my boyfriend is not disabled

Before dawn the next day, there was the sound of pulling suitcases in the dormitory. It was Lin Quming who was going to catch a plane, and he was going back to Binhai for the New Year.

One after another, everyone left. For the first time, everyone left in silence, not even a New Year's greeting.

Guan Ze was also about to leave, so he went to push open the door of Liu Zizhuo's room, and saw that Liu Zizhuo was still there.

In fact, among the seven people, there are only two of them. One has no father and the other has no mother. Moreover, both parents have their own families, so it is very difficult for them both during the new year.

"Last night, I'm sorry." Guan Ze took the initiative to apologize to Liu Zizhuo.He also made such an extreme move because his head was hot for a while.

Because he knew that Xiao Yuxuan had burdened too much, so he couldn't hear Liu Zizhuo talking about Xiao Yuxuan like that.

Liu Zizhuo's complexion was very bad, even his face looked a little pale.

"Brother Guan, I want to talk to you." Liu Zizhuo said lightly.Completely different from yesterday's aura, his broad shoulders drooped slightly.

Guan Ze put the suitcase at the door, he was not in a hurry to leave, so he took a deep breath, went in and sat opposite Liu Zizhuo.

"You were able to hit me last night because you thought I was wrong, right?" Liu Zizhuo lowered his eyes, his long eyelashes drooping straight, covering his emotions.

Guan Ze couldn't tell the truth, otherwise Xiao Yuxuan's good intentions would all be in vain, so he started to stumble, "No, after all, he has taken care of you for so long, you shouldn't say these things that hurt him."

Liu Zizhuo smiled wryly, "Do you know what I saw that day?"

Guan Ze didn't know, but he could guess that Xiao Yuxuan must have used strong medicine, otherwise Liu Zizhuo would not be able to let go.

"Zizhuo, people can't 100% believe what they see." Guan Ze couldn't bear it, and said something flawed.

Liu Zizhuo raised his eyes and stared at Guan Ze, "Yes, it was your slap that woke me up. I was confused before, Xiao Yuxuan is not that kind of person, and Lin Quming is not, they are working together Come and lie to me."

Guan Ze knew that he had said something wrong, so he quickly waved his hands, "I mean, your top priority right now is to prepare for the exam well. After growing up as a single person, you will be under the greatest pressure. How can you have so much time to love your children?"

Liu Zizhuo curled his lips and smiled, he didn't sleep all night, he was just thinking about this matter over and over again, and his thinking was almost crazy.

"Brother Guan, something went wrong, right? The company won't let us be together?" Liu Ziyan grabbed Guan Ze's wrist and asked.

Guan Ze knew that if he jumped into the Yellow River, he would not be able to wash himself away. If Xiao Yuxuan knew that all his painstaking efforts had been ruined by him, he would definitely kill him.

Liu Zizhuo felt suddenly clear, his face began to restore blood color gradually, and his eyes glowed, "I'll just say, it's all connected together, that's the only explanation. Lin Quming is so stupid, why didn't you discuss it with me? Maybe there is a better solution? Why is it so extreme that it almost killed me."

Seeing Liu Zizhuo's eyes filled with tears but smiling brilliantly, Guan Ze felt very distressed.

"I'm going to Binhai." Liu Zizhuo went to pack his luggage, but Guan Ze quickly grabbed him, "No!"

Liu Zizhuo turned around, "Why not? This is a private time. I'll discuss it with Lin Quming. If we develop as a single person in the future, we won't meet in public, but we can often meet in private."

"Liu Ziyan! Wake up! You know that the matter between you and Ming'er is not only about the two of you, but everyone, everyone in the company!" Guan Ze could only tell the truth.

"Do you think Lin Quming is not sad? Isn't Xiao Yuxuan sad? Why did they choose this way? Have you thought about it?" Guan Ze asked.

Liu Zizhuo gritted his teeth, "The two of us love each other, what's in the way of others? At worst, Ming'er and I quit the circle, I can afford him!"

Guan Ze wanted to scrape Liu Zizhuo's face with his big ears again. Could it be that lovers traded IQ?With Liu Zizhuo's mind, it is impossible not to understand this matter.

"Retire from the circle? Do you still want to leave the group? Why did Lin Quming come to be a trainee? What did he go through along the way, how did he persevere, others don't know? You also forgot?!" Guan Ze was also annoyed .

"Is he asking for money? You want to bring a mermaid home and raise it in a bathtub! Do you think he is still him? Can he still be alive!" Guan Ze almost shouted at the top of his lungs.

Liu Zizhuo was shocked and woke up by Guan Ze's statement.When you love someone, you should do everything possible to achieve him, not destroy him.

It is because I am possessed by a demon, and my heart to love someone has been swallowed up by possessiveness.

"Zizhuo, the days are still very long. The company's condition is two years. In these two years, no matter in public or privately, you will not be able to meet." Guan Ze slowed down his tone and put his hand on Liu Zizhuo's shoulder.

"Although I can't guarantee what will happen in two years, I have a hunch that as long as you really love each other, nothing can separate you." Guan Ze breathed a long sigh of relief and felt heavy in his heart.

After the Spring Festival, Liu Zizhuo entered the stage of retreat, and the others each assumed their own scope of work, racing against time to start a solo fight.

Except for class, Lin Quming's other time was fully arranged.In front of all the cameras, his smile is as bright as the newborn sun, infecting many people and healing many wounded hearts, but no one knows that in the dead of night, only he is licking the wound.

In midsummer, the college entrance examination was over, and Liu Zizhuo lived up to everyone's expectations, and was admitted to the Capital Dance Academy with the first grade in the culture class.

It was Zhai Junhuan's birthday at the end of September, everyone was in different places, and the company arranged for Liu Zizhuo to be a live broadcast guest.

Zhai Junhuan made a video connection with other people, and Liu Zizhuo saw Lin Quming in the grid at a glance.

Lin Quming naturally also saw Liu Zizhuo, who was saying his blessings to Zhai Junhuan, when suddenly his eyes became wet, and he shed tears.

Those drops of tears seemed to hit Liu Zizhuo's heart, making his nose sore and his eye circles red.

This is a live broadcast, Liu Zizhuo hurriedly put on his hat again, covered his eyes, and buried his head to wipe away his tears.

Zhai Junhuan made a joke on purpose, "Don't let it be, Lin Quming! Don't let it be so high! Come on, tell me what presents you have prepared for me?"

Liu Zizhuo couldn't say a word, his throat was sore, how could time separate people who really love each other?This can only make the two people's longing more and more intense, so thick that it almost has the power to destroy the world.

Zhai Junhuan squeezed Liu Zizhuo's hand under the table, took off the microphone, and whispered in Liu Zizhuo's ear, "Hold on, brother, the broadcast will be broadcast soon."

Liu Zizhuo adjusted his breathing several times, stared at Lin Quming on the screen intently, and buried his head under the table when he was sad.

"Teacher Zhai, please make a wish." The staff brought a birthday cake with candles.

Zhai Junhuan looked at everyone on the screen of the phone, and then at Liu Zizhuo who was about to collapse, "Come on, brother Zhuo, brother gave you this wish."

He pulled Liu Zizhuo's arm to make him make a wish. When Liu Zizhuo opened his mouth, his Adam's apple rolled up and down, and he was so choked that he couldn't even finish a sentence.

"I hope... I hope the brothers are happy and successful..." Liu Zizhuo saw that the picture of Lin Quming had gone dark, he turned his face away, and sobbed with his back to the camera.

Because they wanted to surprise Zhai Junhuan, the staff kept it secret that Liu Zizhuo would come. The sudden meeting had a great impact on Lin Quming.

It’s as if you’ve been building your mind for a long time, arming yourself with untold hardships. You think you’re invincible, but in reality, as soon as that person appears, you immediately lose your armor and become a deserter.

After hanging up the video, Lin Quming ran into the bathroom, turned on the cold water, and plunged in.The biting cold made him shudder all over, but the emotions in his heart still couldn't find an outlet.

The way Liu Zizhuo was choking and weeping just now made his heart ache.It's only been half a year, and he already feels so much pain that he wants to live, how will he spend the days and nights in the future.

To let go of a loved one is like going through the punishment of evisceration, bit by bit, stripping that person from his soul with a knife.

But his voice will keep ringing in your ears, and you can see his face when you close your eyes.Familiar atmosphere, similar images, and irrelevant things, all of them can remind you of him, as if you have been bewitched, more obsessed than when you were together.

If missing has a sound, it must be the sound of a tsunami.Lin Quming really wanted to ask Liu Zizhuo, "Can you hear me?"

After enough heart-piercing crying, Lin Quming just came out of the bathroom, wrapped in a bathrobe, lying on the bed dripping wet, curled up into a ball.

He didn't draw the curtains, and the cold moonlight flooded the floor, making the luxurious and spacious suite look even more empty and lonely.

Why is the price of growing up that you can never go back to the past, can no longer be with the person you like without any scruples, but have to endure this endless loneliness and helplessness?

Life is like a parabola. Before the apex, we keep gaining, but after the apex, we have to lose one by one.

Just when Lin Quming was about to fall asleep in a daze, the phone rang. It was Zhai Junhuan. He had already separated from Liu Zizhuo. I saw the two of them choking and weeping through the screen today. After dinner, he called to comfort Lin Quming.

"Ming'er, Liu Zizhuo is in very good condition. He said that you will not change your mind, and he will always wait for you, so you have to be strong, okay?" Zhai Junhuan rarely said these things seriously.

Lin Quming said "um" with a strong nasal voice.

"Having made such a great sacrifice, each of us should cherish the opportunity, right? Only when you are well, can he have the motivation to continue!" Zhai Junhuan had a lot of chats with Liu Zizhuo earlier.

Maybe loving someone can really help to grow up, Liu Zizhuo has really grown up, all fearless things are restrained because of Lin Quming.It is said that liking is indulgence and love is restraint, maybe Liu Zizhuo's feelings for Lin Quming have sublimated again.

Lin Quming smiled slightly, "Don't worry, brother Zhai, I will be fine."

Lin Quming hung up the phone, and wrote Liu Zizhuo's name stroke by stroke with his fingers in mid-air.

The starry sky is bright, Liu Zizhuo is bound to be a bright star of the king, and he has to work harder.Meeting him at the peak became Lin Quming's new motivation.