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At the intersection, she turned around and stood for a while before looking up at me with tears in her eyes, she wanted to say something but didn't say anything.

"We just can't be together 24 hours a day, you can come if you like." I said with a smile.

"If I'm not with you, I don't even know what I'm going to do." Her tears finally flowed down.

I really wanted to raise my hand to wipe away her tears, but I was afraid that I couldn't help holding her in my arms, so I looked at her silently with distress.

"I want to go home with you. I think your home is my home. My home is with you. Wherever you are, my home is there."

"Pei Fei, we are only temporarily separated." I took her hand and held it tightly.

"But how long will it take to be together." Her eyes began to be blank, "What will I do after I go to college, it will take so long to see you once, I regret that I have traveled so far, why am I so stupid."

"No, distance produces beauty." I said with a smile, disgusted with my self-deception.

"Do we still need distance to be beautiful? We are the most beautiful when we are together."

"Pei Fei, no matter how far away we are, our hearts are together. You said that love should be happy, right?" I kissed her eyes.

"Okay, now we go home back to back, and no one is allowed to turn back." She finally smiled.

"Okay." I also smiled at her, and then turned around, but every step I took felt unbearable, and finally I could only look down at the bright sunset on the road and move forward mechanically, crying The bright and shining sunset stimulated my eyeballs and also stimulated my nerves.Pei Fei, with you here, my humble room really feels like a home.

Before entering the house, her message came "I miss you, I miss you. Mu Chenyu, I miss you".

1. Great Hidden in the City ([-])

After returning home at night, my mood was extremely low. After ten days of being together day and night, the two places were suddenly separated. I was not used to it.Especially when he was used to sleeping with her in his arms at night, but now he was afraid to face the bed, lying there not knowing what to do to feel real.

Except for sending a message when I entered the door, Pei Fei didn't contact me for the whole night. She should be like me and dare not contact me.But because I thought of her thinking about me, or crying with me in other places, silent, and lost in thought, I felt more at ease: she is here, we are all here, as long as we are here.Thinking about it this way, I felt much better.

The next day Pei Fei told me that her grandfather brought her cousin over from hometown, and she was going to accompany him around, and she would not be able to see each other for many days.In order to avoid too many thoughts, I started to do a lot of hygiene.

My room is not big, and there are not many items, but it takes a lot of time to get it done thoroughly.I slowly and carefully cleaned and wiped.When everything is done, arrange to wash quilts, sheets, curtains, etc., and then take out all the things in the cabinet to dry.Then loosen the soil for the flowers on the balcony, add new mud, remove weeds and trim dead branches and leaves.Only then did I discover the reason why my flowers did not die during the ten days I left: the soil has a lot of humus, and it is covered with very thick branches and leaves, which absorb a lot of water but are not easy to evaporate.

During those five or six days, I used every long day and night to recall what she said, the bits and pieces of our time together.The days became less difficult.

That morning, I was looking at the photos we took at Lugu Lake on the computer again, when the doorbell rang suddenly, and when I opened the door, Pei Fei appeared in front of me with the sun shining brightly.

Regardless of my astonishment, she strode in, threw her rucksack on the floor, opened her arms and shouted, "I'm home at last!" while waving her fists and jumped up, like a basketball player throwing a ball. Shouting excitedly like a three-pointer.

I closed the door and watched her silently, unable to believe that she was here with me again, the girl I thought about every moment of every day was here with me again.

"I can stay with you for a week! A week!" She walked up to me and squeezed my arm tightly.

Seeing that I was still standing by the door, she said again: "My grandparents are taking their cousin back to their hometown, and grandma won't come back until a week later. Well, why don't you react at all? Fool, don't look at me like that, I will be melted by you." She fell silent.

"Mu Chenyu, I miss you." She hugged me tightly, "Don't look at me like this, you make me want to commit a crime." She used all her strength to hold my body tightly, "You make me I want to eat you and kill you."

We stood by the door and kissed, releasing the longing and enthusiasm we had accumulated for several days, and letting each other melt in tenderness and love.

"We are two indulgences." I stroked her short hair.

"It's all your fault, you're always fucking me." She stroked my back, her heart was still beating violently against my chest.

"I should say this." I raised my head and kissed her wet lips, "I love you, Pei Fei."

"Got it, fool, every time you look at me, I know you want to say this, your eyes are always full of I love you." She kissed me hard on my lips, and put my let go.

"Just sit here and don't go anywhere." She pulled me onto the sofa, "I'll go and take a good look at our home first." Then she began to wander around my room, just like her It's what I do every time I come. "This is my couch, this is my stereo, this is my TV, this is my dining table, this is my bedroom, this is my bed, this is my kitchen, my bathroom, my balcony , my jasmine, my gardenia... my Mu Chenyu." She finally turned back to me, looking at me with her beautiful big eyes.

"We don't go out these few days, we don't go anywhere, you are not allowed to do anything, just be obedient, here, let me see and feel at any time, come here as soon as I call you." She said like Said like a king.

"Your Majesty, follow your orders." I stared into her eyes and smiled, "I am on call 24 hours a day."

"That's about it." She chuckled, "Well, the first thing I'm going to do is listen to the story." She looked at me slyly.

"What story?" I pretended to be stupid.

"Your childhood story, and your youth past." She dug a look at me.

"Oh, there are more stars than there are stars in the sky. I'm afraid I can't finish talking about it in a thousand and one years."

"Okay, picks, picks of stories. To hell with the dross."

"Okay, let me bring the memoirs here." I stood up, took out the few photo albums from the drawer under the bookcase, and put them in front of her: "Dear Queen, please read them."

She sat on the ground with her back against the sofa, and looked at me with a smile: "You have to be a companion."

I lay down on the floor next to her, took her hand and kissed her: "Look at me, okay?"

"Yeah." She smiled and touched my lips.

Lying beside her, looking at my snow-white ceiling, looking at the dark blue curtains that occasionally float into my eyes, and the sunlight transparently in the room, I feel like returning to a carefree, peaceful and pure childhood.

Childhood photos include only a few of my loved ones.A wedding photo of my biological parents, a group photo of my mother and stepfather, a family photo of me when I was three years old and a photo with my two older sisters, a photo of my family photo when I was eight years old and a group photo with my two younger brothers, and a photo of me when I was in the first grade of primary school According to.

There are not many photos in middle school, basically they are group photos, and there are more photos after college and work.

Pei Fei asked while watching, and I laughed while talking.

"Why are you always smiling? Like a fool." She finally couldn't help asking.

"I'm happy, very happy, very happy, very happy..." I looked at her.

"Don't look at me again." She put her hand on my forehead, covered my eyes, then moved to my lips, and I kissed it, my beloved girl's finger, such a wonderful finger .

"Tell me, which is your ex? Which is the ex? Which is the ex?"

"All the girls in the photos." I winked at her.

"Your ideals are still so lofty? Are they all shattered?" She teased.

"Yeah, they are all beautiful soap bubbles." I pretended to be frustrated.

"Okay, don't play tricks, and answer the questions seriously." She was a little anxious.

"No, I have hidden them all in a photo album called Past." I looked at her seriously.

"Throw it all away?" She looked at me in surprise.

"No, it's just put away. It's the past, it can't be erased, but it doesn't appear in the present anymore. Do you have to watch it?" My smile disappeared before I knew it.

"No, I want you to be happy. I know you'd be happier not watching it." She stroked my face and looked at me quietly.

"I've had two girlfriends, one for seven years and one for two years. The first one won't let me go, and the second one will die if I don't let go. That's all." I looked at the wall in front of me.

"Are they all married now?"

"Well. The first one got married and left, and then went to the United States. After the second one got married, a girl was born."

"The third one is by your side?" She smiled slightly.

"Well, the last one is by my side."

Pei Fei put down the photo album in her hand, lay down on the floor next to me, and looked at me with her head propped on one hand.

"What's wrong?" I looked at her.

"Mu Chenyu, I want to make you happy." She said maturely.