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Xia Zhen was not able to accompany Shen Wan for dinner, so she was taken directly to the attending doctor by Xia Yansheng.

In the office, she and Xia Yansheng were sitting opposite the attending doctor, thinking of what was going to be discussed next, Xia Zhen felt like a light on her back.

"We met in the morning." The doctor looked calmly, and she opened the notebook, "That child is very dependent on you, which is a good thing."

Xia Zhen's attention was attracted by the densely packed writing on the notebook, so she didn't pay attention to what she was talking about for a while.

"Do you want to see it?" The doctor suddenly handed the notebook to her eyes.

Xia Zhen was about to pick it up, but quickly withdrew her hand, "Medical records are the privacy of patients, how can you, as a doctor, show them to others casually?"

No matter how much she cared about Shen Wan, she couldn't do this.

Being ridiculed by her for having no medical ethics, the doctor explained: "It's not medical records, just some records and analysis. Ms. Xia said, Shen Wan talked to you. I think you need to read these records to help me treat her better. .Also, I will not let any irrelevant people know about your conversation with me today, so you can rest assured."

Xia Zhen hesitated, but still didn't answer, "Wanwan will be discharged from the hospital tomorrow, how do you treat her? And isn't she just suffering from heatstroke?"

Speaking of this, she was suddenly stunned, and turned to look at Xia Yansheng.

"It's true that she fainted because of heat stroke, but after the hospital examination, she found that there were other problems." Xia Yansheng said helplessly, "Zhenzhen, a wandering person, it is impossible for her to be in good health. And you have been in contact with her, you should feel Getting her is different than normal people."

"Shen Wan is ill." The doctor nodded, "According to the preliminary assessment, Shen Wan has experienced sexual trauma."

Domestic related psychological research is not yet perfect. She is not a professional, so she can only make inferences based on past cases and observations in the past few days.

"Sexual trauma?" Xia Zhen was startled.

"You can understand it as all sexually-related injuries, obscenity, sexual assault, passive watching sex scenes in childhood, harassment with pornographic words, etc. I don't know what she has experienced specifically, so I can only generalize it temporarily."

The notebook in her hand contains not only Shen Wan's conversations with others, but also a description of her behavior in the past few days, as well as some psychological inferences.

Shen Wan rejects physical contact, is highly alert to the surrounding environment, is aggressive towards strangers, sleeps lightly, is easily frightened, and is emotionally anxious...

The doctor sighed: "If you know anything, be sure to tell me."

Xia Zhen twisted her ten fingers, summoned up her courage and said, "Wanwan should have watched the sexual assault scene many times."

She had a good memory and told the doctor what Shen Wan said about the orphanage, but she lightly brought up the fact that Shen Wan stabbed the dean, and only said that Shen Wan found a chance to escape after self-defense.By the end, her stomach was churning and she felt nauseous.

"Drink some water." Noticing that her complexion was not very good-looking, Xia Yansheng poured her a glass of warm water to calm her down.

"Is there a possibility that she is also one of those girls." The doctor suddenly stopped taking notes, with a look of annoyance.

Xia Zhen shook her hand holding the cup, her voice was cold and serious: "What do you mean?"

The doctor turned a new page, drew a cube on the paper, and drew several simple figurines inside.

"Shen Wan and those children have been 'exhibits' for people to enjoy since childhood, without freedom and privacy. Her childhood experience distorted her cognition, causing her thinking mode to be different from ordinary people."

"When referring to the experience in the orphanage, her language was very confusing. This reaction is very typical. Due to the self-protection mechanism of patients who have suffered extreme stimulation, a considerable number of people will avoid people who may remind her of these traumas and similar people. scene."

"When telling this story, they couldn't face the fear in their hearts and subconsciously resisted memories, so they chose to replace themselves with 'others' and reconstruct the details of this incident. Half-truths and half-false lies are most like the truth .”

"All the information we know comes from her narration, but human memory can deceive itself. You think she is a bystander, of course I hope it's just that, but I don't rule out that she hides herself in it, maybe a girl in her mouth The harm she suffered is her own personal experience. Because she has no way to describe to you exactly what happened, so she tells you her pain and despair in this way."

The doctor's expression became more solemn: "There is one thing that I am very strange about."

She wrote down a few words on the paper, tapped the paper with a pen, and asked Xia Zhen: "If we compare the glass house to a cage, what do you think they are?"

Xia Zhen stared at the circled villain. The whole figure was like an iceberg that suddenly collapsed, and the bones supporting the body gradually collapsed.

For a moment, her face was ashen, and she spit out two words.

"Trapped beast."

A trapped beast with broken teeth, severed horns, and severed claws.

"Humans are naturally afraid of fire, and it is instinct to shrink their hands when they are pricked by needles. However, they have been in a depressive environment for a long time. Those people destroy their ability to resist, struggle and even think, so they lose their self-awareness in the domesticated group. .”

"What about Shen Wan?"

The doctor asked suspiciously: "Why does she still have self-awareness, and even act in self-defense? I'm not saying it's impossible, but the probability is really too low. Besides, such a crime den will definitely be strictly guarded against. If any child escaped, how could she leave the orphanage so easily and not be taken back immediately?"

Shen Wan's expression is different from that of ordinary people, but the logic of objective facts allows the doctor to catch many loopholes, which may be the truth behind these loopholes.

Xia Yansheng raised a possibility, "Could it be that someone helped her in the orphanage? It's just that she didn't tell Zhen Zhen."

"Perhaps?" The doctor nodded. "The information we now know is too little. Only she can know all the answers."

She said to Xia Zhen again: "Also, kid, you may have misunderstood. The treatment I'm talking about is not psychotherapy. I don't have such great ability. This is an unfamiliar environment for Shen Wan. The state is getting worse day by day, and it is no longer suitable to stay here. You can't see her crying unconsciously and showing strong aggression towards us. Of course, these are nothing, the important thing is that she doesn't trust us at all. We have no way to persuade her to take the medicine prescribed by the doctor, nor can we persuade her to go back to the hospital for regular checkups."

"If a patient doesn't trust her doctor, it's very difficult for us to follow up with her."

"Miss Xia suggested that we temporarily let her leave the hospital and return to a familiar living environment, and you are the bridge between us and her."

Xia Zhen was startled: "Me?"

"Yes, everyone has a different way of gaining a sense of security. Some people hug plush toys to sleep every night, some live with certain animals, and some create paintings... As for Shen Wan , "The doctor is perceptive, "Her sense of security should come from you."

"You haven't known each other for long, but she doesn't resist your approach, she is willing to stay with you, and you have the ability to comfort her. And you don't know it? When the nurse gave her an injection last night, she asked us, Xia Where did Zhen go?"

Where did Xia Zhen go?

Xia Zhen couldn't hear what the doctor said later.

She seemed to break into a dark tunnel, and there was a train whistle not far away. No one knew the final outcome, whether she rescued Shen Wan who was hiding inside, or they fell down together bloody and bloody.

Either way, she couldn't turn back.

"Doctor, I have a question."

Xia Zhen looked dazed, "People who have experienced severe sexual trauma should fear or resist sex?"

The doctor was taken aback, "Negative emotions about sex are common, but not absolute."

"Because there is also a possibility that patients are more prone to depression and anxiety than many people who have not been sexually assaulted, so they may take extreme measures to relieve psychological pressure. The more serious cases are self-harm, overeating, sexual abuse, etc. Violence by others, deviant sexual behavior..."

"Abnormal sexual behavior?" Xia Zhen grasped the key information and clenched her hands tightly.

"Yes, such as excessive masturbation, sex addiction... They can get sexual pleasure through sexual contact. Simply put, this method can help them temporarily divert their attention and get rid of their inner anxiety."

"Are these conditions long-term? Is there no cure? Will they all become like this after being hurt?" Xia Zhen wanted to hide it, "Doctor, I want to know more."

The doctor knew everything: "These behavioral reactions have a latent period, and most of them appear in adolescence or after adulthood. Moreover, there are great differences between individuals, and the acquired environment affects their behavior patterns. We need to observe the patients for a period of time before we can understand them." Conduct a more accurate analysis. And even if the above reactions appear, they don’t necessarily come from sexual trauma, abuse, major accident stimulation... are all possible.”

"As for the radical cure?" The doctor's eyes were subtle, "It's better to call it improvement."

"Can't you relieve the psychological pressure in other ways?" Xia Zhen's face turned pale.

So Shen Wan's actions were just involuntary, including having sexual contact with her or even having sex with her, just because Shen Wan was sick and took her as medicine.

"It is possible to change the way of decompression as long as someone guides it correctly."

The doctor's eyes suddenly changed, "Did Shen Wan show any abnormality?" Xia Yansheng also looked at Xia Zhen without saying a word.

Xia Zhen lowered her expression and asked back, "Don't you know everything?"

She changed the subject: "Will Wanwan harm herself?"

The doctor was interrupted by her and said: "When we checked her on the first day, we found no man-made trauma, and the physical examination report showed that there was no internal injury, and there were no signs of self-harm on her body. But it's hard to say in the future. If new Stimulate the point, it may induce new symptoms."

Xia Zhen has touched and seen people, she knows this very well.Thinking of what happened with Shen Wan, her heart ached dully.

"If I can't persuade her to go back to the hospital for treatment, what should she do? Will she die on her own?"

The doctor was helpless: "The compulsory medical treatment will cause secondary damage to her spirit. She is so old and she is not a child. If she is unwilling, we have nothing to do."

She closed the notebook and handed it to Xia Zhen: "Take it away and have a look. Isn't she going to be discharged from the hospital tomorrow? Next time she comes back, bring this thing back to me. If she doesn't come, leave it to her future attending doctor." It may be helpful for her treatment."

"Thank you doctor."

Holding the notebook, Xia Zhen left the office with Xia Yansheng in a daze, and walked in the empty hospital corridor.

"Did you have fun with Shen Wan these two days?" Xia Yansheng waited for a few seconds before hearing the reply.

"Happy." Xia Zhen was listless and in a bad mood.

Xia Yan called her to look forward, "Your mother is here."

In the ward, Shen Yixue was chatting with Shen Wan. Although the two met for the first time, the scene was surprisingly harmonious.Not knowing what it was talking about, Shen Yixue couldn't help laughing, and reached out to touch Shen Wan's head.

Shen Wan didn't escape.

It's like a family.

Xia Zhen looked at what happened inside the glass window, and was startled by her own thoughts.

"Call your mother out." Xia Yansheng patted her on the shoulder, "Let's talk about Shen Wan."