I've been in love with reason for three years

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Zhou Zekai blinked and nodded.

Yu Wenzhou suddenly laughed, a little uncomfortable, he looked at Zhou Zekai and shook his head.Zhou Zekai suddenly felt a bad premonition.

Then he heard Yu Wenzhou say, Xiao Zhou, why bother.

These words were like a knife, stabbing at Zhou Zekai's heart.Zhou Zekai blinked a few times in a daze, pursed his lips, and hadn't completely digested Yu Wenzhou's words.

Yu Wenzhou's next sentence also came.Yu Wenzhou lowered his head and said again, there was no result anyway.

That's it, two sentences.Zhou Zekai heard what he wanted to hear, he was shaken awake halfway through a dream, and the world became completely black, with no stars and no light, so pitch black that he couldn't see shadows or other people.

Zhou Zekai couldn't speak, he felt his heart was quietly torn apart, he couldn't beat anymore, and cold air spread out from the crack.He looked at Yu Wenzhou with innocent and silent eyes.

Yu Wenzhou didn't look at him.

Zhou Zekai looked up at the subway line again, and found that his home station was just one stop away, and now the name of the station looked particularly warm and he wanted to jump on it.He was calm but out of breath, thinking about whether to get out of the car and forget it.

One side is warm, the other side is cold, the answer is ready to come out, but Zhou Zekai feels that he doesn't like this answer.

While he was hesitating, Yu Wenzhou suddenly took a deep breath and exhaled slowly, his voice was exhausted, uncomfortable and helpless, Zhou Zekai couldn't tell the difference, anyway, Yu Wenzhou said something in a low voice again, as if he had experienced a lot The look of inner struggle.

He said, Xiao Zhou, or give up.

Zhou Zekai's pupils shrank.The subway has started to slow down.

Zhou Zekai stood, looking at the darkness outside the subway window, his own figure reflected on the window, looking lonely.His eyes shifted slightly to the side, Yu Wenzhou stood next to him, there was a gap of a person between them, Yu Wenzhou lowered his head, he couldn't see Yu Wenzhou's face clearly from the shadow of the glass.

Zhou Zekai moved closer to Yu Wenzhou, and just wanted to see what the two of them looked like standing together, but the subway didn't show much face. Suddenly, there was a light outside the window, and the shadow reflected on the glass disappeared, and the subway entered the station.

The light and shadows of the subway station passed by the window quickly.Zhou Zekai's eyes were out of focus, and he looked blankly.

The subway stopped, and the door opened with a beep.

Zhou Zekai whispered to Yu Wenzhou, I'm going home.

Then he got out of the car, and his shoulder brushed against Yu Wenzhou's back. When he was on the wrong side, Zhou Zekai pulled Yu Wenzhou's arm with his lowered hand, and it was just a light pull, which was very light, like the strength of a child. It was released immediately.

Zhou Zekai got off the car and didn't look back.

He knew that he had gone too far and had broken his balance again, so he didn't look at Yu Wenzhou's face at all, his heart was still so torn and lifeless, he squeezed into the elevator with a large number of people getting off the car.The wind at the elevator entrance was so strong that it made his eyes dry, so he quickly closed them.It felt hopelessly empty again.

He took out his phone, sent a text message, and said: You said that some things are impossible, but you still want to try.

Zhou Zekai seldom sent such a long text message, but this text message has about twenty characters, and four-fifths of it are what Yu Wenzhou said before.

The text message was answered very quickly, Yu Wenzhou said, um, I did try and failed.

Zhou Zekai said, I won't.

Yu Wenzhou said, you will.

Zhou Zekai had already walked to the exit of the subway station. Seeing Yu Wenzhou's reply, he stopped abruptly, stood leaning against the side, and stared at the screen for a long time. Despair slowly rose from under his feet, and Zhou Zekai gradually All covered.

Zhou Zekai suddenly felt that it was fine if they couldn't be friends.

Outside the subway station is the night in S City, with constant traffic and thousands of lights.

The phone vibrated again, Zhou Zekai picked it up and only glanced at it.

Then he raised his head, his eyes were empty, and he was overwhelmed.He threw the phone to the ground with all his strength. The movement was not very big, but the force was strong, his arms were a little numb, and his shoulder was slightly painful.The phone was not dropped, and the screen was directly broken, and the faint light went dark in an instant.

Zhou Zekai pursed his lips, trembling slightly between breaths, he didn't know if it was because of anger or other reasons.

He just stood there, with his head down for a while, before turning around and leaving.

The phone was dropped, but Yu Wenzhou's text message was never forgotten.

Yu Wenzhou said, I said impossible is impossible.

That's not like what a friend should say.

Zhou Zekai went to buy a new phone the next day, but the new phone was empty, with nothing, no photos, no text messages, no nice screen wallpaper.

Zhou Zekai first saved his family's numbers, then all his teammates' numbers, and then nothing else.

Not long after, a PK text message was sent, he looked at the string of numbers, then looked at the content, and then decisively saved this number as Huang Shaotian.

But Yu Wenzhou did not send a text message.

It was only then that Zhou Zekai discovered that Yu Wenzhou was really not difficult to understand.

As long as he didn't send text messages to Yu Wenzhou, Yu Wenzhou wouldn't send them to himself. Except for the routine greetings before the games between the two teams, or the routine greetings before festivals, Yu Wenzhou would never waste time on this.Therefore, it is said that they are friends or something, but in fact, it is such a simple relationship, save the number but do not disturb the relationship.And every time I sent text messages to harass him, it must have made Yu Wenzhou helpless.

Zhou Zekai realized that he was simply divine.To be able to understand what other people are thinking, this is a skill that he didn't even dare to think about.He neglected how much time he had spent on Yu Wenzhou's body. If he had spent so much and couldn't understand it, then it was not an EQ problem but an IQ problem.

Zhou Zekai flipped through the address book, there were only a few names in it, he flipped to the bottom after two clicks, so he flipped up again, back and forth several times, from empty to compromise, he wanted to ask Jiang Botao for the number, but he knew , Jiang Botao would not give it to himself.

So I can only spend it like this, playing glory with headphones when I am thinking wildly, isolated from the world.

It was impossible to say that Zhou Zekai had no expectations, and he also thought that maybe one day, Yu Wenzhou would really take the initiative to send him a text message.

It may be simple.

Have you eaten?how are things?Are you awake?

No matter what, no matter how many words, even an ellipsis, just whatever.Whatever it is, I will be able to accurately judge whether the sender is Yu Wenzhou through those short words and punctuation.

Zhou Zekai felt that this was another skill of his own.

So he was so inexplicably looking forward and confident every day, but Yu Wenzhou never gave Zhou Zekai a chance to test this skill again.

The world is getting colder, and the reaction of the brain is also slowing down, sluggish, unable to think about things, and finally, the whole person is unwilling to move, and being bored in the dormitory blowing on the air conditioner has become the thing he wants to do the most.

Zhou Zekai developed a habit of eating ice cream in winter. Every day, he would foolishly go out to buy ice cream wrapped in his coat, and he ate it quite quickly. Jiang Botao also ate it with Zhou Zekai a few times. Yes, so I stopped following.

The reincarnation is stable, and everyone cooperates very well, it is simply unstoppable.

Zhou Zekai really lost contact with Yu Wenzhou.

At first he was very uncomfortable, he couldn't sleep well at night, he yawned during the day and went to training, he was extremely exhausted, Jiang Botao even asked him to prescribe some sleeping pills, but he refused.

Zhou Zekai felt that this was the aftereffect left by Yu Wenzhou to him, and it was also the trouble Yu Wenzhou gave him, so he couldn't suppress it.Didn't Yu Wenzhou say that he would not cause trouble to others, but now that he is like this, he never comes to comfort him, like before.

Zhou Zekai admitted that it was his stubbornness, but he couldn't help it.

When encountering a quiet night, Zhou Zekai would also wonder why things turned out like this.I feel inexplicable, but I feel vaguely that things will always turn out like this, which is not surprising.Yu Wenzhou is so rational, how could he follow him to do such irrational things.

After Zhou Zekai finished his dinner, he went to buy ice cream as a routine. When he came back, he found that everyone was still gathered in front of the TV in the cafeteria. Zhou Zekai leaned over and glanced curiously.

Seeing him approaching, Wu Qi grabbed him and said loudly, Ye Qiu has retired!The voice couldn't hear what mood it was.

Zhou Zekai blinked his eyes, reacted for a while, and finally let out a oh.

Wu Qi turned his head back to the TV screen, and continued, Captain, do you know who Excellent Era has hired to replace One Autumn Leaf? Sun Xiang.

Zhou Zekai let out another oh.Holding the sorbet in his mouth, he also stood behind and watched TV together.

The professional group at night was extremely lively.Everyone frantically swiped the screen to bombard Ye Qiu, but of course the person concerned didn't show up.It reminded Zhou Zekai of Zhang Jiale and Fang Shiqian a year ago.He also thought that what Han Wenqing said was still early, and of course he thought of Yu Wenzhou's ten-year fight.

Zhou Zekai felt sad, but he didn't know why, maybe, as long as he left this circle, it would be sad, but it was something everyone had to go through.Zhou Zekai understood this feeling of being out of control, no matter what he did, it was useless, it was a fatal helplessness.

Zhou Zekai turned off the computer, and didn't have the glory before going to bed. He lay on the bed with his mobile phone and flipped through it casually.

His dependence on the mobile phone has become much smaller, and the wallpaper is still the original wallpaper of the screen, which has not been changed again.

Zhou Zekai swiped Weibo, Weibo has already been swiped by Ye Qiu's retirement, it's rare that everyone didn't play and joke, and they only swiped serious words.

Zhou Zekai habitually checked Yu Wenzhou's Weibo again. Yu Wenzhou didn't