Yu Liangmu

"Thank you brother."

You Liangmu bowed to Tang Yunqian, well-behaved and polite, with the attitude of a philistine who has received a favor from a small person.

Tang Yunqian said that helping him transfer his grandmother to a better hospital was what he wished for, but in doing so, he owed the other party a greater debt of favor.

After You Liangmu thanked them, the two fell into a long silence, with a slightly indescribable atmosphere of embarrassment, and no one said anything more.

You Liangmu thought for a while, and still had to say something clearly, so he said slowly, "Brother Gan, the money... 20, I will pay it back as soon as possible."

Tang Yunqian looked at him, but said: "I didn't urge you, you can pay it back slowly."

The creditor is more understanding than the debtor.

The better the other party was, the more You Liangmu felt indebted. He waved his hand and refused: "Hey, you can't be slow, this is not a default."

Tang Yunqian hesitated to speak, and finally spoke after a while: "As before, pay in installments, and occasionally pay a little. No one is urging you."

"Hey……"

"No rush." ​​Tang Yunqian was still calm, emphasizing so repeatedly, as if he wished that the debt would be paid off more slowly.

You Liangmu didn't know if he heard it wrong, but there was a trace of tenderness in the other party's tone.

Tang Yunqian seemed to think about it for a while, "However, we still need to check the amount of money, so I may contact you at any time in the future, and you'd better not play disappear, so that I can find you at any time."

feel free to contact……?You Liangmu heard that Tang Yunqian seemed to be in a good mood.

However, although he was stupid, he would not be so stupid as to think that the reason why the other party was in a good mood at the moment was because he reunited with him after a long absence.It is better to think less about this kind of self-moving fairy tale. If you think too much, you will easily become dementia.

In any case, taking advantage of the creditor's good mood, he quickly agreed first and then said, he nodded like a chicken pecking at rice, "Oh yes, definitely."

Tang Yunqian said again, "Family is the most important thing. Medical expenses cannot be saved. If it is not enough, just talk to me and solve the difficulties at hand first."

The creditor was so kind, and You Liangmu was also quite embarrassed. He promised solemnly, "Brother Gan, you have helped me and the kindness you have given me. I will never forget it."

He was grateful, but he was afraid that the other party would think he was in arrears, so he quickly expressed his desire to pay back the money, "When I save the money, I will pay you back as soon as possible. Uh, it may take a little longer, because I'm saving money very slowly...but I won't lose a penny, don't worry."

The sincerity of his attitude and the firmness of his tone are like loyal people swearing under the national flag. It is inevitable to feel that he is very eager to pay off the debt in order to separate himself from the creditor as soon as possible.

Tang Yunqian's face sank.

He seemed unhappy, and suddenly asked You Liangmu something unclear: "If you didn't want to borrow money, would you come to me?"

After hearing this, You Liangmu was speechless, as if a stone was stuck in his throat.

In fact, he has asked himself this question many times.

When I toss and turn and can’t fall asleep alone, when I’m squatting in a park in the middle of the street watching couples walking, when I learn that my grandma is seriously ill, when I occasionally make a bowl of noodle soup but prepare two pairs of chopsticks...

In countless difficult and special moments, no matter whether he needed help or not, no matter whether his mood was good or bad, Tang Yunqian was the first thing that popped up in his mind.

Of course he thought about going to Tang Yunqian again.

I dare not think about rebuilding the old good, and I dare not think about revisiting old dreams. I can only say that I want to meet, say hello, and see how the other person is doing, and then say hello.

But thinking about it later, what does Tang Yun do well or not?

Besides, a man like Tang Yunqian, who has money and a career, and his sweetheart who has been in love for many years has finally returned to him, how could he be doing badly?That should be regarded as a fairy day, right?

The only one who is having a bad time is You Liangmu.

So he just thought about it, and didn't worry about it.Ever since he moved out of Tang Yungan's house, he hasn't looked for Tang Yungan, not once.

And he also knew that Tang Yunqian would not want to see him.

At this moment, facing the inaudible question from the creditor, You Liangmu was quite panicked and shook his head intermittently, "Uh, I won't, hey, how dare I bother you again..."

The corners of Tang Yungan's mouth twitched slightly.

You Liangmu said matter-of-factly: "I know, you are busy with your affairs, so of course you don't have time to see idlers like me... right?"

After he finished speaking, the unhappiness on Tang Yunqian's face not only didn't disappear, but even deepened, his eyes were heavy and hard to read.

You Liangmu thought something was wrong, it must be because he was not sincere enough.

He quickly lowered his head and showed others with a more submissive attitude, "Brother Gan, don't worry, when the money is paid off this time, I will never bother you again!"

He will turn into a cylinder, roll as far as he can, and won't hurt the creditor's heart again.

It seemed that Tang Yunqian was really relieved. He looked away coldly, turned his face away, and didn't even say what he wanted to say, and directly changed it to a cold dismissal sentence and threw it at him.

"Then you can go now."

You Liangmu felt himself choking.

He sneaked a glance at Tang Yungan's words just now. The other party should have wanted to say hello, but out of politeness and old friendship, he asked him to leave so politely.

"Oh..." You Liangmu repeated tentatively, "Then I'm leaving, Brother Gan, take care, and see you again."

The man turned around lightly, lingered for a second or two out of the corner of his eye, seeing that Tang Yunqian had no intention of keeping him, so he simply walked towards the door.

It seemed that every time he turned around to leave, Tang Yunqian never thought of keeping him.

*

You Liangmu walked out of the air-conditioned building, shivering.

He stood at the door dazed for a while, and finally let out a deep breath, as if he had finished a very important task hard and could finally relax.

Compared with the nervousness and apprehension before seeing Tang Yunqian, he is so light at this moment. I don't know if it is because of Tang Yunqian's indifferent attitude towards him, or because of Tang Yunqian's kind words.

Anyway, getting along with Tang Yunqian in a normal relationship seems to be much easier than before.

Of course, it wasn't difficult to get along with Tang Yunqian in the past, but the way of always going to bed would inevitably cause some unnecessary troubles.

For example, he once naively thought about whether he should borrow money from Tang Yunqian for the rest of his life, if Tang Yungan would lend it to him.As long as he owes Tang Yunqian all the time, maybe he can always stay by Tang Yunqian's side.

What a naive idea, but it really existed in his mind, and he even wanted to realize it, regardless of the possible troubles it might bring, although it was finally shattered.

In those two years, whether it was long or short, looking at it from a distance, it was like an untouchable dream. Now that the dream is awake, people are also awake.

"Mr. You, are you leaving?"

You Liangmu turned his head and saw that the big security guard was standing at the gate, smiling amiably at himself.

He hesitated for a while, then said, "Brother, don't call me Mr. You from now on."

Freed from all kinds of floating clouds, You Liangmu felt that it would be better for the other party to call him a "dead rascal" like three years ago, which would make him more at ease.

The big security guard folded his hands behind his back and smiled, "I see you haven't been here for a long time, it's been almost a year, and I haven't seen you much."

"One year...well, yes," You Liangmu counted clearly, ten and a half months.

Last autumn, the cool wind was bleak, and the weather was neither bad nor bad. This summer, the cicadas shed their shells, and the sun was fierce, turning the earth over and over again. It was so hot that mice couldn't even drill holes.

Ten months have passed in a blink of an eye.

When I first left Tang Yunqian, I still felt that life was very difficult, and it was almost a year after I endured it. In fact, it was okay, not as long as I imagined.

"Are you here to find someone?" The security guard asked knowingly, "Looking for Mr. Tang?"

You Liangmu nodded, "Yes, ask him to do something, and it's over."

The big security guard grinned, "Come here often in the future, let's find a restaurant when we're free, have a drink and chat?"

"Hey... come often but not often," You Liangmu scratched the tip of his nose, "but it's okay to chat, let's make an appointment another day."

The big security guard said happily: "All right, all right! You are my benefactor, you can make an appointment whenever you want! You have the final say!"

Right now, the big security guard who made an appointment to eat and chat with You Liangmu is the brave man who beat You Liangmu to the hospital three years ago.

Because of beating You Liangmu, he was fired by Tang Yunqian and served in prison for ten months. Not long after he was released from prison, he came downstairs to Tang Yunqian's company.

What he wanted to find was Tang Yunqian, but he didn't expect that after waiting so hard for Tang Yunqian, he met You Liangmu who came to deliver dinner to Tang Yunqian instead.

You Liangmu also saw him, and the horrific memories of being beaten up flooded his mind, and he was suddenly too frightened to walk, trembling.

The man tightly hugged the chubby insulated box in his arms, which was a love dinner to be sent to Tang Yunqian later, but at this moment he regarded it as a shield and blocked it in front of his chest.

"You are--"

The gloomy security guard recognized him, pointed at him, and hurried towards him aggressively.

"you you you......!"

There was no blood on You Liangmu's face, and he watched the other party get closer and closer, so cowardly that he almost peed his pants.

And the next second...

The security guard knelt down in front of him with a "plop".

"sorry!"

Immediately after kneeling down on the spot, he slapped You Liangmu's head several times, "bang bang bang", as if he was going out of his mind.

You Liangmu was so frightened that he was as dumb as a wooden chicken, and almost dropped the love bento in his hand.

An hour later—

The food stalls on the street are full of fireworks, so that every diner is greasy. There is a large plate of skewers sprinkled with spicy peppers on the table, and there are several empty beer bottles.

Turning my gaze to the corner of the table next to me, I saw the round insulated box, which contained half-cold seafood porridge.

This dinner You Liangmu carefully cooked for three hours was not delivered to Tang Yunqian in the end.

An hour ago, Tang Yunqian called to ask him where he was and why he didn't see anyone.

You Liangmu said that he met an old friend on the street, and he wanted to have dinner with him to reminisce about the past, and told Tang Yungan not to wait for him.

Tang Yunqian waited all night and was still hungry, but he didn't blame You Liangmu, he just told him not to go home too late, and he called the driver when he was done, and asked the driver to pick him up.

You Liangmu hung up the phone, quite ashamed, especially Tang Yunqian's tone was so gentle, and he still worried about his personal safety outside, but he lied.

He was not having dinner with an old friend, but with the security guard.

"Speak slowly, don't worry..." You Liangmu sighed again and again while putting away his mobile phone. He took a few tissues from the table and handed them to the security guard to wipe away his tears and snot.

The security guard sniffled, and continued to tell You Liangmu about his difficulties.

He said that he was also very guilty. He hit You Liangmu that day because he suddenly lost control of his emotions.At that time, I was just diagnosed with irritability, and the stock market plummeted, and I learned that my wife had breast cancer, and my child was sent to a juvenile detention center because of a fight...

Come on, a bunch of messy things happened to him, he couldn't bear it, so he took his anger on You Liangmu.

"I didn't think about it when I punched out, and I felt like I was crazy. I couldn't control myself. Afterwards, alas... I regretted it so much."

"Uh-huh……"

"I'm sorry bro, I didn't mean to beat you up like that... Oh, it's really venting, I can't control it, I'm dominated by anger. I know I'm wrong, I'm wrong, I'm so wrong, please forgive me I……"

You Liangmu felt very uncomfortable when he heard it, and patted the other person on the shoulder, "Hey, brother, I can understand."

"But you really deserved a beating at that time. You came to stay every day, and you couldn't drive away. It was so annoying! You were still smiling when you scolded you, and you even gave me a big sweet potato. I'm fucking on guard at work. What sweet potato do I eat? !"

"……Hey?"

"It's said that you don't reach out and hit smiling people, but I really can't help it. Your character is so damn resistant!"

"Uh……"

You Liangmu thought for a while, a person like himself, an outcast of God, is indeed more durable.

Especially in front of the capitalists, both in bed and off the bed, both physically and emotionally.