I've been in love with reason for three years

Just procrastinating, thinking about it later, I went back to the sofa to nest, and turned on the TV to continue watching.

In fact, sometimes when I’m bored at home, I usually turn on the TV. I don’t have to watch TV, but I just want to listen to the sound, otherwise there will always be a feeling that I can’t stay at home. The darkness is meaningless and makes people want to run out. It's like the Italians go shopping on the street every day.

This time Zhou Zekai meant turning on the TV but not watching it.

He sat on the sofa in a daze for a long time.What came out of his mind was still the exclamation, Yu Wenzhou is very good, Yu Wenzhou is very good, so good that he wondered if this was the Yu Wenzhou he knew before.

In fact, no one doubts Yu Wenzhou's goodness and Yu Wenzhou's gentleness. If you tell anyone casually, others may think that Yu Wenzhou is terribly good.

Zhou Zekai did not mean that Yu Wenzhou was not good, but he always felt that Yu Wenzhou should not be that good.

A person always has flaws, and those flaws must be hidden deeply. Zhou Zekai didn't know if the Yu Wenzhou he saw before when he was angry was the other side of Yu Wenzhou. He used to be quite self-deceiving. Seeing a different side of Yu Wenzhou is also his own victory.But now it is different, Kaixin is still happy, but Zhou Zekai has some doubts, where is the old Yu Wenzhou?

It is certain that they have been hidden, but Zhou Zekai doesn't know how far Yu Wenzhou has hidden.

He was kissed by force, and he didn't like it from the expression, but he didn't refute or say anything, and he kissed back quite cooperatively.

Zhou Zekai was taken aback, thinking that he was funny enough. First of all, he had to be sure that he had made some progress. By observing Yu Wenzhou's expression, he could almost know Yu Wenzhou's emotions, but it was also very funny. Want to see more clearly.

He doesn't know what kind of mood or meaning it is. Knowing the surface of a person, he wants to continue to know the heart. Knowing the heart, he wants to continue to know the deeper places in the heart.

But Yu Wenzhou would not let him know.

He might be able to see Yu Wenzhou's emotions, but Yu Wenzhou couldn't say it.Like a closed shell, it keeps all the bad things away and does not show them to others.

Zhou Zekai should be satisfied with the status quo, being treated with so much care and tenderness by Yu Wenzhou, but he felt that it was too deliberate and strange.

Zhou Zekai always felt that Yu Wenzhou shouldn't be like this. He wanted to see Yu Wenzhou's real appearance, but Yu Wenzhou habitually blocked it.

The barrier between people is a wall that cannot be broken. They can be approached infinitely, but they can never really know what the other person is thinking about. Everything can only be understood from expressions, actions, and words that can be controlled. Dig and explore.But as long as the control is strong and the nerves are sharp, it is not difficult to subjectively control the performance of these aspects. — Not to mention Yu Wenzhou who is well versed in this.

So, does Yu Wenzhou really like kissing, or is he just pretending to be acceptable, but he is already so disgusted that he wants to vomit.

Zhou Zekai didn't mean anything else, he just wanted to know the answer, but Yu Wenzhou didn't say anything to him.

Zhou Zekai felt a little empty.

He just thought that if he didn't like it, he wouldn't do it again in the future.

Not long after that, they ran into a match against Blue Rain at home. After all, the home court advantage was also great, and they won in the end.

Huang Shaotian really yelled to invite him to dinner, and Zhou Zekai also agreed. After agreeing, he felt that the feeling after agreeing this time was quite strange, and he couldn't tell what was so strange. Finally, after thinking about it, maybe he and Yu Wenzhou were used to eating. Now Huang Shaotian After yelling, I actually felt that it was quite logical and there was no meaning of escaping or refusing.

People from the two groups eat at the old place and enter the private room through the back door.

This time, Zhou Zekai and Yu Wenzhou sat together, with no one between them.

Jiang Botao sat on the other side of Zhou Zekai, looking at Zhou Zekai and Yu Wenzhou from time to time. Jiang Botao is one of the few insiders. Well, if there is no accident, he should be the only insider. Jiang Botao thought about it for a long time. Before, I forgot when, Zhou Zekai said to him: Knowing too much is not good.

Jiang Botao didn't pay attention to it at the time, but now he thinks this sentence is too correct.

Jiang Botao also wanted to pretend that he didn't know anything, but how could he deceive himself like this? If he was so fake, he could deceive others, but could he deceive himself.

Jiang Botao ate every meal with fear and fear, always feeling a sense of tragedy that God will send a great mission to the people, and he is afraid that Zhou Zekai and Yu Wenzhou will do something awkward, and he needs to jump out to make things right.

But Jiang Botao was thinking too much. Who was that on the other side, Yu Wenzhou? What kind of weird things could Yu Wenzhou do in public?

So a meal is of course a very normal meal.

On the contrary, Zhou Zekai was a little depressed.It has become a habit to meet every Monday, making this rare opportunity to meet for games less precious, even a bit stingy.

Lan Yu booked a flight ticket quite late, and they had to replay the game when they went back the next day. The two of them had discussed it before, but when it came to the weekend of the game, the routine meeting was cancelled.Otherwise, it would be Zhou Zekai's turn to go to City G this time.As a result, it will be postponed until next week.

It seemed nothing at first, after all, this was also a meeting, Yu Wenzhou didn't find it strange.When Lan Yu was about to take a taxi to the airport, Zhou Zekai grabbed the arm of Yu Wenzhou who was walking behind Lan Yu.

Yu Wenzhou turned to look at him with some doubts.

Zhou Zekai said, I will go the day after tomorrow.

Yu Wenzhou raised his eyebrows in bewilderment, and said in a low voice, didn't they agree to cancel the routine weekend meeting for the game?

Listening to the content alone, it sounds quite official.

After Yu Wenzhou finished speaking, he felt that his tone was inappropriate, so he reached out and rubbed the hair on the back of Zhou Zekai's neck, and added: Anyway, we met today.

Zhou Zekai frowned slightly, and then slowly opened the gap between his brows.He didn't refute anything, he was silent for a while, then nodded.

Blue Rain took a taxi smoothly. They got two taxis in 5 minutes. They divided them into two batches and went back. Seeing that the taxis had gone far, the team of Samsara went back and prepared to leave. Only Zhou Zekai was left. There was no movement on the side of the road.

Jiang Botao was startled and thought that something happened.

Jiang Botao felt that he was so tired that he would never love again. He hesitated whether to go to the muddy water or not. Before he could make up his mind, Zhou Zekai turned around and walked behind everyone.

Jiang Botao also happened to follow, looked at Zhou Zekai's face, Zhou Zekai had no expression, could not see any emotion, Jiang Botao just assumed that Zhou Zekai was fine, and immediately dismissed his thoughts of looking for trouble.

But things are not so easy.

Zhou Zekai looked at Jiang Botao, and suddenly whispered, it's different.

Jiang Botao's heart sank, and he felt a little desperate immediately. He secretly cleared his throat, changed into a calm voice, and asked, Captain, what's wrong with you?What's the difference?

Zhou Zekai said, meet like this.

Jiang Botao didn't understand much, so he diverged a bit, and asked tentatively: You mean, meeting alone is different from meeting a large group of people now?

Zhou Zekai thought for a while, nodded, and shook his head again.

Jiang Botao was about to go crazy, this time he really didn't understand, so he didn't take the initiative to talk to cause trouble for himself.

But Zhou Zekai didn't ask any more.

In fact, what Zhou Zekai meant was exactly what Jiang Botao said.

The feeling of meeting alone is different from meeting with a large group of people, of course, but this is just Zhou Zekai's feeling, of course he likes two people meeting alone, you can be more intimate or more straightforward.Now that there are too many people, many interactions between two people have been deleted.

Of course Zhou Zekai knew, but this was not the first thing he thought of. The first thing he thought of was: Yu Wenzhou is no different.

Whether it was Yu Wenzhou of two people, or Yu Wenzhou of a group of people, they were still the same Yu Wenzhou, and the strange feeling before was immediately clear.Yu Wenzhou is very good, Yu Wenzhou is very good, but there is only one kind of good Yu Wenzhou.A kind of goodness that floats on the surface and reaches people's hearts, can be seen and directly appreciated.

Zhou Zekai was suddenly enlightened as if he had been opened up to the two channels of Ren and Du.

After all, Yu Wenzhou didn't treat Zhou Zekai too special, because Yu Wenzhou only knew how to use a kind of gentleness, and unfortunately, this kind of gentleness was the same no matter whether he was treating others or Zhou Zekai.So whether it is Yu Wenzhou tonight or the Yu Wenzhou when we met before, there is no difference.Yu Wenzhou was quiet, soft and without sharpness in front of outsiders, and it was the same in front of Zhou Zekai.

Zhou Zekai felt a little strange.

Talking about relationships is always a bit selfish. I hope that the person I see is unique and invisible to others, and I hope that the disguise for others can be completely removed when it is for myself.

And Yu Wenzhou happened to hit this Achilles' heel, making it uncomfortable.

Yu Wenzhou actually has such a face, he is suitable for wherever he goes, he is neither tepid nor hot, and he treats everyone very nicely.

Zhou Zekai also thought that perhaps he could see Yu Wenzhou's true appearance, and it was only a matter of time.But as soon as he thought about it, he came out with a little disappointment.

Because at least for now, Zhou Zekai knew that he still hadn't even touched the real Yu Wenzhou.

20.

People always have worries in relationships.You can't force them to do something they don't like.

For example, Yu Wenzhou didn't want Huang Shaotian and the others to know his relationship with Zhou Zekai, so Zhou Zekai had an obligation to respect his choice.For example, Zhou Zekai doesn't like to be bored in the dormitory alone during the vacation after the recovery, so Yu Wen