After being dressed as cannon fodder, I tear up the script

Recently Xing Wenkang came back very late and spent less and less time at home.

Sitting alone in the room, Feng Xiangyuan felt increasingly uneasy.

Feng Xiangyuan returned from studying abroad due to health reasons. In fact, he has not yet graduated, so his academic qualifications are not particularly good. He recently felt that his health has improved, and he submitted a lot of resumes, but he did not get any response from big companies.

Either they rejected him outright, or they found an excuse in a roundabout way, saying that they were already fully recruited.

Although Feng Xiangyuan is a little poor, he has always had his own ambitions and ideals.

In such an encounter, his previous serious and hard study, as well as his ambitions full of ambitions, suddenly lost their meaning.

Now that he is with Xing Wenkang, he knows that the family backgrounds of the two are quite different. If he doesn't catch up with him now, the gap between the two will be even greater.

He didn't like this feeling, as if he would feel uneasy about being abandoned by the other party at any time.

He lives in Xing Wenkang's house now, and he can't do anything, nothing.

Like a cripple.

But he thought again, since Xing Wenkang is so kind to him, he will stand by his side and support him no matter what.

Xing Wenkang will definitely not abandon himself and ignore him.

Thinking about it this way, he felt that the situation in front of him was not so bad anymore.

But recently, for some reason, Xing Wenkang not only spent less and less time at home, but also became more and more indifferent to himself.

During this period of time, even their most intimate behavior was just holding hands.

Just a few days ago, Xing Wenkang felt uncomfortable without hugging him every day, but these two days, even if they were in the same bed, the two of them were far apart.

Even though they were lying on the same bed, why did they seem to have no desire at all.

Feng Xiangyuan didn't know what happened to him.

At the beginning, Xing Wenkang would say that he was very busy and tired to go to the company while going to school, so he had no time or energy.

Feng Xiangyuan believed it, but...

Even so, he should at least give himself a kiss.

Not even a kiss, as if he had no interest in himself.

The more Feng Xiangyuan thought about it, the more uneasy he became, and the more he thought about it, the more anxious he became.

Before Song Jingxi stayed here, seeing Xing Wenkang put pressure on Song Jingxi and treated him indifferently in order to protect himself, he still felt happy and felt that he was very important in Xing Wenkang's heart.

When Song Jingxi was around, Feng Xiangyuan could only secretly get angry, angry that he had been pestering Xing Wenkang, but he couldn't really get angry with Song Jingxi, like a messy and irrational person.

He was so angry, but he could only say in front of Xing Wenkang that it was okay,

Now that Song Jingxi has been driven away, he doesn't feel happy anymore.

He's very, very insecure right now.

The Xing Wenkang who only likes himself wholeheartedly seems to have changed after the two dated.

But Feng Xiangyuan couldn't live without him now. He came back from abroad without hesitation because he was sure of Xing Wenkang's family background and his love for him.

He is also in love with Xing Wenkang now.

He thought that when he came back and dated him again, the relationship between the two would get better and better, and he would be able to use Xing Wenkang's family background to realize his inner desires and ambitions.

Feng Xiangyuan sat on the ground, and the laptop at his feet displayed the email page, which was rejected by another company.

He raised his eyes and looked out the window, all he could see was a gray sky.

The scenery outside the window does not seem to be as beautiful as I imagined.

He used to think that as long as no one more difficult than Song Jingxi appeared, then he and Xing Wenkang would be good forever, but now it seems that this is not the case.

The door was opened, and there were footsteps behind him, and he recognized that it belonged to Xing Wenkang.

After hearing the man's footsteps, the lost heart seemed to recover a little.

Feng Xiangyuan turned around, hid the unhappiness on his face, and smiled, "You're back."

"Yeah." Xing Wenkang hung the coat he took off on the hanger, and seemed to remember Feng Xiangyuan sitting on the ground, turned around and walked towards him, "You will catch a cold if you sit on the ground."

"The air conditioner is not turned on, and you are still sitting on the ground." Xing Wenkang pretended to be angry, and stretched out his hand to pinch his face, "I don't know if I will feel distressed?"

The man's intimacy with him made Feng Xiangyuan feel that he had returned to the past, as if they had never been separated or alienated.

Feng Xiangyuan's heart softened again, he would rather lie to himself that Xing Wenkang's indifference to him before was entirely an illusion caused by his impatience.

When Xing Wenkang carried himself back to the bed, he reached out and hugged his waist as he was about to turn around, and rubbed his face against his back, "Brother Wenkang, don't go."

Xing Wenkang's body froze. Although he didn't push the person away immediately, a little resistance suddenly appeared in his heart.

When Feng Xiangyuan hugged him, Song Jingxi was actually on his mind.

He was so close to Song Jingxi that day, Song Jingxi's lips looked soft, fresh and tender, he almost kissed her.

A few days ago, Feng Xiangyuan was the only one in his heart, but now, Xing Wenkang himself doesn't understand.

However, for Feng Xiangyuan, he couldn't say that he didn't love him or not.

He chased Feng Xiangyuan for three years, and finally got him.

The other party is so gentle and kind, and besides himself, he has nowhere to go.

Xing Wenkang once told Feng Xiangyuan that he would be good to him for the rest of his life when he returned to China.

Xing Wenkang didn't want to make a slip of the tongue, but he didn't know how long he could last.

After Song Jingxi left, he thought that he and Feng Xiangyuan could finally pass the world of two.

Although Gao Wen didn't agree that she was with Feng Xiangyuan, Xing Wenkang's heart for him never changed.

He even thought that when he became stronger, he would be able to take over the Xing family one day, or even start his own company to become bigger and stronger, surpassing the Xing family, and he would be able to be with Feng Xiangyuan forever and ever without the resistance of foreign objects.

Now, he felt that his love for Feng Xiangyuan had changed.

Become irrationally biased towards Song Jingxi.

On the bed, when holding Feng Xiangyuan and kissing, he would think of Song Jingxi, when they were lying on the same bed, he would think of Song Jingxi, Xing Wenkang also wanted to sleep in a separate room with Feng Xiangyuan, because his mind was full of Song Jingxi, everything was about Song Jingxi.

He wanted to hug Song Jingxi, desperately.

Thinking of Song Jingxi hugging his waist and begging pitifully for mercy, thinking of Song Jingxi blushing from embarrassment and calling him an asshole, he couldn't help himself with excitement.

Facing Feng Xiangyuan, he was no longer as interested as before.

Song Jingxi's coquettish, angry and strange, seems to be grasping his heart with every look.

Xing Wenkang knew that he was going too far, but he just couldn't help himself to think about him.

The moment Feng Xiangyuan hugged Xing Wenkang, he sensed Xing Wenkang's reaction.

He thought that Xing Wenkang would turn around and hug him back, but what he imagined didn't happen.

Feng Xiangyuan was a little embarrassed, more disappointed and disheartened by Xing Wenkang's reaction.

Unable to bear this man's attitude towards him anymore, he bit his lip and choked up, "Brother Wenkang, what's wrong with you?"

"Is there something I didn't do well?"

"Tell me, if something I do makes you dissatisfied, I can change it. Don't ignore me like this, okay?"

Xing Wenkang would never have imagined that Feng Xiangyuan, who was once out of reach in the past, would speak to himself with such a voice and tone.

He turned around, took Feng Xiangyuan's hand and sat down, only to realize that the man was crying.

Xing Wenkang was a little flustered and at a loss, he still had Feng Xiangyuan's place in his heart, and it was impossible for someone who had liked him for so long to say that he didn't like him or not.

Xing Wenkang felt that he needed a little time to see his true thoughts and how to confess to Feng Xiangyuan.

"You didn't do anything wrong, don't do this, Xiang Yuan, don't cry." Xing Wenkang took a tissue and wiped his tears, "Why are you crying?"

Feng Xiangyuan lowered his eyebrows and was pleasing to the eye, still very well-behaved, he grabbed Xing Wenkang's sleeve, tears fell from his eyes again.

"There must be something wrong with me," he said softly, his cheeks were as rosy as if soaked in rouge, "otherwise, why haven't you touched me recently..."

He said the last sentence very softly, but Xing Wenkang still heard it.

Xing Wenkang didn't know how to answer the other party's question, and when he heard it, he froze for a moment.

Seeing Feng Xiangyuan like this, he really couldn't say anything cruel, so he threw him on the bed with a smile and kissed him, "I'm still worried that what if your body, which you took so hard to recover, is broken by me? , It's only been a few days, I didn't expect my baby to think so..."

In the end, Xing Wenkang still had a heated fight with Feng Xiangyuan, which made Feng Xiangyuan exhausted, and Xing Wenkang's anger in the past two days was also emptied.

After coming out of the bathroom, looking at the person who had fallen asleep on the bed, his eyes were full of love but lacked a little desire.

When we were together at that time, Feng Xiangyuan said that there would be a trial period for dating.

Xing Wenkang agreed. At that time, he liked Feng Xiangyuan so much, and the trial period was nothing. He was very confident that Feng Xiangyuan fell in love with him during this trial period.

But now, he wanted to end the trial period early.

Xing Wenkang got dressed and went downstairs to the living room with his mobile phone, wanting to sit there quietly by himself.

He leaned back and turned on the TV.

The instant news of a certain station was playing on the TV. Xing Wenkang stared at the TV with his eyes empty, took a cigarette from the drawer under the coffee table, and lit it.

The smoke slowly dissipated from the mouth, bitter and numb, but finally calmed down.

With a cigarette in his hand, the zero sparks spread from his fingertips. He stared at the black screen interface of the phone for a while, and then couldn't help looking for things related to Song Jingxi.

Clicking on Song Jingxi's dialog box, the chat interface between the two was still half a month ago. Song Jingxi said that it was raining, could you send him an umbrella.

It seems that he has never replied to Song Jingxi's messages, Song Jingxi sent them all by himself.

Xing Wenkang's heart was a little sore, after thinking for a long time, he was still going to send a message to Song Jingxi, everything was fine, he wanted to chat with Song Jingxi.

After thinking for a long time, Xing Wenkang only typed a few words in the dialog box: Have you returned home?

Almost at the moment of sending, Gao She's call suddenly came in.

"Hello," Xing Wenkang immediately picked it up, "Uncle."

"Yeah." Xing Wenkang heard Gao She say, "If you have time to play with your phone, why not read more books."

Xing Wenkang's scalp was numb, and he suddenly felt that he had done something bad and was caught on the spot.

Obviously he was just sending a message to Song Jingxi.

Gao She's tone, what's going on?