The male god became my bird

Thinking that there was still a confrontation scene to be filmed on the terrace later, Xia Yu didn't go downstairs, and planned to rest on the terrace for a while.

He glanced at Zhao Qi'an next to him, and he didn't seem to have any plans to go downstairs, so he asked casually, "Mr. Zhao, don't you want to go down and rest?"

Recently, the relationship between Xia Yu and Zhao Qi'an has eased slightly, and Xia Yu doesn't know why, although Zhao Qi'an is still indifferent to him, but at least he won't speak barbs against him anymore.

"Need not."

The two stood on the edge of the terrace, one left and one right, and the atmosphere was a little awkward.

Zhao Qi'an sneaked a glance at Xia Yu, feeling very complicated. These days, he has also seen that the rumors he heard about Xia Yu are probably not true.

It was Tong Xi, a junior with whom Zhao Qi'an had a good relationship, who told Xia Yu those rumors.

Tong Xi also participated in the audition for the role of Mo Hai. Tong Xi knew that Zhao Qi'an had a good relationship with the assistant director, so after the audition, he asked Zhao Qi'an to help inquire about the audition results.

At that time, the assistant director told Zhao Qi'an that Liu Fengmao thought Tong Xi was good, and he should be the one who should be the one.

Zhao Qi'an told Tong Xi the good news, but Tong Xi was happy for a few days, and when the results of the audition were announced, he was not the one who played Mo Hai.

Tong Xi was very dissatisfied with the fact that he was not selected, and felt that someone had found a relationship and pushed him down through the back door.

This person is Xia Yu.

Tong Xi immediately investigated many things about Xia Yu and found Zhao Qi'an to complain.

He told Zhao Qi'an that Xia Yu had several benefactors, his private life was chaotic, his acting skills were not good, and he was useless except for his looks.He also showed Zhao Qi'an Xia Yu's previous TV series "Lamp Soul".

With the evidence in front of him, Zhao Qi'an and Tong Xi had been friends for many years, plus the matter of Mo Hai's casting, Zhao Qi'an believed what Tong Xi said.

Later, there were rumors that an actor's exorbitant salary affected the filming of the crew, and Zhao Qi'an naturally thought that this person was Xia Yu.

It wasn't until the incident about Song Xuefei's torture to Xia Yu broke out that Zhao Qi'an didn't know that that person was actually Song Xuefei.

Thinking about it now, Zhao Qi'an felt that perhaps it was because Tong Xi was angry at the time that he told him about Xia Yu with embellishment.

He listened to everything when others complained unintentionally, which is really inappropriate.

As for acting skills, if you think about it carefully, just because a person did not act well before doesn't mean he won't improve later.

At least during the period when Zhao Qi'an and Xia Yu worked together, he felt that Xia Yu's progress was indeed amazing.

Thinking that he might have misunderstood Xia Yu, Zhao Qi'an felt a little guilty, but he couldn't do it if he wanted to apologize to Xia Yu immediately or be too kind.

But now the most important thing is to make a good movie, let's talk about everything after the movie is finished.

Zhao Qi'an threw away those disturbing thoughts, and leaned against the fence behind him with a relaxed body.

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"Chenyan, are you really not coming to get together with us? Tong Zihao's holiday villa is not far from City C. If you have nothing to do, come over and have a few drinks today. Everyone is here." The background sound on the other end of the phone was a bit loud, making him When Yan Qin spoke, he subconsciously amplified the volume.

"No, I don't want to go out."

"I really don't know what you are doing in the hotel, and you don't know how to play with us when you come to City C." Yan Qin's tone was slightly dissatisfied.

"Thinking about something, your side is too noisy, I hung up."

"Hey wait, don't hang up yet." Yan Qin walked out a few quick steps, found an empty room and closed the door: "Tell me, what do you want?"

Xie Chenyan chuckled lightly: "So gossip?"

"It's not me gossip. It's rare that you have time to meditate. As your friend, I feel that I have an obligation to explain your doubts to you. Maybe you can figure it out after we chat. I guess, you are thinking about what happened last time." something?"

Based on Yan Qin's understanding of Xie Chenyan, Xie Chenyan said that he must not be talking about work matters when he was thinking about something. He thought about it carefully, and the most annoying thing for Xie Chenyan was that he told himself that he liked it at the party that night. The last kid thing.

Sure enough, Yan Qin heard Xie Chen say "hmm".

Yan Qin said in such a tone as expected: "You haven't figured out whether you like him or not?"

"No, I'm pretty sure I like him now."

Xie Chenyan doesn't talk to people often, but this matter concerns Xia Yu, and he feels that he needs to talk to someone who has experience in this field.

Yan Qin is a person who is very experienced in relationships.

"Then what are you struggling with? If you like it, stay together and seize the moment." Yan Qin's personality is more casual. If he meets someone he likes, he will pursue him even if he has a little affection, although this also causes him to change to another person. Half of the speed is extremely fast, and it feels a bit scumbag, but he can guarantee that when he is with the other party, he likes the other party wholeheartedly.

"But I still have a lot of issues to think about, like I'm not sure if he likes me or not."

"Damn, what's the problem with you? For a while, you don't know if you like others, and for a while, you don't know if others like you. Isn't this just a matter of asking? Besides, even if the other party doesn't like you, why don't you just give up?" Well, why are you still entangled like this?" Yan Qin raised his forehead: "Chen Yan, are you such a mother-in-law when it comes to feelings?"

"It's not what you think, I just think his feelings for me may just be like idols, you understand? I'm almost sure that if I confess to him, he will definitely be with me, and maybe he will feel that too He likes me, but that kind of feeling is probably just because I am his idol."

Xie Chenyan was happy when he knew that Shi Yu, who he was playing, had helped Xia Yu, because it meant that his weight in Xia Yu's heart was very important, irreplaceable, and unshakable.

But then he felt powerless again.

Just because this feeling was too strong, he was even more uncertain about Xia Yu's feelings for him.

Is it love, gratitude, or worship...

He remembered what he asked Xia Yu that day in Xia Yu's storage room.

At that time, he thought that he had captured Xia Yu's true feelings, but judging by Xia Yu's later reaction, it was very likely that it was just his own illusion.

Yan Qin heard some clues: "It sounds like this person is your fan?"

"Ah."

"You said before that he was a child... You didn't kidnap your young fans, did you? Could it be that he is a minor?!"

"……no."

"Phew, it's okay, otherwise I want to call the police directly." Yan Qin patted his chest and then said seriously: "Since everyone else is an adult, he must have the ability to distinguish, why do you think he can't figure out what is it? What kind of like? Maybe you should talk to him."

"I'm not going to talk about it right now. I said I still have a lot of things to think about."

Yan Qin said helplessly: "Okay then, if you have any questions, just tell them directly."

"For example, how to get along when we are together, how to deal with relationships when we are not together, and..." Xie Chenyan leaned back on the sofa behind him: "He is different from me. His family is very good and loves him very much... I Older than him, even if he likes me, there are some things I have to consider."

Xie Chenyan thought of Xia Yu's family. If Xia Yu really liked being with him, what would his parents think? A homosexual who is so many years older than his son, they would be very angry and sad...

Maybe Xia Yu's father would beat him up like he did to the kidnapper, and maybe Xia Yu would have conflicts with his parents.

At that time, wouldn't I become the chief culprit who destroyed Xia Yu's family harmony?

Xie Chenyan didn't want to do this, he hoped that Xia Yu would be happy forever, he shouldn't worry about these things, even if he wanted to be with Xia Yu, it should be after he arranged everything.

Yan Qin was silent for a while listening to Xie Chenyan's words. He could hear Xie Chenyan's seriousness about this relationship, and at the same time he could hear the pessimism in his words. Maybe what he said just now was right. Xie Chenyan is indeed timid when it comes to feelings. .

"Chen Yan, worrying about so many messes is because those things in the past are still affecting you... Do you think you can't handle your feelings well?"

This time, Xie Chenyan was silent.

It wasn't until Yan Qin thought that his words had poked Xie Chenyan's pain, and Xie Chenyan had dropped the phone and left, that he heard Xie Chenyan before speaking.

"Yan Qin, you know what happened to me before. You should understand that I really don't have the confidence to handle my feelings well. I have spent all my energy on acting and career these years. I don't think it's bad or wrong. I I thought I would never fall in love with anyone in my life, and I am already ready to live alone." Xie Chenyan changed his tone: "But I can't help falling in love with him."

Xie Chenyan has never liked anyone, because of the past, his attitude towards feelings has always been indifferent.

He doesn't like to have close contact with others, because he is afraid of having too strong feelings with others, and he is even more afraid that those who have feelings will betray him.

If there is no contact or in-depth contact, there will be no involvement and entanglement, and there will be no sadness or sadness.

However, because he became a parrot, he came into contact with Xia Yu, he was attracted by Xia Yu, and naturally fell in love with Xia Yu.

"Are you afraid that he will betray you too?"

"No, I'm just afraid that I won't be able to love him well."

……

After hanging up the phone, Xie Chenyan still heard Yan Qin's last words: "It's hard to fall in love with someone, I hope you will be brave, and don't let yourself regret it."

Maybe I should be braver.

Xie Chenyan looked at the phone, clicked on the call history, and found Xia Yu's number easily.

Recently, they have been in frequent contact and get along very happily.

Thinking of Xia Yu saying that he still wanted to invite him to dinner, Xie Chenyan's mouth slightly curled up, maybe he should ask Xia Yu to meet.

Although approaching Xia Yu as a friend was a bit despicable, he couldn't restrain his desire to see Xia Yu. This was different from when he became Paji. He wanted to see Xia Yu that only Xie Chenyan could see.

Glancing at the time, the crew should be on lunch break now, so Xie Chenyan directly dialed Xia Yu's number.

After a while, the phone was answered, and it was Qiao Xiaodong who answered the phone: "Mr. Xie? Sorry, brother Yu can't answer the phone right now."

Xie Chenyan heard Qiao Xiaodong's voice anxious, so he asked, "What's the matter? Is Xia Yu busy?"

"Brother Yu is in the hospital right now. He fell from the second floor while filming..."

The author has something to say:

Laoyan is very twisted in the matter of relationship ＿(:з"∠)＿ mainly because of the growing family~ Well~ But the assist boys don’t allow Laoyan to continue to twist~