wall window

Jue lowered his eyes, turned and went back to the room.

She then followed in, took the clothes I prepared for her, and went to the bathroom.I started the previous actions again: looking for a quilt, making the bed, and turning on the music.

After she came out, she climbed onto the bed without waiting for me to speak, and left the sofa bed to me: "I want to change the music, I want to listen to that CD with the sound of ocean waves. I'm a guest, and I'm older here." She is very domineering say.

"It doesn't matter, it has always been your eldest, and my second. 'The waves behind the Yangtze River push the waves ahead, and the waves before die on the beach', you like to say the famous saying. You wave back, I wave front." I looked at her and smiled, and changed the plate. superior.

"Well, it feels good." She sat on the bed and looked at me with a researching smile.

"It's relaxing to hear the waves, isn't it?" I said when I lay down.

"Yeah. But it's not fun listening to the waves late at night." She stopped smiling and sighed deeply. "Actually, the sea is a sad thing. It is too deep and broad, and contains too many things. Just like Chopin, George Sand, Fu Lei, and Fu Cong, their experiences are too tortuous, their thoughts and feelings are too rich. There are much more sorrows and pains than ordinary people.”

"But they will also be much happier than ordinary people. What kind of life would you rather choose? Simple and happy, or deep and rich?" I said.

"You know my answer."

Yeah, I know, we know each other like we know ourselves.

"Reminds me of your favorite The Great Tragedy," I said.

"I still like it now. But for Chopin and George Sand, I don't like their endings very much. Why can't good things last forever? It is said that Chopin is too sensitive and fragile, even neurotic and dependent, unlike real life The person in the middle, George Sand is too strong and capable. However, strong and weak personalities can be compatible, why can't two seas exist at the same time? Can't two people whose spiritual world is as deep as the sea can't be together for a long time?" She Gazing at me with eyes through my flesh.

"People with deep thoughts and rich feelings tend to have strong personalities, especially those who pursue perfection and purity, but the reality is too trivial and too many variables. People with strong thinking skills often lack the ability to deal with real problems. This kind of misalignment leads to fracture. Chopin's tragedy is here. The most perfect ending should be two seas converging into one ocean. Just like the Pacific Ocean and the Atlantic Ocean. But there are countless seas in the world, and only a handful of oceans. How many people have such tolerance? How many people How can it survive in such a deep ocean without hitting a rock and sinking?"

"Can I save it?" She looked at me with a playful and shy smile.

"You have, you are half the Pacific Ocean." I teased.

"Do you think depth is more important than purity?" she asked suddenly, her eyes sparkling eagerly.

"Deep." I said without thinking, in my opinion, purity equals childishness.

"I think purity is more important." She was a little disappointed.

"why?"

"Purity is basic and necessary. Depth can be omitted, but purity must be. Depth should be broadened and deepened on the basis of purity."

"Why do you say that?"

"It's like the sea, it must be blue and pure, and then it must be deep. If the sea water is impure and there are a lot of silt and garbage, the deeper it is, the more troublesome it will be."

I didn't expect her to understand so well. I only pay attention to the horizontal comparison, but she makes the vertical comparison.I suddenly became enthusiastic again, and felt that the girl next to me was simply the best and best baby in the world, the baby who aroused my heart violently time and time again.

"Isn't it?" Seeing that I was only staring at her, she asked in a low voice.

"Yes." I said.

"Chopin and George Sand have a deep relationship, isn't it pure enough?"

"Probably not, they are also very pure. It is too deep and too pure. Sometimes there will be more problems if they are too deep and too pure, and their compatibility will become worse."

"What do you mean?"

"Things that are too deep and too pure are close to extremes. Walking on steeples and steel ropes, don't you think it's dangerous?"

"Oh, I see. Hehe, the teacher is better." She looked at me with a wicked smile.

"Okay, let's not discuss these issues anymore. The most important thing we should do now is sleep. In life, happiness and health are the most important things, and sleep is the basic guarantee for these two things."

"Really?" She smiled and her eyes were watery.

"Of course, can you be happy when you are listless? Not to mention your health, it's all on the sidelines."

"Okay, sleep...but I'm so excited, how can I fall asleep." She turned over to face me.

"Forget about the sea, let's listen to "Moonlight Waterfront", shall we?" I looked into her tired eyes.

"Ah."

The waves disappeared, the moonlight streamed quietly, and soothing dreamlike music filled the room.

"Pei Fei, good night." I said to her softly.

"Good night, Mu Chenyu." She also said softly.It was like going back in time to that night three years ago when I needed to take sleeping pills to sleep.The night is still the same, but it seems that something is different, yes, I am much quieter, and I am no longer the emotionally impulsive me.I also saw something different in her eyes, which seemed to be full of joy and love flowing everywhere...

In the early morning, another summer day with the sound of cicadas began, we sat on the sofa and looked out the window.

"I'm going back to my hometown tomorrow. I haven't been back since high school." Pei Fei said suddenly and quietly. During breakfast just now, she was still knocking on plates and bowls in high spirits.

"Okay, I should have a good reunion with old classmates and old friends." I know what childhood plays in a person's life, and I know that the place where childhood is spent is incomparable anywhere in the world.Although my childhood was not happy or beautiful, every inch of land I stepped on in my childhood, every tree and every cluster of flowers I saw was the most beautiful scenery in my heart.

But my mood became depressed because of it.Now that we're gone, when will we come back?How long will it take?Four years from her college graduation?

I dare not ask her how long she will go back and when she will come again.My place is just a small bay, which can be docked and sailed at any time.I have no choice, it's fate.

Two weeks later, she called: "My results of the college entrance examination are out, heavy. Congratulate me!"

"Congratulations! Congratulations! What major do you plan to enroll in?"

"finance."

"where?"

"East China."

After a pause, she continued: "There are several reasons why I applied there. One is that there is the university I am looking forward to. The other is that it is very close to my hometown. The third is that it is not too far to come back here. The hour will be up."

"Realistic and thoughtful. Do you know the city and the university?"

"I checked a lot of information a year ago. I even mastered the layout, culture, landscape, and specialties of the city, not to mention the university! Now I want to ask you, what do you think of me? Any comments on this choice?"

"No, your choice is very rational."

"Is it too far from here?" She lowered her voice.

Of course, it was too far.But even if she ran to the ends of the earth, I should not have the right to stop her.If she is happy, I will be happy for her.

"It's not far, it's good."

"Oh."

The next day she called again:

"My grades in the college entrance examination are so good, do you have any rewards?" His tone was full of shy joy.

"How do you want me to reward you?"

"I want you to give me a gift, a gift I have appointed," she said very loudly, almost shouting.

"what gift?"

"I'll tell you after you promise first." You twitched.

I thought for a moment and agreed.

"I want to blow the wind on the plateau, you take me there!"

I was stunned, what kind of gift is this!

"In winter, the wind here blows from the northwest plateau." I said.

"Why are you so slow, I'm going on a trip, you accompany me."

... I was suddenly stunned, how can this work!

"You promised, you can't go back on it!" Seeing that I was silent, she acted foolishly there.

"You don't know how depressing my high school life was for three years. We had no weekends, no winter and summer vacations, and we had to make up classes and make up classes all day! I really want to go and relax." She was a little irritable.

"Is your family assured that I will take you there?" I hesitated for a while.

"Of course. I've been running around alone since I was a child. It's so far from here to my hometown. Every time I go back and forth, I do everything by myself. And I'm dead, so I don't need others to be responsible for me."

"Then, if my family agrees, you have to agree." Seeing that I was silent, she said again.

I have nothing to say.

A few minutes later, her grandma called: "Mr. Mu, Feifei, she said she wanted to go on a trip with you. I have no objection, but I'm afraid to trouble you, hehehe..."

"I won't cause trouble for her! I'm not a child anymore!" Pei Fei shouted from the side.

"Hehehe, look at this child!" Her grandma smiled heartily.

"Oh, let me think about it," I said.In fact, my mind was empty, confused, and I had no ability to think.

"Teacher Mu, don't force yourself, Feifei is self-willed, hehehe..."

"I know."

"Well, I'm going to check the information tomorrow to find a place that fascinates me." Pei Fei snatched her ** phone, "We've discussed the depth of the sea, and we also need to discuss the height of the mountains!"

1. The night when the air trembles ([-])

As soon as I have summer vacation, we will fly to Yunnan.

I didn't know the problem until I got on the plane