I've been in love with reason for three years

do not go yet.Just standing here, stalking here, when you don't see him, you have a terrible sense of existence, but when you meet him, you remind Yu Wenzhou not to forget that he exists.

And what could Yu Wenzhou do?

Yu Wenzhou had to be a little more ruthless this time, he told Zhou Zekai that it was impossible.

impossible.

Don't think about it, we can't.

Why it was impossible, Yu Wenzhou didn't know why.There's no reason, he just thinks it's impossible, and he hasn't even thought about why.

Yu Wenzhou doesn't like being out of control.

He hadn't thought about it at all, so he thought it was impossible.

The counterattack was too fierce, directly crushing all of Zhou Zekai's voices, making Zhou Zekai's not so strong sense of presence even more extinguished. — On the face of it.

It doesn't feel good, like cutting off a friend with your own hands.

Yes, Yu Wenzhou still selfishly regards Zhou Zekai as a friend, it's good to deceive himself.

Yu Wenzhou didn't dare to take the initiative to contact Zhou Zekai again. Even if he sent congratulatory text messages on the festival, Zhou Zekai's name had to be ticked off. Yu Wenzhou was afraid that he would do something casual and ruin such a long silence.

In this way, Zhou Zekai is quite special.

Yu Wenzhou thought it was quite interesting, but Zhou Zekai didn't like the setting of friends no matter what, and he didn't like standing in this circle with other people to face Yu Wenzhou.

So when they appeared in the past, they always had a strong sense of presence, but now they are suddenly silent, and Yu Wenzhou needs to pay more attention to them.

Anyway, it is an uncontrollable variable.

No matter what Yu Wenzhou did was worthy of him or sorry for him, no matter what Yu Wenzhou did was good or bad, Zhou Zekai was still special anyway.

It was such a strange feeling.

It was like a different kind entered Yu Wenzhou's life.

Zhou Zekai just stood there quietly, but Yu Wenzhou just wanted to devote his energy to caring.

The once-a-year All-Star Weekend is an occasion where we have to meet.Yu Wenzhou went with tense nerves, but it was okay, Zhou Zekai didn't have any obvious out-of-the-ordinary reactions, everything was normal.

After the All-Star Weekend, a bunch of teams got together for a dinner. This was the first time Yu Wenzhou and Zhou Zekai spoke since the last reincarnation against Blue Rain.

Yu Wenzhou felt that his tone was stable and normal, and Zhou Zekai's reaction on the other side was also reasonable and not excessive.

Of course Yu Wenzhou felt happy, thinking that this matter had finally come to fruition.Sure enough, time is omnipotent, and everything will be easy to talk about after a few months.

Thinking about it like this, but I feel a little empty. Sure enough, all the emotions can't be used for time, no matter whether they are obtained or not, they will be the same beyond recognition when they are worn down to the end.

Yu Wenzhou also had occasional text messages with the girl later on. He knew that with this girl's personality, he usually only sent text messages when he missed her very much.

Yu Wenzhou didn't take the initiative once, not that he didn't miss it, but he was used to receiving the other party's fragrance and returning it with greater tenderness.He doesn't force others, he just likes to count the time and do what needs to be done when needed.

For example, all he needs to do is when his girlfriend claims "sent the wrong text message", by the way, ask about the recent weather in city B, ask the girl about her recent schoolwork, and finally ask when the holiday is and when the exam will be, don't be too deliberate, It is enough to give the girl great warmth.

How to coax people, especially this girl who has been in contact with for three years, Yu Wenzhou is still very proficient.

It's just that the faces are completely different, not that the two of them have changed so that they are completely different, but that some feelings are not pure, so they are completely different.

Yu Wenzhou has to admit that three years is enough to consume what was originally indispensable and become dispensable now.Nothing beats time, everything does.

Yu Wenzhou couldn't tell if it was a pity or a blessing.Regret for the inescapable truth, and glad for everything to be back on track.

But Yu Wenzhou was not sad.He knew it was for the best.

Until Zhou Zekai stood at the door of the KTV and grabbed his arm.

Zhou Zekai said: I have something to say.

Pretty self righteous isn't it, both you and me.

Yu Wenzhou thought he heard it wrong, although he should have expected it earlier, but when?What about omnipotent time?What about the time to calm down?

Have you all eaten shit?

Yu Wenzhou only felt a burst of fire rising from his stomach, rushing to his throat with burning pain, and his heart beating suddenly as hard as falling out of a window.

His first reaction was not panic, anger, helplessness and irritability.

He actually felt hopeless, complete failure and despair.

Zhou Zekai told him that he likes you.

The voice is not loud, the tone is serious, and there is a little pride in the eyes.

But at the moment the world is noisy and mottled with light and shadow, everything is not calm but there is a lack of wind, so Yu Wenzhou can hear it very clearly.

He had no way to deceive or conceal it, so he could only straighten his back and endure it forcefully.

This is a confession that covers the head and face and makes people have nothing to hide. It suddenly blurs the boundary between the two people and rolls out all the false things hidden behind the sand.

Yu Wenzhou found that he could never get rid of some things.

The same goes for time.

He called these his nemesis.

Yu Wenzhou really never thought about changing his pace because of others.

He just loves his own style and pace, from life to glory.Not in a hurry, not in a rush, just coping quietly, defending and counterattacking.

Um.This is Yu Wenzhou's habitual way, but unfortunately it doesn't work now.

Yu Wenzhou can only change his strategy, how can he change it?

A text message is enough, a text message to your girlfriend, the content can be anything.

For example: Are you back?

Intensive contact was quickly established, and his slight initiative was passed on through the radio waves, in exchange for a huge backlash from his girlfriend. It happened to be around the time of the Chinese New Year, and his girlfriend was about to go on vacation. It was not difficult to play a few games, and there were more home games.

I miss you so much when we meet again, don't you?

Yu Wenzhou spent a lot of energy on contacting, not because his words were hard to control, but because he didn't have enough time.He was also quite at a loss, not knowing how to deal with it when he was busy in the playoffs, but what Yu Wenzhou had to do now was not only for his girlfriend, but also for Zhou Zekai.

In this way, the stakes are clear, and it seems to be a good deal to spend some energy to solve the two troubles that stand in front of us.

Most importantly, Yu Wenzhou has no time left.

He felt that he was tired, and if he didn't do anything, he would really lose all his strength and be exhausted.

Huang Shaotian paid a little attention to him, watching him squeeze the time to call the girl every day.

Huang Shaotian was quite helpless, and said, what's so good about her.

Yu Wenzhou also felt helpless, this question really focused on the main point, yes, it is not very good, he is quite capricious and clingy, and he is not very good at understanding others.

But these are not the point.

The point is, if you put your heart into a person, if there is no return, you will not be reconciled, and if you get out of control, you will want to save it, and you are used to it.

And he knows her, from what she likes to eat to what she likes to hear, in three years, Yu Wenzhou doesn't want to spend such a long time getting to know others.Now he even feels that he is short of time to call the girl every day.

So this is not a question of whether she is good or not, but a question of whether Yu Wenzhou thinks it is good or not.

But Huang Shaotian didn't know, Huang Shaotian only knew that Yu Wenzhou was extremely busy every day.

Huang Shaotian asked again, did they get back together?

Yu Wenzhou shook his head and said no.

Huang Shaotian was puzzled, and said that it was a waste of energy to keep in touch so frequently and not get back together. Captain, your recent time utilization rate is really like the fourth quarter of the NBA. You have to pay attention to your body.

Although what Huang Shaotian said was quite cryptic, the meaning was obvious: He didn't get back together, so why waste time on her, and she's not perfect, so it's not worth it.

Yu Wenzhou didn't refute, but felt that it was unreasonable for onlookers to watch this kind of thing, but standing in the circle, he couldn't help himself.

Yu Wenzhou has already made up his mind that when Huang Shaotian falls in love, he will chase him and laugh at him.

It is snowing in city B.My girlfriend sent a text message, saying that I finally saw snow.

Yu Wenzhou said, I haven't seen snow yet.

The girlfriend texted back quickly, saying, don't look!Very ugly!

Yu Wenzhou looked at the text message and smiled faintly for a long time.

The annual vacation is here, and the girlfriend's internship is coming back soon. Just as Yu Wenzhou wanted to sigh that he was finally free, Zhou Zekai came.

When receiving Zhou Zekai's call, Yu Wenzhou was very helpless.Zhou Zekai said that when he was in City G, Yu Wenzhou wanted to sleep on the bed with the quilt in his arms and pretend he didn't know anything.

But he can't, everyone is here, so he has to deal with it.This started to be contradictory, thinking about Zhou Zekai's confession during the All-Star Weekend, how can people treat it normally.

Yu Wenzhou could only be a little tougher and more obvious, and directly threw Zhou Zekai to Huang Shaotian. Yu Wenzhou knew that Huang Shaotian could hold Zhou Zekai to PK for a whole day without letting go.

Yu Wenzhou left Zhou Zekai behind, and went home by himself. On the way home, he felt helpless and uncomfortable. He felt that it was not good for him to do so, but he really had nothing to do. He really didn't dare to take the initiative to do anything to Zhou Zekai.

He was not too comfortable at home for a while, it felt like a few days before the exam.

The girlfriend will come back soon, and the two of them have more contacts, which can almost make Yu Wenzhou forget about Zhou Zekai.Until one day Yu Wenzhou received a text message from his girlfriend, who said that there were too many people on the subway, and when he got off the train, he was squeezed out and sprained his ankle.

My girlfriend said again, I won't go back during the Chinese New Year, and I can only stay in City B.

It looks pretty badly hurt.

Yu Wenzhou is standing at the street corner