I've been in love with reason for three years

It was nothing more than a waking dream.

Habits aren't that hard to change either.

It's enough to form a new habit. It only takes 21 days to form a new habit. After 21 days, you can't tell what it will be like.

A few days later, after finishing the week's game, Blue Yu's team discussed drinking, and the reason they gave was to comfort the broken-hearted Captain Blue Rain.

Captain Lan Yu could only laugh, it was a good reason, he was really thinking of himself.

A group of people really drank all night.Yu Wenzhou didn't often do such slightly out-of-the-way things. He always had enough self-control and judgment, but this time he let go, and suddenly felt that there was nothing wrong with not being so self-control occasionally.

As a result, I started to feel dizzy after drinking a cup.

Huang Shaotian was also dizzy, lying on the edge of the computer and didn't know who he was singing to, "Happy Breaking Up", Yu Wenzhou knew that Huang Shaotian was actually singing it to himself, so he leaned over and asked who it was.

Huang Shaotian said: Zhou Zekai.

Yu Wenzhou's mood was complicated for a moment, mixed with alcohol and the fragrance of the land in the air, he felt that the time passed slowly and took too long, as if a gap had been torn open by centuries of time, filled with a huge sourness and then sealed. Swallowed, stuffed under the bed and slowly fermented.It's impossible to say whether it's wine that's fermented, or just a rotting pool of old time.

But why are you still here?

A prophecy.

Yes, you are right.

She treats me badly and vice versa.She can't get what she wants and neither can I.When she left, she was entangled in every way but relieved, and on the contrary, I was the same.

Yes, you are right, nothing is unique.

It's a pity that there are thousands of changes in front of you, but you are the same, silent, stubborn, calm, and tough.It's a pity, a pity, a pity, a pity, a pity.

To describe Zhou Zekai, Yu Wenzhou was soaked in alcohol, and all he could think of was this word.

It was a dream again, and when I woke up, there were still three images, the blurred back of his girlfriend, Huang Shaotian frowning and saying don't look at it, and Zhou Zekai looking at him with a microphone, his eyes are clean. ——In the end, the picture didn't change at all.

Yu Wenzhou had a headache for a long time after waking up, and rubbing it for a long time didn't help.

Yu Wenzhou has to admit that there are some things that cannot be escaped even if the story is changed.

One night after the regular season, Yu Wenzhou received a call from Jiang Botao, and only after he got through did he realize that it was Zhou Zekai on the other end of the line.Yu Wenzhou reflexively thought whether to hang up the phone, but in the end he held back.

He couldn't find a reason to hang up the phone.

The two talked about some topics casually, and Yu Wenzhou was careful in his words, for fear that some of his secrets would be leaked out through the change of tone and small syllables, just like when holding a press conference, he was careful everywhere.

In the end Zhou Zekai asked him why they broke up, his tone was flat but warm, exactly the same as the first time he asked why they had quarreled, although the question was rash, but Yu Wenzhou heard it was full of concern and extremely sinking.

Yu Wenzhou calmly treated this matter as a story, and said it lightly, because she liked someone else.

Zhou Zekai asked again, otherwise there would be no division?

Yu Wenzhou wondered if this question was meaningful, anyway, it was all divided, so it would be boring to ask now.But Yu Wenzhou thought about it for a moment, thinking of some hope and luck.

He said, well, otherwise there would be no points.

Anyway, there is no chance of confirmation, so who cares.

Of course Yu Wenzhou didn't know, Zhou Zekai really cared about it, and Yu Wenzhou didn't know that the translation of Zhou Zekai's question should actually be like this - are you tired.

But Yu Wenzhou should answer with only one word: Tired.

Sure enough, only glory is the love of life.

Yu Wenzhou became more and more convinced of the correctness of this sentence. He was bored in glory almost all day long. The reason he confused himself was: this is work.

So I can't pull it out even more immersed, and I can row tactics until the second half of the night until I lie on the sofa and fall asleep. When I wake up the next day, it is already bright, and my whole body is so stiff that my back hurts.

This kind of life lasted for nearly a week. On the last day, he suddenly woke up from his sleep. He suspected that he heard a text message. His first reaction was Zhou Zekai, so he really stood up and dug out his phone. The screen was clean.

Yu Wenzhou could only chuckle and put down his phone, went to wash his face, retreated to the bed, and fell asleep for a long time.

When he woke up the next day, he suddenly felt that summer was coming, and the air was sticky and hot. Yu Wenzhou turned on the air conditioner and sat next to the computer for a long time, feeling something was being taken away from his heart, and he couldn't keep it.

This is the all-powerful time. It decides to take back your memories and emotions, and you can't keep them.

Yu Wenzhou found that he recovered extremely quickly, it only took one night or an instant.

He slowly returned to his normal routine and gradually returned to his previous appearance. He was good at covering up these details. Seeing his indifference, his teammates thought he didn't care and didn't ask.

On the other hand, Zhou Zekai used to ask if you were sad when he didn't care so much.

Yu Wenzhou wondered what kind of weird problem this is, can you not be sad, you will be sad if you lose a watch you have worn for a few years, and you will be sad if you lose a wallet you have used for a few years, not to mention that you are such a big person this time.

How could he not be sad, Yu Wenzhou shook his head.

Of course sad, and very sad, very sad.But, it's not as sad as you might think.

Yu Wenzhou wanted to say something: Everything is not as exaggerated, hopeless or malicious as you imagined.But he couldn't say it, he thought it was pretty good to put things here.

A Yu Wenzhou who is sad and tragic in Zhou Zekai's eyes, and a Zhou Zekai who is very incomprehensible and stubborn in Yu Wenzhou's eyes.Neither is true, but they can only see so much.

Yu Wenzhou was actually quite curious, thinking that if he dug a hole, Zhou Zekai would jump obediently, no matter what Yu Wenzhou had done before, as long as the hole was dug by Yu Wenzhou, he would jump.

What do you mean? This is like coaxing people to play.

Of course Yu Wenzhou didn't know, Zhou Zekai didn't mean to coax him at all, Zhou Zekai really wanted to dance, and the most important thing was that Zhou Zekai didn't understand why he wanted to dance, anyway, "want" and "why" had nothing to do with each other, so they couldn't connect at all.

So it doesn't make sense at all.If you want to ask why Zhou Zekai likes Yu Wenzhou, Zhou Zekai may say in silence for a long time, because he is good.But can the word "good" sum up the reasons for liking? Of course it is not enough, so this question has no solution.You may want to ask Zhou Zekai why he still likes Yu Wenzhou now, Zhou Zekai is probably still silent for a long time, the same four words, because he is good, yes, this question is not solved yet, is it?

Zhou Zekai himself didn't know, let alone Yu Wenzhou.

Of course Yu Wenzhou tried to think about it before, but his thoughts went wrong, so Zhou Zekai is still here and hasn't left.

Zhou Zekai is quite simple, and it is because of this that he has no solution, he can do whatever he wants, and he doesn't hide.Yu Wenzhou realized this, thinking that this must be the fundamental reason why he couldn't beat Zhou Zekai.

Of course Yu Wenzhou knew that the culprit who forced him out of his original form was Zhou Zekai.And this kind of feeling is not good, on the contrary, it is more frightening, and it can be concluded that it is out of control.

Yu Wenzhou didn't like himself very much, and he also disliked him, but at the same time he was extremely curious.

Yu Wenzhou has to admit that he also really wants to know what his reality looks like, like a treasure buried in his tense life, and now he wants to dig it out.

But Yu Wenzhou also had to admit that he had to pay a price to understand this matter.

The price is to sink into the deep sea again and deliver life.

Yu Wenzhou didn't want to do this, he would definitely hesitate for a long time, so long that he forgot all the things he had done and not done, the vat of wine fermenting under the bed, and all the nostalgia and wonderful assumptions of yesterday.

And after he was really sure, the next thing to do would be very simple - just think about it, just think about it for a while.

He said it might be possible.

He never felt that Zhou Zekai was right, and of course if he insisted on finding out what was right, then it wouldn't take much effort.

One is that Zhou Zekai appeared at the wrong time.Second, Zhou Zekai appeared at the right time.

The finalists were Lan Yu and Samsara. When the news was confirmed, Yu Wenzhou was stunned for a long time.

This is the most peak head-to-head confrontation, of course Yu Wenzhou wants to win.

But no way, Yu Wenzhou didn't even get the chance to play in the end, and the team competition was over before Blue Rain lasted.

Yu Wenzhou straightened his arms and straightened his back, squinted his eyes slightly and looked at the screen in front of him. The players on the left and right stood up and applauded, and he also stood up and put on a smile.Everyone in Samsara had already rushed to the stage, and Zhou Zekai was surrounded in the middle.

This is a defeat without a fight, unique to Yu Wenzhou.

Helpless, helpless, helpless, helpless, this is another word Yu Wenzhou used to describe Zhou Zekai.

In fact, Yu Wenzhou never won against Zhou Zekai, this is from Yu Wenzhou's point of view.Because he didn't know that Zhou Zekai on the other side felt the same way.I really don't know what kind of tangled war it is. No one on either side feels that they have won, nor do they feel that the other side has lost.

Everyone in Lan Yu stood in the audience and applauded politely. Yu Wenzhou had to raise his head slightly to see Zhou Zekai's face. Zhou Zekai was also looking at him, smiling so much that his brows and eyes were crooked, almost his whole body was shining.

Yu Wenzhou was quite surprised. He found that Zhou Zekai could really shine, and he could catch it at a glance in the crowd, like an indelible star that would never give up and burn with an indelible spark.

It's a pity that Yu Wenzhou didn't notice it before, but Yu Wenzhou didn't notice it before.

So how could it be possible to win? He had never seen such strong innocent eyes and such slightly raised lips.