spooky love

Take off your shoes in the hallway, and put on straw sandals that serve as slippers.When he wiped Ryoichiro's loose shoes with an old cloth, sadness welled up in his heart, and tears flowed out.

With late return, white powder fragrance, and a cold attitude towards himself, Ryoichiro must have gone to have sex with a woman, right?Besides, Dema couldn't think any more, his chest was throbbing with pain like a wound.Although he likes his master who is younger than him, has many problems, and is like a spoiled child, but he is just a servant and a man like the other party, so Dama has been unable to express his feelings to the other party for a long time.Even if he cannot express his love for the rest of his life, he is still determined to stay by Ryoichiro's side as long as possible and do his best until he gets married.

When the feelings were reciprocated, he once wondered if it was a dream.The other party told him that he has always liked him and wooed him, and he felt like he was in heaven.Ryoichiro, as he himself said "likes him", attaches great importance to Toma, and is very gentle to him.Obviously this man has a lot of problems, he is often in a bad mood, and he gets into trouble whenever he encounters anything, but he has never treated himself rudely, and once he loses control of his emotions and utters bad words, he will definitely apologize to Dema afterwards.

The master has no money and cannot hire a maid, so he works with the intention of taking the place of the maid and his wife.Cooking and washing clothes are not too difficult, and as long as I think that I do it for Ryoichiro, I feel very happy.But even if he is happy because of being loved, the uneasiness in a corner of his heart still cannot disappear, because he knows that Ryoichiro has had relationships with several women before.

If the other party says to yourself, "It's better to be a woman", I can only give in obediently if I can't have children.

Dema hugged the leather shoes tightly to his chest, weeping.After being loved so tenderly by the other party, how could it be possible to return to the status of a servant in the past?Before mutual understanding, even if he knew about Ryoichiro's affair, he would still think "this can't be helped" and give up, but not now.It was obvious that he was jealous of the women Ryoichiro loved, and he really wanted to disappear before he exposed such an ugly face.

"what are you doing?"

Turning around, he saw Ryoichiro in pajamas standing at the entrance, and Dema didn't notice his footsteps coming down the stairs.

"Are you crying?"

He hurriedly lowered his head, wiping the tears that slid down his cheeks.The sound of footsteps approaching, Ryoichiro lightly stroked Tokuma's head.It pained him to be treated tenderly by the other party, and the tears that had been wiped away dripped and stained the floor dark.

"Why are you crying while holding my leather shoes?"

Dema shook his head as if to say "No, no, no, no!" The other party grabbed his chin and lifted it up roughly.

"Tell me! If you don't tell me, I don't know why you are crying."

Ryoichiro's eyes were full of confusion, and then he wiped away the teardrops from Dema with gentle fingers.

"Is it because I didn't eat your dinner? If there's any left over. I'll eat it tomorrow morning."

Sniffing while lowering his head, Ryoichiro roughly snatched the leather shoes that Dema was holding and threw them against the wall.Seeing the other party's fierce reaction, he was stunned. He was hugged tightly by the other party before it was too late.

"It's not the leather shoes that you should be hugging, but me?"

My chest hurts, mixed with heartache.Dema put his arms around the back of the man he loved and burst into tears.

"I cry when I'm angry, I cry when I'm gentle with you, I cry when I hold you tight...what should I do?"

Dema cried until the shoulders of the confused man's pajamas were wet, and then he finally regained his composure.

"You have someone else you like."

Hearing the sound of him squeezing out forcefully, Ryoichiro responded blankly: "Huh?"

"You are the only one I like, why did you say such a thing suddenly?"

"Anyway, I'm a man, if you don't want me, please abandon me, don't worry too much."

"Wait, did I do something?"

The other party grabbed his skirt and shook it back and forth vigorously.

"White powder..."

"What happened to the white powder?"

"Didn't you get the scent of white powder because you went to have sex with a certain woman?"

"I didn't go to find a woman to have sex, I just went to have dinner with Yuan tonight..."

Stopping in the middle of the conversation, Ryoichiro shouted as if remembering something: "That's right!"

"When I came back, I met Yuan's lover on the side of the road. She was uncomfortable and squatted on the side of the road. I had to carry her to Yuan's house. Yuan was wobbly and useless after drinking too much, so I came back. late."

Ryoichiro is born with a straight heart, doesn't know how to turn corners, and is not good at telling lies.

"Yuan's lover is both beautiful and alluring, but she wears heavy makeup. I don't like that kind of ostentatious woman."

Then he gently stroked Dema's wet cheek.

"I prefer people who only show their allure in front of me."

The shy Dema blushed and lowered his head on the spot.I clearly know that Ryoichiro is honest, but I doubt him because of some trivial matters.Even so loved, still unbelievable, Dama felt ashamed that his heart was so poor.

"I'm very sorry, very sorry."

"It's nothing to apologize for. It's also because I have a bad attitude today and I'm not considerate at all."

The other party's gentle words of comfort made him feel more empty.

"I'm really, really sorry."

"enough."

He raised his head timidly, only to see Ryoichiro's eyes showing a gentle smile.

"Do you know that you are wrong? I love you so much, yet you doubt me."

"I see."

"Then you take the initiative to kiss me."

Dema blinked hard.

"In foreign countries, kissing seems to be regarded as a ritual of reunion! You should try to kiss me too."

Before this, Ryoichiro asked him for a kiss, but Dema never took the initiative, because he felt that it was shameful for him to ask for it.

"But...but..."

"You don't want to get back with me?"

Even though he knew that the other party was teasing him, he still couldn't refuse when he was told this.Trembling, Dema gave the man he loved a feathery kiss, but Ryoichiro snatched away the unsolicited kiss.He was hugged tightly in his arms, and his tongue was twisted so that his head was blurred.

If... During the short gap of being loved, Dema thought——

If the man I like so much no longer loves him, and my love for him fades, he will die, disappear quietly, and be eaten by monsters and the like in the mountains, and then leave no trace.He felt that it was not just about death, even if there were no traces left, Ryoichiro would not feel heartache for losing himself.

In this way, he was carried directly to the second floor and loved.Ryoichiro didn't leave Dema even after the sex act ended.The western-style bed was very narrow, and the two men lying on it could only hug each other tightly like shells, so close that they could feel each other's warmth from behind, Dema was very happy.

He fell asleep for a while, and woke up feeling someone touching his cheek. The touch of being touched by his lover was like rubbing silk on his cheek, which was intoxicatingly comfortable.Moonlight came in through the window, quite bright.The moonlight is so bright, maybe you can walk outside without using a lamp.Unexpectedly, his nose itched, he sneezed "Ha Chirp", and the fingers touching his cheek stopped abruptly.

"Woke up?"

"Wake up for a while, Master Ryoichiro, can't you sleep?"

"I can't close my eyes when I have something going on in my head."

Ryoichiro sighed in Demar's ear.

"What's bothering you?"

Ryoichiro was silent for a while, then slowly opened his mouth:

"Hara suddenly told me that I don't want to go to university."

"Mr. Yuan?"

Among the students under Ryoichiro's care, Hara was considered very serious and had an unusual enthusiasm for botany.It was precisely because Ryoichiro felt this that he loved Hara very much.

"Why didn't you read it all of a sudden... Is it because something happened at home?"

Many students said that their hometown went bankrupt and they had no money to continue their studies, so they gave up their university studies.If you want to continue studying, you must spend relative money.

"If it is because of the family situation, I will accept it, but the reason seems to be that he wants to live with the woman he loves, but the student status is not proper, and he wants to leave school to work. Because the woman is beautiful, he is very disturbed and afraid Another man might snatch her away while he's procrastinating."

Tokuma moved his body rustlingly, and faced Ryoichiro.

"Is Mr. Hara's lover so beautiful?"

"It's beautiful. She's a woman so charming that she drips water. She is so beautiful that no man will let her go... But I don't like people who are ostentatious and have low morals. I don't understand. Hara’s feelings, but I have been studying until now, it’s a pity to give up. Although I think that even if I marry a wife, I can continue to study, but Hara insists on not studying.”

Ryoichiro hugged Dema roughly.

"Just a few days ago, the classroom went to the field to collect, but Yuan didn't come. I asked him the reason later, and he said he was not feeling well, so I told him: If this is the case, there is no way, don't force it, because he has lost a lot of weight recently. Later, I heard from the associate professor that Hara spent that day in the Daimaru Wu clothing store (Note 40), so I questioned him very unhappy, and it turned out that he was really picking out kimonos and obi in the store, intending to give them to women.”

It is indeed astonishing to choose a gift for a woman without learning.Moreover, De Ma couldn't hide his surprise that the serious Yuan would actually make such an appeal to emotion.

"I think that woman must be playing with her. I'm not that ignorant of the world, and I will pour cold water on other people's love, but if you choose a partner carelessly, you will suffer. When sending that woman back, I frankly told The original "give up that woman", he immediately became angry, and told me as a teacher that I never want to see