I'm really not your cub

Lin Su did not expect that Han Jin would say such things to him. He was loved and loved by the Lin family, while Han Jin and Han Yue suffered all the ups and downs. He was the one who was hurt the most, but Han Jin did not complain or resent. He, let him not feel guilty, do not apologize.

Lin Su's heart was full of inexplicable emotions. He looked into Han Jin's eyes and said, "Han Jin, you don't need to be so nice." Before, Lin Su was always afraid that Han Jin would blame and resent him, but now his thoughts have changed. Now, he didn't want Han Jin to endure everything by himself in silence, and he would rather vent his anger like an ordinary person.

Han Jin was so mature that he almost forgot that Han Jin was obviously as old as him.

Han Jin's throat was a little itchy, his Adam's apple moved, and he said in a hoarse voice, "Lin Su, don't think so well of me." Everyone in the Lin family's love for Lin Su is obvious to all, and he is not so kind and magnanimous. It was only because this person was Lin Su that he could not be jealous.

If the love he missed falls on Lin Su, then he can accept the teasing of fate, and even feel that the suffering experienced in the previous 18 years has a little meaning. Give him the person he likes in the future.

Han Jin glanced at Lin Su, who was in thin clothes, stood up and said, "I've said everything I need to say, you should go back."

The sleeve was pulled, and Han Jin looked down at Lin Su's palm on his shirt. He clenched it tightly. I don't know if it was because of too much force or because he was too nervous. The blue meridians on the back of his hand were very tight. conspicuous.

"Han Jin, I haven't said what I want to say." Lin Su raised her head, her amber eyes were bright and persistent, "You've finished speaking, it's time for me to say it."

Han Jin stopped in his tracks: "Go ahead."

"I didn't think you liked boys before," Lin Su stuttered the first sentence.

Han Jin laughed in his heart, before he met Lin Su, he never thought that he would like boys.

After the first sentence was uttered, the rest of the sentence went smoothly. Lin Su continued: "If I had known, I would not have done so many things that misunderstood you. In the past few days, I have thought a lot and researched a lot about homosexuality. I avoid you because I haven't figured out whether I'm gay, your liking is serious, and I can't give you an answer lightly."

"Have you figured it out now?" Han Jin asked.

Lin Su shook his head, the store's bright lights imprinted on his face, making the expression on his face extra sincere: "I'm still not sure if I'm gay or not."

Han Jin was not surprised by this answer, he waited for Lin Su's rejection a little numbly.

"However, I suddenly realized that when I saw you sad, I felt uncomfortable. I wanted to make you happy, not just to make up for it. I became a little stingy and wanted your eyes to look at me all the time."

Lin Su looked at Han Jin seriously: "Han Jin, I don't know if I'm gay now, do you still like me now that you know all the truth? If you like me, then I can be. I didn't come here today to say And, but to say that you like yours."

Lin Su didn't know why he became more and more nervous as he spoke, and his voice trembled, but he still said the answer he owed Han Jin: "Han Jin, I seem to like you too."

If you like rabbits, then I can be a little bunny with bunny ears doing a cute bunny dance.

If you like me, boys like boys, I'm not sure I like boys, but the object is you, then I can be too.

Because I like you too.

After Lin Su spoke, seeing that Han Jin didn't respond, his heart began to sink. Could it be that Han Jin didn't—

He was hugged by Han Jin before he finished thinking. He hugged him so tightly that if it wasn't for Lin Su's thick clothes, he might have been strangled by him.

Han Jin rested his head on Lin Su's shoulder, closed his eyes, and said in a hoarse voice after a while, "Lin Su, did you do it on purpose? To trick me into staying."

Lin Su also often played and played with Gao Zhuo and the others. Gao Zhuo sometimes hugged him, but those hugs were completely different from Han Jin's hugs. Han Jin's behavior told him the answer, so he didn't Nervous, and even asked in a naughty tone: "So are you going?"

Han Jin seemed to see Lin Su's complacency, and he suddenly laughed out loud. Lin Su poked his shoulder with his finger, asking him to answer.

Han Jin stopped laughing, he let go of Lin Su, looked into his eyes and said seriously: "If you don't leave, I will be where you are, and the end of my eyes will always be you."

Lin Su also laughed, his heart seemed to be filled with something sweet, and he responded briskly with a nasal voice: "Mmm~"

The two sat on the bench for more than ten minutes, did not say anything, just looked at each other, and the emotions in their hearts were full.

Lin Su would smile suddenly when she looked at the straight and bright street lights, and when she saw passers-by, she would also smile suddenly, and she would also smile when she looked at the boy with a tall nose beside her, but it was a dimple that didn't show him easily With a smile on his face, this boy is the one he likes.

Han Jin felt Lin Su's gaze. The autumn evening wind was cool, but the boy's heart was hot. He coughed lightly, put his hand on the gap between the two benches, and asked softly, "Do you want to hold hands?" ?”

Han Jin's voice interrupted Lin Su's gaze. Following Han Jin's line of sight, he saw the couple walking by holding hands. He put his outer hand into his pocket, curled his fingers, and put the other hand indifferently. Next to Han Jin's palm: "Oh, then hold."

As soon as he finished speaking, Han Jin's palm moved a small step and covered Lin Su's. Lin Su's hand was not too small, but it was still completely covered by Han Jin, and Han Jin's hand was just like him. Full of perseverance, it looks cold and hard, but when it gets close, it is all warm and scalding.

"Where are we going now?" Lin Su asked, sitting in the square all the time seemed a little cold.

"What were you planning to do next?"

"Wait for you," Lin Su said after a pause, "If you don't come, I'll watch the national flag raising."

Han Jin stood up, holding Lin Su's hand and said, "Then let's watch the national flag raising."

Lin Su had no objection, but halfway there, he asked curiously, "What were you planning to do before you came?"

Han Jin glanced at Lin Su, because the relationship between him and Lin Su was different, and when he got to the point of his mouth, he said the truth: "Go to the hospital to see a doctor." Seeing Lin Su's face changed, he added He said, "It's just a cold, not serious."

Lin Su stopped. He took Han Jin's hand and pressed his palm against Han Jin's. It wasn't his illusion of nervousness. Han Jin's palm was hot, and Lin Su stretched out his hand to touch Han Jin's forehead.

Han Jin originally wanted to say that it's okay not to mobilize the crowd like this, but seeing Lin Su's serious expression, he suddenly didn't want to move anymore, and stood there waiting for Lin Su to check his body temperature.

Lin Su looked serious, and Han Jin lowered his head slightly, revealing an inexplicable meekness. There seemed to be a subtle exchange of personalities between the two.

"It's hot, let's go to the hospital." Lin Su quickly made a decision.

Han Jin said, "It's okay to go after watching the flag raising. The National Day flag raising only happens once a year." He still wanted to watch the flag raising with Lin Su, because he had been waiting in the square for so long.

It was Lin Su who finally realized that Han Jin's hoarse voice was due to illness. He had been too careless to ignore it before. No wonder Han Jin was a little abnormal today, talking so much.

"You can watch it next year, too." Lin Su took out his phone. Fortunately, it still had power, and he clicked on the taxi-hailing app to hail a taxi. "We can watch it together every year from now on."

The light of the mobile phone shone on Lin Su's clean and beautiful face. The long eyelashes made people feel itchy. Han Jin's fingers gently brushed Lin Su's eyelashes, and then said with a smile: "Yeah. , I listen to you." After all, they still have many years to come.

Lin Su accompanied Han into the hospital. The doctor took his temperature and found that he had a fever, so he prescribed medicine for Han Jin and told him to hang up a bottle of water before leaving.

When the season changes, there are a lot of people with colds, and the blue infusion chairs in the infusion area are almost full. Lin Su pushes Han Jin, who follows him closely, to the spare infusion chair and sits down: "You take Hold on, and I'll get you the medicine."

Lin Su felt that Han Jin was a bit clingy after he fell ill, and there was no sign that he wanted to break up with him with a blank face before.

"You don't have to follow me all the time."

"Don't you want me to keep watching you?"

Lin Su's ears were a little red, and he whispered: "I don't really want you to look at me all the time, what I mean is, you want me to feel that you are always there, and I can also feel that I am always by your side. Otherwise, think about how terrifying it is."

Laughter swayed from Han Jin's throat. Of course he knew what Lin Su meant, but today he wanted to keep looking at him. Anyway, he was sick. Isn't it normal to be weird?

"Okay, I won't tease you anymore, you go."

Lin Su didn't know why hearing Han Jin's laughter made her ears feel hotter. Hearing this, she took her mobile phone and went to check out to buy medicine.

Lin Su answered a phone call halfway through paying the fee, and when he came back, the nurse was hanging water for Han Jin.

As he approached, he heard the nurse lady asking, "Is that your younger brother just now? It's rare to see a younger brother accompanying an elder brother to see a doctor these days. You brothers have such a good relationship." Lin Su looked small, Han Jin was tall and tall. He was sitting on the infusion chair, and his legs seemed to have nowhere to rest, so the nurse thought they were brothers.

Han Jin coughed and answered, "He's not my brother." A little smile appeared on his face when he said this.

The nurse didn't think much of it either: "Oh, that's my mistake."

Then she heard a clean voice saying: "Well, it is indeed wrong, he is my younger brother."

The nurse was a little surprised this time. She looked at Han Jin and then at Lin Su. Is heredity really a metaphysics?

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感谢在2021-07-2514:59:57~2021-08-0814:47:05期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel of irrigation nutrient solution: 20 bottles of sex;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!