I'm really not your cub

In the year of Lin Su's college entrance examination, the Ministry of Education did not allow the publicity of the top scorer in the college entrance examination, but since the establishment of Yingde School, no candidate with such excellent grades has been produced, so after the results of the college entrance examination came out, a banner of celebration was hung at the gate of Yingde School for a few days—Congratulations to Lin Su Su and Han Jin achieved excellent results.

People like Gao Zhuo who were close to Lin Su and Han Jin hadn't accepted the surprise of Han Jin appearing on the Yingde banner, but they saw the two people standing next to each other on the banner, and they were also very close in private.

Gao Zhuo was the first to react. It turned out that he didn't think too much. The relationship between the two was very frank. After asking about the time Lin Su and Han Jin were together, he deeply felt that it was always him. Think too little.

Thinking about the abnormalities of the two of them this semester, one asking for leave and the other transferring to another school, Gao Zhuocai realized later that there must have been something wrong between the two of them at that time.

Gao Zhuo looked at Lin Su and Han Jin, and asked tentatively, "Liang Shanbo and Zhu Yingtai?"

What a silly metaphor, but Lin Su still understood what Gao Zhuo wanted to express after having been at the same table for so long.

"Are my parents so superficial?" If you really want to say it, maybe the prince and the poor child are more suitable.

Gao Zhuo also went to Lin Su's house several times. He thought that neither Uncle Lin nor Aunt Zhou were parents who judge people by family background. He asked, "Why is that?"

Han Jin on the side heard the conversation between the two, and he was a little skeptical about their ability to grasp the key points, so he couldn't help but said, "You don't seem surprised that we are together?"

It was rare for Gao Zhuo to meet Han Jin who took the initiative to talk to him, and he was flattered to answer: "Brother Jin is not a bad character, and he got such inhuman results in the college entrance examination. He can afford the word excellent, let alone the school committee." , The words "excellent in character and learning" are tailor-made for him."

Han Jin listened patiently, thinking that Gao Zhuo's Chinese composition scores might not be as high as his. Such unfocused statements obviously won't be liked by the teacher.

However, Gao Zhuo's next sentence completely exceeded Han Jin's expectations.

"Is it strange that an excellent person falls in love with another excellent person? It's not surprising that excellent people are together." Gao Zhuo's tone was taken for granted. He was also surprised at first, but later thinking about the daily relationship between the two, It feels quite normal again.

Han Jin looked at Gao Zhuo for a long time, then smiled and said after a while, "No wonder Lin Su and you are friends."

Gao Zhuo scratched his head, and quietly said to Lin Su: "School Committee, was Han Jin complimenting me just now?" After getting Lin Su's affirmative answer, Gao Zhuo murmured, "I feel that he is different from when he just came here. It’s actually quite easy to get along with.”

At the end of the summer vacation, Lin Su and Han Jin were admitted to the best medical university in the country without any suspense.

Because both of them will take root in this school for the next eight years, the Lin family and Han Yue bought a house near the school together, and they didn't say who they bought it for, and registered it directly under the names of Han Jin and Lin Su.

In fact, it’s not that the Lin family can’t afford two apartments, it’s just that it’s hard to exclude Han Yue, and now that Lin Su and Han Jin have a different relationship, Father Lin’s eyelids twitched even if he gave it in any name, so he decided to go out with Han Yue Money, anyway, the relationship is so messed up that you can't figure it out, so you might as well just fool around like this first, in case the two of you get separated one day.

Although Lin's father no longer insisted on separating the two, he still couldn't accept Han Jin and Lin Su being together. A wife who indulges children, he can't be a villain, anyway, life is rare to be confused.

In this way, Han Jin and Lin Su lived as roommates again after they arrived in the capital. The little goldfish that Han Jin raised well in that tank also moved to a new house with the two of them.

Medical students have heavy academic tasks, and their classes have been very full since their freshman year. When there are classes, they take care of them in the school cafeteria. Their homes are close to each other, and when there is no class, the two walk back to their home outside the school.

Maybe after parting during the summer vacation, after the two finally held hands openly, they got tired of being together almost every day, especially Han Jin, who was very calm when he transferred to another school. extreme behavior.

Lin Su thought that Han Jin, like himself, had a firm belief that they would always meet again.So although he was pleasantly surprised by the letting go of both parents in the end, he didn't feel lucky about the rest of his life.

This description is definitely not an exaggeration for Han Jin. Throughout the summer vacation, he was inseparable from him as if he was afraid that they would be separated again, shrouded in a deep sense of uneasiness.

It didn't take long for Lin Su to notice Han Jin's strangeness. He realized that for Han Jin who had been separated since he was a child, the separation he knew was separation, and he could never see him again.

So when Han Yue separated them, he didn't think his heart would change, and he also didn't think they could see each other again, just like every parting he had experienced before, never seeing each other again.

Lin Su didn't say anything about Han Jin's anxiety, but pretended not to notice and laughed with him.They went to amusement parks, climbed mountains together, and stayed up all night looking at the stars.We exchanged kisses in an empty room, and played a piano piece with four hands in a bustling shopping mall. Lin Su accompanied him to make up for all the things that Han Jin missed, and created a new and sweet relationship with him. memory.

So when the school's online course selection opened, Lin Su held his laptop and asked Han Jin if he wanted to choose the same teacher as him.

Han Jin rubbed his short curly hair, thought for a while and said, "No, you have watched the videos of these teachers' lectures in previous years, and you already have candidates."

Lin Su was a little surprised. He asked, "You really don't take the same courses as me?" He was in the same class as Han Jin, but there were several teachers for each major course, and the class time for different elective courses was not the same.

"Why are you reluctant to part with me?" Han Jin said lazily.

Lin Su's ears were a little red, and she retorted: "Who is reluctant to part with you!"

"Really?" Han Jin stared at Lin Su's face with searching eyes, and after seeing Lin Su's face getting redder and redder, he said, "Well, I'm a little bit reluctant, and you won't be My little deskmate."

Lin Su was soft but not hard, Han Jin showed weakness, and Lin Su's eyes softened. He turned his eyes away and focused on the course selection interface, and said in a low voice, "Well, I'm actually not used to it."

There was a slight smile on Han Jin's stern face, he put his head on Lin Su's shoulder, and the two cheeks were pressed together intimately, as if as long as he got close to Lin Su's cool skin, all the irritability and gloom in his heart would be wiped away by it. A touch of smoothing.

"Lin Su, if Sister Yue and the others didn't change their minds after the college entrance examination, what would you do?" Han Jin asked suddenly.

This is the first time they talked about that early summer full of depression and sweat after they got together.

Lin Su replied without hesitation, "I'm looking for you."

Han Jin didn't expect Lin Su to answer like this. Lin Su obviously thought about this question seriously, so before Han Jin could speak, he continued: "I have your contact number on WeChat, and I will contact you directly. However, I also thought that your contact information will not be used after you go abroad, and I may not be able to contact you. But I know your name and the school you used to go to. You must study when you go abroad. The International Students Forum will find you."

"I have already thought about what to write. Han Jin from Province A of China, a person named Lin Su is looking for you. After reading the message, please contact us in the following way." Relationships are the fastest to spread. In his plan, he has already thought of two versions of the missing person notice that Han Jin owes him money and owes him love.

"If I still can't find you, I will go to a country to look for you every year on vacation. If I still can't find you, I will always wait for you at the place I agreed with. As long as you can come to see me, I will wait here You. I've got a way to see you again."

"Aren't you afraid of being tired after such a long time?" Han Jin's voice was low and muffled.

"No, I said I like it, and I will always like it, unless you tell me that you don't like me anymore." Lin Su said as a matter of course. He said he liked Han Jin after careful consideration. Like it, there will be no other difference between them.

Han Jin hugged Lin Su tightly: "Did you blame me for leaving without saying goodbye?"

"How could it be? I know you don't want to. If it were me, I would have no way to disobey Sister Yue's ideas." Lin Su turned her head to see Han Jin's expression. Han Jin didn't move, and he didn't force it anymore. Just keep talking. "They are my parents and your parents, I know." It was also because of this that he could calmly endure.

Han Jin's arm holding Lin Su silently tightened a little more. He didn't expect Lin Su to understand his thoughts completely.

"It's almost time for the course selection system to open." Han Jin said.

Lin Su, who was waiting to have a heart-to-heart talk with her boyfriend, was confused, and the topic suddenly turned to course selection?

Seeing Lin Su's puzzled look, Han Jin thought it was too cute. He pinched Lin Su's soft earlobes and said relaxedly, "Choose quickly, our schedules don't have to be exactly the same. Compared with the identity of the same table , I still prefer the title of boyfriend." All his uneasiness was calmed down by Lin Su.

After choosing the class, Han Jin suddenly suggested: "Su Zai, let's go raise the national flag."

Lin Su's hair was about to explode. He threw himself on Han Jin and covered Han Jin's mouth: "Who allowed you to call me that, brother, you have to call me brother!"

"Well, I heard it." Han Jin quickly chose the first semester with his mobile phone.

The next morning they went to see the national flag raising together. They didn't miss it this year, and they didn't miss it every year after that.

I don't know love and hate when I am young, and a heartbeat is a lifetime.

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Lin Su ate fast. His eating speed had been honed by his schoolwork and resident training over the past few years, and he finished the food on the table as quickly as possible.

At noon, he had three anatomy classes to attend, and it was running out of time. He told Han Jin, "Don't cook the piece of pork I bought in the morning. I will use it to practice sewing when I come back in the afternoon."

After he finished speaking, he realized that something was wrong with Han Jin today. He stopped walking towards the entrance, and asked with concern: "What's wrong with you, Han Jin? Did you not sleep well yesterday?"

Han Jin glanced at Lin Su and said, "It's nothing, it was just a dream."

It must be a dream, right?

Han Jin seemed to be watching from the perspective of a bystander watching a past that was completely different from what he remembered. Sister Yue died, Lin Su had a completely different personality from what he remembered, and Tan Yan, who had a gloomy personality, appeared beside him. , He said he would take care of him, but in fact he had a deep hatred for him.On the one hand, he raised him as the only child, and on the other hand, he made him participate in various dangerous activities.

He lived with hatred. The person who killed Sister Yue was a woman who liked to talk about delays. She was used to being taught a lesson by a superior person, and took away his mother who was dependent on him in this world.The driver who was bribed, the woman who spent money, the provocative Tan Yan, the vicious Lin Su, the doting Lin family couple, even him, none of them were completely innocent in the face of Han Yue's death.

Only after Han Yue's death did he realize that he was not Han Yue's child. His biological parents were the Lin family couple who indirectly killed sister Yue. He took revenge on everyone involved in Han Yue's death, including himself.

When Lin Su died, the Lin family and his wife were shocked when they found out the truth. He didn't get close to them, but the Lin family and his wife still left all the Lin family's property to him.After Sister Yue's death, Tan Yan began to drink heavily, and died within a few years of regret and self-torture.

In the blink of an eye, the person he loves and hates so much that no one is by his side anymore.

He has been fooled by fate all his life. When he can control the fate of others, he also starts to fool the fate of others. As a result, more and more people hate him. He is very happy. When he destroys the happiness of others, he has long-lost feelings in his heart. Happy.

If he does too many bad things, sooner or later there will be a day of backlash, and he finally waited for that day.

On the day of his death, he was looking at a book he took out at random, it was a picture book, and he didn't know how such a book was put into his bookcase.He waited for the end of his life to come, and he stopped being picky, and casually looked at the picture book in his hand.

The picture book tells about a little boy who was abandoned by others. His life experience was very poor. He was sick and stayed on the hospital bed since he was a child. He had never seen the outside world. He was accompanied only by a tank of fish and a clump of flowers outside the window.

The boy looked at the direction of the window with a lonely and longing expression, and looking at it moved a hard-hearted person like him with some compassion.

He was shot to death before turning to the end of that picture book. At the last moment when he closed his eyes, what appeared in his mind was the expression of the boy lying on the hospital bed looking at the window. He suddenly understood why the boy's eyes touched him. , It is the desire and love for life, even though it is so miserable, he still strongly wants to live, wants to smell the fragrance of flowers, wants to watch fish swim, it is completely different from him.

I don't know if the little boy was rescued in the ending of the picture book?

It's not bad for a person like him to be alive.This was the last thought in Han Jin's mind before losing consciousness.

Seeing Han Jin in a daze, Lin Su blushed a little and said, "The final exam is coming soon. Let's go to the hotel to study and study. We'll come back home after the holiday." It landed on the furniture in the house, but his tone became firm, "Anyway, I won't go home and sleep until the exam is over."

If you sleep at home at night, it will definitely be endless, and you won't have the mind to do other things.

Han Jin didn't know whether to laugh or cry: "What are you thinking, I'm really fine."

Lin Su was still a little suspicious. Han Jin didn't look like he was okay just now, but now that his studies are going well, and their parents have approved their relationship, he can't think of anything else that would change his mood.

Han Jin looked at Lin Su tenderly, "It just occurred to me that I haven't said I love you yet."

Lin Su heaved a sigh of relief. It turned out that this was the matter. His expression relaxed. He hooked Han Jin's shoulder and said without any shyness, "So it was this matter. I've always known it." Then he kissed Han Jin's lips. Kiss and say, "I love you too."

Han Jin squatted down and untied the shoelaces that Lin Su had knotted, and tied a cross knot again.

Lin Su muttered in a low voice, "The operation was completed smoothly."

"Okay, let's go to class."

Han Jin stood by the window and looked at Lin Su's back as he walked to school. Lin Su said that he was a gentle person. He never thought he was, but it was like a spell from Lin Su's mouth. He said After a lot, he seems to have really become gentle.

Thinking of that bizarre dream, Han Jin thought that perhaps the existence of some people made Yan Dong a fairy tale.

Lin Su on the street seemed to sense something, and suddenly turned his head. He noticed that Han Jin was looking at him, and his bright eyes suddenly became bright. He waved at Han Jin with a smile on his face.

Han Jin also smiled lightly.

The early summer is breezy and sunny, and everything is as it was back then.