You are a surprise in my heart

A storm last night temporarily relieved the high temperature for the past few days.in this small town

Not far away, there is a special market Lu Licheng has always wanted to take Zhong Haotian to visit, but because the weather is too hot

give up.The weather is still cool today, so I drove the car early in the morning and prepared to go for a trip.

"Let me touch your hand." The red light car stopped slowly, and Lu Licheng remembered that he had hurried out this morning and hadn't checked yet.

Checked Zhong Haotian's physical condition.After touching it, although it was still a little cold, it was much better than before.

What's more, they were so crazy yesterday and consumed a lot of energy.

Seeing the green light turn on, Zhong Haotian quickly pointed to the front to let Lu Licheng drive properly.

"I think that Chinese medicine doctor is good, and you are slowly recovering." Seeing that his lips were a little ruddy

No paleness, Lu Licheng was very satisfied that Zhong Haotian had improved in a short period of time.

Zhong Haotian nodded happily, finally those bitter traditional Chinese medicines these days are not in vain.most

The recent improvement is quite obvious. They have been lingering from last night to this morning, so they didn't sleep much.

After a long time, although I still feel a little dizzy, it will not be so obvious after sleeping for a while, and my hands will not feel dizzy.

Tingling.

Lu Licheng thinks it is still a matter of rest, whether it was the last time he was hospitalized or this time he went to see a Chinese medicine doctor, he said

It was because Zhong Haotian didn't get enough conditioning and rest after chemotherapy.This time the child is not here

By his side, he went to see a Chinese medicine doctor again, and this summer was considered to be rested, so his body gradually recovered.

Gradually recovered.

Glancing at Zhong Haotian's lips made him a little distracted.Before the trip, he brought a new

It is said that the lubricant has an aphrodisiac effect. In fact, he has been hesitating whether to use it. After all, he has to worry about it.

To Zhong Haotian's physical condition.However, as a normal man, he still hopes to see

The way people are bewildered beneath themselves.

Zhong Haotian always has a little shame in his relationship with himself, and he can't let go completely.

But it was this sense of shame that fascinated Lu Licheng deeply.When Zhong Haotian is tall because of himself

Tide, when he put aside the bottom line and hugged himself to ask for it, the man's sense of accomplishment was fully satisfied.

Lu Licheng originally liked absolute dominance, he didn't like wild and proactive lovers, that would make him feel

It's bland and even a bit contrived.

In matters of love, Zhong Haotian gave him pleasure that those lovers never gave him.He's a fan

The appearance of Lian Zhong Haotian out of control on the bed, yesterday's hearty love made them all fall into it

Can't help myself.When Zhong Haotian climaxed and arched his body and opened his mouth wide to exhale heat, those jet-black

And the quiet eyes became hazy.I don't know if the man changed his sexual orientation and lay on another man's body

After being conquered, everything will change, whether psychological or overall state.Lu Licheng felt that Zhong Haotian

More with a special charm and style.And after the love affair, he is like a lazy little pet cuddling

In his arms, occasionally she would act coquettishly and cling to herself.He is the one who created such a Zhong Haotian, he is very proud of this

Very proud.

"You, you must be obedient in the future." Lu Licheng said with a smile, and couldn't help reaching out to touch the bell.

Hao Tian's hair blown by the wind.

Seeing that Lu Licheng was inexplicably happy, Zhong Haotian avoided Lu Licheng's hand and went alone.

Lean on the car seat and enjoy the scenery outside the window.

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This town is not big but not very small. After driving for nearly half an hour, they finally came to

Arrived at the destination.Get out of the car and look around, and you will see a different kind of water town building.Since Zhong Haotian came to Shanghai,

I haven't played in the vicinity well yet, but this time, I am very happy to come to such a special place.take

I got the DSLR that Lu Licheng borrowed from Zhang Ling, and took a few photos at the door.

"The scale of this market is not bad, and there are not many people." This place is not considered a tourist attraction, so

Since the buildings and the humanistic style here are also maintained well, he knew that Zhong Haotian would like this place.

Fenqiangdaiwa, flowing water people, the houses here are all lying on the water, stone bridges, stone roads and here

The sheds and stone railings constitute a picture of a water town in the south of the Yangtze River.Zhong Haotian raised his camera and kept recording these

The scenery is like being in a light ink painting.

Lu Licheng looked at Zhong Haotian with great interest, kept taking pictures and went to see the details of the buildings from time to time, he

If I have a chance in the future, I should take him around more often.Before I knew it, it was already noon, watching the sun getting more and more

Huo La was afraid that Zhong Haotian would be unwell, so he dragged him into a teahouse to avoid it, and also took a break by the way.

"How is Biluochun?" Lu Licheng couldn't remember seeing Zhong Haotian holding the camera to look at the photo he just took.

Remembered some tea.

Zhong Haotian nodded with a smile while watching, he was very satisfied with the photos he took, and he can be a participant when he goes back.

test materials.

They booked a small wing room on the second floor, and outside the window is the river, and you can see the black-covered boats passing by.bell

Hao Tian relaxes his body and mind and looks far and wide, his internal organs have been purified.

'Do you know why Jiangnan buildings have white walls and black tiles? Zhong Haotian suddenly asked Lu Licheng.

Lu Licheng raised his eyebrows and shook his head, and put his arm around Zhong Haotian's waist and moved closer to him: "Designer Zhong,

Let me introduce. "

'Because the south belongs to fire, the image of the anode requires extreme yin and a balance of yin and yang.Taiyin is water, Xuan

The color of water, so they are all black tiles, and most of the southern buildings are wooden buildings, which are Shaoyang and Yinjin.

white.It is the whitewashed walls and black tiles we see. 'Study architecture and design, not only to consider the actual situation

In China, Feng Shui should also be considered in terms of climate and local conditions.

"So it's so profound." Lu Licheng read Zhong Haotian's writing seriously, and turned to look at his face with patience.

She couldn't stop kissing his earlobe, which frightened Zhong Haotian and pushed him away.They are now in broad daylight again

Outside, what if the waiter who brings water comes in.

Lu Licheng smiled, still rubbing his arms around Zhong Haotian's waist.These intimacy he from

He didn't hide it, he knew that Zhong Haotian cared, sometimes he thought very selfishly, if someone found out, he would be a fool.

good choice.He doesn't care if others know his sexual orientation, he just wants to be with Zhong Haotian forever

born.However, Zhong Haotian still has a child and a career, and they still have too many problems of their own

need to be resolved.If Zhong Haotian had been a woman, he would have married a long time ago and made his wife work full-time

Mrs.But he fell in love with a man.He wanted too much to declare Zhong Haotian's ownership to everyone.

When he was young, he was very possessive, and he hated being peeped on his belongings.Lu Licheng is now so

I love Zhong Haotian, I wish he could quit his job and take care of An An at home, just follow him well.No

But this will make Zhong Haotian disgusted, besides, he is also an ambitious person, who loves his talent and wants to make him

Taking it as his own, Lu Licheng also felt very contradictory.

Unable to get rid of Lu Licheng's harassment, Zhong Haotian could only let his palm walk around his waist.

Lu Licheng's outbursts bothered him but also greatly benefited him.He can feel that Lu Licheng treats him

Possessiveness and fondness, he's a man too and he knows how it feels.After experiencing too many gains and losses, so

On the contrary, his dominance is a sense of security for him.Whether it is between the beds, Lu Licheng loves his own

Whether he kept asking for it or always made some outrageous actions in normal times, they were all telling him Lu Licheng's love for him.

However, he was always afraid of being discovered about their relationship. One more thing is worse than one less thing. An An is still young.

What if the child is found?What about Lu Licheng's career?These, he can not ignore

Gu.

"Your ears are red from the heat." Lu Licheng picked up a towel to wipe Zhong Haotian's sweat, and wiped it on the earlobe.

Gently pinch.

It caused Zhong Haotian to tremble slightly, it was his sensitive point.Ruthlessly squeezed Lu Licheng away, and stared

He gave a warning not to harass him again.

"Last night, you were too sexy." Lu Licheng exhaled maliciously in Zhong Haotian's ear

Road.

"Pa—" Hit Lu Licheng with a drawing book, took out a paintbrush and left Lu Licheng sat by the window to prepare.

Prepare to draw.In his heart, Zhong Haotian liked Lu Licheng's sweet talk very much, and his cheeks were slightly red.

"Okay, I won't tease you anymore." Seeing him shy, Lu Licheng laughed.

He can see that Zhong Haotian likes his teasing very much, although he hides everything, he won't

It was obvious, but Zhong Haotian's expression couldn't fool him.This is their love, no need

Words can understand the other person's feelings.So what if he can't speak?As long as Zhong Haotian's eyes

God, an action, an expression, he will know what he is expressing to him.Their tacit understanding has been

They have surpassed ordinary couples, they can understand each other just by looking at each other.

This teahouse is called "Shuiyue", which is quite famous in this small town.Lu Licheng passed by unintentionally

After taking a rest, I fell in love with the environment here. The private room is antique and there are some books to read.

That day he spent a whole day reading in this teahouse, enjoying tea and reading leisurely, it was really a great pleasure in life

by.

Zhong Haotian secretly looked back at Lu Licheng who had lost his voice, and found that he was holding an ancient book and reading it.

An inch of sunlight was projected on his body, and Lu Licheng's face became unreal.Zhong Haotian slowly saw in

God, such a peaceful Lu Licheng is integrated with this place, which is quite ancient.Lu Licheng, who reads books, has a special

Some bookish, as if the whole world has become silent. "I only wish to have a peaceful life with you." Zhong Hao

Tian suddenly jumped out of this idea, picked up the pencil in his hand, and fixed this moment in his drawing book.each

Lines, every time he writes, Lu Licheng's usual expression comes to mind.

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In the blink of an eye, it was almost dusk.Lu Licheng closed the book and found that the sky had been stained by fire and clouds

A bright red.

"Are you hungry?" Lu Licheng asked Zhong Haotian who was still immersed in painting.

Sitting next to Zhong Haotian, Lu Licheng looked down at his drawing book—it turned out to be his sketches when he was studying.

With a quiet demeanor and a lifelike appearance, he can see Zhong Haotian's love for him from the painting, whether he loves him or not

He caressed the drawing paper lightly.Although this man has lost his voice, he can make Lu Licheng feel capable all the time.

Received Zhong Haotian's love for him.Maybe the past experience taught Zhong Haotian to learn to hide his feelings,

Became cautious, but the oozing bit by bit was stronger and richer than any words.

Seeing that Lu Licheng was so engrossed in watching, Zhong Haotian felt a little embarrassed and wanted to put away the drawing book but

He was stopped by Lu Licheng.

"I like it very much." He couldn't help but kiss Zhong Haotian's face, and said with a smile.

Zhong Haotian deliberately left Lu Licheng some distance away, and stood at the window to enjoy the scenery.Follow Zhong Haotian

Finally, looking out of the window, you can not only see the river, but also the white lotus in the small pond in the backyard of the teahouse.

Blooms in turquoise water.The setting sun at dusk reflects the golden light on the white lotus.

"The plain flowers are full of beauty, don't be deceived, this flower ends up in the fairyland." When Lu Licheng saw this scene, Zhong Haotian heard it.

Pan murmured.

Zhong Haotian's heart skipped a beat, and he didn't dare to look back into Lu Licheng's eyes.He knows his past

How bad it was, that mess of memories that followed him every step of the way, what happened, impossible

Erase, how could he be worthy of Lu Licheng's praise for him.Sometimes he can't distinguish reality from dreams, but

Being able to Xiamen is the reality and this is the dream.One day the dream will wake up, and Lu Licheng will disappear in the disabled world.

In the cool reality, he is always afraid to touch Lu Licheng, for fear that his dream will be broken.if this is

Dream, then let him be drunk and dream.

"Knock, knock, knock—" A knock on the door broke the silence.

"Come in." Lu Licheng coughed a few times in embarrassment, while Zhong Haotian put away his drawing book and sat beside him with his head bowed.

manage the camera.

"Sir, your menu." The waiter smiled and handed the menu to Lu Licheng.

"Hao Tian, ​​here is not only famous for its tea, but also for its delicious food." Lu Licheng introduced.

Zhong Haotian nodded with a smile, and just let Lu Licheng make the decision.

"Cold jellyfish, garlic cucumber, braised pork, sweet-scented osmanthus lotus root, smoked fish, shepherd's purse tofu soup, aged

Peeled bean paste..." Lu Licheng looked at the menu, if Zhong Haotian hadn't stopped him, he would have liked to put the special dishes in it

Click them all.

'Too much. ' Zhong Haotian wrote on the sticky note.

"You will definitely like the braised pork and sweet-scented osmanthus root here, and the tangerine peel red bean paste is even more delicious.

Absolutely. "Lu Licheng said while pouring tea for Zhong Haotian.

Zhong Haotian likes to eat, but since so many things happened, he doesn't care about them anymore.Lu Licheng

He wanted to give the best to Zhong Haotian.He knew that after Zhong Haotian came to Shanghai, he didn't stop to take a good look.

This city, eat the specialties here.Southern cuisine is mild, although its sweeter dishes Lu Licheng is not

I like it very much, but it suits Zhong Haotian's taste and his illness, so they sometimes eat it in their lives

Things are separated.He is more salty and spicy, while Zhong Haotian is more bland and sweet.

'Add chicken feet with pickled peppers, Huadiao steamed drunken chicken, yellow croaker noodles, and stir-fried seasonal vegetables. 'Zhong Haotian wrote to

Waiter, he knows that Lu Licheng likes spicy food, but the dishes here are basically sweet, how can he eat it?

used.What he ordered just now was all his favorite food, so Lu Licheng must not be able to move his chopsticks.

"Sir, these seem to be a bit much." The waiter reminded.

"It's okay, we'll pack it up later." Lu Licheng understood that Zhong Haotian was taking his taste into consideration.

"Does the private room need to be delayed for half an hour? At night, it happens that the window here can see Kunqu Opera on the water.

oh. "The waiter introduced enthusiastically.

"So good?" Lu Licheng looked from the window on the other side, and a pavilion was established on the lake.

child.

"Yeah, I come to perform every summer. Today happens to be 'Amazing Dreams in the Garden'." The waiter pointed out

Looking out the window, "And this private room is the place with the best view, and I can hear clearly."

"Then let's go after watching." Lu Licheng said to the waiter.

'I'll pay for the private room and meals today. 'Zhong Haotian knows that private rooms here are not cheap, the price on the menu

Price is not cheap.Lu Licheng has already spent a lot of money on this trip, and he is really sorry.from him

After we got together, he didn't pay a penny, which made him feel uneasy.

"Why did you mention this suddenly? Didn't you agree that I will pay for this trip?" Lu Licheng shook

Head Road.

'Cost you too much. 'Zhong Haotian is also a man, let him always be like this

Money always feels useless.

"Haotian, do you know what I said when I called Zhang Ling? I said I was married."

Lu Licheng looked into Zhong Haotian's eyes, paused and continued, "In my heart, you are my other

Half.Husband and wife, there is no need to worry about these.Use your money on An An, An An is your son

Son, you will be my child in the future, your money is spent on my son, do you need me to return it to you?

? ”

The palm held by Lu Licheng tightened. He didn't expect Lu Licheng to say these words.on the money side

On the other hand, he really cared about it all the time, so that he could spend Lu Licheng's money with peace of mind, but he couldn't do it.but

Just like what Lu Licheng said, they love each other now and vowed to go on forever. In his heart, Lu Licheng

Cheng is also his other half.But An'an is his burden, not Lu Licheng's.

"In the future, when your career improves, there will naturally be places for you to spend your money." Lu Licheng looked at Zhong Haotian

Still caring, encouraged.

Both he and Zhong Haotian are men, he understands this kind of feeling, it's not about care, it's about self-esteem.

However, given Zhong Haotian's current economic situation, how could it be possible for him to bear these, An An's tuition fees?

and living expenses have already weighed him down, if he is with himself and increases his

Lu Licheng will never forgive himself if he is a financial burden.The money he makes is enough to feed him and Ann.

Ann, but it would hurt his self-esteem even more.

Zhong Haotian forced a smile, his expression became very fragile.How much Lu Licheng earned in MG company, he should be

Of course he knew that because of this, he felt frustrated.He is also a man, in Lu Licheng's eyes

He couldn't even pay for a meal.

"Why don't you treat me to this meal, and don't compete with me for buying new clothes for An An when you go back." Lu Licheng

Seeing that Zhong Haotian was very unhappy, he knew that his self-esteem couldn't get over that hurdle.

Zhong Haotian nodded immediately after hearing this, he didn't want their relationship to be so unbalanced, and he didn't want to keep eating

Lu Licheng's free food.Since they live together, they should be responsible for each other, even though he doesn't earn much,

But I also want to do something for Lu Licheng.

The dishes were on the table quickly, Zhong Haotian enjoyed the meal physically and mentally, and he kept giving Lu Licheng sandwiches.

I was very happy to think that he invited Lu Licheng to this meal.

"My bowl can't fit anymore." Lu Licheng covered his small bowl with his hand, he rarely saw Zhong Hao

The sky is so bright.It turned out that he actually cared so much about the money relationship between them.

While speaking, a delicate and tactful Kunqu accent suddenly floated out of the window.Lu Licheng and Zhong Haotian came to the window together

By the side, I found that in the pavilion on the originally calm lake, the play had already begun.

Neither Lu Licheng nor Zhong Haotian knew much about Kunqu opera, but they were both fascinated by it.the light outside the window,

It lit up Zhong Haotian's face, and for a moment Lu Licheng felt that he was in another time and space and Zhong Haotian was still in the same place.

It's a pair of lovers, maybe they will continue their relationship in this life, otherwise how could they be the only ones who are attracted to him.he always

He is a materialist, but at this moment he really believes in the existence of the previous life, and it seems that there is something he can't grasp,

But the memories of what really happened, the blankness of the previous relationship, maybe just waiting for this person to appear in the

in life.In the dark, God has already arranged this fate.

"Haotian—" Lu Licheng suddenly said.

Zhong Haotian looked sideways at Lu Licheng, his light brown eyes stared deeply at him.

"In my hometown, I always wanted to go to a good university and go out of the countryside. After entering the university, I wanted to go to a good public school.

As a company, after being hired by MG company, he wanted to go up and realize his own value.I never came back when I was a child

Looking at the past, every step is planned.But just now I suddenly felt that those days in the past

It was dreamlike and even empty, feeling like there was nothing. "Lu Licheng held Zhong Haotian's palm,

"I didn't know what life was like until I met you."

Zhong Haotian felt the warmth of Lu Licheng's palm. This was the most touching love story he had ever heard, and he squeezed it desperately.

The mouth and eye sockets are still red.

'Me too. Zhong Haotian opened Lu Licheng's palm and wrote, hugged Lu Licheng and buried him in his arms.

At this moment, he was drunk, and he put aside all his worries and just wanted to be with Lu Licheng.

I don't know where it started, and it goes deeper and deeper.The living can die, and the dead can live.life is not with death, death

And those who cannot be resurrected are not the ultimate in love.