After being dressed as cannon fodder, I tear up the script

hiss……

If it's a secret or something, it's better to say that you want to talk to someone.

Song Jingxi didn't know what he would be like in the real world after he wore it back, what are they doing now, is he still lying in the hospital?Or has it disappeared completely?

Song Jingxi wanted to know, but he didn't want to know that much, he was a little shy and afraid to face the truth.

Originally, Song Jingxi wanted to treat himself as the original owner, and then live here with this secret all the time, but after coming back this time, while he was relieved, he seemed to have a big rock in his heart that couldn't be moved.

He is still not the original owner, and he has his own family in the real world.

Although...the reunion may not be very good, and there is no follow-up with them, but Song Jingxi always feels that he may have to confess something to Gao She, and papers can't always hold fire.

Song Jingxi thought about how to tell Gao She for a long time, so he deleted, deleted, deleted, and finally changed the matter of his transmigrating into a different world.

"So, you mean that you have time-traveled, and during the time you were in a coma, your consciousness returned to your original body, and you were reunited with your family. Because of some force majeure, you wore it back again?"

"Correct."

Song Jingxi was sitting opposite Gao She, pinching his trouser legs with both hands nervously.

He knew it was weird, but anyone who heard about it would feel sick, but now he told Gao She what should be said and what should not be said.

Now just wait for the man to give himself a reaction.

Gao She closed his lips tightly, and he didn't react for a few seconds after Song Jingxi said these words.

Gao She's appearance made Song Jingxi feel that he was talking too much.

You shouldn't have said these things yourself.

"Gao She..."

Song Jingxi finally took the initiative to speak to Gao She first, "Well, I was actually joking..."

The young man sat opposite him with a big belly, his limbs were a little stiff with his hands on his knees, and his back, which was originally straight due to tension, was slightly bent at this moment.

He is thin, and he has only recently shown signs of getting back up. Looking at it now, he seems to be much weaker again.

Speaking of which, he really didn't notice Song Jingxi next to Xing Wenkang before, so he didn't know what the previous "he" was like.

But after the two met, Song Jingxi was always squeamish and cheerful in front of him, Gao She had never seen such an emotion in him - there was a hint of bravado in the panic.

Song Jingxi just sat there with his head bowed. After a long time, he still didn't hear Gao She's voice. Just when he almost thought he was going to screw things up, Gao She suddenly stood up and knelt down in front of him.

More than half of the figure in front of him was covered, Song Jingxi raised his head, and saw Gao She squatting down in front of him, he was a little startled, he didn't know what Gao She wanted to do.

"What, what's wrong?"

Gao She squatted in front of him, and didn't answer Song Jingxi's question.

It was only after a while that he held Song Jingxi's hands lightly, and then raised his eyes and asked him, with a soft tone, "Did you feel lonely during that time?"

Song Jingxi has always liked Gao She's voice, which is gentle and penetrating.

Always control all your emotions inadvertently.

Just like now, he obviously just said such a sentence, but it was heard in the ears, but it made people feel sad.

Song Jingxi originally thought that he had said something wrong, and Gao She would not believe him, but the man said this to himself, with such sincerity that no one could say anything.

Song Jingxi lowered his head, the tip of his nose was sore.

When he put it back on, he was so strong that he didn't dare to shed a tear, no matter how sad he was, he could bear it, but now Gao She just said such a sentence, but he was terribly sad.

Gao She reached out and touched his face, the temperature of the young man's face was always very low, the eye sockets were wet and his eyelashes were wet, the tears seemed to be unable to fall in the eye sockets, but looking at them made people feel more distressed.

"Everything is fine now, but do you think about your mother? Although I can't replace your mother, I will accompany you in the future, okay?"

Song Jingxi heard Gao She's soft voice whispering in his ears, and finally couldn't help but cried bitterly while hugging him.

His heart seemed to be exposed to Gao She without reservation, and it sounded so absurd that Gao She chose to completely believe in himself.

Song Jingxi never expected such a thing before.

What single-mindedness, what complete trust.

Before that, he actually thought that if one day, he and Gao She were separated, what should he do is the most correct.

At this moment, these distracting thoughts completely disappeared.

"Cry," Gao She hugged him and gently stroked his back, "Cry out all your sorrows, our Xiaoxi is the best and best child, we won't be unhappy in the future, so cry now After that, I can't cry anymore."

Gao She was right, but not quite right, Song Jingxi cried not only because of the family relationship with An Zhi, but also because he had a lot of strange thoughts in his heart that made people feel sick.

It was so messy that he couldn't use words or complete sentences to state these things, so at the moment he just hugged Gao She and kept crying, saying some vague words in his mouth.

Gao She would cooperate with him with a gentle smile, saying that he was so good, and stroking his head to show that he was listening to him.

Maybe Gao She needed time to digest this strange matter, but now he didn't have time to think about anything, he just wanted to quickly stabilize Song Jingxi's mood.

No matter what, Song Jingxi is Song Jingxi, and the person he loves has always been only Song Jingxi.

I may not be able to fully understand the distress of the young man at the moment, but no matter what, whether in his original world or standing in front of him now, the loneliness that Song Jingxi has experienced, he is not able to accompany him again. He went through it and experienced it with him.

Regarding this point, Gao She would also feel sad. He didn't even know what Song Jingxi was thinking when he was alone. Let Song Jingxi cry, at least don't bury those things in your heart.

The young man grabbed his skirt, crying out of breath, Gao She could only wipe his tears while coaxing him.

He didn't want to divert the other person's attention, he just wanted him to vent, even if it was just crying.

It is estimated that only he knows about this matter now, and Song Jingxi may not tell others about it.

Gao She has always felt that he is a sensitive and strong person, and he should be able to recover soon.

Song Jingxi was tired from crying, and finally fell asleep in Gao She's arms. These days, he was always talking in his sleep.

If it was really like what Song Jingxi said, Gao She would be a little scared now when he came back to his senses.

Afraid that when he wakes up, he will go back again, which is really worrying.

Although Song Jingxi would be able to reunite with his family when he went back, but...Gao She thought to himself that he hoped that Song Jingxi would be here and stay by his side for the rest of his life.

The young man's sleepy eyes were gentle, and there was still a touch of powder under his eyes and the tip of his nose. He looked so pitiful that people couldn't move his eyes away.

Gao She stood by the bed and sighed softly.

After Song Jingxi finished talking about this incident, she felt a lot more relaxed. Perhaps it was because she hugged Gao She and told a lot about her past that day. Those pasts that had not been illuminated by the light were suddenly discovered, and those gloom dormant in the dark will be revealed. Like being dusted off and exposed to sunlight.

Finally someone stepped into his closed territory, Song Jingxi seemed to be relieved and came back to life.

But Gao She seems to have taken over the heavy burden in his heart, and now he lives in fear every day.

Because he was afraid that Song Jingxi would return to his original place when he woke up, so every day when he was half asleep, he had to check whether Song Jingxi was still by his side.

Song Jingxi didn't realize it at first, but later he vaguely sensed that something was wrong with Gao She, so he comforted him slightly mockingly, "I won't go back, if I can dress up and down casually, wouldn't the world be messed up?" Now, I'm not some big man who dominates the world."

"Even though that's what I said..."

Gao She is always like this, he stops talking halfway through.

Song Jingxi could actually understand what he was thinking, but he couldn't be so worried every day, it made him a little scared.

"If I knew you were so worried, I wouldn't have told you about this," Song Jingxi thought of something, and made up a passable reason, "Actually, I think the trigger point should be a car accident. In fact, it was also a car accident when I first crossed. It is through a car accident to wear it back and forth, so I think as long as there is no car accident, there will be no problem.”

"……real?"

"Really." Of course it's fake. At the beginning, it was just because I fell asleep reading a book, but it shouldn't be a problem to deceive Gao She.

Song Jingxi himself was not so worried, he just had an inexplicable premonition that he would be with Gao She, it would be fine.

"uncle."

"?"

The man turned his head, Song Jingxi hugged him, and kissed him lightly.

Gao She seemed a little stunned, and only when Song Jingxi raised his eyebrows like himself did he recover from his astonishment.

It seems that there is really no need to worry too much, anyway, their hearts are always together.

As if wanting to ease the atmosphere, Gao She smiled unseriously, "After the child is born and you take care of your body..."

Song Jingxi didn't understand, and asked, "What?"

Gao She stared at his lips and smiled without saying a word, which made Song Jingxi feel terrified, "What? It happens every time..."

"I just want to make up for it, because Xiaoxi left me in the cold, so I want to make up for it a little bit." Gao She touched his lips that Song Jingxi had kissed, a little unsatisfied, "I know I can't do anything now...Xiaoxi just seduced me, It's too much."

As soon as Gao She spoke in this tone, Song Jingxi probably, maybe could imagine that his future life might not be too easy.

But at least the atmosphere is much better now.

After giving birth to the baby, I should separate from Gao She.

After Song Jingxi finished thinking this way, he immediately heard Gao She's voice behind him, "Xiaoxi, don't even think about it."

That's right, Song Jingxi forgot that sometimes Gao She can read minds.

"You are really..."

"?"

Song Jingxi smiled, "Like a clingy big dog."

"I can be Xiaoxi's dog."

The man's eyes shone slightly, and after saying this, those eyes looked extremely dangerous.

When Song Jingxi wanted to take back his teasing words, it was too late.

Facts have proved that Gao She really has the potential to be a dog, in various senses.