Yu Liangmu

That night, You Liangmu was held in Tang Yunqian's arms, motionless, his breathing sounded long, but his eyes were still moving.

He was restless before and after bedtime.

Before going to bed, he was thinking that although Tang Yunqian had his arms around him, he might be thinking of another person.But he can't stop it, after all, no one can control what other people think.

After falling asleep, he was not at ease, and he had a very fresh dream intermittently.

He made up the image of a man in his mind.

This man's name is Gu Zhihan, and he is surprisingly good-looking. The name alone makes him sound like a songstress of the Republic of China.

Yes, showgirl.

In You Liangmu’s weird dream, Mr. Gu, who had never met before, was wearing a cheongsam, wiping red lips, and a very eye-catching big wavy hair. He twisted his waist in the ballroom and sang Night Shanghai Jasmine, She looks like a goblin who will bring disaster to the country, just like the one in the TV series.

That is called a peerless elegance.

Under the stage, there are a group of men in greasy suits with cigars in their mouths and slicked back hair, scrambling to throw money and roses on the stage. They regard the melodious voice as the fragrance sung by the gods, and they just want to be intoxicated in the gentle country. .

Only Tang Yungan was very different.

He is like a refined light color in the smoke and dust, standing in the crowd, like a stand out from the crowd, no smoking, no oily hair, a neat suit, an indifferent expression, and his eyes focused on the beautiful woman on the stage for a long time.

Gu Zhihan received praise and admiration, proudly raised his head and neck, like a noble and beautiful swan with white feathers, gathered five slender fingers one by one, and began to express his beautiful singing voice.

"Night Shanghai, night Shanghai..."

You Liangmu stood in a small corner under the stage, surrounded by darkness, no one would pay attention to him, he was just an inconspicuous passerby.

Seeing that Gu Zhihan was so dazzling, he applauded warmly like everyone else, "Wow, wow, it sounds so good!"

Gu Zhihan is still in "Night Shanghai, Night Shanghai..."

You Liangmu laughed, and he didn't know why he said, "Do we look alike, it's an honor."

In addition to Tang Yunqian, the proud son of heaven whom he has always admired so much, he finds that he has found another man whom he admires from the bottom of his heart. This Gu Zhihan can be said to be radiant, and everyone will be impressed by his charm.

You Liangmu is really, really envious.

After a quiet song, Gu Zhihan came down and asked him, "Who are you Tang Yun?"

You Liangmu was also not clever in the dream. He didn't think there was anything wrong with the sudden question, so he said, "I don't know."

"Why don't you know? You and him are together every day, and you even kiss each other in bed."

You Liangmu was quite confused, scratched his head, and said honestly: "That should be roommates... We have lived together for almost two years, and the relationship is very good, er, we eat and sleep together, take a walk occasionally, chat chat."

Gu Zhihan asked again, "Do you like him?"

You Liangmu seemed to have heard something terrible, he desperately shook his head and waved his hands to deny it, "No no no no no..."

Gu Zhihan scolded him for "duplicity", and ignored him.

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After that, two days passed, as if everything had happened, but also as if nothing had happened, a strange and unpredictable calm permeated between Tang Yunqian and You Liangmu.

You Liangmu always has a feeling of crumbling.

He felt that he would soon lose his position next to Tang Yunqian, or in other words, this position did not belong to him at all.He was not worried for a moment, when the genuine product would appear, and when his imitation product would be abandoned.

If you think about it optimistically, you really shouldn’t have such resentful thoughts. After all, living in a big house, eating well, wearing well-dressed clothes, is better than anything else, why should you pursue some unrealistic things? ?

Compared with responding to love, it is obviously more practical to repay the debt well.

And Tang Yunqian seemed to be as considerate as ever, and he didn't know if it was to solve You Liangmu's doubts. One day, he asked You Liangmu to meet an old friend with him, and we had a light meal together.

You Liangmu said yes.

When he arrived, he found out that Tang Yunqian's friend was the person in the photo frame, the one named Gu Zhihan.

A very good-looking man, his eyebrows do resemble his own, but overall he is hundreds of times better than himself. Not to mention, his temperament alone is quite different.

Look at You Liangmu's cowardly hunchback with chest covered and unable to lift his head.

Gu Zhihan looked at him for a few seconds, then showed a very friendly smile, "Hello."

"Uh, you, hello..." You Liangmu tried his best to greet politely, sounding normal.

Before this, he had imagined many times, and couldn't help but hope that Gu Zhihan should be a starlet soaked in the filth of the entertainment industry, gaudy and impetuous, a vase with nothing but skin.

But when he really came into contact with Gu Zhihan himself, he understood why Tang Yunqian would never forget this person, and also understood the gap between himself and the real one.

There is no comparison at all.

Gu Zhihan is as handsome and beautiful as he imagined, and even more beautiful than he imagined. Even if this is a real man, the word "beautiful" is not against him.

But this man is beautiful but not ostentatious, his brows are as gentle as suet jade, which makes people feel good about him when he sees him, but...it's easy to fall in love with him at first sight.

You Liangmu also has a good impression of him, and feels more and more that Tang Yunqian has the vision to fall in love with such a shining person, rather than himself who is worthless.

Gu Zhihan is good at socializing and speaks proactively, "It's my first time meeting you. I'm very glad to meet you. I've heard Yungan mention you a long time ago. Hey, did Yungan mention me to you? I'm him Fat small."

"Ah," You Liangmu hesitated, not knowing whether to answer or not, but felt that he should also introduce his identity like the other party, so he said gently: "I am... I am his..."

It's hard to say who Tang Yungan himself did, the key still depends on what Tang Yungan himself means.

So he cast Tang Yunqian a questioning look, but unfortunately, the other party didn't give any hints, but instead deliberately bypassed the topic, only saying, "Sit down first."

"That's right, sit down and talk," Zhou Jin greeted from the side, arranging them cheerfully, "Come on, everyone go in and sit down first, let's be casual, and eat by ourselves."

Everyone entered the box, Gu Zhihan and Tang Yunqian were sitting together, You Liangmu looked at it, so he had to go around and sit next to Zhou Jin.

These few people face each other, and there is a feeling of being forced together, and You Liangmu is naturally the most redundant one among them, like stuffing a clove of garlic into an orange, which is very inconsistent.

Gu Zhihan smiled, "It's been half a month since I came back before I asked the legendary Mr. You for dinner."

He was speaking to Tang Yunqian, but his eyes were looking at You Liangmu, curious about this man who was quiet and introverted from beginning to end.

You Liangmu's face was slightly ashamed, and he instinctively wanted to lower his head, but suddenly, he felt unwilling, and wanted to declare his sovereignty.

So he raised his head sullenly, smiled stiffly, "Ha."

It's a pity that the natural and generous temperament is not something that comes with pretending. Compared with Gu Zhihan, who has a good skin and a natural family background, You Liangmu is born with no confidence, let alone a temperament with ease.

Even though he tried his best to look more calm and generous, his slightly trembling wrists and subconsciously flickering eyes made him look like a small person who couldn't put himself on the table.

In this way, we can know that the inferiority complex in his heart is not born, and some are given by others, such as people like Gu Zhihan.

Gu Zhihan drank the red wine and smiled again, "Zhou Jin told me that you and Yun Gan have a very good relationship. In the past two years, you have gotten closer and lived together?"

"Uh...um." You Liang nodded dully.

He wanted to say that they were very close, almost to the bed.

"Yungan is my best friend. I regard him as a brother. He has few friends like you around him, so I think you should be quite special."

"Not special, not special..." You Liangmu said in his heart, like me?what kind?

Zhou Jin echoed from the side, "Zhihan, you grew up with my cousin, you know him well, you know him best. You have to take a look at who he picks to be around."

"Of course," Gu Zhihan said like his own family, "What Yun does is mine."

You Liangmu wanted to say something, but Zhou Jin hooked his shoulders, "Oh, Xiao Liangmu, you were also soured by them, didn't you?"

"..."

Zhou Jin said again: "Don't mind it, since we were young, the three of us have been playing together, and Yungan and I still have some meaning. But, they are as good as sugar dipped beans, and they are in their own way. He often neglects me and doesn’t tell me anything.”

"..."

"Hey, Xiao Liangmu, it's good that you are with me now. They talk about theirs, and we talk about us. Let them stick to themselves, let's leave them alone!"

"..."

"Eh? Why didn't you talk? They ignored us, we chatted by ourselves, ah, you just chat with brother, anyway, to the two of them, everyone else is an outsider!"

Zhou Jin grinned, and didn't even think about hiding his eccentricity, for fear that You Liangmu wouldn't understand, so he almost made it clear.

Outsider...You Liangmu thought for a while, then nodded numbly, he was indeed an outsider.

In fact, he wanted to tell Zhou Jin that he didn't need to try so hard to tell the truth, he really didn't want to join Tang Yunqian and Gu Zhihan's conversation, and he really didn't want to interrupt, he wouldn't be so blind.

Because most of what Tang Yunqian and Gu Zhihan talked about, he couldn't understand, and he couldn't get in the conversation. The two people's travel experience abroad, which musical they watched again, and which business they want to invest in, recently The trend of the fund is improving, etc... These are not within the scope of his cognition.

If he wanted to talk about how much the recent bean sprouts cost per catty, or where the supermarkets offered cheap discounts, he could barely add a word or two.

It turns out that the common topic is so important, he remembered it.

Zhou Jin didn't eat anything, he was flustered, he took a mouthful of "Xiao Liangmu", and continued to talk nonsense, but You Liangmu didn't really want to talk anymore, scratching his head, he could only keep responding "Hey."

At this moment, Tang Yunqian picked up his chopsticks, put a piece of scallop into You Liang's wooden bowl, and said calmly, "Don't pay attention to him, just eat something."

"Hey, good..." You Liangmu picked up the chopsticks, buried his head, and ate in silence.

He understood that Tang Yunqian was protecting him, but he was somewhat puzzled. Why did Tang Yungan defend him as an outsider?

In fact, You Liangmu has not yet come to an accurate conclusion about whether Tang Yunqian regarded him as one of his own in the past two years, but he prefers not to.

Tang Yunqian is very considerate, friendly and gentle to everyone. In the past two years, he has almost never lost his temper with You Liangmu, and seldom has a bad attitude. When he has something to say, he will send You Liang Get something nice as a gift.

You Liangmu has tasted a lot of sweetness, and once thought that Tang Yunqian was already very kind to himself, even if he was so kind to others.

In his eyes, Tang Yunqian is such a gentle and polite capitalist, even if he is in a high position, he will not dictate to ordinary people in low positions.

Until he saw how Tang Yunqian treated that person.

It dawned on him, oh, it turns out that Tang Yunqian has a friendlier and gentler side, but this side doesn't show up easily at ordinary times, and it belongs to that person.

You Liangmu was somewhat jealous.

At this dinner, he was sitting opposite Tang Yunqian and Gu Zhihan, watching the two chat happily, talking about many interesting and wide-ranging topics, chatting so tacitly, laughing so happily, and being so intimate as if no one else was around.

It seems that there is no room for anyone else except them.

You Liangmu poked at the beef on the plate, not daring to look at it anymore, he tried hard to remember whether Tang Yunqian had ever been so happy because of himself.

... It seems not, Tang Yunqian rarely even smiled at him.

So, he felt that an invisible dividing line appeared in the middle of the table, separating himself from the two people opposite him, so distinct, so absurd.

I am superfluous after all.

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I finally wrote this kind of dog-blood meme: the substitute and Bai Yueguang met at the dinner table, and then attacked and defended Bai Yueguang, and other friends were fanning the flames. I've wanted to write a meme for a long time, and my dream has come true!