Love you as life

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"But I will miss you." An An suddenly didn't want to leave.

"An'an will find a lot of good friends in it, as well as a lot of gentle teachers. Huh?"

"But they're all different from you."

"Would you like everyone to be like Wen Qing?"

"Of course I don't like it anymore, no one can be like you." An An looked at me seriously, and told me like an adult: "You wait for me here after school, remember?"

"Well, I remember, I will wait for you here obediently!" I kissed her round face.

When school was over, An An came out without a word. I crouched down and hugged her, looked into her worried eyes, and asked:

"What's wrong with Ann?"

An An didn't speak, she stretched out her little hand to brush the long hair next to my ear, tears fell one by one.

"An An, talk to Wen Qing, huh?"

"I can't grow long hair anymore, the teacher told us to cut our hair short." She cried even more sadly.

"Oh, An An is a lovely child, any hair cut is beautiful!" I wiped away her tears.

"But, I want to be like you." An An's tears still flowed down her face like a small river.

"Then Wenqing cut her hair too, so we will be the same."

"No, I like your hair." An An immediately shook her head, hugged my neck tightly, and buried her little face in my long hair.

"Your hair is very fragrant, I like your fragrant hair." This lovely person murmured in my ear.

The next day, An An and I went to the barber shop in the city and had the same short haircut.When we went back, An An grabbed the two strands of hair we had cut off and said:

"I'm going to put them in my case, they're our history."

"I like the way you have long hair. But short hair looks good too." Xiao Ling walked up to me and looked at me closely.I was in a trance for a moment, feeling a few moments of jet lag.

Well, you like my long hair, of course I know, you sleep on it every time we are together, you call it your "blue silk pillow".

"Why don't you get married? Wenqing, why don't you get married?" Xiaoling's breath surrounded me tightly.

"Xiaoling..." I stood up, and if I sat down again, I was worried that I would suffocate.

"Wenqing, is it because of me? You said that you will only love one person in your life..." Xiaoling suddenly hugged me tightly, pressing her plump and soft body tightly into my arms.What a familiar taste it used to be, what a taste it used to intoxicate me, but now I don't need it anymore, not only don't need it, but also have a little resistance.

"Xiao Ling." I grabbed her arms on both sides, trying to pull her away.

"Don't be so cruel to me!" She hugged me tighter and started to cry.It used to make me feel distressed and heartbroken and cry, but I was as indifferent as a piece of wood.

After a while, Xiao Ling calmed down. My indifference hurt her self-esteem. She said angrily:

"Wen Qing, you have changed! Why are you so indifferent, why are you so ruthless! You think it's fun to take revenge on me and torture me, don't you!"

"Xiao Ling, you should go home." I said.Yes, I have changed, I was thinking of another girl in front of you, and once you were the only one in my world.

"Whether I go home or not is my own business! How can you be sure that the call was made by my husband? My husband is a very well-mannered, respectful and loving person. How could he do such a rude thing!" Ling's eyes were like two cold sharp swords, piercing towards me sharply.

"Okay, we all have our own lives, so let's not meet again in the future." I sighed.

"Do you think I really want to meet you? You found it yourself!" Her face changed again.

"How do you explain your article?" I got angry.

"What happened to my article? Do you think it was written for you? Don't be too sentimental! I didn't even know that you Wenqing was a great literati there, and I didn't even know which article was your masterpiece!" Xiaoling gritted her teeth, " I thought the culture in this old place was so prosperous, but I found so many nasty and disgusting things when I went in!"

I have nothing to say.It was she who changed, and I didn't know her at all!

"Xiao Ling, are you happy?" I couldn't help asking.

"Of course! I am very happy! Thank you for your concern."

"That's good. I'm leaving." I can no longer pry open the true heart of this extremely self-respecting and extremely contradictory woman, and I feel extremely tired, and I can't stay in this depressed place for another second.

"Boom!" There was a violent door slamming behind me.

I didn't expect our reunion to be like this.

Xiaoling, is this Xiaoling who has been with me for ten years?The resentment I have accumulated for many years is gradually diminishing. I have no reason to hate a person who is extremely strong on the outside but extremely fragile and sad on the inside.

[-]. If life is only as it was first seen

On the night I came back from Xiaoling, I fell ill.Dreaming all night.

I was washing my feet by a small river, and I heard a girl calling my name downstream. Looking back, Xiaoling was smiling at me, waving, and her light pink skirt was fluttering.As soon as I stood up, Xiaoling slipped into the river and disappeared in an instant. I yelled and ran downstream, slipped and fell on the stones by the river, with wet moss all over my body...

I walked and walked on the mountain, looking for something that was lost, I didn't know what it was, but I was flustered, and I was about to cry when I found it.But the mountains were covered with fog, and every time I passed by, those straight trees would all grow criss-cross branches, like arms of all sizes, blocking me in front of me.I heard a sigh, very slight but distressing, that familiar sigh made me afraid, as if that was what I was looking for, I screamed and screamed as I ran, the branches were covered with bloodstains on my arms... …

I was sitting under the peach tree reading, when suddenly a person ran up and blindfolded me from behind, I grabbed her hand and put it to my lips, stood up and turned around to hold her in my arms, that was me Xiao Ling, she raised her head to ask for my kiss.We just hugged and kissed for a long time, like a century.Suddenly, I felt that the person in my arms became cold and hard, and the skin was so rough... I opened my eyes and found that I was holding a peach tree, and there was no one around.I was covered in cold sweat and shouted in panic, but the world was so silent, only my echo was ringing in a panic...

I am singing in the clouds, flying with the bird, not a bird, but a fairy, she has a pair of passionate eyes, and she stretches out her soft hand to hold me and fly together.Somehow, leaves and vines began to grow on my arms. I looked at the fairy next to me in surprise, only to find that it was a wild man with branches and leaves, staring at me with sharp protruding eyes.I was taken aback, and hurriedly swung my arm. I finally broke free from him, and suddenly found that his other arm was tightly clamping a person, and he went away through the clouds.The person caught was Xiao Ling!I was in a hurry and flapped my wings vigorously, but I couldn't fly anymore. I yelled and pedaled, and fell from a high altitude suddenly, and fell into a valley. There were bare dead trees everywhere around the valley. It was full of lush green grass, and I fell down in the grass, crying loudly...

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The next morning, my mother woke me up, and I realized that I was covered in sweat and my hair was all wet.Mom said she heard me talking nonsense, so she opened the door and came in.

My mother said that I had a high fever and wanted to take me to see a doctor. I refused to go, and suddenly I was afraid to go out, so I wanted to hide in bed.

"Wenqing, what's the matter? Do you feel uncomfortable?" Mom worriedly took my hand.

"I'm afraid." I shrank into my mother's arms.

"What are you afraid of? Silly boy! Did you have a nightmare just now?" Mom put her arm around my shoulder.

"Hmm." I was like a child.

"Where did you go last night? It seems that you have been absent-minded since you came back. You are still sick now."

"Walking...it's too late, I'm foggy...you've got a cold..." My whole body was exhausted, as if my skin and bones were sore.

"There are still ten drops of water at home. Take a hot bath, take some medicine, and sleep well to see how it goes. Okay?" Mom stroked my wet hair.

I am almost 70 years old, and I am still worrying about a 40-year-old "child daughter". How much bitterness should there be under the clear and resolute expression of my mother.

"Okay." I agreed and got up, I had to find a way to adjust myself.

After sleeping all morning, I felt much better by lunch time, but I was still sore all over.

As soon as I went back to my room and lay down, my sister-in-law came with her two children.

The second brother's two children, one has just graduated from the third year of junior high school, and the other is only eight years old, both are girls.My sister-in-law is a middle school classmate of my elder brother who is a few years older than me. We have studied together in a key middle school in the county for six years, and we are familiar with and close to each other.

"Second aunt, I just bought a copy of your magazine "Qingcheng Feng". Your article "June Chrysanthemum" is so beautiful!" The sun caressed the ground with golden fingers, and wild chrysanthemums bloomed in the green grass Sunshine smiled brightly, and with a wave of his sleeves, the field was full of golden yellow, that is the vast and vast chrysanthemum field...'It’s so beautiful!" Wen Yue, the eldest daughter of my second brother, leaned on my desk, where my morning Bought daisies for a few days and they are still fresh.

"Oh, is it the latest magazine?" I didn't know it was in print.

"Yeah, haven't you seen it yet?" Wen Yue was a little surprised.

"Well, I haven't been to the Federation of Literary and Art Circles for several days."

"There's one named Aiwen, I don't think I've seen it before, and her articles are also very beautiful, but I don't quite understand them."

"Yeah, have you finished watching it all?"

"No, I just read the two of you. Your articles are listed together. After reading yours, I will read hers. But she is definitely not as good as Second Aunt's!" Wen Yue giggled.

"That's absolutely." I winked at her.

"Second aunt, you are not modest!" Second brother's youngest daughter Wen Jun criticized me in a milky voice.

"Wen Jun, can Second Aunt tell you a story?" I turned to the villain.

"Okay." Wen Jun was very happy.

"One day, Wen Jun was doing math homework with a little pig, and the teacher came over, and she asked: 'Wen Jun, you and the little pig are both great, now I have to choose one of you to participate in the Olympiad, what do you think? Which one of you is better?" Wen Jun said, "I think Piggy is better"..."

Wen Jun stood there in a daze, while Wen Yue had already swayed from side to side with a smile.

"Second Aunt! I must be better than Little Pig! You bully me!" Wen Jun finally called out.

"Who bullied our classmate Wen Jun?" sister-in-law Yang Xiaohong came in.

"Mom, my second aunt looks down on me! She said that piglets are better than me!" Wen Jun complained immediately.

We couldn't help laughing out loud.

"The second aunt said that if we think we are good, we should say it loudly and proudly. Wen Jun must be better than Xiaozhu, just like the second aunt is better than Aiwen." I pulled the wronged villain, "It's not being immodest, it's called self-confidence." I kissed her on the face.

Wen Jun's anger dissipated, and she suddenly realized: "Oh, we have to be a confident person. Right, Second Aunt?"

"Well, yes! Confidence makes us happy!" I patted her head.

"Aiwen? Wenqing, who is it?" asked the sister-in-law.

"Oh, an author," I said.

"Okay, you two go to play with your grandparents. Second aunt is not feeling well, so don't disturb her." The sister-in-law drove the two children out, and then closed the door.

"What's the matter? Why did you suddenly have a fever? You seem to be very worried, so it's easier to say it, ah?" My sister-in-law sat on the sofa next to my bed, and she also treated me like a child.

"I went to see Xiaoling last night." I leaned on the bed and closed my eyes.

"Oh? What's the matter?" Sister-in-law was a little nervous.

"It's nothing, I feel very tired." I don't want to go into details.

"I met her today."

"Oh?" I opened my eyes and looked at my sister-in-law.

"I met her by accident. I think she's weird. I can't describe it." The sister-in-law lowered her head ponderously, "I went back to school in the morning to find Principal Yang, who was your former high school class teacher, and I wanted to know about the first class of the new high school. I met Xiaoling in the principal's office." My sister-in-law looked up at me.

I am waiting for her next words.

"When she saw me coming in, she immediately greeted me warmly, invited me to sit down like a host, and poured me tea. She excitedly talked about her life with Principal Yang in front of me. She seemed very successful and happy , has a successful career, her husband is considerate, and her children are well-behaved. She also said that the company run by her husband is expanding its business. She came back to investigate whether there is an investment market here. Seeing her talking and laughing happily, it feels like living in heaven, but it always gives me... ...It felt like nothingness. Seeing that she didn't intend to leave, I talked to the principal about me and left first." The sister-in-law rested her chin on her hand.

"I went to find a former colleague when I left the principal's office. When I came out, I met her on the school road. She also saw me, but she seemed to be a different person suddenly. She was very indifferent. I greeted her She also ignored it. How could this person be like this?" The sister-in-law put down her hands and leaned on the sofa. "Also, I heard from Wenhua last time that she seems to be divorced... I'm confused."

"Well, I felt the same way last night, as if several people appeared in front of me at the same time." I thought of the ever-changing Xiao Ling, "This situation is very bad and dangerous. I don't know what kind of life she is leading." I closed my eyes again.

"Wen Qing, are you worried about her again? She chose her own life, and there is nothing we can do about it." My sister-in-law shook my hand.

"Egwene is her."

"Aiwen? Is it Xiaoling?" The sister-in-law was surprised.

"Well, she has submitted an article to our magazine."

"Wenqing, Xiaoling is not an easy woman, you have to protect yourself. Human, how could she change so much... I remember how cute she was when we first met!"

Yes, it would be great if life were just like the first time you saw it.

I was 12 years old that year and just entered the first grade of junior high school. I rode the bicycle that my father rewarded me and ran to my new school excitedly.On the mud-covered slope approaching the school, I tried my best to push up, but when I was going downhill, I couldn't stop the car, and the car bumped and slid down at a fast speed.

"Ouch—" A sharp female voice roared backward beside me.When I finally stopped the car, I turned around and saw a girl squatting on the side of the road with her white dress scattered on the ground.

I ran over in a hurry, and it turned out that a stone flew up from the wheel I was speeding past and hit her calf. Because the stone was flying too fast, a green and red bag was hit on her leg.I froze there for a while, at a loss, and finally she said: "You help me up!" I came to my senses, hurriedly helped her up, and said awkwardly that I would ride her to the hospital. She looked at her with bright big eyes. After a while, I suddenly laughed and said, "You ride me back to school, I don't like going to the hospital!"

"Oh." I obediently helped her into my car, and rode her crookedly back to school.Along the way, she hugged my waist tightly and shouted, "Ah! Don't go too fast! Don't go too fast!..."

After that, we went to school together every day, and after school, I rode her, and she hugged my waist tightly. We ran on that road for six years.

That is me and my classmate Xiaoling.

[-]. Children are mother’s treasures

My sister-in-law was worried about me, so she brought her two children to live here for a few days.

The family has not been so lively for a long time. Mom and Dad are busy all day long.

Early in the morning, my mother went to the market to buy everyone's favorite rice rolls, taro cakes, and rice pods, and then she was busy cooking a big pot of soup.My mother is good at making Laohuo soup, and thinks that it must be boiled for two or three hours to be nutritious and delicious, so every day when we wake up, the table is full of breakfast, and the casserole on the gas stove is "booming" in the steaming heat. "The sound of the ground, that is the rhythmic sound of the casserole lid knocking in the steam.A strong fragrance has already filled the room.When we had breakfast, my mother came back excitedly, bringing all kinds of meat and vegetables.My mother thinks that soup should be cooked early, and meat and vegetables should be picked slowly, so she has to go to the market twice every morning.When we were almost done eating, she sat down to breakfast.

Dad took Wenyue and Wenjun to the nearby forest for morning exercise early in the morning, and asked them to play in the yard together when they got home. In fact, he wanted the granddaughters to appreciate the fruits of his labor.He would say: "Wen Yue, look how tall this mango tree planted by grandpa is! And this longan tree, wow! Tsk tsk tsk! What a beautiful longan! Come, eat a few, it's so sweet! !” Then he climbed onto the branch, tiptoed and pinched his mouth, picked off some of the largest longan, put them in Wen Yue’s hands, and said, “Look, how beautiful it is! Try it, it’s definitely better than the ones bought in the market. It’s delicious! Well, pick it after you eat it, huh?” Then he turned around and picked up the eight-year-old Wen Jun: “Come on, Wen Jun, grandpa will pick you up, wow, what a big star fruit! Which one do you like? Wow, look, it's full of trees!" Then he lifted up the already big granddaughter with great effort, opened his mouth round, and followed Wenjun's "click" movement of unscrewing the carambola, and he immediately pinched the fruit Yuanyuan's mouth was opened wide, and he couldn't stop laughing.

After waking up from the afternoon nap, Dad will play two games of chess with Wen Yue under the tree, and ask Wen Jun to tell him two stories, and then say: "Wow, the story Wen Jun told today is very nice! Grandpa wants to give you a Reward, shall we ride a bumper car? Or buy a storybook?" While teasing her granddaughter, she walked out.

After dinner, Dad took Wenyue and Wenjun to water the vegetables, flowers and trees together.At seven o'clock, he will sit down and watch the news on time, while educating his two granddaughters: "Come on, sit down and watch, too. You must know the important affairs of the country, so that you can broaden your horizons and make continuous progress..."

Mom has been busy all day, and she must enjoy the TV series in the evening. After watching it, she will come to my room and chat with me and my sister-in-law.

"A family needs old people and children to be like a family. Sister Hong, thank you for giving birth to two precious granddaughters for my parents!" I said to my sister-in-law.

"If the two guys are here every day, Mom and Dad will be exhausted!" The sister-in-law smiled and glanced at her mother.

"Why are you tired? Even if you are tired, you are still very happy!" Mom smiled heartily.

"What will happen if Wen Jing, Wen Jing and the eldest brother's children all come back?" I said.They each have three children.

"Wow, that's good! Seeing the house full of children and grandchildren, all of them shouting from grandparents, how happy!" Mom made a hug gesture with her mouth open and her arms outstretched.

"Eleven children, eleven adults, Mom, this meal is not easy for you!" The sister-in-law was also infected by her mother's happiness, as if they really all got together and were planning how to buy vegetables and cook. .

"Hahaha, I'm really dizzy! Then each family will take turns to do it." Mom said.

"Mom, it was so hard back then, have you ever thought about giving away two of these so many children?" I looked at my mother with a smile.

"Think about it, I almost sent you and Wen Jing away."

"Really?"

"Yeah, I didn't even have enough to eat at that time, and I worried all day long about how to feed these mouths, whether I would have money to buy salt this month, whether I could let the children eat meat..."

"Then why didn't you give it away later?" I teased my mother.

"Later, I don't want to give it up. Seeing that our Wenqing is so cute and beautiful, and our Wenjing is so lively and cute...how can I give up!" Mom squinted and smiled at me, "Fortunately I didn't give it away! It's so good to give it away. Where can I find my daughter!" Mom turned around and hugged me, and shook her head against mine a few times.

"Mom, have you always favored Wenqing? It seems that you are not that close to Wenhua!" The sister-in-law said deliberately sour.

"Five fingers must be long or short," my mother opened a hand, "I just gave birth to five children, Wenhua is the third child, wow, the longest!" Mom cried.

"Mom, it was actually better for you to send me away." I was suddenly in a daze.

"Silly girl, you talk stupid things all day long!" Mom grabbed my hand.

"That's right, I am the only one who is not good among five children." I was very frustrated.

"Who says you are not good! You were the most obedient when you were young. You would obediently say 'um' to whatever you were asked to do. You did it carefully and well." Mom looked at me with a smile.

"Every child is like this." It is estimated that everyone likes when mother tells about their childhood.

"Where is it, Wen Jing will cut corners, Wen Jing will negotiate the price. Wen Jing will talk back and quarrel, Wen Jing will lie, but you don't know anything, and when you are wronged, you will only cry secretly."

"That's because I'm timid, I'm afraid you will hit me!" I laughed.

"You won't run away if you hit you, just stand there obediently and beat me. When you beat me, I thought in my heart, how can such a good child continue to beat me, so I let you go." Mom Tighten my hand and laugh.

"Be good like this! You're so stupid!"

"Your father likes to take you with him wherever he goes, just because you are good. Wen Jing and Wen Jing are so jealous!"

"Well, but I was the one who was most angry with Dad later." I looked sad, and the scene from 19 years ago appeared in my mind again: "I always thought you were the most sensible and well-behaved, but I didn't expect you to do such an ugly thing! You have ruined the entire family and disgraced me! Cut off contact with Xiao Ling immediately! Otherwise, don’t enter this family again! We don’t have a daughter like you!” The father’s veins were exposed, his face was flushed, and he was shaking with anger... …

"Silly daughter, the child is the heart and soul of the parents, and they belong to the women." The mother's smile disappeared, "Don't think about the past, ah?"

"I am 40 years old, and I still make you worry. I used to think that it would be okay to lose one of my parents with so many children. So when my father asked me to leave, I felt that it relieved you of a big burden. I don't feel angry anymore, thinking that if I die, I will be more pure." I lowered my head.

"Don't say any more, we're sorry for you." Mom hugged me, "You must not do such a stupid thing! You know? You can't even think about it!" Mom's voice changed.

"Wen Qing—" the sister-in-law frowned and winked at me.

"Mom, I'm sorry! I'm talking nonsense! That's all my previous thoughts, and I definitely won't do it now. Just now I was talking... I became stupid..." I patted my mother on the back hard.Who knew that my mother was really sad, she hugged me tightly and refused to let go, sobbing slowly:

"You promise me...don't do anything stupid...huh?"

"Well! I swear!" I kissed my mother hard on the neck, "The second child is very bad today, please hit her!" I asked my mother to sit upright, then lowered my head, lowered my hands, and secretly glanced Mom glanced.

"You bastard!" Mom didn't know whether to laugh or cry, and deliberately raised her hand.

"Ah—" I screamed.

"What happened?" Dad rushed in.

"We are rehearsing Wen Qing's new script!" said the sister-in-law.

"Wen Qing, don't talk to your mother like that in the future. You don't know how heartbroken you are as a parent when you hear those words. Children are the flesh and blood of their parents. They often write like this when they are studying, but after becoming a parent themselves, I can't say that. I will really understand what 'flesh and blood' means. In the hearts of parents, children's lives are far more important than their own." My sister-in-law said when I was alone in the room at night.

"Well, I went too far just now. I've been in a bad mood for the past few days, and my mood is very unstable, so I just want to talk nonsense. Is this a subconscious revenge mentality?" I was very regretful.

"Don't go so deep, don't make yourself too tired. But, Wen Qing, you should be more active and find yourself a partner! It doesn't matter if it's a man or a woman. It's too lonely to live alone. If you are sick, you need someone to take care of you. Mom and Dad are most worried about this." Sister-in-law sighed.

I am silent.

"Can't you let Xiaoling go?" My sister-in-law looked at me suspiciously.

I shook my head.

"Then you are completely desperate for feelings?"

I still shook my head.

"Why the hell? Any other girls?"

I don't respond.

"Wen Qing, tell me, I will try my best to help you if you have any questions!" The sister-in-law looked at me earnestly.

"I'll tell you when I'm a little quieter, okay?" I'm still in a mess right now.

"Okay. Remember that no matter what you encounter, we will help you, and we will support you in whatever you do!" Sister-in-law said firmly.

[-]. Past life and present life

My sister-in-law stayed at our house for three days, and my illness has basically recovered, and my mood has also stabilized.My sister-in-law bought me a bunch of chrysanthemums every day, and filled all the places in the house where flowers could be placed. In the end, I brought back a few small pots of white chrysanthemums and yellow chrysanthemums. As a result, the house was full of chrysanthemum fragrance.My mother said: "It's different when the technology is advanced. In the past, there were chrysanthemums only in autumn, but now they are available all year round, and there are all kinds of flowers!"

I thought, why did the owner of the fragrant flower shop become "wild"? Her flower shop has always sold delicate and luxurious flowers. Mixing chrysanthemums together should not be a good match.

"Wen Qing, come to the Federation of Literary and Art Circles, there is a big happy event today!" He Yuewen called after breakfast.

"Oh, what a happy event?" I asked.

"Let's talk about it when you come! This is a surprise! An absolute surprise!" He Yuewen said.

"Who do you think this is?" Before stepping into the gate, He Yuewen stood up and yelled at me.

A light green tank dress with a ponytail easily pulled back.

Xiaoling sat in my seat.

"Didn't you think so? Our talented girl Yong fell from the sky after disappearing for more than 20 or [-] years! She even wants to give you a special surprise, so she doesn't just come to your house first!" He Yuewen looked at my reaction excitedly.

"Wen Qing, don't you know me?" Yong Xiaoling looked at me, her smiling eyes were like two bays of spring water rippling.

"How could it be! You are talented women and good friends who were envied by the whole world back then! You are so good that people suspect you are gay!" He Yuewen laughed loudly, "Hey, Wen Qing, you won't be so excited?" Qian Yan Wanyu doesn't know where to start, isn't it? Hehehe..." He Yuewen's voice echoed throughout the room.

"Xiaoling..." I finally spoke.

"Hahaha..." Following He Yuewen's laughter, Xiaoling stood up, and she came over and took my hand, saying:

"Fool, don't stand still, come here!"

Xiaoling led me to my desk, only to find that there were two white and fragrant lilies in the porcelain vase with chrysanthemums on my desk.

"It's all right now, the two masters are working together again, and our publication will definitely be more impressive!" He Yuewen looked like an idiot today.

"Wen Qing, aren't you happy to see me again? Are you angry with me for leaving without saying goodbye for nearly 20 years?" Xiaoling shook my hand, "I went back to Xinjiang immediately after graduating from university, because my hometown had It's urgent, I was looking for you later, but you seem to have disappeared, what's going on?" Xiaoling looked at me sincerely.

"You don't know this yet? Wen Qing and...hehehe, Wen Qing should be the one to tell the truth." He Yuewen snorted.

"Sister Wen, people say that you used to..." Little Xingxing couldn't help it, and walked over, "Well, you have a very romantic story..."

"Yeah, I eloped with a man, and I ran away for 11 years." I took her words, this is a "fact" known to the public, and it was told by my father to outsiders 18 years ago.

"Really? So romantic?" Xiaoling's eyes widened in surprise, "How are you doing now? You must be very happy!"

Suddenly the lively voices around me disappeared.

"Hehehe, extremes lead to opposites, we are separated now." I said with a smile.

"Hey, what did you guys do? This doesn't seem like a topic of reunion after a long absence!" Qiuping interrupted.

"It doesn't matter, we are old classmates and old friends. Wenqing is a bold and open-minded person. Isn't this the reputation you gave me?" I continued to smile.

"Xiaoling, you don't know that after Wen Qing came back, she gave us a lot of help to the Federation of Literary and Art Circles. Her articles are majestic, profound and concise, much more mature than before." He Yuewen praised me exaggeratedly. An ordinary "author" in a small town.

"Of course, Wenqing has always been so good." Xiaoling said proudly, "Can you give me some of your publications as a gift? I want to read them carefully!"

"Of course no problem, as much as you want!" He Yuewen said briskly.

"Well, how long have you been back? Didn't you leave so soon? You can't just catch up with Wenqing, there are also a group of old schoolmates. We take turns to treat you to dinner!" He Yuewen said.

"Okay, I must reunite with you and have a great time!" Xiaoling's face was full of joy.

"By the way, did you come back alone? Or did you come back with your husband and children?" He Yuewen asked suddenly.

"I came back by myself. My husband's public company is expanding its business and is very busy. The child is still young, so I can't enjoy it when I bring it back. You know I am very playful and afraid of trouble."

"It seems that your life is very happy." He Yuewen became interested in Xiaoling's current situation.

"Yeah, I also think I'm very lucky and happy. My husband takes good care of me and supports me." Xiaoling looked like a happy little woman.

"I heard that you are a teacher at a university in City B? Are you at the professor level?" He Yuewen admired, "A woman like you is so rare."

"Hehe, it's okay, anyway, I'm quite satisfied."

"When will you invite us to attend a class taught by Professor Yong?"

"Hey, Editor-in-Chief He, are you excited enough? Ms. Yong is looking for Wenqing to catch up on the old days. You seem to be taking the lead." Qiuping interjected again.

"Hehehe, when we meet old friends, it is inevitable that we will get so excited that we will get carried away." He Yue said "apologize" to me politely, "Master Wen Qing has a lot of people. Now go catch up on the old days. There is a very good dessert shop by the Qingjiang River, which is very romantic. of."

The water of the Qingjiang River reflects bright white light, and the long row of tall willows by the river hangs straight with black silk, and there are cicadas singing.

We walked along the river, I didn't speak, and neither did Xiao Ling.

After we left the Federation of Literary and Art Circles, we didn't say a word, we just walked straight forward, and we came to the riverside without knowing it. The "very sentimental" dessert shop was waiting for us with "sweet" smiles. He ignored it and walked past it.

"Qingjiang hasn't changed much, it's still the same as before." Xiaoling said quietly.

Yeah, it hasn't changed, it's just that things are different.I said in my heart.

"Maybe you should go home first?" I looked at the river.

"I will deal with my own family affairs." Xiaoling was a little displeased.

"Is your sir... all right?" I asked.

"Very good." Still very stubborn tone.

"That flower shop is very beautiful! It's very unique." Xiaoling pulled me.

"First Love" opened the door.

"First Love" is full of brilliant chrysanthemums inside and out.

In "First Love", the other kind of flower girl stands among the chrysanthemum bushes.

She "looked" at me.

Suddenly I wanted to cry, for no reason.An'an, why can't I see you when I clearly feel that you are here?How could you accidentally let your "god" be stolen?

We walked to the brilliant chrysanthemum, it should be me who walked to the brilliant chrysanthemum, now only the chrysanthemum is left in my heart.

"Very fragrant daisies! Such fragrant wild chrysanthemums!" Xiaoling bent over in surprise, smelling back and forth among the flowers.I stood numbly, staring blankly, not knowing what I was looking at, and my heart seemed to be completely empty.

The big black "eyes" of the flower shop girl looked back and forth between Xiaoling and me, then turned and walked into the shop.

Xiaoling bought a lot of chrysanthemums, choosing some of various varieties and colors.I took a small chrysanthemum with green stamens and white petals.It was Xiaoling who paid the money. She moved quickly, and I didn't realize it until she finished paying.The flower girl has been looking at me for a long time, maybe she has never seen such a silent and blank expression on my face, I have always been a "presumptuous" and "happy" customer.but i can no longer