I've been in love with reason for three years

He pursed his lips and didn't answer.

After a long silence, Zhou Zekai finally hung up the phone.

Several people in Samsara accidentally stayed up all night.

Although there is only one computer, there are a lot of games that can be played. Some play games on Xbox 360, watch TV, cook in the kitchen, and play poker with Three Kingdoms.

Zhou Zekai was also one of the all-nighters. He played Rhythm Master with a pad and earphones all night, until he was dizzy and his hands were numb at the end.

When it was dawn, Du Ming fell asleep first, lying on the sofa with the game controller in his hand, and then Jiang Botao also fell asleep. He still remembered turning off the computer before going to bed, and then curled up on the bed in the guest room and fell asleep.Then one after another, one after another.

Zhou Zekai finally took off his earphones and went to the bathroom. The sound effects of the game were still on, and the TV was also on. It was extremely noisy, but no human voice could be heard.

Everyone slept soundly, and several of them were lying on the sofa in a mess.

Zhou Zekai turned down the sound of the TV and the game, but he still couldn't fall asleep, although his eyes were so sore that he couldn't keep his eyes open.

Zhou Zekai went to stand on the balcony for a while, the floor was high, and he could see far away. When the sun rose, he could see the faint gleam, the gray but faintly shiny clouds, not lumps like cotton , but a large piece connected together, thin but thick.

Zhou Zekai yawned and rubbed his eyes.

Recalling what Yu Wenzhou said, after all, he is the first one to like.

Zhou Zekai felt his heart tighten, and recalled his first girlfriend, it was quite early, when he was in junior high school, he couldn't stand the girls chasing after him every day, so he agreed.

Zhou Zekai was a bit nostalgic, but he couldn't remember the girl's face and name at all. He just remembered that he was chased by that girl every day to deliver love letters, and he was followed by that girl every day when he went home.I don't know if that girl thinks about it now, will she feel that she was too stupid at the time, maybe she didn't dare to think about it at all, and she covered her face and scolded her mother when she thought about it.

Zhou Zekai also felt that when he was young, many things were funny enough. There were a bunch of persistent people who put aside themselves and pursued desperately. If they failed, they failed. Those who deceived themselves pretended that they had not failed, and got up and continued to chase.

Actually, what is there to like?

Isn't it just a man, why not? Is it really possible to keep going if you catch up with each other? Of course not.It's just because I liked it at the time, I didn't think about it so much, it's so tiring if I think too much.

But now it is different, there are many things in my mind.

Dignity is too heavy, love is too frivolous.How can there be such a good thing if you don't want to drop the price too much and want to get someone?

I know it all, but I have to do it.

We all know that now is not the time to be young, there is not so much to lose, just throwing something away, it hurts like cutting a piece of meat.

So what's the use of just liking it? If you can't make it to the end, why waste time, energy, and feelings.

Zhou Zekai suddenly understood.I kind of understand why Yu Wenzhou has to rely on such a girl to waste his time. Although this girl may not be so good to him, and there are many problems, but this is the first girl Yu Wenzhou likes. When he first fell in love with her, he must have thought that I can go to the end, I only like one person in my life, what a fairy tale.

Even if everything has changed, I don't want to be separated, even if the girl is no longer the original girl, and I am no longer the original self, but I still don't want to be separated, so persistent.And if you like it, you have to see the result. Even if the relationship is not so passionate and everything has changed, you still want to have a result, so rational.

Zhou Zekai felt that he was really not suitable to speculate on Yu Wenzhou's mind. Yu Wenzhou thought too much, so he couldn't guess like this.

Whether he was too gentle and didn't want to talk about breaking up first, or whether he just wanted to be exhausted and didn't want to break up even though it was hard, Zhou Zekai might never know which of these two things Yu Wenzhou was thinking about.

Neither is very happy, but both are quite happy.

Because it's over anyway, and that's enough.

Zhou Zekai finally fell asleep on the balcony chair.

Jiang Botao woke up first, and when he woke up, he looked at his watch and was startled, it was 12:30 noon.Jiang Botao went to find Zhou Zekai, and after searching around, he saw the man sleeping on the balcony, frowning, shrunken slightly because of the cold.

Jiang Botao wanted to shake him awake, but after shaking him twice, Zhou Zekai frowned even more, and wanted to turn over.Jiang Botao couldn't let him continue to lie here, so he pulled his arms to force him up.How can it be possible to sleep on this open-air balcony without catching a cold.

Zhou Zekai fell into a drowsy sleep, and didn't like being disturbed, so he stretched out his hands and pushed slightly, and said something for a while, Wenzhou.

Jiang Botao let go of his hands in fright, and Zhou Zekai fell back into the couch.

Woke up.

Zhou Zekai frowned, rubbed his eyes slowly, and waited for a long time before looking at Jiang Botao in front of him, and uttered a single syllable: Eh?

Jiang Botao was a little embarrassed. He felt that he had heard the secret of his captain. He felt it was weird. He pointed to the room and said, sleep in the captain's room. It's cold outside.

Zhou Zekai shook his head and recovered for a while, he still wobbled when he stood up, but he didn't fall, he swayed all the way to the bedside and jumped up.

Jiang Botao just wanted to say Captain, check what time it is, but he didn't say it.

Everyone woke up one after another. It was Du Ming's idea to take a picture of Zhou Zekai's sleeping face with his mobile phone and post it on Weibo.

Later, everyone followed suit.

While Zhou Zekai was sleeping, he blackmailed him.After dark, Zhou Zekai was still sleeping, so everyone decided to retreat and went out to have breakfast with their bags on their backs.When Zhou Zekai woke up, he found 10 text messages displayed on the screen of his mobile phone. When he clicked on it, they were all sent by his good teammates.Some people still don't have enough to send two.

The content is the same: Captain, take a look at Weibo.

His tone was terribly beating.

Zhou Zekai was not in a hurry, he washed his face first, and then turned on the computer leisurely.

The Weibo home page is really bloody.

Zhou Zekai didn't get angry at a glance, but smiled instead, and all his depression retreated.Immediately, I felt very good, with a bunch of good and bad friends around me.

Zhou Zekai flipped through the pages and saw that Yu Wenzhou hadn't commented or forwarded anything, so he knew that Yu Wenzhou didn't even have any intention of being hypocritical.But it wasn't too much of a surprise, Zhou Zekai found that he had practiced well.

After looking around, Zhou Zekai replied one word to everyone in his team: Heh.

After sending it out, I flipped through it again, and then boarded the trumpet.It's been a long time since I got on the trumpet, Zhou Zekai thought for a long time before he remembered the password.

Once logged in, there will be a private message reminder.Zhou Zekai clicked on it and found that it was Yu Wenzhou. He was startled. He clicked on it. It was a long private message. Looking at the time, it was sent a long time ago, a few days after the time he committed suicide.

Sure enough, not recently.

Zhou Zekai was not so excited anymore, after reading the content, he felt that it was Yu Wenzhou's style.

He blocked himself, and he wanted to explain something. The entire private letter was written formally, without any flaws, and the logic was clear. The content can be summed up as follows: He wants to marry a girl. He told Zhou Zekai not to make trouble for his own affairs, and in the end, in order not to let the girl be distracted, he blocked Zhou Zekai.

Although it was an expired private message, Zhou Zekai still thought it was quite funny now.

Why did you block yourself in order not to make the girl worry too much? Is it so troublesome? I just blocked myself because I didn't want to disturb myself. How simple.I still have to turn a corner and find a reason, so that I don't want to be too sad for being blackmailed.

Why is that so, be sensible.

Thinking about taking care of everything, is it possible?

Zhou Zekai replied to Yu Wenzhou with a trumpet: I'm so tired.

After I finished, I went to take a shower, and went downstairs to buy breakfast.

When he came back, he wanted to fight Glory, but he couldn't make a move with Sheng Jian in one hand. He looked at Weibo and found that Yu Wenzhou had actually replied.

Yu Wenzhou replied: I am not tired now.

Looking at these words, Zhou Zekai felt so uncomfortable.Yu Wenzhou obviously didn't understand what he meant, but this reply, which he understood distortedly, seemed to feel very sad for some reason.

No more tired, no more love.

Thinking of this, Zhou Zekai suddenly felt like laughing, so he really did. He laughed for a long time, until he lost his voice at the end, exhaled, and ate raw fried rice in front of the screen until he was done eating, went to wash his hands, and left. Weibo put on headphones, glory.

Ever since Samsara bought the skill point guide, the entire team has been soaking in the training room and hasn't moved much.

Add some, after the addition is over, practice crazily to adapt, prepare for the playoffs, so busy that even drinking water feels like a waste of time.

Zhou Zekai hardly took off his earphones all day long. Although the first game against Thunderbolt had a powerful skill point bonus, it still needed to be practiced well to be useful. Certainly.There is not much time left, so all the free time is spent in glory.

Wake up, glory, lunch break, glory, bedtime, glory.

Glory, glory, glory, Zhou Zekai found that when he was busy, he seemed to be frozen, and he was performing some tasks in a programmed manner, but he couldn't think of anything else.If you are really busy, you will not think about it. This statement is correct.

So busy until the start of the playoffs.

On the first day, Blue Rain played [-] away, and there was no suspense in winning.Zhou Zekai only found out about this news when he saw the news reminder popping up in the lower right corner of the desktop at the hotel on Lei Ting's side—when the glory was halfway through.

I don't know why I was stunned, I was stunned that I didn't care about the Blue Rain competition.

Zhou Zekai was stunned for a long time, and the operations in his hands were still habitual.