Phoenix Nirvana

I don't know when it started, as long as I heard someone mention that person, I would become very unnatural.Expressions, language, heartbeat, breath will all be inexplicably disordered.

The heart was throbbing, and the separation seemed like yesterday.

During the Chinese New Year this year, Feng Yi took me to Weiyang City to buy new year's goods.It happened to be snowing that day, and heavy snow fell one after another. The snow on the ground was already three feet thick, and the wheels of the carriage were pressed to the ground and creaked.

Feng Yi fell asleep in the car again, I was afraid that he would freeze, so I hugged him all the way.I don't know if it was hot, but he slept soundly, his cheeks were pink.With such a beauty in front of her, she leaned over and kissed her a few times in a moment of emotion.

Feng Yi was woken up by me, he opened his eyes in a daze, and he called softly: "Xiao Jing." I don't know if I read it wrong, at that time, Feng Yi only had me in his eyes, and his nostalgic gaze seemed to melt me .

I stretched out my hand, the gaze made me feel unreal, as if I wanted to grasp the hard-won emotion.The next moment Feng Yi opened my hand and left my embrace, her eyes were as cold as a few feet of ice in the moat.

After getting off the carriage, red lanterns were hung in every household in the streets and alleys of Weiyang City, and the debris of firecrackers fell in front of many businesses.Some young ladies who don't leave the door and don't step out of the door are wearing bright red floral dresses, their faces are as cold as rouge, and they are walking in the market with open eyes and smiles.

The snow is getting heavier and heavier, following Feng Yi, I feel sore in my heart.In the past during Chinese New Year, in Phoenix Valley, Feng Yi would order someone to cook a large table of meals, and invite Nanzhi, Qingshan, Suyi, Wuhen, and Ke Jin to sit together and have a good reunion year.Thinking of this, I can't help feeling sad.

The snow fell even harder, making it hard for me to keep my eyes open. People on the street rushed to the store to avoid the snow.Feng Yi was still walking aimlessly, when I suddenly saw that his exposed hands were a little red from the cold.I took off my gloves, strode forward and grabbed Feng Yi, I was shivering from the cold, Feng Yi's hands were so cold.

Feng Yi glanced at me, wanting to break free.I grabbed it firmly, and then he moved a few more times.Seeing that I don't let go, he doesn't look at me anymore, no matter what I pull, he won't break free again.At that moment, I seemed to see the corner of his mouth slightly raised...

The more I thought about it, the more sad I became, I took a big gulp of wine and bumped into the porcelain cup in Liu Qingyi's hand: "Come... Cheers..."

Liu Qingyi took a sip of wine, looked up at me, and asked softly, "Did you quarrel with Feng Yi?"

I didn't say anything and just drank silently.

"He said let me take good care of you."

With a heartache, he drank heavily again.

"You can't drink anymore...your drinking capacity..." Liu Qingyi snatched my drink.

Watching Liu Qingyi pour the remaining wine into his glass, I was stunned for a long time.

Suddenly I felt aggrieved: "I'm in such a miserable state, why don't you even let me drink wine?" I don't know if I was drunk, tears fell uncontrollably, and I suppressed my emotions for many days, just like a flood that burst a bank can't inhibition.

"Feng Yi doesn't want me anymore...I don't know where to go...I don't have a home anymore." The more I cried, the more I wanted to cry, Liu Qingyi panicked, and kept tugging at the hem of my clothes.

He was very sad in his heart, choked with sobs: "He was the one who ruined my family, and he was the one who gave it to my family...Why, why did you treat me like this?"

"Why...why?" I muttered in a daze.

"Since there are so many whys in my heart, why don't you ask him for clarification?" A voice came suddenly, and footsteps stopped.

Looking up in astonishment, Hu Yilan was standing in front of me, staring at Liu Qingyi with piercing eyes.

Why?hehe.

I threw the wine bottle angrily, reached out and grabbed Hu Yilan's clothes and asked with a smile: "I'm going to ask him? How? I've been with him for so many years, but he never explained. Am I going to run off to make fun of myself? Or cry again Are you making trouble again?"

His hands were shaking badly, and he used a lot of strength to grab the clothes. With a snap, I tore off the buttons on his collar, and Hu Yilan frowned.Liu Qingyi was startled, and yelled and slapped my hand off: "Si Jing, what are you doing? If you are angry, go to Feng Yi, don't lose your temper."

Suddenly feeling a headache, rubbing his temples, looking at Liu Qingyi who was stunned in place.I finally discovered the tricky relationship between the two of them, and I couldn't help but laugh.

"I'm sorry... Si Jing, I just..." Liu Qingyi rubbed her hands, feeling a little at a loss.

Standing up with the support of the table, he walked unsteadily.Liu Qingyi stepped forward to help me, I subconsciously pushed him away, his face changed, he was very embarrassed.

With a splitting headache and wanting to cry and laugh at the same time, I staggered towards the door.When he was about to go out, he suddenly tripped over the threshold and fell straight down.I thought to myself, it would be fine to just fall to my death like this.Unexpectedly, I suddenly fell into a warm embrace, and the faint fragrance surrounded me.

Looking up suddenly, tears fell instantly, the person in front of me is the person I miss day and night.

"Feng Yi..." I felt wronged and hugged him tightly.

Feng Yi looked at me for a long time, then suddenly sighed.Pull me out.

The wind outside suddenly became much stronger, and I became sober all of a sudden, looking at the person holding me, I wanted to break free from his hand.The next moment, I was thrown into the carriage by him, and suddenly I fell on the carriage. The hard wooden board hurt my back.Grinning her teeth, why is Feng Yi so strong?

Afterwards, Feng Yi got into the carriage, and the carriage started slowly.

"Where are you going? Let me get out of the car." I stretched out my hand to push him away, Feng Yi grabbed me expressionlessly, and pressed me hard to the floor.

"Feng Yi...you..." I kissed her warm lips suddenly, and I turned my head angrily.His eyes dimmed, he pinched my chin forcibly, and leaned over to bite my lip.

I widened my eyes in shock and looked at Feng Yi in disbelief.There seemed to be a pool of ice in his eyes, which made me unable to breathe.

Tears flowed down uncontrollably, Feng Yi frowned.He pulled me up and threw me on the car seat with my back turned to him.The process was simple and rough, and I was so frightened that tears kept falling, and I even forgot to resist.

Suddenly his butt felt cold, and his pants were ripped off.I was startled and struggled.

Feng Yi grabbed my two hands and pressed them against the car floor, as if something hot and hard was pressing against the back.For a moment, I just felt dizzy.

The next moment, the root suddenly rushed in, and I screamed in pain, and tears fell again.

Feng Yi leaned over while moving, and whispered in my ear with a magnetic and gentle voice: "Si Jing, you always think too highly of yourself, you are just my child molester. What? You want to be with me? Then every day from now on, can you bear it?"

I trembled, as if falling into an abyss, Feng Yi hit hard behind me, I seemed to hear the sound of being torn apart.That's my rear?or my heart?I can't tell the difference, I just feel that it hurts.

Laugh out loud.Feng Yi, you have been inseparable all these years, and I am the one who hurts.Suddenly clenched my fists, tears couldn't stop falling, I don't want it, I don't want it, don't just hurt by one person.

Suddenly stretched his hand behind, taking advantage of Feng Yi's unpreparedness, he pushed him away forcefully.The heat was also pulled away, and the back was pulled, and I swallowed a sigh of pain.

Feng Yi was taken aback, and wanted to come over and arrest me again.I didn't dodge, I made up my mind and threw myself on him.Before he could recover, he punched his pretty face firmly.

This punch seemed to wake Feng Yi up, and it also seemed to blow out the resentment I had suppressed for many years.

As soon as his head became hot, another punch landed, Feng Yi gasped.

"Uh——" I was suddenly punched in the eye, and I shed tears in pain.

Furious, I grabbed his hair and beat him hard.Feng Yi squinted her eyes and tilted her head to one side, I missed it.The next moment, his body suddenly hit the car board, Feng Yi came over to hold me down, and landed two consecutive punches on my chest respectively.

I bowed in pain, bent my knees and slammed into his lower body, Feng Yi cleverly avoided it, and landed two more slaps on my face.

My heart ached, tears rolled down my face, and I sobbed uncontrollably.

Looking at the indifferent person in front of me, I really feel heartbroken this time.He... has always been so cruel, and never knew what it means to give in.

Feng Yi pushes me away, trying to get up.I cried and rushed over, punching him hard.

"Hmm..." The person under him snorted, blood oozing from the corner of his mouth.

Seeing the bright red liquid, I froze for a moment, and instantly sobered up a lot.Wipe away the tears, the situation at this time is really embarrassing.The long hair of the two was messy and tangled together, Feng Yi's face was bruised and purple, and blood was still oozing from the corner of his mouth.His clothes were torn apart, revealing his fair skin and attractive collarbone.

Thinking about it, I'm not much better at this time, not to mention the beating was too sudden, and we haven't even put on pants yet...

Sigh, hold your forehead.Without using martial arts, it is really naive to fight hand to hand like this.

The mood suddenly improved a lot, and it was the first time he did anything to Feng Yi since he was a child, and he seemed to have calmed down a lot.Looking down at Feng Yi, his eyes were flat and much calmer.

Looking up and looking out the window, I don't know what time it is.It's time for me to leave, even without Feng Yi, I can live a good life, right?

He wanted to get up, but unexpectedly he got entangled with his hair, pulling it tighter and tighter.I was anxious to leave here immediately, and took out a dagger from my boots, intending to cut it off.

Feng Yi stood up suddenly, put her arms around my waist, and said softly: "I'll do it." His breath sprayed on my neck, and my heart suddenly beat violently.

Looking secretly at Feng Yi, his slender hands are carefully untying his long hair.Feng Yi's eyes are soft and focused.

"Xiaojing." A gentle voice came from beside my ear.

"Just now... did it hurt?"

My heart suddenly slowed down by half a beat. I couldn't bear Feng Yi's tone of concern, and I couldn't help but get red eyes.

"I'm sorry, I went too far just now and shouldn't have treated you like that."

The tangled hair was untied, Feng Yi hugged my waist, and his legs gently rubbed against my exposed part.

Tears fell down again uncontrollably, Feng Yi leaned over and gently kissed my swollen cheek.

The more I think about it, the more wronged I feel, I blame myself for not living up to expectations, and I can't wipe away my tears no matter how hard I try.Feng Yi gently wiped my tears and told me not to cry.But I cried louder and louder, Feng Yi sighed, hugged me tightly and said softly: "Xiao Jing, what exactly do you want me to do?"

I was sobbing badly, and when I heard what he said, I said intermittently: "You never let me go, you bullied me, and said a lot of things that hurt me. Turn me around, and treat me like that just now..."

He was suddenly silent, and my last hope was shattered.Breaking his hand away, he closed his eyes in disappointment.

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