"I'm afraid that I will lose control at any time and cause trouble for everyone." Yu Qiling finally said the reason.

Depression is like this. I can't control my emotions. I may be laughing one second and collapse the next.

After hearing this, Cen Zixiao's eyes were full of distress, but this was indeed a problem.

After a long silence, she looked at Yu Qiling and said softly, "Sister, take your medicine."

Depression is a disease, and if it is a disease, you need to take medicine.

"Let's go to the doctor and get some medicine."

Take medicine.

Yu Qiling lowered her eyes and plucked at her fingertips helplessly. She has no money to buy medicine now.

She refused to say why she didn't go to see a doctor before, because she was afraid that this person in front of her would seize on her lack of money and trample the last bit of her dignity under her feet.

But now, will she still?

Yu Qiling plucked up her courage, raised her eyes and looked at Cen Zixiao, with helplessness and uneasiness in her eyes, she said: "I have no money."

"..."

Cen Zixiao was stunned.

Yu Qiling didn't dare to look at Cen Zixiao's expression, she lowered her head again, and said in a low voice, "I don't have money to pay the rent, and I don't have money to pay the hospitalization fee for these few days, so I can only..."

Before she could finish speaking, she was suddenly hugged.

"If you don't have money, why didn't you say it earlier, I have money..."

Cen Zixiao was about to die of distress. She originally thought that she was very resistant to taking medicine and seeing a doctor, which caused her to suffer from depression and didn't go to see a doctor for three months. Only now did she know that it was because she had no money.

How can she have money, can't paint, and has no source of income.How had she not noticed it sooner?

Yu Qiling was taken aback by Cen Zixiao's harsh tone, and then a feeling of warmth welled up in her heart.

The body is also hugged warmly.

Cen Zixiao also realized that she was a little anxious just now, so she softened her tone a lot, and said softly: "Sister, I am rich, don't be afraid."

She didn't taunt, didn't humiliate, but told her not to be afraid, she had money.

Tears swirled in her eyes again, Yu Qiling couldn't help but raised her hand, and gently hugged her waist.

"Ah."

Before leaving the hospital, Cen Zixiao took Yu Qiling to see a psychiatrist.

Eventually diagnosed with major depression, the doctor prescribed a course of antidepressants and talked to her a lot.

Yu Qiling can't even get half of the money for hospitalization and medical treatment, so she can only ask Cen Zixiao to pay first. She thinks that after recording the variety show and getting the money, she will return the money to Cen Zixiao Xiao.

.......

"Sister, wear this." Cen Zixiao found a white shirt she was wearing that was too big and handed it to Yu Qiling.

"Ah."

This white shirt fit Yu Qiling perfectly. Cen Zixiao looked at it and smiled, and said while packing her luggage: "Sister, the variety show will start filming in half a month, why don't you go live at my house first?" Well, the place where you live is too remote, I will miss you very much if we are separated."

Yu Qiling stopped the movements of her hands and frowned.

Go live at her house?

How can it be?

Cen Zixiao realized that Yu Qiling might have misunderstood her, so she quickly explained: "It's not Cen's family, it's the small apartment I live in. There's no one there, only me~"

After listening, Yu Qiling breathed a sigh of relief.She was afraid of seeing Cen Ziang, Xu Jing, and people related to them.

"Will it bother you?" She was still a little hesitant.

"Why? I just want my sister to accompany me."

Yu Qiling didn't say anything, but she really wanted Cen Zixiao to accompany her. She knew that when she returned to that rented house, there would only be endless darkness and the ridicule and abuse from the landlord next door.

"Then I have to go back to the rental house to get something."

"No need, my sister has something to get, I just ask my assistant to get it."

Yu Qiling blinked, "Would it be too much trouble for the assistant?"

Facing such kind-hearted sister Yu, Cen Zixiao couldn't help laughing, "No, I pay her so much salary a day, it's all her job."

"Ok."

Leaving the hospital, Cen Zixiao put on sunglasses and masks for Yu Qiling and herself, wrapped them up tightly, and took her hand and rushed to the underground parking lot, Yu Qiling followed Cen Zixiao in a daze , the breeze blew, and Cen Zixiao's light words brushed against her ears.

"Sister, do you think we eloped now?"

elopement......

Yu Qiling stared at her blankly, as if she could see her smiling face through the mask and sunglasses.

--

Cen Zixiao's apartment is a three-bedroom apartment, about [-] square meters, not too big or small, and her aunt will come to clean it every two or three days. It is very clean and very cozy.

"Sister, you can live here from now on."

Cen Zixiao took Yu Qiling to a room and helped her put her luggage away.

Yu Qiling looked around the room for a week, the room was not too big or small, it looked very comfortable, much better than the rental house she rented.

"There is a smaller room next door, with a floor-to-ceiling window, which is very large and has good lighting. It can be used as a studio for my sister." Cen Zixiao said, taking her arm and leading her to another room.

"Look, isn't it good?" Cen Zixiao smiled brightly, like a kid asking for credit.

Yu Qiling was a little dazed, "No need..."

She came here just for a few days, how could it be like...

Make it look like cohabitation?

She was embarrassed to take up such a large space for Cen Zixiao.

"It doesn't matter. I don't need it anyway. The assistant brought my sister's drawing board, paints, etc., and put them here. Whenever my sister wants to draw, she can draw."

Yu Qiling pursed her lips and did not speak.

Cen Zixiao clicked his tongue, shook Yu Qiling's arm, and said softly: "Okay, sister, when you have money in the future, let me go to your house to eat and live, okay? Now I will support you, Will you support me in the future? Filming is so tiring, I really want to eat and die."

"puff."

Yu Qiling was amused by Cen Zixiao's words, and couldn't help following her fantasy, and also smiled, and said by accident: "Okay."

Cen Zixiao raised her eyebrows.

"So..." Cen Zixiao approached her, smiling with his eyes hooked, exhaling lightly, "Did sister agree to let me be your little canary?

The warm breath sprinkled on Yu Qiling's face, and accidentally burned her face too.

canary?

Realizing what Cen Zixiao's words meant, Yu Qiling's heartbeat accelerated, and she suddenly turned her face away, not looking at her.

Seeing Yu Qiling blushing, Cen Zixiao leaned closer, her soft body clinging to her, advancing and retreating, Yu Qiling was forced to the corner of the bedroom by Cen Zixiao.

When her back was lightly hit by a piece of ice, Yu Qiling's dizzy and down-to-earth brain became clearer, and she reprimanded her in a low voice: "Don't talk nonsense..."

The elder sister was pressed against the corner by the younger sister, and reprimanded with a blushing face... Cen Zixiao inexplicably likes this feeling.

"Huh?" Cen Zixiao said with a nasal voice, "Could it be that my sister wants to keep another little vixen?"

Yu Qiling's voice trembled a little, "Why do you have to keep...?"

Cen Zixiao chuckled softly, and said quietly: "It is said that people will become bad when they are rich, don't you want to find a beautiful sister to accompany you?"

"I remember that day, my sister said you like women?"

like women?

"What?" Yu Qiling was stunned, forgot about her blushing, looked at her and asked, "When did I say I like women?"

Hearing this, Cen Zixiao didn't speak, but raised her head slightly and squinted at Yu Qiling.

The bedroom was quiet for several seconds before she said, "Well, it turns out my sister doesn't like women."

She really didn't say it.

Cen Zixiao's expression was a little lost, she let go of her imprisoned body, turned around and walked to the living room, "Okay, let's cook."

Yu Qiling followed slowly, her cold fingertips unconsciously touched her face, and she shrank back from the heat.

It's not normal.

--

"Let me wash the vegetables." Looking at the pile of ingredients on the cabinet, Yu Qiling knew that Cen Zixiao would not let her do any work that required a little effort, so she consciously chose the easiest one.

"Okay, then remember not to let the water get on your wrists." Cen Zixiao responded to her while chopping vegetables.

Cen Zixiao didn't break her promise, she finished Yu Qiling's breakfast, lunch and dinner these days, and Yu Qiling usually came to help.

This feeling is... very warm.

The sound of cutting vegetables, peeling vegetables, and the sound of running water from the faucet was mixed together. Cen Zixiao was in a particularly good mood, "Sister, let's go shopping at the mall tomorrow and buy you some new clothes or something."

Yu Qiling carefully peeled the cabbages one by one, and let out a soft "hmm".

"I owe you the money to buy clothes first, when the time comes..."

"Hi," Cen Zixiao interrupted her, and said with a smile: "Sister, do you know what I call it? It's called the pre-ordered big brother's thigh."

What, Yu Qiling was amused by her again, she found that Cen Zixiao was really good at coaxing people, just when she was about to say something, she heard Cen Zixiao gasp.

"hiss--"

Yu Qiling was startled, immediately put down the food in her hand, turned around and went to Cen Zixiao's side, frowning and asked: "What's wrong?"

Cen Zixiao raised his left hand in the air, and the tip of his index finger was continuously bleeding out.

"Accidentally cut my hand."

"Why are you so careless?" Yu Qiling frowned, and took Cen Zixiao's injured hand to examine, Mo Yan, who looked like a big sister scolding a child, was obviously stern but gentle.

Seeing her frowning worried and blamed, Cen Zixiao didn't know why, but enjoyed this feeling.

She deliberately said: "Sister, it hurts~"

Yu Qiling raised her eyes to look at her, and saw that she had an aggrieved look on her face, and tears welled up in her eyes.

Seeing her like this, her heart seemed to be disobedient, and she began to feel distressed for no reason.

Subconsciously, she wanted to reach out and rub her head, and then remembered that she was peeling vegetables just now, and her hands were very wet, so she put them down and wiped her clothes twice indiscriminately.

Cen Zixiao's wound was not shallow, and the incision was long, she comforted: "It's okay, do you have hydrogen peroxide at home?"

Cen Zixiao said softly, "I have a medicine box at home."

Yu Qiling took Cen Zixiao to the sofa, wiped off the blood on her fingers with a tissue, and took care of it. It hurt a little when applying the medicine, and Cen Zixiao acted exaggeratedly, as if she was so weak , she just wanted to see how Yu Qiling felt sorry for her.

When Yu Qiling heard Cen Zixiao's cry of pain, she moved more gently, holding her fingers in one hand and a cotton swab in the other, her movements were very careful, extremely light, she frowned, with a very serious expression.

It made Cen Zixiao feel ashamed to cry out in pain.

After applying the medicine, Yu Qiling tore off the wound patch, and asked while sticking it: "Does it still hurt?"

"It doesn't hurt anymore." Cen Zixiao said obediently, staring at Yu Qiling's face with sparkling eyes.

His eyes are very straightforward, and he is not shy at all.

She sighed ten thousand times, the heroine's face is really beautiful, her brows and eyes are very soft, and she has a delicate feeling. When she has no expression, she looks very deserted, but her heart is distressed. Can't help but fall in love with her gentle fragrance.

Elegant and intellectual, gentle and virtuous.

Cen Zixiao loves this type of woman very much.

Yu Qiling was uncomfortable being stared at by Cen Zixiao's overly arrogant gaze. She wanted her to stop looking, but she couldn't say it out. She was afraid that she would blush if she spoke, so she could only force her to continue bandaging her.

"I love my sister so much." Cen Zixiao said suddenly.

"Huh?" Yu Qiling looked at her suspiciously.

"I just got such a small cut and it hurts so much. My sister's wrist must hurt so much. It hurts so much."

Hearing this, Yu Qiling paused with her fingertips, trembled in her heart, moved her lips, did not speak, and continued to move her hands.

The band-aid with the bunny pattern was perfectly pasted on Cen Zixiao's right ring finger.

"Okay." Yu Qiling couldn't stand Cen Zixiao's scorching gaze, and was about to get up, but was pulled back.

Cen Zixiao suddenly retracted into Yu Qiling's arms, leaning against her with her head resting on her shoulder.

These days, Yu Qiling is not disgusted by being hugged by Cen Zixiao often, but she is still not used to it.

"What's the matter?" she asked, her breath obviously a little unstable.

Cen Zixiao looked at her side face, and said in a voice that could make people drunk, "Sister, don't do anything that hurts you anymore, okay? It hurts."

Yu Qiling's eyelashes trembled slightly, her body froze, and she didn't speak.

Cen Zixiao suddenly put her arms around her neck, got very close, deliberately exhaled at the base of her sensitive ears, and said softly: "I too... feel distressed~"

The tingling feeling spread from the base of the ears to all the limbs, this feeling was very strange to Yu Qiling, and her face was instantly hot.

Responding vaguely, Yu Qiling pushed Cen Zixiao away from her body, and walked towards the kitchen stiffly.

Cen Zixiao stared at her back with a pair of winking eyes, moved her body, and chased after her.

Just as Cen Zixiao wanted to move the knife again, she was stopped by Yu Qiling, "Your hand is injured, it's better not to cook, let me do it."

Cen Zixiao giggled, changed from her frailty just now, "It's okay, it's the left hand that hurt, it doesn't affect it."

As soon as the words fell, Yu Qiling's expression suddenly became very strange.

Her gaze shifted to Cen Zixiao's hand that was sticking to the window, she thought, these past few days, she has been feeling a little weird, but she can't say it.

It wasn't until just now that she figured out what was wrong...

Cen Zixiao was puzzled, "What's wrong with my sister?"

At this time, the system that had been lying dead for a long time suddenly came back to life, [The original owner is left-handed!left handed!Don't you remember? 】

Cen Zixiao's eyes froze.She remembers it, because she is too used to it, accidentally......

Yu Qiling raised her eyes and looked at the person in front of her, with a look of scrutiny in her eyes.

She remembered, and the impression was quite deep, that Cen Zixiao was left-handed.

Whether she is holding chopsticks, a pen, or something, she usually uses her left hand.

why......

Cen Zixiao suddenly smiled at her with a natural expression,

"Does my sister think it's weird? Some time ago, because of the need for filming, I specially practiced my right hand, so now I can use both hands. Isn't it great?"

"Is that so?" Yu Qiling was dubious.

It is not easy for a right-handed person to practice their left hand. Similarly, it is not easy for a left-handed person to practice their right hand. Will Cen Zixiao have this kind of patience?

"That's right, sister, am I serious?" Cen Zixiao said, then turned and walked to the cutting board: "I have to continue cutting potatoes, otherwise they will oxidize after a long time."

With that said, Cen Zixiao picked up the knife again and started cutting potatoes.Yu Qiling suppressed her doubts and continued with the work at hand.

Quietly in my heart, a knot was formed.

.......

After dinner, Yu Qiling took the initiative to turn on the TV, found "Look at the World", nestled on the sofa, hugged a pillow in her arms, and watched carefully.

She thinks it is very interesting, and she can also prepare for half a month later.

Cen Zixiao squeezed two cups of fresh juice, took another blanket, and gently covered Yu Qiling's body, then got into it herself, next to her, and watched together.

She found that what Yu Qiling was holding in her arms was still the pillow she had brought her in the hospital before.

how?At first, you were so disgusted that you threw him on the ground, but now you hold him and refuse to let go?

During the advertisement time, Cen Zixiao whispered in her ear, "Is that why sister likes Xiao Xiaoxiao so much?"

"You like to hug it so much?"

Yu Qiling was startled, and then she realized that for some reason, she relied on this pillow very much. It would be fine to use other pillows, mainly because there was a photo of Cen Zixiao printed on it...

In this way, it feels so ambiguous...it is easy to be misunderstood.

Yu Qiling didn't look at her, but stared at the advertisement on the TV, pretending to be natural: "Because it's so nice to be beside me, I just hugged it, I like hugging pillows."

"Oh, okay then." Cen Zixiao was a little disappointed, and leaned back on the sofa.

Ads pass quickly.

Half an hour after eating, Yu Qiling took the medicine.

Antidepressants have side effects.Half an hour after Yu Qiling took the medicine, she developed dizziness and nausea.

An episode of the variety show was turned off only halfway through. Yu Qiling sat in front of the toilet for a long time, wanting to vomit but couldn't. Cen Zixiao watched from the side, distressed, but there was nothing she could do for her. comfort her:

"It's okay, sister, don't be afraid, it's all normal, just wait a few days for the side effects to pass."

Hitting her chest, she couldn't vomit, Yu Qiling almost lost her balance when she stood up and fell down. Fortunately, Cen Zixiao was by her side and helped her to the sofa.

After sitting with her for a while, Cen Zixiao heard Yu Qiling said that she was sleepy, so she asked her to go back to her room to sleep.

Fearing that Yu Qiling's mouth would dry out, he poured a glass of water and put it on Yu Qiling's bedside table.

Cen Zixiao helped her cover the quilt, comforted her for a while, said good night, then helped her turn off the light, "Sister, I won't bother you, you can call me if you need anything, I'm next door, always Here I am."

Yu Qiling looked at her face, moved her lips, there seemed to be something in her eyes, the light was too dim, Cen Zixiao couldn't see it.

"Ah."

"Sister, good night~" After Cen Zixiao finished speaking, she closed the door gently.

......

The room was quiet and dark.

Lying on the bed, Yu Qiling habitually turned her head to look at one place, her vision became blurred, she couldn't see the sofa, nor could she see the woman lying on the sofa.

Only then did she suddenly remember that this is not a hospital ward anymore.

Very sleepy, but there was a feeling of emptiness and insecurity in my heart.

She couldn't hear a sound, nor could she hear another person's breathing. Yu Qiling's heart palpitations were unbearable. She was very afraid of this very dark, empty, dead silent environment where only she was alone.

Her heart told him that she needed someone to accompany her.

Yu Qiling looked up, and the glass water reflecting the moonlight outside the window was reflected in her eyes.

After an unknown amount of time, she slowly sat up from the bed, picked up the glass of water with trembling hands, and suddenly sprinkled the water on the bed, the glass fell and made a sound.

Sheets and bedding were soaked in large swaths.

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