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Laughter! ""The stars are shining tonight!" ""Tomorrow will be better! " "I wish world peace!" " "Earth, I love you!" "" Class 12, junior high school, I love you! "...

Then we came to the big playground of the school together. At this time, the sky had already received the afterglow of the setting sun, and a few early stars were brightly embellished on the blue-black sky, which looked particularly high.We came to the center of the playground, a few tall boys pulled the four corners of the Kongming lanterns, and Pei Fei and Xiaoyu were in charge of lighting the fire.The slowly ignited flames turned their hands and faces red, and gradually turned the people around them red.As the fire grew bigger, the entire huge paper lantern exploded like a lantern, and the warm orange light filled the space of the paper lantern. As the flame swayed, the lantern began to float gently.

"You can let go!" said Tian Kun, who was holding the corner of the paper lantern.The moment they let go of their hands, the Kongming lanterns immediately flew up, like a beautiful firework going straight to the sky.

"Oh! Success!" "Fly!" The students shouted and jumped for joy, while some girls stood silently, chanting their wishes.Pei Fei whispered in my ear: "I hope to be with you forever." I turned to her face, her eyes looking at the night sky were bright, pious, and profound.

The Kongming Lantern rose higher and higher, flying to the distant sky with our best wishes and hopes. Everyone raised their heads silently, watching it completely dissolve with the night sky.

"Merry Christmas!" "Happy Christmas Eve!" We held each other's hands and said goodbye.Christmas Eve, a beautiful night that we will never forget.May our nights be safe and may my students be safe throughout their lives.I said silently in my heart.

After the students were dismissed, I returned to the office. My colleagues had already left, and the lights of other classes that were engaged in activities were also turned off early.When I came down from the office, I found that Pei Fei hadn't left yet. She was standing under the magnolia tree outside my window.It was still that habitual smile, that habitual movement, and the white clothes made her shine brightly at night.

"Why don't you leave?" I pretended to be relaxed and knowingly asked, she had messed me up this night.

"Wait for you." She grinned.As he said that, he let go of the hands that were clasped in front of him, and took mine.I looked at her soft and flying eyebrows under the night, her warm and smiling eyes, and her slightly parted lips, as if she was always talking about something and looking forward to something, as if she was always waiting for my kiss.

Her warm and soft hands conveyed a kind of heat flow, which made me instantly feel the blood in my body boiling and rushing around. "Pei Fei", I held her hands tightly, "I love you!" I felt a slight vibration in her whole body. "I love you! Pei Fei." I held her tightly with open arms.She instinctively stretched her arms around me, and I felt her young heart beating violently beside mine.I hugged her tightly, two lines of tears slipped down quickly, and it was out of control.Pei Fei, I love you, I love you so much, what should I do...

The second part of the rain falls [-]. Spring without sunshine

When getting along with students, I often quote Shelley's poem: "Winter has come, can spring be far behind?" But now, I would rather stay in winter forever, and I would rather such spring never come.

Because the happy Pei Fei has stayed forever in the winter that just passed, because I can no longer see the sun in the spring.

After Christmas, Pei Fei seemed to be a different person. She no longer smiled at me, ran to me at every turn, said those intimate words to me, and her eyes were no longer always so bright.She began to avoid my gaze, began to deliberately avoid any physical contact with me, and she was much more silent in class than before.

Looking at her, I feel so heartbroken, so regretful, so guilty.Pei Fei, why I couldn't hold back, why I said those three words, why I hugged you without any scruples, why I burst into tears uncontrollably in front of you...

I said sorry to her, I smiled brightly at her as always, I carefully restrained myself from having any ambiguous words and deeds, but everything was different, those pure joys and laughter were gone.

March is the season of tree planting, and it is also the month of learning from Lei Feng. We have received tasks from the school: plant trees in several spots in batches, send a few students to the streets for sanitation, send a few students to nursing homes to condolences to the elderly, send a few students Help traffic under the bridge, and send two groups of students to participate in labor in the dirtiest houses in the district.These activities must not affect classroom learning, and must be completed in half a day, and the key points must be clearly defined: this activity is mainly for taking pictures and videos, filling the gaps in this area in the past, and preparing for the upcoming evaluation of primary and secondary schools in the city. Therefore, it must be "acted" in a decent way. "The reason for entrusting such an important task to your class is because your class is the key class of the whole grade, and the image of the students is relatively good." The moral education director said to me, "So you must do things beautifully."

To be honest, I really don't like to take such a task, formalism, superficial work, and deceit.But you can't not do it, because everyone is doing it, all schools are doing it, and the whole society is doing it.

Before the event, I did some positive encouragement to let the students show their good side enthusiastically and happily. "No problem! We will definitely do a good job!" They all patted **.

But on the second day of the event, they were all downcast, and even the Chinese class was listless, so I had to stop and find out the truth of the matter.

"Teacher, you lied to us." Tian Kun said dejectedly.

"What's going on?" I was stunned.

"We're not planting trees at all, it's all for show," he said.

"Why do you say that?" I frowned.

"The teacher of the Youth League Committee didn't want us to plant trees well, so he put us around and took pictures!"

"That's right! I also took pictures in slow motion."

"The funniest thing is to catch Pei Fei and take a picture under a tree that has grown very tall."

"Yeah, yeah, she also explained that it was a tree planted many years ago, because I didn't take a photo at that time, so I made it up now."

"Teacher, Pei Fei has become a certain student from many years ago!" Tian Kun laughed.

"Xiao Yu is too, but she is not as 'old' as Pei Fei." Hui Ling said.

"They played with us!" Many people shouted excitedly.

"We are bored. The teacher who took the photo asked us to perform a few sweeping actions on the street. After the photo was taken, he took us to the traffic light to see if an old man was going to cross the road. He asked us to help her and let her take a photo. .”

"No matter what, we didn't hold our breath. The propaganda teacher followed us with a camera. Those houses were dirty and ugly, and black water was flowing on the ground. When we were sweating profusely, he suddenly told us to stop. Come down and say that there are two girls pinching their noses, this image is not good, and he wants us to repeat the previous actions that he thinks are good."

"Also, in order to photograph the effect of our labor, he asked us to build a short road and one or two rooms repeatedly. The other places are still so disgusting, and it's time to talk about it before we can do it."

"Teacher, why is our school like this! Isn't this teaching us to cheat?"

"Teacher, what we do is completely different from what you said before."

"It's just that we're trying to do something good, and we end up feeling like we've done something bad."

"Okay, don't talk about it! This society is so fake!" Yu Hong, who had been silent all the time, suddenly said loudly.

I shivered violently, I felt that I had hurt them deeply, and my heart ached for the outcome.Our educational methods and content often run counter to the goal. The last thing I want to see is such a result, but this kind of thing is beyond the control of an ordinary teacher.In fact, they are right, but I must save their loss.But how should I save it?Just rely on my impassioned speech?Or a thoughtful reassurance?In the face of reality, how powerful is language?

After I mobilized all the positive cells and language, they finally put away their grievances, but I know that the shadow caused by this incident on them can no longer be eliminated.At the same time, I am also touched by them. I have been teaching for so many years, and I am used to seeing those poor and pathetic children who are insensitive and follow the crowd. There are not many children who can still be angry and pursue truth, goodness and beauty.

"No matter what the world is like, our hearts must yearn for beauty. No matter what sorrow we encounter, we must tell ourselves that what we are pursuing is happiness." I looked at them who had calmed down, "Also, I hope we all have a An infinitely tolerant heart, understands and tolerates many helplessness."

I noticed their eyes light up slowly.

A few days later, the director of moral education gave me a call: "Mr. Mu, Principal Zhong asked you to come to his office after ten o'clock. I have something to discuss with you." I was very surprised, what did the principal want me for?There seems to be nothing special lately.

Since I made an appointment with a parent to meet at 10:30, I went to the principal's office after 09:30.Just as I was about to knock on the door, I heard the voices of the director of moral education and the director of the Teaching Office from the principal's office, so I had no choice but to go to the small balcony next to me and wait.

"How could such a thing happen? Didn't Mu Chenyu do a good job in the ideological work of the students?" It was Principal Zhong's voice.

I was stunned for a moment, and wanted to walk away but couldn't help but want to listen.

"I've already told her, and I don't know