I'm really not your cub

Everyone was crazy on this day. They fought with cakes and laughed. This party was not like a birthday party for a certain person, but a happy place for everyone.

Han Jin was the last guest to leave. When he was about to leave, Lin Su, who had been poured champagne, kept pulling him to talk: "Han Jin told Mother Han not to go to Zhongxin Road, and she must not be allowed to go."

After learning about the relationship between Han Jin and Han Yue, Lin Su knew that that day was a day when Han Jin fell into darkness completely. Without Han Yue, Han Jin would be insulated from happiness for the rest of his life.

Lin Su might be a little drunk. His face was flushed like a fresh and ripe peach, and his eyes were wet with water vapor. He was mischievous and cute when he looked at Han Jin.

Han Jin didn't understand why Lin Su cared so much about Zhongxin Road, but he nodded to Lin Su and agreed.

Lin Su curled his lips and smiled. He looked at the paper crown on Han Jin's head. He couldn't tell if he was awake or not. He asked, "Han Jin, are you happy today? Do you like this birthday party? "

Han Jin stared at Lin Su and asked, "What do you mean?" He remembered Lin Su's happy birthday to him.

Lin Su replied as a matter of course: "Didn't you be unhappy at the birthday party yesterday? Then do you like this one today?"

Han Jin suddenly remembered what Lin Su had said to him before.

5 years old?

——5 years old!

He remembered.

5 years old is a special day for Han Jin. That year Han Yue and Tan Yan divorced. He still didn't understand the impact of the divorce on Han Yue. It was just that on his birthday, he had expected a Doraemon Terman came to accompany him to a birthday party and wanted all the toys he liked at the time.

At that time, Han Yue, who was physically and mentally exhausted, almost went out of the house in order to fight for Han Jin's custody. She had no energy or financial resources to prepare for Han Jin's birthday that he was looking forward to.

If a person's childhood and adolescence have a clear boundary line, then Han Jin's boundary line is at the age of 5, he did not wait for his birthday party, he spent his fifth birthday on the train, obviously He should be naive and ignorant, but suddenly realized that he shouldn't make such a request anymore.

No wonder Lin Su pestered Han Yue to ask him about his childhood, no wonder he felt inexplicably touched by the scene in front of him.

It's just that Han Jin never imagined that after more than ten years, someone would go to great lengths to dress up his birthday party as a childhood dream, just to make him happy.

This kind of feeling is too thick, so thick that Han Jin can't bear it, he feels his heart is shaking.He put his hand on Lin Su's shoulder, and asked with a heavy force, "Lin Su, what exactly do you want?"

He asked each word very slowly, as if he was afraid that Lin Su could not hear clearly.

Whatever you want from me, please tell me directly, okay?I am willing to give it to you, don't torture him with such deep feelings anymore.

He can't bear it.

Lin Su's shoulders hurt a little from being pinched by Han Jin. He looked at Han Jin confusedly: "What do I want?" He repeated Han Jin's words in a murmur, and then replied in a daze, "I want, I want Just want to make you happy."

Han Jin's words touched Lin Su somehow. With wet eyes, he hugged Han Jin and said guiltily, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, you suffered a lot before, right? It's all my fault. If I could meet you sooner, The sooner you know, the better."

Han Jin loosened his grip little by little. At this moment, he seemed to have given up all resistance.He whispered: "I know there will be no good things for no reason in this world."

Yes, he knew that a person like him did not deserve any kindness and love.

But this moment.Still chose to surrender.

His hand that used to hold Lin Su's shoulder loosened, and instead hugged Lin Su's shoulder lightly. Han Jin said in a soft voice, "It's not too late, it's just right now."

-

Happiness is short-lived, and the holiday that carries it is also short-lived, and soon it will be time to start school.

Gao Zhuo looked at Lin Su, who was seated two groups away from him, lying on the table listlessly: "I feel that the relationship I established with Han Jin during the summer vacation is about to disappear."

Yao Xianliang asked: "What's wrong?" In the new semester, the table was adjusted and he and Gao Zhuo became the same table.

"Haven't you heard a saying, the hatred of being at the same table cannot be shared!" Gao Zhuo recalled the memories of him and Lin Su being at the same table, full of nostalgia.

Yao Xianliang snorted at him: "Don't speak indiscriminately if you are uneducated. Is the Human Education Committee yours? Are you qualified to use the word "Duo?"

Gao Zhuo thought that Lin Su would sit next to Han Jin without delay, and he was discouraged: "Well, the school committee left me willingly and eagerly."

Yao Xianliang said in his heart that Gao Zhuo was really stimulated, and even said two idioms in a row.

He patted Gao Zhuo's shoulder to comfort him: "Have you ever heard of a saying that people are talented and handsome, and if they join forces with each other, they will be opposed by a monster in that round."

Gao Zhuo thinks about it, Han Jin is the top ten in the grade, Lin Su is the class committee member, the two are indeed a match made in heaven.But soon he recalled it, and he questioned Yao Xianliang: "Who do you say is a monster?"

However, for the students in Class 11, the pairing of Lin Su and Han Jin at the same table is really impeccable.As far as Han Jin's temperament is concerned, unless he is matched with a mute, whoever can bear his character, and it is so cold, should not need to turn on the air conditioner when sitting next to him.

Lin Su didn't think there was anything wrong with being Han Jin's deskmate at all. He didn't talk much, so he just concentrated on brushing up the questions, and he didn't know if it was Lin Su's illusion. He felt that Han Jin seemed to be different. I can't describe it.

For example, today, in order to invite Han Jin to drink milk tea, he was worried that Han Jin would not accept it as before, so he bought a cup of milk tea for the same table at the front and back tables.

Han Jin came back from physical education class, looked at the milk tea on the table and said after a while, "I don't like milk tea, I'll buy juice next time." After speaking, he poked the milk tea open with a straw and took a sip. He glanced at the cups of milk tea held in his hands at the front and back tables.

Listening to them whispering about Lin Su giving them milk tea, some people joked about their tablemate: "Yuanyuan, you said that the school committee gives us things every now and then, so it doesn't mean that they like you and want to pursue you?"

Han Jin's eyes paused, he thought that Lin Su wanted to chase someone, but this person was not the Yuanyuan that the other party said.

"Don't talk nonsense." Li Yuanyuan stopped the tone of the tablemate who wanted to gossip, "The school committee is good, and he is also very popular among girls, but everyone's liking for him is not what you think."

Li Yuanyuan thought for a while and explained: "Do you like the school committee?"

"Of course I like it." After finishing speaking, the boy who answered felt awkward, "Why do I think this statement is a bit strange."

"Let's put it this way, what you like about the school committee is because you want to call him daddy, and what we girls like is because you want to have a cute brother or son like him, understand? It's all family affection."

The boy who spoke was almost not confused by the chaotic seniority, but Han Jin understood that he didn't want Lin Su to call him father, nor did he want a son like Lin Su to call him father.

If possible, Han Jin likes that Lin Su can call him brother.

Hearing that the two of them didn't really have unreasonable thoughts about Lin Su, Han Jin didn't pay attention to them any more, but he still said to Lin Su: "You don't need to buy it for others in the future, I will accept it, two copies are enough .”

Lin Su didn't know why Han Jin changed his mind and stopped rejecting his offer, but it couldn't stop him from being happy.

Of course, there are other anomalies besides this.

After the start of the new semester, Han Jin returned to being undisciplined. Although he is not as fearless as when he first arrived in Yingde, Han Jin does not write the homework that should be done. Less important classes and recess time Used to catch sleep.

Han Jin doesn't like to be disturbed when he sleeps.

During the break between classes, the head teacher just arranged for Lin Su to count the size of the sportswear for the whole class, which will be used during the sports meeting.

Seeing that Han Jin was sleeping, Lin Su picked out him and counted other people's sizes first. After registering around, only Han Jin was left without counting. He walked back to his seat. A little sleepy, but at least sat up from the desk.

"Han Jin, report it." Lin Su held the pen, ready to write down Han Jin's size when he heard it.

It's just that he didn't wait for Han Jin's voice, but waited for a pair of warm and generous palms, which wrapped around his waist and hugged him up.The embracing posture made Lin Su and Han Jin very close. Lin Su's feet were off the ground, and this time he intuitively felt the difference in height between him and Han Jin.

Han Jin easily picked him up.

Suddenly being picked up by someone, both feet flew into the air. Even though Han Jin quickly put Lin Su down, Lin Su was still a little surprised: "Han Jin, what are you doing?"

Han Jin just woke up, and his voice was a little lazy: "Didn't you let me hug you?"

Lin Su's face turned red, and he didn't know if he was angry. He puffed up his cheeks and said, "I want you to report your size, not me."

"Oh," a word rolled out of Han Jin's throat, he reported the size casually, and closed his eyes to rest again.

Lin Su was a little annoyed by Han Jin's nonchalant attitude, and Han Jin didn't think about why he would ask Han Jin to hug him, didn't he think it was strange?Moreover, Han Jin didn't even ask him, so he let the matter go lightly, as if in Han Jin's view, it was very rare and common for him to propose the idea of ​​letting Han Jin embrace it.

Lin Su couldn't describe this sense of disobedience, but felt a little outrageous anyway.

Sure enough, Lin Su's premonition was correct. After the evening class, his deskmate, Han Jin, said to him, "Come out, I have something to tell you."

When Han Jin spoke, he still spoke in a low and steady voice as usual, but Lin Su's intuition told him that Han Jin was different now.

It seemed that he wanted to reveal the secret that had been accumulated for a long time in front of him.

Lin Su thought for a while, and it was almost time, and he also had something to tell Han Jin.

So he nodded and followed Han Jin's footsteps to the school's grove.