i still love you so much

In the end I didn't reply either.

Because I really don't know what to answer and how to answer.

I could only watch in silence as his eyes dimmed little by little, and finally I pushed his hand away and stood up, "The water is cold, you will catch a cold, let's rest."

Wearing wet clothes, I wrapped a bathrobe casually, went back to the bedroom, looked at Victor's sleeping face, and I smiled.

Great, I already have family.

The next day, I had to go to work, and I was worried about Victor early in the morning. Take him to work. I don’t have time to take care of him.

Ke Luo proactively said that he would help take care of Victor, so I don't have to worry.Victor sensiblely agreed, with a serious face that would never disturb daddy, so cute that I hugged and kissed him several times.

I was short on time, and I didn't worry too much about it. There were no good restaurants near the apartment, so I told Ke Luo that I would come back at noon and take Victor to eat near the company, and then drove away in a hurry.

When I arrived at the company, I briefly explained yesterday's accident (deleted and revised version), to satisfy the curiosity of these people, and then started to work.

Buried in the pile of documents, before I knew it, it was almost noon.

I was thinking about taking Victor to dinner, but there were people who refused to leave, and it was no use hinting.

It was someone who had cooperated and made friends back then, but unfortunately, I don’t know if it was bad luck, the more he got worse, the worse it was, this time it was my nostalgia for helping him.

He was probably relieved when the matter was over, and the sour taste in his words became more and more serious. It seems that this person's frustration is not all a matter of luck, and there is no need to see you next time.

I was thinking about whether to leave directly, when the assistant knocked on the door with a weird smile and came in, "Mr. LEE, someone is picking you up for dinner."

Victor poked his head out from the door.

saved!

I got up quickly, "I'm really sorry, I have an appointment with someone first, let's talk next time," asked the assistant lady, "Send this gentleman out."

The man's face was a little unhappy, "Since you are a busy person, LEE, I don't have the nerve to waste your time." Turning around, he saw Ke Luo standing behind Victor, thinking of something, his tone was quite happy, "Said Come on LEE, didn’t you chase a boy four or five years ago, and begged me to find a good job in LA, why did you say no to it in the end? That’s right, people like the new and dislike the old, not to mention young people, they always like the same young and beautiful .” He glanced at me as if in a demonstration, and went out under the stare of the assistant lady.

Damn it, even if I'm old, do you think you're more handsome than me, a bald, pot-bellied man?

Victor ran over and hugged my leg, "I don't like that man, he is very rude to daddy!" He looked a little angry, puffed up, and very cute.

I patted his head, "Well, daddy won't see him again, he's just a poor guy, don't be unhappy about him. Let's go, daddy will take you to eat delicious food."

Ke Luo followed closely behind us, passed the gossiping eyes of everyone in the office, and went down to the parking lot. He still couldn't hold back and asked, "Mo Yan... the person he's talking about, is it me?"

I rolled my eyes towards the sky, and answered him without turning my head, "No."

Ke Luo brought it here by car, and I was the one to drive it to the restaurant. When I adjusted the rearview mirror, I saw his eyes were red. Why did it look like I bullied him?Shame on me, okay!

An improved Vietnamese restaurant, Victor had a great time eating, and I was also happy.

During the period, I received a condolence call from Samantha, and I felt very attached to my friend's kindness.

Ke Luo was silent the whole time. After eating, he asked Ke Luo to drive Victor home, and I took a taxi back to the law firm.

If there is no accident, Victor will live with me in the future, which will definitely bring about earth-shaking changes in my life, and I must start thinking about what to do in the future.

A week later, the police station confirmed the identities of Victor and me as father and son, and informed me to go through the formalities. In addition to Victor’s social security needs to be transferred, there are also unsettled items left in Vera’s will for Victor and me. Philippine heritage, and a letter.

The letter said that she had a premonition that she would be entangled with her husband until the moment of death, and that she would die soon, and she apologized to Victor and me, but her world is only her lover, if she dies together as she expected , is also happiness, don't be sad for her.

I just found out that Vera was also carrying a gun that day, so I thought of dying together.This couple is so crazy that I am speechless.

In the whole article, besides sorry, there is only one sentence to my son, please take good care of him.

I thought about destroying the letter, but in the end I didn't.When Victor grows up, I will give it to him. After all, it is the only thing left by his mother.

At the suggestion of the police, I took Victor to a psychiatrist I knew well for psychological counseling.The doctor believes that due to the long-term neglect of his mother and the abuse of his "father", on the one hand, he is extremely defensive and yearns for family affection. left him with deep psychological trauma.The doctor suggested that I satisfy Victor's dependence on me and slowly calm down his insecurity. As for other aspects, there is no need to worry. Victor's intelligence and precociousness are beyond his years, "LEE you should Go to church and say a good prayer, thanking God for your care."

I am proud and distressed.

After meeting Victor, I seem to have used up all the distressed parts of my life.

Victor didn't care about anything else, he just followed me closely, and at the moment all the formalities were completed, he hugged me and didn't let go.

I picked him up and kissed his forehead, "let's go home."

Come back home.

Ke Luo's hand injury is almost healed, so he still stays at my house, I just take care of a free nanny, it's not for nothing.

This day is the anniversary of the founding of my alma mater, and the invitation for the alumni party was sent to my mailbox early in the morning. The venue is the exclusive bar next to the school.I feel that I am doing well now, so I am full of energy and formally dressed to attend.

Toasting to each other, pushing glasses and changing cups, the relationship network of the law school is not comparable to other majors. After a party, although I gained a lot, I was too tired because of the constant concentration. When I walked out of the bar door, the wind blew in and felt cool. Only to find that the clothes were already wet with sweat.

Ke Luo insisted on coming to pick me up, and I drank a lot, so I simply let myself enjoy this little care.

"Mo Yan?"

I was a little drowsy and leaned against the streetlight at the entrance of the bar. When I opened my eyes, it was Ke Luo.

God must be partial to their family. Lu Feng is still handsome in his [-]s, and Ke Luo has lost his boyish delicacy and grown into an excellent man.

He is fine with everything.

24 years old, just a good age, not to mention, he is much better than his peers.When I was his age, I was full of enthusiasm for finishing my studies and full of longing for the future. It will be almost 20 years in a flash.

I told him to get off the car, threw the car on the side of the road, and took him for a walk at the school where his father was studying.

"This is the building of Eric and Lufeng's school. They are old enemies with our law school. Lufeng is a legend. Later, when I went to help Lufeng in the company, I was ridiculed as a traitor to the enemy."

"There used to be a hamburger here, it was delicious, and every night in the small restaurant of the dormitory, I could smell the smell of their home delivery."

"This is the library, where I spend the most time in college."

……

"This is a place where gays made friends back then, but not many people used to go there. After all, the general environment is not as relaxed as it is now."

Ke Luo cooperated with me patiently, asking two questions from time to time, looking interested.

"Then did Uncle LEE have a boyfriend in school?"

"Where do you dare? It's not easy to mix with Asians, and it's even more difficult to be known as gay."

"What about after graduation?"

I dug into my pocket and found exactly two coins.

"You have a lot of questions, please be quiet. This is the famous wishing pool in the school. Kid, do you want to make a wish?"

"Uncle LEE, have you ever made a wish here?"

"I tossed a coin once during graduation."

"So, did it happen?"

I looked at him, the dim light of the street lamp made this warm man look even more attractive, as if emitting light.

"I'm too greedy, I made a lot of wishes at once, but I can't say that they didn't come true."

Ke Luo closed his eyes and muttered silently, then threw the coin into the bottom of the pool.

I then dropped it in.

At that time, a group of drunks who graduated, under the instigation of one of them, lined up in a spectacular row, jokingly made wishes, and the coins were thrown into the pool with a swish sound.After all, I was young and frivolous, and I was not greedy enough. Apart from a successful career, fame and fortune, I also wanted a perfect lover.

Unexpectedly, almost half of it has been achieved. It can be regarded as a successful career, a little bit of fame and fortune, and a perfect lover.

Enough to be considered effective.

I said to the wishing pool in my heart, since I was given a discount last time, allow me to be greedy again. This time I hope my family is well, Victor is healthy and happy, and the person around me is safe and well.

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