The master of metaphysics is trying to break up again

Xie Wenyuan asked in a low voice: "Are you injured?"

Lin Xuekuang shook his head and said, "No..."

Before he finished speaking, he was suddenly pulled into his arms by the other party, hugged him vigorously, Xie Wenyuan's hand gently patted his back, and said in a low voice: "That's good, it's okay, it's okay... ..."

Xie Wenyuan had fear and anger in his heart. From the moment he heard Tang Lin's name, he was instinctively full of jealousy and hostility towards this person. Just now when he saw him leaning towards Lin Xuekuang like that, Xie Wenyuan's anger of wanting to kill I just can't hold it down anymore.

But he couldn't bear to show his temper to Lin Xuekuang, on the contrary, he felt even more distressed.Xie Wenyuan comforted Lin Xuekuang in this way, but there was an indistinct tremor in his own voice. After hugging each other tightly for a moment, he couldn't help but hold Lin Xuekuang's face and kissed him.

Lin Xuekuang didn't stand still for a while, and took a step back. His back was against the wall, and the position under his shoulder blades was against the cold wall, and the temperature was slowly receding.

The lips and teeth hurt, and even the breath seemed to be swallowed by the other party, making it almost impossible to breathe, and it reminded Lin Xuekuang of the days when he lost his freedom in his previous life.

He should have pushed Xie Wenyuan away, but for some reason, Xie Wenyuan's kiss seemed to carry a stern meaning, conveying a lot of unspeakable affection, which made Lin Xuekuang stunned for a while.

After a while, the two separated.

Xie Wenyuan pressed his chest, where his heart was beating fast, he felt that he had countless things to say, but scenes that seemed real and unreal flashed by, and his emotions were lingering, making him extremely messy .

"Xiaoxue..."

Lin Xuekuang suddenly stretched out his hand to support Xie Wenyuan.

"What's the matter with you?" he asked.

In the darkness, Xie Wenyuan's face was as pale as a piece of paper, but his eyes were frighteningly bright. He grabbed Lin Xuekuang's forearm with extreme strength, as if he was holding onto the last straw.

Then he passed out under Lin Xuekuang's rare stunned gaze.

Lin Xuekuang: "..."

The weight of Xie Wenyuan's whole body was on him, and he couldn't free his hands for a while, so he could only bend down, put him flat on the ground, took off his coat and put it behind Xie Wenyuan's head, and checked his whole body up and down.

Xie Wenyuan had no external injuries, and his body temperature, heartbeat and spiritual power were normal. This dizziness was a bit unreasonable, so Lin Xuekuang patted his face lightly again, and said in a low voice, "Xie Wenyuan? Xie Wenyuan?"

Xie Wenyuan still didn't respond.

Lin Xuekuang couldn't help pinching his face.

He sent a WeChat message to Li Qian, then carried Xie Wenyuan by heart and sent him to the hospital.

While Xie Wenyuan was doing the examination, Yi Fengyi also called. Lin Xuekuang was waiting outside, omitting some details of his conversation with Tang Lin, and briefly explained the situation at that time.

Since the appearance of Gu Sangba Yindou, they have been mentally prepared for the reef's comeback, but except for Lin Xuekuang, no one thought that Tang Lin's identity would appear so easily.

Yi Fengyi was also taken aback when she heard it, and said: "Even if Tang Lin didn't die, the major blow to the reef forces back then was not fake. Now that their strength has not recovered, Tang Lin took such a risk, It really doesn't match his suspicious character according to the rumors. Could it be that he has some terrible conspiracy that he has to complete himself?"

Lin Xuekuang said: "He is suspicious, but in fact his personality is crazy and bold, and he often does things on a whim, which cannot be inferred by common sense."

Yi Fengyi didn't know that he was an evil spirit at all, and said with a smile, "Do you know that well", but she didn't pay much attention, and said, "Then who is Tang Lin's heir? I suddenly remembered, It seems that I have never heard of him having children."

Lin Xuekuang said: "He practiced the way of ruthlessness and abstained from sex, so he has no children. But it seems that he adopted an heir a long time ago, but later Tang Lin abolished his position, and An Jiao never appointed a young master again. .”

In the imagination of ordinary people, people like Tang Lin don't have any sense of morality, but with his status, no matter what kind of lover he wants, it's just a matter of beckoning. That's a lot.

But in fact, Tang Rin was quite pure-hearted. When he was still young, countless people tried to coerce him with favors and train him to look like he needed. Little did he know that Tang Rin chose from the very beginning to be Ruthless way.

His suspiciousness and coldness have long since rejected anyone's approach, so how could he accept lying on the same bed with someone, or even do more intimate things.

As for the heir that Lin Xuekuang mentioned, he also vaguely heard a few words from Tang Lin and the people around him, and vaguely knew that he should be older than himself, and he didn't know where he was adopted.

Tang Lin had previously said that he would bring him here to play with Lin Xuekuang, but until the heir was expelled, Lin Xuekuang never saw him again.

Yi Fengyi thought for a while: "After hearing what you said, why do I feel that Tang Lin doesn't really care about the reef?"

Lin Xuekuang said in a low voice: "I feel the same way. He doesn't seem to care about anything."

The two were silent for a while, and Yi Fengyi said: "That's ok, let me have someone look into the matter of the reef. Has the inspection result of Wen Yuan's inspection come out?"

Lin Xuekuang said, "Not yet."

Yi Fengyi said: "Hey, I told him to have a good rest yesterday, but if he refused to listen, he must have made himself dizzy."

Lin Xuekuang frowned: "What do you mean, was he not feeling well before?"

Yi Fengyi said: "I think it might be the effect of sending souls. Wen Yuan sent his soul to Liu Xian's body last night in order to see what happened to her before she died, which probably damaged the yang energy..."

Lin Xuekuang was taken aback for a moment, and said, "Soul sending technique?"

Yi Fengyi recounted what happened at that time: "Yes, I advised him that this case is not in a hurry, and it is not worthwhile to take the risk. But he must try, and he can't stop it."

Lin Xuekuang didn't say anything, Yi Fengyi didn't understand, but he knew what Xie Wenyuan was doing, so he had to do this.

After the two exchanged the situation, Lin Xuekuang hung up the phone and went back to the ward.

Xie Wenyuan checked from head to toe, and the result of the report proved that there was nothing wrong with his physical condition, except for some hypoglycemia caused by fatigue.So Lin Xuekuang registered a bottle of glucose drip for him based on the principle of "everyone comes".

It was rare for Xie Wenyuan to lie quietly on the bed with his eyes closed in front of him. Lin Xuekuang walked to the bed, looked down at him for a while, and slowly sat down.

He used to think that he knew Xie Wenyuan well enough.

Knowing that he is coming just by hearing light coughs and footsteps, knowing all the habits and preferences of the other party in life, knowing that Xie Wenyuan can predict the actions and thoughts that Xie Wenyuan will make in any unexpected situation.

Pillow people, what an intimate word, even if forced, those days were spent together in real terms.

But after being reborn this time, Lin Xuekuang gradually discovered that those understandings seemed to be too superficial.

In many cases, why Xie Wenyuan was distracted, why he was happy, and why he was in pain, he actually didn't understand, or he hadn't noticed it before.

So in Xie Wenyuan's eyes, is it the same for himself?

Drop by drop, the liquid flowed out from the infusion set and merged into the blood of the human body. Lin Xuekuang looked out the window, silently thinking about the entanglement and love and hatred between the two.

Ever since Xie Wenyuan locked him by his side, he made himself deliberately forget about the past, because simply hating the other party as an enemy would make him feel much more comfortable.

But as long as he tries to recall, he will find that the scenes in his mind are still fresh as before, and have never been truly erased.

In the relationship, is there right or wrong?As for Xie Wenyuan, what does this relationship represent in his heart now?

When the needle of the infusion set pierced the blood vessel, Xie Wenyuan's eyelashes trembled, but he didn't open his eyes.

In fact, he did not completely lose consciousness, but was always in a state of half-dream and half-awake. On the one hand, he could perceive that Lin Xuekuang should be by his side, and on the other hand, the dreams he had seen or not seen before were constantly revolving in his mind. .

These dreams are like a painting that has been torn apart and scattered all over the sky, or like a CD with skipped frames and damage. They seem to be related to each other, but they can't be connected together anyway, blurred and fragmented.

He couldn't tell whether these scenes were familiar because he had dreamed about them too many times, or they really happened.

If it ever happened...

If it ever happened.

Xie Wenyuan seemed to have stepped on the ground, and suddenly fell into an unknown abyss. He opened his hand and grabbed it instinctively.

Then grabbed a cold hand.

Xie Wenyuan opened his eyes, looked to the side, and saw Lin Xuekuang standing half-bent, looking down at himself.

It was only then that Xie Wenyuan realized that he was lying on a hospital bed for an infusion, while Lin Xuekuang was checking the infusion set, with one hand propped on the edge of the bed, which was being held by Xie Wenyuan at this moment.

"woke up?"

Lin Xuekuang pulled out his hand and said, "It's just right, your glucose is also finished, how do you feel now?"

His mother was sick when he was very young, because he was worried that the child would be alone at home, so Lin Xuekuang often stayed overnight with his parents in the ward. Pulled out the needle in Xie Wenyuan's hand, and pressed the cotton swab with his hand.

Xie Wenyuan stared at him almost greedily, enjoying the momentary care and tenderness, but those desolate dreams surged in his chest like waves on the bottom of the ice, making him eager to catch something.

Xie Wenyuan murmured: "Xiaoxue, let's be together."

His tone was a little dazed, he used declarative sentences, but his eyes were so serious, Lin Xuekuang turned his head to look at Xie Wenyuan for a while, and asked calmly, "What did you say?"

Xie Wenyuan slowly looked away, looked at the ceiling, smiled after a while, and said softly: "It's nothing, I love you."

He didn't find out any problems at first, and he rested for a while after the infusion, and was discharged from the hospital soon.

At this time, the sky was already getting brighter, Xie Wenyuan was standing in front of the window, and saw Lin Xuekuang walking out of the yard, getting into the car outside, and after the car started, it went down the road, farther and farther away.

But he still looked outside, the sky was gradually getting brighter, like a huge light shield, covering the walking people, the silent mountains, the standing houses, and the swaying vegetation, covering everything in the world. A warm soft color.

Xie Wenyuan pushed the window open, and a mighty wind rushed in from the outside, slightly relieving some of the suffocation in his chest.This house is on the mountain, the terrain is high, so the mountain wind is also strong, and the view is very wide at first glance, as if clouds and mist are lingering in front of the window.

Xie Wenyuan suddenly had a very strange thought, he was afraid that he would fall out of the window, like in a dream, his whole body would be lifted into the air, and he would fall from a high place all the time.

He closed the window again, walked back into the room, and sat down on the sofa.

Touching something round with his hand, Xie Wenyuan picked it up and saw that it was a button with a torn thread on the buttonhole.

——That day, Lin Xuekuang fell when he pressed him on the sofa and kissed him.

There are mixed feelings in my heart for a while.

Xie Wenyuan put the buttons in his chest pocket and pressed them lightly. Then he took a breath, got up and closed the curtains, and brought incense sticks and some cinnabar talisman papers.

Xie Wenyuan tore off the white paper strips from the incense sticks, sprinkled them vertically on the tea table, and the slender incense sticks stood upright there.

Xie Wenyuan arranged these incenses into a bucket-shaped formation, and squeezed the magic formula with his hands, and sparks burst out from the tops of all the incenses at the same time, burning them up.

Immediately, he quickly used cinnabar to write complicated mantras on the blank talisman paper. Every time he wrote a sheet, he burned a sheet on top of a stick of incense, and the white mist on the stick floated with it, gradually turning into a faint Purple.

When all the talisman papers were burned, the entire surrounding space was filled with light purple mist, blurred and beautiful like a dream.

Xie Wenyuan's fingers crossed in the mist, stirred it lightly, and said in a low voice: "Tracing the soul and life, it is too empty. Devouring the body to refine dreams, and tempering the spirit to return to the sky."

The purple mist churned into a constantly rotating vortex, like a mysterious tunnel connecting fate. Xie Wenyuan instantly felt that he had fallen into a deep dream. This time, he was able to see everything clearly.

In the dream, he and Lin Xuekuang had a short and sweet love time, but more of them were disputes, indifference, retention and determination.

Countless times of facing each other in pain, speaking insincerely, trying to separate countless times, but going around and around, holding each other's hand tightly again.

He used to get drunk, drive fast, and desperately put all his energy into work, but he still couldn't forget the person in his heart, so when Lin Xuekuang proposed to leave, he did everything possible to keep him.

This feeling was like being addicted to drugs. He clearly knew that the consequences of letting himself sink would only lead to deeper and deeper sinking, and there would be no redemption, but he still couldn't control himself and took it from Lin Xuekuang time and time again.

The body greedily absorbs warmth, but the heart becomes more and more empty in the indifference and hatred of the other party.

They lingered to death night after night, and hurt each other desperately in their waking hours.

The past is like a train rushing out of a cave, rolling over with a rumble, everything is shattered and beyond recognition.

Xie Wenyuan suddenly opened his eyes.

He remembered his previous life.

He remembered that on the day he confessed his love to Lin Xuekuang in his previous life, he once said, "We want to be together forever", but this time everything is over.

Xie Wenyuan leaned back heavily, sinking into the sofa. He raised one hand to cover his face, but he didn't close his eyes.

No matter in the previous life or in this life, he tried his best to keep Lin Xuekuang, because he knew very well that this person was his destiny.Xie Wenyuan couldn't imagine how he would survive without Lin Xuekuang.

No matter what happens, he won't let go, he just can't.

But fate is so cruel and straightforward. It gave them a chance to start over, but made them remember all the unbearable past. The road has come to a dead end. How can they go on in this life?

Lin Xuekuang said this before, but Xie Wenyuan didn't listen at all at the time, and even felt that the other party was too arbitrary... and so it was, so it was.

Lin Xuekuang's resistance and hatred for him, his surprised reaction when he heard that the Seven Star Thunder Fire Seal could reverse time and space, and what the Wheel-Turning King said, all have been explained. It seems that Lin Xuekuang has always remembered the things in his previous life.

Every scene in the memory is so clear, Lin Xuekuang is such a proud and stubborn person, but he tried every means to force him.

Xie Wenyuan wanted to kill himself. Given Lin Xuekuang's personality, he must have hated him to the core. He would rather die than never, never look back.

Xie Wenyuan tried to recall his mood at that time. During those crazy days, his heart was full of anxiety, pain and paranoia. It seemed that only tireless indulgence and possession could prove to himself that everything around him was real.

It's very strange, why did he become like that, how could he be willing?

Just because Lin Xuekuang wants to break up?But if you don't want to break up, then you should admit your mistake and get the person back again. Why is this?

Normally, when Lin Xuekuang frowned and Xie Wenyuan felt distressed enough, he would not be willing to disobey the other party's wishes at all. Even if he wanted this person again, he should not be so extreme.

Xie Wenyuan couldn't figure it out. He always felt that the person in the dream was himself but not like him. It seemed that there was something wrong with him that caused such a big change in his mood.

But no matter what the reason was, at this point, he was absolutely sure of one thing, that is, he would no longer be able to be with Lin Xuekuang as he longed for.

His existence will remind the other party of those humiliating pasts over and over again, Lin Xuekuang will live better without him by his side.

He...had already lost the qualification to be with Lin Xuekuang, and also lost the happiness that he had dreamed of with all his strength.

There was no injury on his body, but the pain was piercing, and his chest seemed to be splitting open. Xie Wenyuan slowly took his hand away, but he couldn't help but clenched into a fist, and with a "boom", he slammed it heavily on the coffee table.

He remembered the day when he met the Wheel-Running King. At that time, he thought that Lin Xuekuang was hurt by Tang Lin, and he felt so distressed.But it turned out that the person who brought pain to the other party turned out to be himself.

At that time, Lin Xuekuang must have felt very ridiculous when he heard the words he asked.

Xie Wenyuan felt extremely painful, his whole body was trembling uncontrollably, and he didn't even have the strength to stand up from the sofa.

The north wind outside the window whined, as if it had penetrated through the crack in the heart.

The author has something to say:

The runner king who specializes in inquiring about other people's little gossip: "I didn't expect that! Boss Tang, you are also a little virgin, tsk tsk tsk."