Yu Liangmu

You Liangmu's grandmother was seriously ill, and this incident was like an opportunity, an opportunity that could be controlled by Tang Yunqian.

He tossed and turned day and night like this, and finally couldn't restrain himself from going to find You Liangmu, but You Liangmu came to find him by himself.

Said to borrow money.

Tang Yunqian heaved a sigh of relief by luck, feeling ecstatic in his heart, like a person who has been thirsty for days without drinking water and finally gets a handful of nectar to survive.

You Liangmu stood in front of him, looked up at him and begged him, and said to him, "Brother Gan, can I borrow money from you?"

The feeling of being needed and dependent came back again, Tang Yunqian thought, maybe this incident could bring him and You Liangmu back to the past.

But in fact, the reality is not as he thought.

After borrowing the money, You Liangmu still kept a distance from him as much as possible, carefully treated him as his creditor, respected him, obeyed him, and let him come and go when he called.

But, no longer love him wholeheartedly.

They may not be able to go back to the past.

—— Tang Yunqian, who realized this, felt extremely flustered and annoyed for a while.

He found that You Liangmu was really stupid, so stupid that he didn't notice any of his overtures and initiatives, and thought that he was willing to save him again because he only wanted to have sex with him.

In fact, he wanted to fall in love with him.

Even after returning to that home that night, after the two of them had done things together, when You Liangmu fell asleep in a daze, he was still talking in his arms, "I...do I look like... Gu Zhihan? "

"what?"

"Brother Gan, I... I'm like him... Like Gu..."

Tang Yunqian felt as if he had been whipped by ice. Only then did he realize that the damage he caused to this poor man was irreparable, and the shadow he brought followed him into his dream.

Suddenly, a tear fell from the corner of You Liangmu's eye, it was very shallow, Tang Yunqian seemed to have never seen this man cry, but he actually met him when he was sleeping, maybe it was too uncomfortable in the dream.

"looks like?"

Tang Yunqian couldn't move because of the pain in his heart all over his body, he could only hug the man in his arms tightly, and whispered in his ear repeatedly, "You are not like him, Ayou, you are not like anyone... "

In the second half of the night, You Liangmu still couldn't sleep well.

Tang Yungan didn't sleep, and kept looking at the sleeping man under the lamp. The man curled up and hugged the quilt in a pitiful posture, and his expression was not comfortable. He had light eyebrows, a small nose, and moist lips. It doesn't look good, but it's this face that makes him think about it day and night.

His eyes swept over these places of the man one by one, staying for a long time inadvertently, and couldn't get enough of them.

Tang Yunqian didn't hold back, he bent down to get closer to the man, and gently kissed the man's face and lips respectively.

After a pause, he seemed to feel that it was not enough. He kissed the corner of the man's lips several times one after another, and then slowly left.

Even he himself was shocked by this impulsive tenderness.

But the next day, when he asked the other party to live again, he was rejected by You Liangmu many times, which was like a basin of cold water pouring down on his head.

"Why?" Tang Yunqian asked.

"The past was the past, but now is the present. It's hard to go back. Brother Gan, I don't think this is good."

This was the first time that You Liangmu told Tang Yunqian clearly that he didn't want to go back to the way he was before.

This man looks weak and deceitful, but in fact he has been stubborn and stubborn. He doesn't have too much desire, he is more persistent and stubborn than anyone else, so no one can easily persuade him, and nothing can really coerce him.

There is no way, Tang Yunqian has nothing to do with him.

With a helpless and helpless mentality, Tang Yunqian once felt that he was going to lose control.He tried his best to control his reason and maintain his dignity, but he had to use the methods he was used to in private...

He made an even bigger mistake.

He used Youliangmu's uncle to tie up the man again with a debt.

This method really worked. You Liangmu really came to him, borrowing money from him in an extremely humble manner, every word seemed to be kneeling on the ground, and he was at his mercy.

Tang Yunqian thought he would be happy because the goal had been achieved, didn't he?

However, when he met You Liangmu's eyes that were covered with a layer of gray haze, and that face that was no longer radiant, he suddenly felt guilty like a thief and felt uneasy.

His Ayu, that is a kind and humble honest man, just like countless ordinary people you can meet in life, but by hurting such an ordinary man to get him back...

Tang Yunqian suddenly realized that he seemed to have made a huge mistake.

He felt like he had killed a person's hope, taken all the light from that person's eyes.

Tang Yungan was flustered, but there is no regret medicine in this world. Since he did this, he must be prepared to hide it for the rest of his life.

Yes, just make up for it, he will silently make up for it, he will be kind to that unfortunate man, so good that he will be happy and carefree, and he will use all kinds of ways and methods he can think of to make up for this debt .

He knew that You Liangmu loved him, and he also... loved You Liangmu very much.

As long as this is enough.

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The days shrouded in lies and debts seemed calm on the surface like an unfathomable lake. Both Tang Yunqian and You Liangmu felt that they owed each other, so they carefully maintained the temporary smooth life in front of them.

Tang Yunqian put on his mask with the most prudent attitude, being a hypocrite with hypocrisy, and being doubly good to You Liangmu, including solving troubles for You Liangmu, organizing grandma's funeral, and accompanying him with double patience, Cherish each other.

So gradually, as he paid more, he seemed to feel Youliangmu's love again.The man's heart, like a fire that has been extinguished and rekindled, was warm and held in front of him personally and sincerely.

Just like those two cute sandalwood baby elephants.

"Brother Gan, do you like it?" You Liangmu smiled.

Tang Yunqian looked at the man's faintly shining eyes, nodded, and said he liked it, very much.

While he was satisfied, he suddenly regretted it, because he found that for Youliangmu, the best way to make up and the best way to please him is to use a sincere heart, so naturally Youliangmu Will fall in love with him too.

It's not such a complicated thing at all.

So, why did I use that method in the first place?

Tang Yunqian became increasingly worried, even afraid, fearing that what he had done would be known by You Liangmu.He did feel guilty, and once wanted to confess, but when he thought that he might lose You Liangmu again, he chose to hide it completely.

As long as you make up for You Liangmu in life, after half a year, You Liangmu's debts will be paid off, and they can continue to live as if nothing happened.

——Tang Yunqian thought so reluctantly and luckily.

However, one day, You Liangmu disappeared.

You Liangmu said that day that he was going out to buy vegetables and that he would come back to cook delicious scallop noodle soup at night, but he didn't come home for a long time.

Tang Yunqian waited at home, even Zhou Jin came and left again and again, You Liangmu still didn't come back.

He called You Liangmu, but the other party didn't answer, and he started to feel that something was wrong, so he called You Liangmu more.

That man will not not answer the phone, especially his phone, let alone hang up on purpose.

Some kind of bad premonition loomed. After Tang Yunqian accidentally broke the drinking glass in his hand, he suddenly felt palpitations.

It's just that he didn't get in touch for two hours, and he sent a lot of messages to You Liangmu in a hurry, and the dense records showed his anxiety.

You Liangmu didn't answer the phone until the next day.

"Don't look for me. I don't want to see you again."

This is what You Liangmu said on the phone, and there was another man's voice vaguely on the phone, which was very familiar.

Tang Yunqian felt negative pressure in his heart almost instantly.

Did You Liangmu find someone else?

He immediately asked someone to check You Liangmu's whereabouts, but soon, before he found his whereabouts, he unexpectedly saw You Liangmu at the dinner party.

The man restrained himself from rushing up to grab that person, but calmly ended his conversation with his business partner, and followed him out the door where You Liangmu disappeared.

But when he found You Liangmu, the other party was with Cheng Kai, acting in an intimate manner that anyone with a discerning eye could see.

In an instant, too many chaotic thoughts surged up, and Tang Yunqian felt unprecedented anger and jealousy, which made him on the verge of losing control.

The reason why You Liangmu disappeared these days is because he fell in love with Cheng Kai?

You Liangmu told him before that Cheng Kai wasn't even considered a friend, could this be a lie to him?

It is not easy to maintain decency and demeanor, but Tang Yunqian has always allowed himself to do it, because it is conducive to establishing a strong side.

But at this moment, face, self-esteem, and image don't seem to matter at all.

He wanted to let himself go and tear himself apart with Cheng Kai.He was not hesitant to let You Liangmu see his jealous and hateful side. It would be best for You Liangmu to see him and fear him from now on, and then make a clean break with Cheng Kai, the farther the better.

He has nothing left to lose except Yuramu.

However, that Cheng Kai, who was dressed in a suit like him and had a decent demeanor, was like a reliable existence in front of You Liangmu, and he didn't want to make himself lose.

So Tang Yunqian resorted to a slightly childish and easy way to fire Cheng Kai, even though You Liangmu begged him repeatedly for this matter.

At that time, his eyes were already blinded by anger, and only Cheng Kai and You Liangmu's intimate actions were in his mind, which he couldn't bear.So once again, with his superior posture and hurtful words, he completely shattered that man.

Youliangmu left 100 million and disappeared since then.

This man has no distinctive features in terms of appearance or personality, and his social circle is also very simple, even infinitely close to the size of a bottle cap.Even if he leaves, there won't be more than five people around who care about his existence, right?

wrong.

Without him, Tang Yunqian could no longer return to his normal state. He was no different from a dying person. Day after day, the most important part of his heart was missing.

Tang Yunqian knew that he was a person who could not love. He knew that what that man longed for most was an equal love, a respectful love, but he never gave it to him. Falsely deceive him, use him, hurt him.

For his own selfishness, he squeezed out all the value of that man.

In the end, he was self-inflicted and asked for trouble. He was wronged beyond repair, and he deserved what he did wrong.

He deserves it.

In fact, it is not impossible to tie that person back, it is also an easy task, but it is not necessary.

Tang Yunqian suppressed himself, punished himself, and poured all his patience into his feelings, not allowing himself to destroy that man again.

So even if he knew where that person was, he wouldn't pester him or chase after him.He will no longer force him like a demon, as long as that man is happy, he can come back whenever he wants, even if he never comes back for the rest of his life.

He has long been prepared to be a living dead for the rest of his life, and he is willing to wait indefinitely.

Over the past few years, Tang Yunqian missed that man occasionally, but he didn't even have a single object or group photo to look at, because You Liangmu had already removed everything and traces related to him from his side.

He could only see that person in his dreams. It was funny to say that even in his dream, he was trying to get the other person's forgiveness.

These four years were his greatest punishment.

So, at that moment, when he learned that that person had returned, it was the greatest salvation for him.

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The next chapter returns four years later.

Our Xiaoyou is busy cooking in the kitchen (after all, there is a stinky shameless guy who wants to eat as soon as he reunites with his wife...