can you let me go

The astonished expression on Pei Xiangli's face lasted for a short time, then he put down the spoon, sat on the sofa and straightened his back: "Yes."

Looking at his appearance just now, Zhou Jibai thought that he might just say hello and change the subject directly, but he didn't expect him to answer himself directly and politely, without any intention of evading, so instead Zhou Jibai froze there , I don't know what to do next.

Pei Xiangli waited for about half a minute. Seeing that Zhou Jibai was only frowning, with a bitter and bitter look on his face, he sighed, picked up the egg fried rice again, and took another mouthful: "Would you... sit down Take it easy? I haven't eaten all day, and I'm really hungry." He freed one hand and patted the sofa beside him.

Then... Zhou Jibai sat down.

"Ding dong." The doorbell rang again, Pei Xiangli got up to open the door, turned around and brought in two takeaway boxes, opened it to see, fried chicken on the left, pearl milk tea on the right.

He poked the straw into the lid with a "puchi", took a sip, looked at Zhou Jibai calmly, and asked, "And then?"

Zhou Jibai stared at his face, all his expectations were in vain, he thought that Pei Xiangli would be uncomfortable, angry, and confused, but he never thought that he would be indifferent...It's so sad, he put all his eggs in one basket It's like a person expressing feelings, but it can't get a ripple in the other person's heart.

Where did the young master suffer from such sulking?For the first time after living for more than 20 years, my heart sprouted, and I unfolded my heart for the other party to see, but the other party's reaction seemed to take it, and the group threw it aside casually.

He sat on the sofa for less than 3 minutes, and stood up suddenly as if being bounced by a spring.

Turning around, he took the fried rice box with eggs from Pei Xiangli's hand, and put it on the table with a "touch", half of it spilled out because he was not sure of his strength.

Pei Xiangli looked at the spoon in his hand, and his expression finally changed: "Zhou Jibai, can you speak well? I'll ask you and then, why are you throwing me rice?"

"What are you doing? Pei Xiangli, if I confess my love to you, isn't it more important than having a meal with you?" Zhou Ji raised his voice angrily, and his voice cracked!

Pei Xiangli also became angry: "I'm talking to you calmly, don't you understand?"

"I asked you and then, and then, what on earth are you thinking? How the hell do you know that I'm awake and still kissing me, and I haven't settled the account of the shit that I've been thinking about for almost a month! You stare Your eyes are still angry, what do you think is wrong with you?"

Zhou Jibai hadn't seen Pei Xiangli get so angry for a long time, he opened his mouth and asked tentatively, "You, you've been thinking about it for almost a month?"

"Heh, what's wrong with me, cut off all my emotions and six desires?" Pei Xiangli said strangely, "Can you do something that makes you think?"

After the two choked for a few words, Zhou Jibai was a little discouraged, and the little courage he had just had was almost gone: "All right, all right, you have a reason..."

"Yeah." Pei Xiangli leaned back on the sofa in a rather irritable manner, with his long legs folded together. He pretended to be a human being on the surface, but he was also very disturbed in his heart. His eyes met Zhou Jibai's. , and shifted away unconsciously.

"Zhou Jibai, what exactly do you want? What do you want? What do you want about me?"

Pei Xiangli lowered his eyes, and Zhou Jibai's voice even sounded a little gentle.

"I told you that I like you, what do you think I want?" Zhou Jibai raised his hand to cover his eyes: "I want you, I want to be with you." He didn't dare to look at Pei Xiangli's expression , expressing his feelings seriously, and then he heard Pei Xiangli sigh.

It's one thing to know, but another thing to hear Zhou Jibai say it himself. Pei Xiangli lowered his head and fiddled with his fingertips, but his heart was beating fast. He always felt that he was dispensable and replaceable. People, in family, in friendship, even at work.

But Zhou Jibai said that he likes himself. In this relationship, is there no one who can replace him?

"When did it happen?" Pei Xiangli heard himself ask calmly.

"I don't know...Maybe I've liked you for a long time, but I didn't know for sure until you returned to China..." Zhou Jibai had nothing to hide, he had finished the most difficult words, and he looked a little depressed , leaning on the armrest of the sofa away from Pei Xiangli.

There was a moment of silence between the two of them, not a second passed, and Zhou Jibai's heart sank a little. Although he felt hopeless from the moment he realized this relationship, he kept it in his heart and always There is room for fantasy, but now...Pei Xiangli might smash this fantasy with his own hands.

After he calmed down slowly, he even regretted that he spread everything out so suddenly.

After an unknown amount of time, Pei Xiangli opened his mouth as if making up his mind, and said carefully, "Zhou Jibai, if I don't promise you, what will happen to you?"

"What can I do?" Zhou Ji, a white-collar worker, got the wrong idea and sneered: "What else can I do? Pei Xiangli, now all the rights are in your hands, I don't know, are you still willing to continue doing things with me? Friend, do you feel conflicted in your heart... I wonder if you will make you feel...disgusted?"

"I'm asking you, if I don't agree to you, will you alienate me, will you be best friends with others, and then fall in love with him?" Pei Xiangli's voice was very soft and quick, and his beautiful eyes were wrong. He stared at Zhou Jibai intently, as if he was asking him a question.

What kind of strange question is this? Zhou Jibai couldn't help but Pei Xiangli stared at him, and replied in a flat voice: "I don't know, I never thought about it..."

"Zhou Jibai, you are my best friend, the closest relationship besides family..." Pei Xiangli said very solemnly: "Sometimes even surpassed family."

It was the first time Zhou Jibai heard Pei Xiangli comment on the relationship between the two of them, but he was not happy at all. Although he believed what he said was true, what is the difference between this and giving out a good card?

"Although there is no way to prove it to you, I do care about you very much. If something good happens to you, I will be sincerely happy for you. I will worry if you are uncomfortable. As long as you need my help, I will do my best."

Pei Xiangli looked at Zhou Jibai, but Zhou Jibai didn't look at Pei Xiangli. His heart had plummeted to the bottom at this time: Then, you will be happy for me and sad for me. Whenever I need help, you will come forward, but you don't Will you like me?Only this is not enough?

"Although I don't know what love is like in love, I never thought about what would happen with a man...But if this object turns into you, I can imagine it a little bit. I want you to be happy, and I don't want you to be uncomfortable. , I hope you will have a smooth sailing and everything will come true..."

He paused and said sincerely: "Including me, if you are sure you want to change our relationship, if you want to try, we will try."

Zhou Jibai couldn't believe his ears. At this moment, he couldn't care less about whether Pei Xiangli was gasping for breath after speaking, and his body was fixed in place, his eye sockets were not under his control at all, like a conditioned instinct, slightly sore.

He stared deeply at the very familiar Pei Xiangli's face, and suddenly felt a little strange: "What did you say?"

Before Pei Xiangli could answer, he suddenly stood up, bent down, and approached...

He hadn't gotten out of the emotion just now, his heart was soaked in sourness and helplessness, and he was powerlessly uncomfortable: "Pei Xiangli, what do you mean? You don't like me? You think I'm pitiful, so you promise me?"

Pei Xiangli frowned and wanted to sit up, but Zhou Jibai refused to budge an inch. He didn't suppress it anymore, the longing in his eyes almost leaked out and drowned Pei Xiangli. Under his gaze, Pei Xiangli arched his back and moved inch by inch He fell back on the back of the sofa and let Zhou Jibai examine it from top to bottom.

Immediately, he said viciously: "Even if you pity me, I will, Pei Xiangli, people must be responsible for what they say."

He thought that Pei Xiangli might shrink back, but his pretty face was full of seriousness: "I didn't pity you."

"I have no experience in liking others, Zhou Jibai, I don't know..." He confessed, his voice was as soft as a sigh: "You teach me, I will learn it hard."

And then...then Zhou Jibai half of his body was crisp.

As if he couldn't support his body, he covered his face and collapsed beside Pei Xiangli. After living so long, he finally realized what it means to have mixed feelings, because all emotions are mixed together, and now he can't even feel the joy. Not so obvious.

"Why, Pei Xiangli, why did you agree to me..." He asked in his heart.

Having said everything just now, Pei Xiangli expressed it much more smoothly: "Because I don't want your relationship with others to surpass that of me, no matter what it is, and then one day, we will drift away, and we will only have sex on New Year's Day. A message of congratulations."

No matter what kind of relationship I have with Zhou Jibai, the most important thing is that the two subjects of this relationship are myself and Zhou Jibai.

Pei Xiangli didn't even realize that his attachment to Zhou Jibai had gone beyond the normal range.

"You agree to be with me?"

"Ah."

"Pei Xiangli, do you really want to understand it?" Zhou Jibai himself said anxiously to himself again, he always felt that Pei Xiangli was superior for a while, but he didn't understand the meaning of liking at all.

"My liking is not just talking about it now, but the kind that we want to have sex with."

"Zhou Jibai...you're not finished, are you?" Pei Xiangli spread out on the sofa with him: "I've passed puberty, and my physical development is normal. Of course I know that when I fall in love, I have to go to bed."

"would you like?"

"Not today..." Pei Xiangli replied very honestly: "You have to give me some time for mental construction."

"Pfft——" Zhou Jibai laughed: "Okay, as long as you don't regret it, you can build it for as long as you want..."

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