I'm afraid you'll be widowed

The moonlight is hazy, and the sky and the earth are chaotic.

The scarlet red unicorn robe and Pei Gong's turquoise sticker had already been completely messed up, intertwined and inseparable from each other.

Clothes were thrown on the ground casually, looking messy.

Fang Cenxi began to feel that he was powerless until the middle of the night, and he was about to fall apart, but the culprit still seemed to be unstable.

Even he couldn't tell for a moment whether he hated Pei Gongna or liked it.

Fang Cenxi just felt tired, so tired that he couldn't even open his eyes.

He was already sleepy to the extreme, and he couldn't remember when he completely lost consciousness.

It was pitch black all around, and there was no boundary between dreams and reality.

The familiar nightmare made a comeback, and the blood-stained Jianzhou City Tower suddenly came into his sight again.

His father and government officials had already been hacked to death by Japanese pirates, but they still called him stubbornly: "Linyuan... Linyuan..."

"Live..."

The familiar voice rang out from my ears again and again.

Fang Cenxi frowned, subconsciously wanting to back away.

He did not return justice to his father, did not bring to justice the villains who betrayed Jianzhou, he could do nothing but escape.

The scene in front of him was bloody and brutal, Fang Cenxi closed his eyes and didn't want to see it.He knew that blood would soon splash on his face again like it did ten years ago.

"Linyuan, what are you doing..." Father raised his bloody palm with broken fingers, and the voice of despair kept echoing in Fang Cenxi's ears.

For more than ten years, Fang Cenxi has had the same nightmare repeatedly.

From a young age to now, in my dreams, I can never go back to the city of Jianzhou, and my father and the government office of Jianzhou government who died tragically on the tower.

But in the past ten years, the him in his dream has always been an incompetent coward.

Fang Cenxi couldn't help trembling slightly, just like the bloody sea waves crashing into Jianzhou City in the fishy afternoon more than ten years ago.

But this time, everything seemed to be different again.

He only felt a hand gently caressing his side cheek suddenly, hugging his whole body tightly, blocking all the splashing blood for him.

"Cen Xi..."

"Wake up, Cen Xi?"

A sharp and miserable meow followed closely.

Fang Cenxi couldn't catch his breath, he was so suffocated that he opened his eyes suddenly.

He took a few short breaths, and finally realized that Pei Gong was gently dragging his face with one hand, and slowly patted his back with the other hand, calling him: "Cen Xi, don't be afraid."

"Don't be afraid, I'm always here."

Fang Cenxi let out a long breath, only to find that he was leaning against Pei Gong's chest, his hands tightly wrapped around himself, maintaining a posture that was almost curled up.

As for Bai Langhua, who had just screamed, she was squatting on the bedside, looking at the two of them cynically.

Pei Gong was probably also woken up from his sleep, and the coaxing voice was also indistinct.

But feeling that Fang Cenxi gradually stopped trembling, he immediately woke up, and slowly lowered his eyes to look: "Did I have another nightmare?"

Fang Cenxi closed his tired eyes.

His voice was a little hoarse: "Yeah."

After a while, he added another sentence as if explaining: "Actually, it's not often like this."

"Did Bai Langhua go to bed again just now, curled up in my arms to sleep? The raccoon slave really doesn't remember beating at all..."

Pei Gong held Fang Cenxi's face and looked at it intently: "Not often? I met you three times. You were like this in Xianghai, you were like this in Wucun, and you are still like this today. How many times have you beaten Bailanghua?" Times? You call this unusual?"

Fang Cenxi lowered his eyes and smiled wearily.

He kissed Pei Gong's fingertips on the side of his face lightly, his eyes were full of attachment and admiration: "Did it disturb you? Thrifty?"

"Sorry, these old problems will probably get better in the future."

Hearing this, Pei Gong frowned immediately.

Without further ado, he directly squeezed Fang Cenxi's waist, and when he heard Fang Cenxi gasp, he pressed Fang Cenxi's forehead and said, "How did you promise me before?"

"My Cen Xi is not a clay puppet, wouldn't it hurt? Is that why you don't worry me?"

Fang Cenxi hesitated to speak, he was dumbfounded when facing Pei Gong.

Pei Gong hugged him in his arms again.

"Don't always tease me lightly and refuse to go into details. To you, it's not worth mentioning, but to me, it's never a trivial matter."

Fang Cenxi froze for a moment, then slowly smiled with the corners of his eyes bent.

He has a gentle smile and picturesque eyebrows, like a gentleman walking out of a painting.

Fang Cenxi hugged Pei Gong's hand tightly, and gently rubbed his cheek against Pei Gong's palm like a white wave: "I don't refuse to say, I'm probably just not used to being cared for so meticulously. "

Pei Gong gently rubbed Fang Cenxi's ear: "Then you get used to it."

"After all, this day will be longer in the future."

Fang Cenxi continued to rub against Pei Gong's side as if reciprocating, and said in a very relaxed and calm tone: "Actually, it's those things. Over the years, I always saw my father, and I saw peanut soup sold at the alley." Husband and wife, saw Yuan Wai Lou working as Taiping Yan's cook."

"I also saw blood, saw the Jianzhou city tower, saw Japanese pirates chop off their heads, and saw me living like a criminal in Jianzhou."

"Thrifty, the subjects of Jianzhou hate me, but Jianzhou is still my home."

"In fact, I have always wanted to go back to Jianzhou, to the Jianzhou city that has never been stained with human blood."

As he spoke, he laughed at himself like a self-deprecating, and his eyes became a little more absent-minded: "But it can only be a dream."

He knows that things are different now, and he probably won't be able to go back.

Pei Gong hugged Fang Cenxi's hands subconsciously, and interrupted: "Who says you can't go back?"

Pei Gong deeply kissed Fang Cenxi's eyes: "Cen Xi, there are no sinners in Jianzhou City, your father is not, and you are not. The one who deserves to be damned is the Japanese pirates, the bastard who is collaborating with the enemy of Jianzhou Guards, and he was cut to death by thousands of knives." Qian Xingtong."

"Fang Cenxi, you are a human being, not some great god, so don't push yourself too hard. You try your best, always try your best."

Fang Cenxi lowered his head and pressed against Pei Gong's chest, and said softly, "Are you trying your best? Is there a faster way in this world, but I haven't noticed it yet?"

"I don't know, and I can't forgive me for not knowing."

Pei Gong gently pushed the back of Fang Cenxi's head, slowly forcing him to raise his head again: "Cen Xi, look at me."

"It's not that you don't know, you know it clearly in your heart. Not only you, but also me."

There are means to achieve goals in this world, just like Qian Xingtong and Fan Tianhe, like Mu Zhengtong and Yu Zirong.As long as you can let go of your conscience and be ruthless, there will be money and power, as well as compliments and decency.

But Fang Cenxi would not harm anyone.

It was in the past, and it will be in the future.

Everything in this world is too hard.

Some people will forget their original intentions and go along with others in the midst of obstacles and dangers.There are also some people who will be depressed and frustrated, and finally decadent and wasteful in life.

But Fang Cenxi was different from them.

Only now did Pei Gong truly understand that his Cen Xi's gentleness and politeness were just learned from his family, and in terms of temperament, Fang Cen Xi was the most withdrawn.

Because Fang Cenxi walked alone on this difficult road all the time, he subtly got used to walking forward alone.

Because his Cen Xi has long been used to having no one to depend on, getting used to being silent, and being cruel even to himself.

Fang Cenxi certainly has extraordinary means, but what he lost is not enough to be made up for by this little thing.

Pei Gong sees everything in his eyes, Pei Gong can't wait to rush to the Jianzhou city tower more than ten years ago, for the shivering boy behind the sand pile, to block the splashing blood, and kill all the people who crossed the city Japanese pirates.

Pei Gong's voice was shallow: "You clearly know that someone is causing harm to Duke Liang's mansion, you know that the letter is a fake secret, and you know that I have hurt you time and time again."

"Cen Xi, there is no one in this world who has a better position than you to stand on the sidelines and let Qian Xingtong go, and then threaten him with evidence, so that he, the chief culprit, can reverse the case for Fang Zhifu."

"But you didn't, is it because you can't think of this way? No, it's because you don't want to kill innocent people, so even if this opportunity is presented to you, you will refuse it without hesitation."

Even though he is the target of public criticism, he is self-sufficient.

"I owe you this belated innocence, and I owe it to my second brother. Even if Qian Xingtong is in charge of these matters, I will find out sooner or later."

"Fang Zhifu is lonely and brave, and his body is thin. He is the same as my second brother. He should never bear such a bad name."

"I want my Cen Xi to have no more nightmares, and I want my Cen Xi to return home fully clothed."

Fang Cenxi was stunned, and a strong emotion suddenly appeared in his brows and eyes.

For the first time, he raised his head very solemnly, stretched out his hands to hold Pei Gong's face: "Jian Rang, why didn't I realize before that you can speak so nicely?"

Pei Gong kissed his forehead: "I always speak nicely."

"It just depends on who it is facing."

Fang Cenxi gently rubbed Pei Gong's chin with the back of his hand: "But Thirteenth Division is still not clean right now."

"It's related to Qian Xingtong... Lingzhu seems to be very sensitive. I haven't figured out what Lingzhu is thinking."

Pei Gong rubbed Fang Cenxi's hair: "Since the day Baodi collapsed, we have all been thorns in Qian Xingtong's eyes. Even if I want to be wise and safe, will he let you and me go?"

"What's more, it's impossible for me. If I want to return the innocence of my second brother and Fang Zhifu, then no one can stop me."

Fang Cenxi's fingertips lightly brushed Pei Gong's brow bone: "Jian Rang, why do you always have such courage?"

"Is there nothing in this world that you are afraid of?"

"Who said no?" Pei Gong sneered, his lingering eyes poured down on Fang Cenxi's face like water, "I'm afraid that you will tremble at night, and that you will suffer alone."

"I'm afraid you never know how to cherish your own life."

Fang Cenxi lowered his head and lightly kissed Pei Gong's Adam's apple.

"No more, frugality."

"I will definitely be careful in the future, okay?"

Pei Gong stroked Fang Cenxi's slender back again, and said softly, "Cen Xi, let's move to Qipan Street, I bought a yard there."

Fang Cenxi: "?"

Pei Gong smiled: "Zeng Zhe spread the news about Jianzhou in Dali Temple, Tianshui Lane, everyone knows your origin."

"I don't like them criticizing you, not at all."

"What's more, Qipan Street is closer to Dali Temple and Beizhen, and it's spacious there."

Fang Cenxi gave a soft "hmm".

"As long as you don't charge me a rent of two taels a month, everything will be fine."

Pei Gong laughed, grabbed Fang Cenxi's wrist, and slowly put a sash on Fang Cenxi's wrist.

"The old emperor rewarded a gold cake earlier, and I asked someone to make it like a white wave."

"You cherish the ivory carving, and it was because of me that a crack came out. This is considered as compensation for you, and you can play with it in the future. This one is not afraid of falling."

Fang Cenxi stretched out his slender fingers, holding the heavy gold handle between his arms, shaking it under the moonlight.

"It's not like white waves at all." He said slowly, "It's clearly like a little tiger."

"What's not like it?" Pei Gong frowned, carefully looked at the foolish appearance of the golden tuozi, and suddenly he was shaken.

Fang Cenxi smiled lightly: "I told you that your eyes are not good, you still don't believe me?"

Pei Gong pursed his lips as if he was at a loss for words: "You are the only one who has a lot to do."

"It's not like you just give it back to me."

Fang Cenxi grasped the golden handle in his palm, and quickly turned his back to Pei Gong: "How could someone stretch out his hand to take it back after giving something?"

Pei Gong sneered, "tsk" twice, and simply stretched out his hand to scratch Fang Cenxi: "Do you still know gold? Look at you like a miser."

"Can you, a benevolent person who spreads wealth and saves the suffering, hold on to it? Don't pawn it to me later. It's not easy for me to ask for such a reward."

Fang Cenxi laughed straight after being scratched by Pei Gong's hands, but he refused to turn back to Pei Gong.

He took a few breaths before saying again: "Jian Rang, I'm sorry, I lost the spike you gave earlier."

"This time I will definitely not lose it."

"I promise."

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Pei Gou hugs Xiao Fangfang tightly, and never suffers again from now on 555