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The trembling eyelashes covered the star-like eyes, and her face was blushing.

I put my hands into her T-shirts, holding them, I touch them gently with my hot palms, feel their softness, delicateness, warmth and fullness, I feel her tight skin, her urgent breathing , feeling that somewhere in our body is burning violently.

I led her to the bed, and I turned off all the lights in the room, except for the bedside lamp which was adjusted to the weakest.I hugged her head, sniffing the breath of her short hair, my fingers quickly slid from her neck to her back, her armpit, to her chest, and stopped there, I couldn't move my hand away , I hugged her down on the bed.

Pei Fei, I love you!

Pei Fei, I want you!

I kissed her frantically, everything about her, everything about her that was so miraculous, so warm, so moist, so intoxicating to me.

I am like a traveler trekking in the mountains, with the verdant and lush clear mountains as far as I can see, trying my best to breathe the fresh and primitive mountain atmosphere.I explored in the jungle, and went deep into a mountain stream. The winding mountain stream was so warm and moist, as if absorbing the sun and soaking in the moonlight at the same time, with green grass and wild flowers. Fragrant and mellow, carrying the fragrance of the wilderness, rubbing my body and mind.My love, there you are, here you are, in my mouth, in my hands, in my soul that soars, in all my world.We dissolve each other, wander together, fly together, dance together, run together.Like a galloping horse, the desert is boundless, the horse's hooves are swift, the earth is like a drum, and the sound of our hoofs is echoing.We are happy, we are in pain, we are shouting... Mercedes!Mercedes!

Pei Fei!I love you!

Pei Fei!I love you!I love you!I love you!

Suddenly, she grabbed my back hard, and we hugged each other tightly, trembling together, unable to let go for a long time.

I finally let go of her body and gently lay on top of her.Her face was flushed, her hair was sticking wetly to her forehead and cheeks, she looked extremely black and bright, her eyes were bright and shining with a bright brilliance.When she met my gaze, she immediately turned her face away, not daring to look at me, a shy smile condensed on her face, mouth, and eyebrows.I stared at her for a moment and kissed her cheek and hair lightly.

"Pei Fei, I love you".

"Ah."

"I love you, Pei Fei."

"Ah."

"Pei Fei, I love you, I love you." I rubbed her cheek and kissed her neck behind her ear.

"I love you too. I love you, Mu Chenyu." She finally turned her head to meet my gaze, and there was a slight sparkle in her eyes.

"Does it hurt?"

"Yeah." She immediately lowered her eyes again, and then looked at me shyly: "I like it so much..."

"I love you," her tone became distant, like a sigh gently blowing through the forest. "I want to be with you every day, forever," she whispered.

I gently kissed her face that was still slightly burned, her dark eyes, her plump lips, her smooth shoulders and back, my newly conceived lover was so alive in the dim warm light, So pure, so shaking my soul.

"Do you know why I hid from you before?" She looked at me quietly, "After that Christmas, I realized that I have been in love with you, not the love of a student to a teacher, nor the love of a child to an elder Love. It's a stronger and more special love. I didn't have this awareness before, I just wanted to be with you. But that day changed." She leaned into my arms. "When I think of you, when I see you, I blush and my heart beats. I want you to hold me like that night and say 'I love you' to me all day long. I'm scared by myself. I'm afraid to be with you again Together I was done. I was still terrified, wondering if I was a pervert and why would I like someone of the same sex."

"Pei Fei!" I hugged her tightly, heartbroken.

"Later I accepted it, it was so real and beautiful. I thought, love doesn't have to have gender. When I was in high school, I was so afraid of losing you, I was afraid that you would forget me, and I was afraid that you would not wait for me to grow up. I often send you some messy text messages, and when I miss you especially, I will find an excuse to come to see you."

A warm stream of water slid down and wet my chest.I turned her face, and her tear-stained eyes looked at me sadly.My heart was trembling with pain, and I pressed her wet face into my arms again.

"Mu Chenyu, I love you."

"I know, I love you too." I kissed her short hair.

"I'm often indifferent to you because I'm afraid I'll lose my mind. I'm always afraid..." Another wave of warmth slid down, and then a steady stream of many more.

I pulled the sheet over both of us, holding her trembling body tightly.Pei Fei, you don’t know, I’m more afraid than you, I live in jealousy every day, jealous of all the people with you, jealous of the boys or girls I imagine you might love, jealous of your teachers and classmates, Even jealous of every avenue and window of your school, all your books and workbooks...they got so much from you...

"Pei Fei, I hurt you. If you hadn't met me, you would have liked a boy 'normally'." I stroked her back.

"If there is no if, I don't want if. I am born to like you, only you, this is destined."

"Have you thought about our future? Have you thought about what you will bear with me?"

"I have thought about it. But I know what the most powerful voice in my heart is." She broke free from my arms and looked at me fixedly, "I want you, and nothing else matters."

Her melancholy gaze, which seemed to penetrate me, aroused strong urges of pain in me.I pulled her over abruptly, kissed her lips roughly, and kissed her body naked.

"Pei Fei—"

"Ah."

"I love you—" I kissed her frantically, pressing her body tightly into mine.She has the same desire as mine, entangled with me, I am looking for hers, she is looking for mine, more intense, more fanatical, more painful, and sweeter than before, we yearn for each other's body, Urgently need release, need the maximum release of body and mind, need intense pain, need squalls, need thunder and lightning, need bite and fight, need to burn and erupt until it becomes fragments, ashes, and absolute nothingness.We panted, groaned, writhed, tossed and turned, accompanied by her muffled and low-pitched cry: "Mu Chenyu, I love you, I love you Mu Chenyu, I love you, I love you, I love you Love you……"

I love you too, I love you too, I love you too!I love you!Pei Fei!Pei Fei I love you!Pei Fei!Pei Fei!Pei Fei...

We tangled like crazy until we were exhausted from each other.

"I never thought I would be so happy, so happy." She looked at me with fascinated and affectionate eyes, "Mu Chenyu, I love you."

I know, I know, and so do you, you are the treasure of my life, my dear dear dear!Shouting in my heart, I gently kissed her silky body.

In the dark night, looking at my lover who is still like a child beside me, I feel so distressed, how can I love you enough?How can I love you to make you happier and happier?

1. Lugu Lake and ** Fish ([-])

It was ten o'clock when I woke up the next day. I woke up naturally, with the clear sky and silky air. The dawn is so pure and clear that people forget the existence of the world and time.I stretched my limbs happily and looked at Pei Fei beside me.I found that she had woken up early, curled up and peeked at me, her eyes bent like boats, full of joy, shyness and novelty, like two bright lakes.

When she saw me looking at her, she blushed and quickly grabbed the sheet over her head.I couldn't help laughing, and I didn't take off her fig leaf, I just stretched out my hand to touch her head lightly through the quilt, and then held her in my arms like a small cloth bag.

"Should we go out to play today? The Lugu Lake should be covered with sunshine now." I said, "Or we can lie comfortably in a warm wooden room, holding the beloved in our arms and dreaming of life and death. "

She kicked me under the quilt, pulled off the quilt and poked her head out, I hugged her hard, kissed her still blushing face fiercely, stroked her short hair, and kissed her gently Her eyes, her face, her upturned nose, her lips, she hugged my back quietly, raised her gentle and shy eyes and looked at me with a smile, kissed my lips lightly a few times, and said: "Let's go play!" Bar!"

So we jumped up, finished washing as quickly as possible, put on our casual clothes, put on our backpacks and ran out.We collected a lot of food along the way, and we are planning to go where to eat.

Lugu Lake is getting closer and closer, the rising sun has receded early, and the warm gold and powder are gone, only the soft and bright white is sprinkled on the sky and the earth.Passing through the last village, Lugu Lake suddenly entered our eyes very lyrically, and immediately filled our whole chest, making us feel like we were drowning.We held each other's hand tightly, held our breath and stood in a daze: the divine and light sunshine was just like a great pianist, playing his ever-changing famous songs handed down on the huge lake!The large piece of slightly rippling stars is the soft and affectionate bass part, those jumping and flickering extremely bright and bright like stars, like snowflakes and ice edges, are the loud and clear treble part, they fluctuate, flow and glide Whirling, dancing, clicking, bouncing, finely broken, mighty, delicate and graceful,