Phoenix Nirvana

Seeing Feng Yi go back to the room, I sighed softly.He quietly pushed open the door and walked to the bed in the dark.

Lying on the bed, my body seemed to be dehydrated, without any strength.From the fingertips to the heart, something is gnawing on it, numb and painful.

I don't understand, how can I be in such pain?

Closing his eyes, scenes of being bullied by Feng Yi flashed in his mind.

It was as if something had been drawn out and filled in with something else.Is that hate?I don't know, really don't know.

His nose was sore and he couldn't rub it well, so he climbed out of bed reluctantly and lit the oil lamp.

He reached out to pick up the teapot, put it near his mouth, and poured the herbal tea in big gulps.

Why?gone?

Open the lid of the teapot, and there is only some moist tea leaves in it.

Sigh, feeling bored and flustered.Putting down the teapot, putting on his clothes, he thought to himself: I have to buy some wine from Xiao Er, I hope I won't use the wine to relieve my worries and worry more.

He went to the oil lamp and put out the fire.The pungent smell of lamp oil made me frown, and the moonlight outside the window shone on the room, the floor, the bed, and the table.

Pursing his lips, he pushed the door and walked out.When passing by Feng Yi's door, he couldn't help but pause, clenched his fists, and continued to walk downstairs.

When I walked downstairs, it was strange to say that the inn, which was bustling not long ago, was deserted in a blink of an eye.

I picked the best place and asked Xiaoer for a jug of wine.Outside the window, the willows caress the running water under the moonlight, and the cool breeze blows from the window, making my hair messy by the cool breeze.

Opening the wine cork, a strong aroma wafted over, and he couldn't help but say: "Good wine." He picked up the wine jar and took a big gulp. After drinking the wine, he felt much better.

Drinking and drinking, people are slightly drunk.I can't help being sad, now that my friends are away, it's really depressing to have no one to accompany me to drink.

"Looking like someone to drink at a young age? Why? Aren't you afraid of being caught and beaten at home?" A voice came slowly, and I looked up to see a person sitting opposite me.

The man was dressed in white, holding a folding fan, with fair skin and peach blossom eyes, and the corners of his mouth were slightly curled up.The long hair is neatly tied up, and the whole body is chic and unrestrained.

"Su Ruhua?" I asked.

He nodded, waved his fan lightly, asked Xiao Er for a jug of wine, uncorked the cork, touched my wine jar lightly, and began to drink leisurely.

I remained silent, picked up the wine jar and gulped down.

"Hey, young man, it's not good to drink too much." Su Ruhua reached out to snatch the wine jar from me.

I dodged, drank the last sip of wine in the jar, and burped.Glancing at him: "I'm not young, I'm already 19 years old."

Su Ruhua shook her head helplessly.

I may be drunk, how could there be two Su Ruhua?Reaching out curiously, he missed it.Withdrew his hand in embarrassment, complaining that he couldn't drink too much.But he still called Xiao Er and asked for another jar of wine.

"Si Jing, you can't drink anymore."

I shook my head, not listening to him.Open the stopper, hold up the wine jar and pour wine into your mouth.

As I drank and drank, I couldn't help but think, when was the first time I drank?

I closed my eyes and searched hard for the memories in my mind, and then the vortex of memories gradually overwhelmed me.

I was 13 years old that day, that day Feng Yi was drinking with friends in the kiosk.He has always been self-disciplined and has an excellent capacity for alcohol.But he didn't know what happened, and passed out drunk in the gazebo.

I went to look for him, and he was the only one left drinking alone in the elegant pavilion. I saw that he was drunk, and advised him not to drink anymore.And he hugged me suddenly, lowered his head and fed me the wine in his mouth mouth to mouth.

It was the first time I drank alcohol, it tasted spicy, and the place where the wine flowed was scorching hot, and I choked and coughed violently.The drunken Feng Yi got a kick out of it, hugged me in his arms, and fed me the wine one mouthful at a time, just like that, he also fed me a pot.

When he came back to his senses, he put down the wine jar.I smiled to myself, chanting the name Feng Yi over and over again.

The vision in front of him was already blurred, and when he went to touch the wine jar again, he encountered a bare table.

"Si Jing, who are you drinking these wines for? But it's worth it?" The person opposite raised his eyebrows.

"No one, me, can I drink if I want to?" My head was muddled, and my words were a little unclear.

Su Ruhua smiled, picked up the wine glass elegantly, took a sip, put down the wine glass, and said softly: "Si Jing, let me tell you a story."

"Let's talk..." I was a little sleepy, lying on the table weakly.Not long after I lay down, there was a sudden pain in my head: "Oh, why did you hit me?" I rubbed my head dissatisfied.

Su Ruhua withdrew the fan from my head and smiled lightly: "You have to listen carefully."

"Yeah, listen, listen." I nodded my head like a pounding garlic, and fell down on the table again the next moment.

After a while, a calm voice slowly said: "Twenty years ago, a little boy was born. It seems that since he was born, he has been used as a tool by people. Everything has been arranged, and his biological mother was forced to jump. Well, he was sent to other people's family to be an adopted son. He went to the sect to learn martial arts but was bullied everywhere, and endured hardships that ordinary people could not bear. However, he felt the hard-won warmth in his adoptive father's house, and he wanted to keep it until the end It was still destroyed."

I reluctantly opened my eyes, looked at Su Ruhua who was opposite me, and asked in a daze, "Destroyed? How did you destroy it?"

Su Ruhua took a sip of wine and said, "Miemen."

I went to snatch the wine from Su Ruhua's hand, and said with a smile, "It's pretty miserable? Does it have anything to do with me?"

Su Ruhua glanced at me, was silent for a while, and then said: "The first time I saw him, it was in a remote backyard. He was sitting by the well, his eyes were red, and he looked very sad. I asked Him, why don’t you cry? You don’t feel sad when you cry. He didn’t say anything, just shook his head and continued to stare blankly at the mouth of the well. I think, it was that moment, I fell in love with his forbearance.”

I snorted disdainfully, grabbed the wine in his hand, and turned him away: "If you want me to listen to your lovesickness, you should change someone else, I'm not interested."

Su Ruhua ignored me, looked out the window, and continued: "Later, his adoptive father's family was massacred, and I hid behind the door with him, not daring to make a sound. The scene was too terrifying, and he was trembling all the time, his lips Bleeding from the bite. And his younger brother was insulted right outside the door."

younger brother?Insults at the door.Looking up at Su Ruhua in astonishment, his eyes seemed to be stained with blood.

I have seen this look.

She said embarrassingly: "You...you are the one who peeked at the door on the day when the Feng family had an accident."

Su Ruhua nodded lightly, and continued: "Afterwards, I saw him holding his younger brother and weeping sobbing. That was the first time I felt that I was a waste. I practiced martial arts for nothing, but I couldn't protect my son."

For some reason, I suddenly became irritable: "You...what is your relationship with Feng Yi?"

Su Ruhua smiled: "As you think, he and I are just a master-servant relationship. It's just Si Jing, all these years, what he has endured is beyond your imagination."

I kept silent because I knew Feng Yi's life was difficult.I also want to stay by his side, but there seems to be something between us that keeps us far apart.

Thinking of this, I was taken aback for a moment, and hurriedly asked Su Ruhua: "What does it mean that Feng Yi is being used? He is not a child of the Feng family? Then who is he? He..." A handsome face suddenly flashed in my mind, There is also the sentence: Maybe I lost.And, today... the story I heard.

Su Ruhua on the opposite side said, "Do you understand?" ' look.

I suddenly realized, I couldn't believe it: "Feng Yi's biological father is Bailihua? In other words, Feng Yi is the child of Bailihua and her father's concubine?"

Su Ruhua raised her eyebrows.

I was taken aback: "Then...then didn't he kill his own father? How could that be?"

Su Ruhua didn't answer me, took a sip of wine and said, "Since he was born, Bailihua planned to use him as a pawn to bring troubles in the world, but he didn't expect that Feng Yi would have the idea of ​​turning against the general. Probably About seven or eight years ago, I went to the old house of Baili's family, secretly released those relatives locked in the basement by Bailihua, and poured a lot of livestock blood on the ground. This was the first time Feng Yi resisted openly Thyme."

The headache is severe, how can there be such a coincidence, the story that the big man in the escort company just told during the day, and Su Ruhua told such a thing at night, could it be some kind of conspiracy?

He looked up at Su Ruhua for a few times, his expression was natural, and he couldn't see any flaws, so he couldn't help asking in doubt: "You...why are you telling me this?"

Su Ruhua smiled, and asked Xiao Er for another large jar of wine. He uncorked the wine, lay down on the mouth of the jar and sniffed it, squinting his eyes and said, "Because... I'm drunk."

Drunk?Dazed, I went to grab Su Ruhua, thinking, are you drunk?I'm just drunk.

Su Ruhua waved me away, and smiled: "Xiaojing, I'm different from you. Look at you, your face is flushed when you're drunk, and you're dangling around. But I can't tell. Actually..."

Su Ruhua lay next to my ear: "Actually... I'm already drunk."

I waved him away, and smiled: "You... you don't lie to others, and you don't... lie to me."

"Hey, my tongue doesn't work anymore, I can't understand..." I stretched out my hand to grab my tongue and pulled it hard, I frowned, it hurt so much!I can't pull it off either.

Su Ruhua patted the wine jar dangling back and forth, and said, "Si Jing...do you want to drink another jar?"

I smiled: "Okay...Okay!" I stretched out my hand to grab the wine jar: "Oh, this wine is so heavy, why can't I pull it out?"

A resentful voice came from the opposite side: "Si Jing, Jiu... over there, why are you grabbing my clothes?"

ah?I rubbed my eyes, there were two Su Ruhua dangling in front of me, looking aside, the wine on the table.I let go of Su Ruhua, just as I was about to touch the wine jar, I was taken aback for a moment, eh...how did one jar become two jars?

Pat your head and look carefully.No, it's an altar.

Um?Why are there two jars again?I was confused, I rubbed my head, don't care, just take a jar.

I grabbed the altar on the left, but it was empty.I grabbed the altar on the right again, and I was amused, hehe, I caught it.

Grabbing the wine slowly towards me, my head suddenly became dizzy, I shook it three times, I was so sleepy.

"I want to sleep, you have to drink yourself." I threw the wine to Su Ruhua in a daze.

"Pa—" the wine fell to the ground and shattered.

"Oh, my lords, what are you doing?" The second brother's shout came from not far away.

I was so sleepy that I stood up and walked forward staggeringly.

Then, I heard a familiar voice say: "I'll pay the money, please clean it up."

I tried my best to raise my head, and saw that man was dressed in black, with black hair, face...he...

Then, I fell on him, and I didn't know anything when my eyes went dark.

The author has something to say: Give myself four years, and I will work hard to do what I love.I won't insist on it if it fails for four years.How does one word come from?Enough is enough, yes, you have to learn how to stop it.I found that I have stayed up late to code words recently, and my health has deteriorated.May I be healthy and energetic every day! ! !