I've been in love with reason for three years

Said it was useless at night.

Jiang Botao was taken aback for a moment, and suddenly felt that his suggestion was bad enough, covered his face, and said sullenly, Captain, you should just pretend I didn't say anything.

During the lunch break, Zhou Zekai sent a text message to Yu Wenzhou, asking if it would be okay if he went there once a week.Yu Wenzhou seemed to have been thinking for a long time, and it took a long time to reply. He felt hesitant, and said, isn't it too tiring to run once a week?

Zhou Zekai thought it might be that Yu Wenzhou didn't like running over to make trouble by himself, so he was slightly frustrated, so he replied, that's fine.

Yu Wenzhou came back quite quickly this time, saying, why don't you come once and I go once, that would be better.

Zhou Zekai was stunned, looked at the screen for a long time, felt that sending text messages was not enough, so he called, and whispered as soon as he came up, that he was not used to it.

Yu Wenzhou didn't seem to understand much, and asked, what's wrong with it?

Zhou Zekai said sullenly, you.

Yu Wenzhou laughed, and said with a smile, otherwise, what do you think it should be like?

Zhou Zekai was silent for quite a long time, feeling that it was not easy to sum it up, and finally he finally thought of a word: alienation.

Yu Wenzhou was still laughing, his voice softened a lot, and said, but now we shouldn't be alienated.

Zhou Zekai asked, isn't it an act?

Yu Wenzhou froze for two seconds, and said with a smile, Xiao Zhou, what are you thinking about, as if you were delusional, and your tone was quite casual.

Zhou Zekai was stunned for a moment, feeling that this was indeed the case.He smiled to himself and said nothing more.

Zhou Zekai put away those meaningless delusions, and he became much more peaceful.

The training room was stuffy all afternoon, and sure enough, he didn't think about anything wildly. After dinner, he was dragged to the supermarket to buy something. Zhou Zekai thought about it, his toothbrush and towel should also be changed, so he went together.

I also bought some food. On the way back, I saw a bunny seller on the side of the road. Zhou Zekai leaned over and squatted aside to look at it for a while. He thought it was really cute, took out his phone and took a photo, and sent the photo to Yu Wenzhou.

When Zhou Zekai returned to the dormitory, Yu Wenzhou texted back, saying, so cute, like Xiao Zhou. ^^

Zhou Zekai thought for a while, but he didn't feel that he and the rabbit had anything in common, so he replied, why.

Yu Wenzhou said that they don't talk much, and they are very good.

Zhou Zekai looked at the text message for a long time, feeling a little warm, and then remembered that if Yu Wenzhou's text message had been left a few months ago, he would probably be so angry that he would drop his phone.

At that time, the relationship between the two of them was so tense that it was like a pure business partnership. If they saw this text message at that time, they must have felt that Yu Wenzhou must have a limit to lying.

Thinking about it, I thought it was funny, so Zhou Zekai replied, I'm not good.

Yu Wenzhou said, anyway, he is quite obedient now.

Zhou Zekai was taken aback.

Suddenly remembered that one day after Yu Wenzhou broke up, Yu Wenzhou said that he was not tired now.Thinking about it in this way, there is really a feeling that the chapter of the article has been turned and the story has been changed. This feeling is a bit interesting.

Zhou Zekai hadn't replied to Yu Wenzhou yet, but Yu Wenzhou sent another message.

Ask, Xiao Zhou, what were you thinking when you sent that private message?

Apparently he thought of Zhou Zekai's misbehavior in the past.

Zhou Zekai was taken aback, knowing the influence that private letter had on Yu Wenzhou, Huang Shaotian said that Yu Wenzhou threw something and went berserk, it must be true.He must have been extremely angry.Although Yu Wenzhou's ex-girlfriend felt a bit of a sense of crisis due to the slap in the face later, the anger at that time could not be dissipated so easily.

Zhou Zekai didn't know how to explain it. After thinking about it for a long time, he was quite honest and said, because he was angry.

Yu Wenzhou said, angry?What are you angry about?

Zhou Zekai said, she treats you badly.

After speaking, he felt that he might have touched Yu Wenzhou's wound, and was a little at a loss.

Yu Wenzhou replied quite quickly, he didn't seem to be affected by anything, and said, he guessed quite right.

Zhou Zekai said, why not.

Yu Wenzhou said, because he had to be responsible.

Zhou Zekai said that she mentioned breaking up.

Yu Wenzhou said, because the result was different from the original expectation, so he was not reconciled.The purpose is different, the behavior is different.

Zhou Zekai didn't quite understand.

Read it three times.To sum it up, in the end it was the panic that things went off track as expected.Although I feel that the things done are not like Yu Wenzhou's, but thinking about it this way, isn't this kind of effort to bring things back to track, isn't Yu Wenzhou's forte.

Be nice to everyone, control the distance of contact with everyone, treat everyone with equal distance, so as not to make others feel uncomfortable or make yourself feel uncomfortable.Everything is in my hands. Before doing something, I think about what the goal is. Is it reasonable to do so, and it does not make people feel at ease.

All of this has become a habit. Grabbing and laughing and talking casually are full of reason and cannot be changed.This character and this habit are like bringing a suit of equipment, helping Yu Wenzhou to block everything and giving Yu Wenzhou the greatest sense of security.

Zhou Zekai felt tired and difficult.

He actually wanted to ask, what did you think when you told me to give it a try?

Although I said it lightly and simply when I said it, I have actually thought about it for a long time.

This is Yu Wenzhou's style. He thought about his purpose and what he should do in the future, so he didn't even have to work hard to adjust his role. Suddenly he was able to send such warm-looking text messages, and suddenly he Being able to start making connections so adaptively.

And it will not be like on my side, when the relationship changes suddenly, I always feel strange and awkward.

So, what is your plan for me, your goal for me, and your positioning for me.Just like the plan for the ex-girlfriend is to get married and keep going, no matter what happens, try to work towards that goal until it is really beyond repair.

So now.

What is Yu Wenzhou's standard for Zhou Zekai?

I feel a little flustered thinking about it, but I really want to know.

Zhou Zekai really asked.

Just ask, what about me?

Yu Wenzhou came back rather quickly, saying, three years.

18.

Three years, oh, just for fun.

Zhou Zekai thought about it, and thought that the answer might be quite heartbreaking, but he didn't expect it to be so heartbreaking.I gave a time directly. Is this the signing of the contract?

When Zhou Zekai didn't reply to the text messages, Yu Wenzhou sent another one, saying: So two years?

Zhou Zekai was stunned.

Zhou Zekai didn't reply again, and finally Yu Wenzhou said: What about that year?

Zhou Zekai wanted to swear, and felt that if he had Huang Shaotian's attributes, he would probably have scolded the whole room already.

Yu Wenzhou paused for a long time this time, and the last long text message came over.Say: I think I might waste too much of your time, it would be better to set a deadline, but I don't really like anything.

Zhou Zekai looked at it for a long time, and thought to himself, this means getting together and relaxing.

When I saw the phrase "I have nothing to like" again, I wanted to laugh helplessly, and felt that it was a waste of feelings. You have nothing to like, but I have liked it for so long, so what do you mean by that.

Zhou Zekai finally replied, saying, don't set a time.

Yu Wenzhou said, do you think the time is short or long?Well, three years is actually a long time.

Zhou Zekai repeated, don't set a time.

Yu Wenzhou didn't reply, and Zhou Zekai didn't want to read any reply, so he took a shower and ate something, and just lay down on the bed and went straight to sleep.

I tossed and turned but couldn't fall asleep, my whole body was cold, my phone was placed on the bedside table, and the screen lit up a bit, which was quite eye-catching in the dark room.

Zhou Zekai was taken aback for a moment, turned over and picked up the phone.I held it all in my hand, but thought that I shouldn't look at it.

But obviously want to see it.

Zhou Zekai hesitated for two seconds before swiping the screen to open it.

I saw Yu Wenzhou said that if you don't set the time, you will always deceive yourself into thinking that there is no end, and always feel that there is still time to waste, and when you finally separate, you will find that it is not worth it.

Zhou Zekai looked funny, and after only a few days together, he thought about breaking up.I was afraid that I would regret it in the end, so I thought about the problem for myself, and planned the way out for myself, I really took care of it enough.I really feel that Yu Wenzhou is too cautious. Is this the lesson he summed up from his ex-girlfriend? It's so profound and so terribly exhausting.

Zhou Zekai felt a little lost, but was a little surprised to find that he didn't seem so angry anymore.

He looked at Yu Wenzhou's text message again.In the past, the meaning of getting together and going easy has become worrying about gains and losses.

Zhou Zekai felt that some words were familiar, so he tilted his head and thought about it.

Finally Zhou Zekai said: Listening to music?

The topic jumped a bit, Yu Wenzhou waited for a while before coming back and said: Yes, I'm listening.

Zhou Zekai said again: Waste?

Yu Wenzhou returned quickly this time: he guessed really accurately. ^^

Zhou Zekai looked at the screen and smiled.Say, change a song.

Don't listen to it if you feel uncomfortable, you have to let go of the self-abuse, and then think about something after listening, it will affect your mood.

Yu Wenzhou replied rather quickly, saying, it has to come first and it can be changed.

Zhou Zekai said, wait until we meet.

Yu Wenzhou said, well, before we meet, I'd better listen to waste first.

Zhou Zekai said, no, it's expired.

That song is overdue.

You have already given the opportunity, and you are indeed ashamed, otherwise, try where you came from for three years.So don't continue to listen to it anymore, you will be infected if you listen to the desolation and unwillingness of the old days.

If it's expired, just keep it, and it's better not to dig it out bloody again.

Yu Wenzhou's sentence of three years, in the end, was off the topic at the end, so it didn't matter.Later Zhou Zekai thought about it, and felt that it might be useless to say it, so he didn't say anything else.

As Yu Wenzhou said, three years is a long time.can grind like