After being dressed as cannon fodder, I tear up the script

"Ok?"

Gao She didn't hear clearly, only heard Song Jingxi say something like "what to do".

The voice of the young man sitting next to him was a little choked up, which made Gao She's heart flutter.

After parking the car, Gao She turned to him and asked, "What's wrong?"

When Song Jingxi heard him ask this question, she could hold back her tears, but now she couldn't help but shed two tears.

"Xiaoxi," Gao She asked, holding his hand, "what's the matter, why are you crying? Don't cry, baby."

Gao She would not have thought that he was pregnant, and what he said before that he would be pregnant was all Gao She said to scare him.

Now that Song Jingxi didn't complete his words, it was impossible for him to connect Song Jingxi with pregnancy.

He thought Song Jingxi was worried about what happened to Lu Yiyi just now, but he really didn't care about the children.

If the person he likes is a woman, they may have a lovely child in the future, but now the person he likes is a man. When Gao She decided to be with Song Jingxi, he never fantasized about the relationship between him and Song Jingxi. There will be a child.

So what if there is no child, if Song Jingxi wants it, they can adopt it after they get married in the future.

Gao She never cared about this.

Just like what he said just now, he only wants to be with Song Jingxi, and sometimes the child may really be just a burden.

Gao She knew that Song Jingxi had a delicate mind, and he never wanted to do anything to make him cry.

Just now after Song Jingxi said "Lu Yiyi's child must be very cute, would you like it too", he became so brooding, which made Gao She feel bad.

He didn't think so much before, and he didn't expect Song Jingxi to care so much about this.

Gao She said, "Is it because of the child that I cry? I really don't like children. Lu Yiyi's ability to give birth to her child is also hers. It has nothing to do with us. Didn't you already think about it when you were with me? Xiaoxi, don't think about it." So many are good, you just need to remember that I will only love you forever, and the rest is not important. If you like it, we will get married and adopt."

Gao She repeatedly emphasized in his ears that he didn't like children, which made Song Jingxi even more nervous.

He felt that the child in his stomach seemed to be tense up along with him.

Before Song Jingxi heard that she was pregnant, her first reaction was to abort the child.

He couldn't accept it, and he wasn't ready to be a father. He didn't want to give birth to the child and regret it, and he was afraid that he would abandon the child because of certain controllable or uncontrollable factors like his own biological parents.

But when Gao She said this to himself, he felt a little bit reluctant.

Gao She doesn't like children, so what should he do? Will he let himself kill the baby?

Should I not tell him for the time being, and then probe the other party's tone?

Song Jingxi felt that she was too entangled, this was wrong and that was wrong.

But after thinking about it seriously, my mood has calmed down a lot. The doctor said that pregnancy will inevitably lead to a bad mood, and if the mood swings are too big, you should control it a little bit.

Song Jingxi's face was pressed against Gao She's palm, and he gently rubbed against him.

He didn't want to tell Gao She anymore, he was going to be a shrinking turtle.

He wanted Gao She to decide for himself, and he didn't want Gao She to say what he didn't like to hear.

If it was only his own business, he wouldn't be so entangled, just like liking is liking.

Song Jingxi didn't cry anymore, Gao She thought he was right, and patted his head.

Song Jingxi seems to have changed a bit recently, becoming more crying and squeamish.

It also seems that there is something to hide from myself.

Gao She has been really busy recently and spends very little time with him, so I don't know if it's right for me to feel this way, but he and Song Jingxi are still living as before, but since this day, Gao She feels that Song Jingxi began to avoid herself again.

But they live together now, where can Song Jingxi hide.

At first, Gao She cooperated with Song Jingxi's hiding and hiding. He thought he couldn't tell anyone what was on his mind. Who knew that Song Jingxi was still happy when facing Jiang Yunsheng and Song Ying.

Gao She watched from the side, with a smile on his face, but felt very uncomfortable in his heart.

One night Gao She finally couldn't bear it anymore, and pushed him on the bed.

Gao She bit his finger, with an indescribably dark expression, "You want to avoid me again like you did at the beginning, don't you?"

Last time Song Jingxi would blushed and denied no, but now he only trembled his eyelashes slightly, and the tip of his nose turned slightly red, "Let me go."

The more Song Jingxi refused, the angrier Gao She felt. In the past few days, every night, Song Jingxi either pretended to be asleep or waited until he fell asleep before going to bed.

Gao She remained silent, clasped his hand with a cold face, and unbuttoned his shirt with one hand.

Seeing that he was so fierce, Song Jingxi couldn't listen to anything, thinking of the doctor's order, he panicked again.

But Gao She's strength was too great, he couldn't break free at all.

The man's mood is unstable now, but he is still gentle. Song Jingxi almost indulged in it, and finally woke up and stopped him, "Today, today can't..."

Gao She asked him, "Why?"

"Because, because you don't like children..." As he spoke, Song Jingxi burst into tears, no longer restrained and burst into tears.

In the past, Song Jingxi would cry in a low voice, but now he was crying like a child, inhaling so loudly that She couldn't do anything except wipe his tears.

"You don't like children," Song Jingxi cried vigorously, as if all the grievances he had been holding back for the past few days were about to be vented, "You don't wear them, you don't wear them...you bastard..."

He was slurring his words, Gao She didn't hear a word, but he could hear him blaming himself.

Gao She didn't have any anger to be angry now, and he only cared about making Song Jingxi happy.

After that, Gao She inexplicably became an ascetic monk, and cooperated with Song Jingxi to be the most familiar stranger.

After a few days of abstinence, Gao She began to pay attention to Song Jingxi's movements.

Song Jingxi would sneak to the kitchen in the middle of the night to steal something to eat, and would secretly record something behind her back.

Sometimes I can't sleep well, tossing and turning, unable to fall asleep, so I sneak to the living room to sit and watch TV.

Sometimes I can't sleep well, and I can sleep all day, and my food intake has increased, twice as much as before.

Gao She didn't know what he was doing, but he didn't expose him.

I just saw that when Song Jingxi was putting on his trousers, the zipper couldn't be closed, so he said casually, "Honey, have you gained weight recently?"

Song Jingxi immediately became furious.

After Gao She said this, he suddenly felt that something was wrong.

Their recent topic seems to have been around the child.

Song Jingxi has been constantly mentioning things about the child to himself consciously or unconsciously, and Gao She firmly answers him "I don't like it, don't want it" every time, thinking that he has given Song Jingxi a sense of security.

But thinking about it now, things don't seem to be right from the beginning.

Gao She stood beside him and stared at him. Before he could say anything, Song Jingxi looked away and said angrily, "The pants are too small."

Gao She hummed pretending not to care, saying that he would not be back at noon.

After saying this, Gao She saw that Song Jingxi was obviously relieved.

What the hell is this kid playing with himself?

Gao She left the house with doubts, and came back at noon when Song Jingxi was taking a nap.

There was a TV playing in the room, and in the corner Song Jingxi was lying on the soft sofa covered with a blanket and fell asleep.

There was also an oxidized apple and a few small biscuits on the small tea table.

Half a cup of cold milk and some snacks.

Gao She was about to bend down to carry him back to the bed, but he saw a plastic bag on the blanket on the floor.

Originally, there was nothing special about the bag, but it was marked with the logo of the Capital Hospital.

Gao She's heart skipped a beat, and he covered Song Jingxi with the blanket before reaching out to pick up the bag on the ground.

No wonder Song Jingxi was acting weird during this time, before Gao She opened it, he thought Song Jingxi had some serious illness, so he didn't want to tell himself.

After opening the bag, he stared at the name of the medicine on the box and fell into thought.

Gao She stood there for a full 5 minutes before he slowly came back to his senses, put the medicine back in place, and carried him back to the bed.

Song Jingxi has gained a lot of flesh recently, and his face has grown some flesh, because his cheeks are flushed with warmth when he sleeps, making him look soft.

After covering him with a quilt, Gao She looked at him like this, his heart softened in a mess.

He sat in the living room and carefully recalled all the things that happened recently.

Then he took out his mobile phone and called Zheng Guangji who hadn't contacted him for a long time.

"I remember that you have a classmate who is the deputy director of the Obstetrics Department of the Capital Hospital."

Zheng Guangji knew that Gao She would go to the Three Treasures Hall for nothing, but he didn't expect the other party to say such a powerful sentence.

"Yes, what's the matter?" Zheng Guangji excitedly said, "Gao She, you won't make the girl's belly bigger, right? No, you, don't make it so big for me as soon as I come, I can't bear it."

Gao She ignored what he said, and only said, "Give me the other party's contact information, I have something to do with him."

There was no element of joking with him in the other party's tone, so Zheng Guangji just teased him and didn't continue, saying, "I'll send you, if you have anything to do, come to me."

Gao She hummed and hung up the phone.

It was already dark when Song Jingxi woke up.

He opened his eyes and stared blankly for a while before getting up from the bed.

Looking at the TV in the corner that had been turned off at some point, and the quilt covering his body, he felt a little unbelievable.

He clearly remembered that he was sitting there watching TV at noon, so why did he fall asleep on the bed.

After thinking about it for a while, I couldn't think of anything. I happened to be a little hungry, so I thought I was dreaming and let it go. I don't know when Gao She will come back, and I want to eat his sweet and sour pork ribs.

Song Jingxi's symptoms have not been so severe recently, but he is hungry very quickly.

But he didn't tell Gao She, for fear that he would get suspicious, so he could only eat some snacks every time he was hungry.

Song Jingxi felt that he was sick, as long as he was with Gao She for a day, he would be discovered sooner or later.

He knew it, but he was afraid.

Song Jingxi opened the door, but saw the light on in the living room, and raised his eyes to see Gao She sitting on the sofa, looking at something with a tablet.

"Gao She?" Song Jingxi rubbed his eyes, apparently still not awake, and walked to him with his slippers on, "Why did you come back so early today?"

For the first time, Gao She didn't answer Song Jingxi's question first, but just looked up at him and asked, "Where's the list? Show it to me."