But to untie the bell, the person who tied the bell must be tied. Only he can open the bell that he tied himself.

I glanced at the foggy sky and quickened my pace.

---------Zhang Qi Ling

4: 30am

The numbers on my phone clearly told me that I only slept for an hour.

The same dream, the same time, has been circulating endlessly for more than 20 years.

I rubbed my forehead, and I lost the desire to sleep again. I wanted to turn on the computer and write something, but I stared at the blank document in a daze, unable to write a single word.

My heart was in turmoil because of that dream.

It's like this every time...

Turning on the laptop, I leaned against the window, watching the light in the east, but the street lights were still on.

I've booked a flight to Paris this afternoon.After thinking about it, he decided to tell Wu Xie, but found that he did not have his mobile phone number.

The clock kept going, I closed my eyes and let my thoughts go.

This continued until Wu Xie's arrival.

I didn't expect him to come. I wanted Hei Xiazi to tell Wu Xie, but now it seems unnecessary.

Stir the coffee lightly and create a beautiful ripple.Wu Xie finished the coffee, and suddenly took out a paper bag and handed it to me, with a hint of conspiracy in his smile, "I just suggested that foreigners sell this stuff on the side of the road, try it and see if the taste is comparable to the Chinese one."

really.Foreigners sell Chinese things to fool foreigners.I took the paper bag in Wu Xie's hand, and it turned towards a very beautiful candied hawthorn. A layer of rock sugar covered the bright red hawthorn, but the taste was completely opposite to the appearance.

The hawthorn was sour and astringent, too much sugar made it too sticky, I threw away the candied haws, and Wu Xie's verification of capital while avoiding my eyes made me angry and helpless.

Are you trying to play tricks on me?

I picked up Wu Xie's coffee cup and refilled it, "Wu Xie, I'm going to Paris."

"Well, you leave it to me, no problem."

I took out my mobile phone and pushed it to Wu Xie from the coffee table. After all, it would be more convenient to leave the phone behind.

Wu Xie entered her mobile phone number, and suddenly said: "Brother, did something happen to you before?"

whats the matter?Oh yes, it's still a big deal.

I didn't answer, I didn't know how to answer, Wu Xie paused for a while, then smiled softly, "Why don't you say it? It's better to tell others than to bear it alone."

"Brother, since the matter is in the past, why not let it become the past tense completely? Maybe those things have nothing to do with you."

I closed my eyes and didn't answer Wu Xie's words.I understand it all, but because it has nothing to do with me, I can't let it just become a thing of the past.How easy is it to forget a thing that is etched in your mind?It's not that I don't want to liberate myself, it's just that I have been bound for too long and have already penetrated into my soul.

Wu Xie stopped talking. He put down the coffee cup. I had an urge to tell, but my mind was in a mess. I couldn't hear what he said at the end.

My head is full of that dream in the morning.

What Wu Xie said, why wouldn't I want to?It's just that I can't erase the nightmare that I can't get rid of in my whole life.

The Sixth.

---------Wu Xie

The lighting in the bar is ambiguous, and the hazy feeling just reflects the melody of "wait till you hear from me". Caroline's bubbly sound adds a bit of laziness and a sluggish atmosphere to Yin Yue.

I was half leaning against the bar, looking at the elongated gradient light through the glass, feeling inexplicably depressed.

Although I don't know what Poker Ping has experienced, I still hope that guy can be a little happier.Maybe I'm really like what Xiaohua said, too naive, I treat everyone as a good person, thinking that all fantasies will come true, and nothing sad will happen, so naive and stupid, so stupid that there is no cure.

"What's the matter, Comrade Xiao Wu, is this person moaning, making others think that I have abused the employees?" The fat man suddenly slapped me on the shoulder, and I rubbed my shoulder, complaining that the fat man was so ruthless.

"Shit! Fatty, you can't strike lightly, they are all dislocated!"

"Isn't it still dislocated?" Fatty smiled and sat down in front of the bar, calling for IceBreaker (icebreaker). Cointreau.

The ice cubes were crushed in the shaker, and he took a classical cup casually, "Fatty, are you familiar with Kylin?"

Kylin is the pen name of Poker Ping, I was worried that Fatty Zhang Qiling would not know, so I used his pen name.

The fat man was stunned for a few seconds, and suddenly he pressed my hand shaking the jug, "You mean Zhang Qiling?"

"Uh, yes..." I was taken aback by the fat man's sudden movement, grabbed the shaker, turned the bottle and poured the fully shaken wine into the water, inserted a small slice of lemon, and glanced at the The fat man who said something to himself, "It really is like this", interrupted him, "Proprietor, IceBreaker. (Boss, icebreaker)"

The fat man took the wine glass, grabbed me mysteriously, and lowered his voice to my ear, "You boy, tell me the truth, what does it have to do with that little brother?"

what relationship?friend?I don't even think so!After thinking about it, he still brought up the most official relationship, "He is my landlord."

"What's so simple?"

The fat man looked at me up and down in doubt, and I suddenly realized the meaning of the fat man's words, I pushed the fat man violently, and frowned, "Fatty man, what do you mean! I don't know that brother well at all, we are friends." No! I just want to ask you, did something happen to him?"

After hearing what I said, the fat man came in through the small door under the bar, hooked my shoulder, "Hey, fat man, I was just joking, it's just a joke, why are you so angry..."

I thought to myself that you would be happy to be joked like this. I pulled the fat man's hand from my shoulder and looked at him with folded arms, "I'm asking you, don't change the subject for me, what happened to the little brother?" ?”

"It's like interrogating a prisoner, it's really..." The fat man curled his lips, hooked my shoulder again, and shook the liquid inside with his glass, "Xiao Wu, you are asking the right question, brother, he is an orphan. But before the age of seven, he was not an orphan, but a child with a happy family with a father and a mother."

"what?"

"Don't interrupt. When I was seven years old, my little brother's house caught fire, and his parents died and he was the only one alive." The fat man patted my shoulder, shook his head, left me with only one sentence, and left shaking his glass, "Then The little brother is suffering, and you must not mind his character, it is not easy to survive."

I stared blankly at the ground.

A seven-year-old child, whose parents died, became an orphan.It's hard for me to imagine how Poker-Face survived in those years. Our seven-year-old was spoiled in the arms of our parents, but Poker-Face learned to protect himself at that time. The reason for his current personality.

Hold yourself tight, we can't go into his world.

A kind of protection.

Suddenly, I really, really want to erase all the damage from Poker-Face, to get to know him and protect him.

I curled up my lips.

Zhang Qiling, my master is waiting for you to come back.

When you come back, I will tell you that I, Wu Xie, are your friend, so don't take it on yourself anymore.

---------Zhang Qi Ling

I stood by the window, looking out of the window out of focus.

After Wu Xie left, I have been in this state.

The computer single loops "blue mountain river", and the ethereal melody easily takes the thoughts far away, as far as that day 20 years ago.

November 26th was the Thanksgiving Day of that year. It was a grand holiday for all British people, but for me that day was a nightmare.

Fire and death were the Thanksgiving gifts I received that year.

I was supposed to die in that fire too, but the accidental firefighters rescued me in time, and I was sent to an orphanage by well-meaning people, where I met a black blind man, and later escaped because I didn’t want to be adopted again. In the warehouse of a zoo, he survived by picking up leftover food from animals.It was like that for two years before I was found by an old zookeeper who was about to retire and he took me home and sent me to school.Five years later, he passed away, leaving me alone...

My life is as wonderful as a movie, but it makes my life worse than death.

The computer is still on and the music is still playing.

Blue mountain river

if only for a while

just for a while

Take metotheriver

take me to the river

I'll lay down by your side

i will lie next to you

The world disfull of madness

the world is full of madness

and Ifindithardtosmile

i find it hard to smile

I'll sleep with you through winter

I will spend the winter with you

and wait for summer time

waiting for summer time

Blue mountain river

comfortmeawhile

make me comfortable for a while

I'll follow down other

i will follow the river

I'll

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