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Don't promise to live, saying that she can't leave you.They want us to ensure that the child can go abroad smoothly. "He looked at me.

I was cold again, from feet to head.

"Mr. Mu, this matter is a bit embarrassing for you. Think of a way to get that female student to agree to study abroad." Director Wang said.

"Also, this matter should be dealt with as soon as possible." Principal Zhou's gaze carried a certain pressure.

I don't know how I left the principal's office, my mind can't think anymore.When I got home, I just lay on the bed, looking at the white ceiling.Until the afternoon, I found the leftover bread sticks from breakfast, made a glass of milk, took out the apples that had been in the refrigerator for several days, and the chocolates I had prepared for Pei Fei before, which were her favorite snacks.I need energy, I need energy desperately.

After finishing "lunch", the phone rang, and it was Pei Fei's father.

10 minutes later, we sat in that room of the western restaurant again.

This time, he was not in a hurry to speak, and ordered two cups of coffee and some snacks first.

"Mr. Mu, I'm sorry to bother you again." He became more polite, "I asked you to meet again, and I wanted to ask you for a favor." He looked at me thoughtfully.

"Please speak."

"I'm going to send Pei Fei to study in the UK, but she refuses to agree, saying that she can't leave you. I want you to help persuade her." Without looking at me, he lowered his head and picked up the coffee.

"So, you went to the leader of our school, right?" I felt my tone was colder than ice.

He looked at me in astonishment, and the coffee in his hand stopped in front of his chest.

"Teacher Mu! Nothing! How could this happen!"

I didn't speak, just looked at him coldly.

"Teacher Mu, you misunderstood, I haven't contacted the leaders of your school!" He finally put the cup down. "Could it be Grandma Pei Fei... Oh, how could this be..."

I didn't say anything, and I had nothing to say.

"Mr. Mu, I'm sorry! I didn't know such a thing would happen. I had an argument with Pei Fei that day, and then Pei Fei kept crying. Her grandma felt sorry for her. I told you about you when I got excited..." He Sighing, "I don't want you to be with Pei Fei, but I will never seek your leadership!"

"You want to use Pei Fei's way of going abroad to separate us, don't you?" I looked at him quietly, "Have you taken care of Pei Fei's feelings? Do you know your daughter? You know what she needs most What is it? In all her memory, no one has ever told her a story, said 'good night' to her, never got a kiss from a loved one, no one taught her how to deal with loneliness, how to make friends, no one Pay attention to how many turbulent thoughts there are behind her intelligence, she doesn't have the things that a child needs most in the process of growing up, how sensitive, fragile and frightened a child's heart is, do you understand?" Hit my boy, and my window like the eyes of the night, "She is precocious, precocious, and precocious is a misfortune for children, it makes people deep and suffer too soon. You Does this father care? Have you seen the loneliness behind Pei Fei's smile?"

He looked at me painfully and blankly, and didn't speak for a long time.

"Mr. Mu, I really don't want you to be together," he blinked, and looked up at the ceiling behind me, "I've already told you about this. But Pei Fei's decision to study abroad is not today's decision ’” He stood up and walked to the window. "I can't give my daughter anything. I just want her to be capable and find her own happiness. Three years ago, I began to think about her study and employment. You should know that China's employment problem is getting bigger and bigger. College students and graduate students are looking for It is very common not to get a job, and studying abroad can give her more opportunities and choices. For this matter, I learned about many foreign universities, contacted schools, and reserved expenses. I prepared for three years. Teacher Mu, I prepared for three years! ’ He turned and looked at me, eyes welling with tears.

"I don't care whether you continue to date for the time being, I implore you to persuade her to agree to study abroad, okay?" His face was a little deformed due to pain.

What else can I say?

Coming out of the western restaurant, I didn't know where to go. I was so tired from the inside out that I didn't want to move, and I felt an inexplicable fear when I thought of going home.I think of the words of Pei Fei's father, "I know this kind of people too well! In the face of reality, they are more vulnerable than anyone else!" Yes, I feel very deeply vulnerable, and I have never dared to touch the depths of my heart This kind of fragility and sensitivity, that kind of pain and helplessness has accompanied me for nearly 20 years. I fear it even more than tigers. It is also because of this that I have avoided it for six years after leaving my second girlfriend. With feelings, live a hermit life.However, I ran into it again, and I fell into it completely.I'm playing with fire, so I must fuck.However, I still want to burn the girl I love.

Pei Fei, what should I do?what should you do?What are we going to do!

I unconsciously went back to school, and unconsciously followed the route I took when I came in to see my alma mater with Pei Fei that day, and walked all the way.

I wandered around the campus, this place that was once full of our various memories and feelings seemed so strange and cold at this time, as if it had become the past, the past as far away as the previous life.It wasn't until it was completely dark and the stars in the sky lit up one by one that I slowly walked back to my home, which Pei Fei called "our home".

The elevator went up to Jiujiu, and the moment I stepped out of the elevator door, I stopped suddenly.Pei Fei was standing at my door, staring at me unblinkingly, looking particularly sad and lonely in the dim light of the corridor.I stood blankly at the elevator entrance, unable to move for a long time.

After entering the room, we didn't speak.Before going to bed, Pei Fei asked me: "Why don't you talk? Did my father look for you?" Her eyes quickly filled with tears, and then she bit her lower lip tightly.She hugged me tightly, her body trembling.

I hugged her numbly, rubbing her hair, her neck, her back, her waist.Suddenly I had an urge to indulge and destroy.I started kissing her, kissing her neck, her arms, and I rudely stripped off all her clothes, letting everything about her unfold before my eyes, in my hands, in my mouth, and on my tongue.I've never fucked her in such a savage, absurd, almost fucking way.I kiss her****** her** bit her and bite her, I want to hear her moan, hear her scream, I want to hear me moan, hear me scream, I want to let all my energy out , just like Marguerite's last night with Armand in "La Traviata", she must exhaust all the energy of her life to embrace her lover.

I vented crazily, and I let Pei Fei release crazily, until we were both exhausted.My tears made Pei Fei drenched all over.

"Why are you crying, Mu Chenyu, why are you crying?" Pei Fei's voice was trembling.

"I'm happy, that's why I'm crying, I'm so happy, that's why I'm crying..." I said vaguely, without stopping my movements, all I knew was that I want to kiss her, I want to fuck her, my lover, I want to Remember all the smells on her body.

Watching Pei Fei gradually fall asleep, I don't want to sleep, I want to let myself know that she is by my side, in my arms, her silky skin is close to my body, I can smell her breath and body Xiang, feel every tiny trembling of her, the light touch of every hair.I'm afraid that if I fall asleep, time will fly by so fast.

The wind from the air conditioner gently blows the curtains, and there is a moonlight like water outside the window. A few rays of moonlight come in through the gaps in the curtains and shine on my close lover. I think of the attic decorated with stars in Lugu Lake. I think of Pei Fei's room where you can "look up at the bright moon and look down at your hometown", think of the "Moonlight Waterfront" we have always loved, and think of the flute song "Moonlight in the City" played by Xiaoliang at Christmas :

somewhere in every heart

There is always a memory

somewhere every night

always have the deepest thoughts

The myriad of changes in the world

love divides two lovers

If the heart knows the direction of consonance

Even if we can't stay together day and night

The moonlight in the city illuminates the dream

please warm her heart

see through the world

Can you have more happy moments?

The moonlight in the city illuminates the dream

please stay by her side

if we meet again someday

Let happiness spread throughout the night

……

Pei Fei, we don't want to be separated, we just need to get together and not separate, I want to let the moonlight and happiness fill our every night.I can't live without you, how can I live without you!

Eight, all the clothes are falling (1)

When Pei Fei woke up in the morning, I finally closed my eyes in a daze, but when she was about to move my arm holding her, I woke up immediately. I held her hand tightly and looked at her face tightly. Eye.She was blushing under my gaze, and she didn't dare to look at me. I wanted to kiss her again, but she avoided it and buried her face deeply under my neck.

"Pei Fei, what's the matter?" I put my arms around her smooth back.

"Well... you were so bad last night." She leaned on me tightly.

"Don't like it?"

"No, I like it, I like it very much." She reached out and hugged me.

I didn't speak, just hugged her like that.

"What's wrong with you? You seem to have been hiding something from me. You can't do this. You can't lie to me about anything." She broke free from my arms and looked at me quietly with her big beautiful eyes.

"No, I've been busy recently and I'm tired." I smiled, held her face and kissed her.

"What's the matter?"

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