hide it.

Yang Chengyan laughed loudly: "A dull person like you can't see it, I can see it through the screen! Let's talk, we've talked to this point, why, confessed to you?"

Pei Xiangli looked down, from Yang Chengyan's perspective, his eyes were slender and beautiful, much gentler than when viewed from the front.

After thinking about it, Pei Xiangli didn't know how to describe it in detail, so he stretched out his left index finger and tapped it on his lips.

Even Yang Chengyan was shocked: "Kiss you?" Realizing that he was too gossip, he coughed lightly and continued to ask: "How do you feel?"

"I don't feel anything." Pei Xiangli added: "I said I don't bother with this..."

Yang Chengyan was a little surprised, he thought that what Pei Xiangli said was not annoying, that he could accept that his friends around him were gay, but he didn't expect him to include himself, which was quite surprising.

"I didn't ask you this..." Yang Chengyan put out his cigarette, "I mean you treated him."

Then he saw Pei Xiangli touch his teeth with the tip of his tongue, and gave a silent mouth shape: "Fuck!"

This is indeed the most real feeling that Pei Xiangli can give. When you have maintained a relationship with a person for a long time, and one day he suddenly changes this relationship, your first feeling must be inexplicable and suspicious.

Especially a player like Zhou Jibai who likes to tease cats and dogs, and has always come and gone freely within Pei Xiangli's safe distance.

But Pei Xiangli could feel that this time was different, he was not joking.

"Why, don't like it but don't know how to refuse?" Yang Chengyan patted him on the shoulder: "Just say it straight, the more muddled, the more uncomfortable it will be for the other party."

But Pei Xiangli squinted his eyes, showing a strange expression, and asked, "Senior, what does it feel like to like, can you tell me in detail?"

Yang Chengyan was amused by him: "Why are you talking about this in detail? You will understand it when you meet it. If you don't feel it, it means you haven't met it. Go figure it out yourself!"

"I won't tell you anymore, I'm sleepy, I'm a big man, don't procrastinate, and it's not a romantic drama. You slowly figure it out, and I fell asleep."

Yang Chengyan yawned and left Pei Xiangli alone in the yard.

Pei Xiangli's legs were numb from squatting, and he didn't think it was dirty, so he just sat on the ground. In fact, he had never told anyone about the feelings in his heart. After Zhou Jibai kissed him, what did he do for a few days? I didn't even think about it, and after a few days, I started to think about everything again, and recalled all the things in my heart, and then Pei Xiangli remembered this paragraph...

He never had any good friends until he met Zhou Jibai.

Since he was a child, his personality was more mature than his peers, and he was introverted due to the loss of his mother. Later, because of his father's relationship, he changed schools frequently. He has always only had classmates and no friends.

After entering university, he was inexplicably put in the column of best friends by the young master.

Although no one had ever talked to anyone, and he was calm on the surface, what the young Pei Xiangli thought at that time was: Why is he so happy to have a friend...I really like this person so much, no matter his good side Or the bad side, all tolerable.

Zhou Jibai fished him out of his solitude, and he lived happily ever after...

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