I've been in love with reason for three years

I have seen panic, innocence, stubbornness, and helplessness. They are all there naked, and I feel pain when I see them.But now everything that Yu Wenzhou can see can be summed up in one word: love.

It was so powerful that Yu Wenzhou was terrified, and when he was surrounded by it, he was as helpless as drowning.

Yu Wenzhou didn't want to admit it but had to admit that he might be about to lose.

All rights are in Zhou Zekai's hands, and all Yu Wenzhou needs to do is to cooperate and exude the gentleness he is most used to.It's just that Yu Wenzhou didn't know that Zhou Zekai didn't need this kind of tenderness.

What Zhou Zekai wanted was the real Yu Wenzhou, which was exactly the same as what Yu Wenzhou himself wanted.

Life seemed to be pulled back to the time when he was in the past, and he returned to the state of wrapping the cloak, smiling lightly, everything was just a habit.

The difference is that he is in a deep trap and has no choice.

Zhou Zekai's most powerful three words randomly picked out any one, and Yu Wenzhou was powerless to parry.

——I wait, miss you, like you.

Everything Zhou Zekai did was menacing. As long as Yu Wenzhou stood here, he didn't need to think about anything, he could feel the weightlessness of the rapid fall.

Zhou Zekai just smiled, wearing a windbreaker and a scarf, looking at him innocently, standing at the airport exit as quiet as a sculpture, suddenly his eyes lit up, and he asked cautiously if he liked it.

Yu Wenzhou only regarded these things as empty joy every time, but Zhou Zekai never let him get his wish, so everything is endless like an endless dream.

Yu Wenzhou could almost imagine that Zhou Zekai looked at him quietly and said to him quietly: Everything is true.

Yu Wenzhou was accused of having no ability to resist. He could only listen to what Zhou Zekai said. The last thing he could do was to simply agree and repay the past with the same tenderness. Out of control panic.But in fact, everything that Zhou Zekai gave him did not need to be repaid, but Yu Wenzhou didn't know it at this time.

It happened to be a quiet afternoon when Zhou Zekai pushed Yu Wenzhou on the sofa and kissed him.

Yu Wenzhou could almost hear the crisp sound of a certain nerve snapping in his brain.

His heart frantically told him no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no.

Zhou Zekai's eyes were still clean, his light and warm breath was close at hand, and the gentle touch of his lips carried a gentle temptation.Yu Wenzhou was overwhelmed by panic, from beginning to end.

His brain told him that if he went on like this, he couldn't turn back, but another voice refuted it funny: why turn back.His hands and feet were entangled in thin threads, and he was helpless.

This was Zhou Zekai's first kiss to him, and he carefully pushed him deep into the water.

Yu Wenzhou found himself unable to say any words of rejection or rebuttal, and while falling into a new abyss, the former Yu Wenzhou came back forcefully.He changed back to his gentle and soft appearance, without any sharpness on the surface, especially when dealing with Zhou Zekai at this time.

He was pulled out of the loss he had been, and then pushed hard into a new loss.

It's a battle of inertia versus reality, and always will be.

Yu Wenzhou likes apples, but Zhou Zekai gave him mangoes with strong love and innocence, so Yu Wenzhou could only smile and say thank you.But Zhou Zekai said: No need.

So Yu Wenzhou didn't even need to say "thank you".

Zhou Zekai was particularly fond of surprise attacks, and Yu Wenzhou often didn't know that Zhou Zekai was standing at Lan Yu's door until he received a call.The translation of this behavior is: I have nothing to do with you when I come to you.

So of course Yu Wenzhou couldn't stop it, no matter how helpless he was, but he could be killed by this kind of tough behavior.

It's not that what was given out was fake, but it was especially true for Zhou Zekai, and Yu Wenzhou always felt that there was something missing.

It may be less indomitable and fearless.

But Yu Wenzhou really didn't feel that he had that right or reason.

Yu Wenzhou has many, but none of them is fatal.What is fatal? It is unique, and it can never be touched or poached away.

When Christmas was approaching, Zhou Zekai was supposed to come to City G, but he couldn't come later because he had to shoot an advertisement.

Yu Wenzhou could hear the depressed voice on the phone, and he could hear it without guessing at all.

There is a white awn outside the window, I don't know if all the winter is so white that there is no light.When Yu Wenzhou hung up the phone, he heard Huang Shaotian yelling in the corridor, saying that he should have a good meal at Christmas.

Yu Wenzhou opened the door, and sure enough, he saw Huang Shaotian and Xu Jingxi gathered together, arguing around a pad.

Seeing Yu Wenzhou coming out, Huang Shaotian stretched out his hand to greet him, and said Captain, what do you want to eat?

Yu Wenzhou didn't say a word, he approached and looked at the screen, and said with a smile: You can decide.

Huang Shaotian was a little embarrassed: We make the decision every time, so that we don't know what you like to eat, captain, what a shame, come, come, come, you must come this time.

Yu Wenzhou didn't respond, just still looking at the screen and chuckling.It is true that no one knows what Yu Wenzhou likes. Yu Wenzhou is usually the one who nods at the end to agree. They only know that Yu Wenzhou can do anything, but they don't know what Yu Wenzhou likes best.

Yu Wenzhou was a little stubborn at this time, but finally shook his head and said, I have difficulty choosing, you should come, I can do anything.

Huang Shaotian didn't say anything else, he raised his head and said to Zheng Xuan: How about hot pot for yourself?Although we may not be able to eat it back, at least we can eat until we are full!

Yu Wenzhou laughed beside him, his shoulders shaking non-stop.

After returning to the house, he felt a little cold. Yu Wenzhou turned on the air conditioner and moved his stiff fingers.

Zhou Zekai's text message just came at this time, two words: boring.

Yu Wenzhou took advantage of the opportunity to allocate some brain cells, and thought about what Zhou Zekai likes and dislikes. In fact, the answer is quite easy. Zhou Zekai likes sweet and sour pork ribs, likes shrimp dumplings, likes to eat custard buns in the morning, likes soy milk with more sugar, and Zhou Zekai doesn’t like to eat it. Rain doesn't like V-neck T-shirts, doesn't like salty food, doesn't like the smell of smoke.

Yu Wenzhou shook his head helplessly.He once thought that he would not spend so long to get to know a new person again, but obviously what he is doing now is like this.

In the end, it is still the same sentence: He said it is possible, then it is possible.

He can't demand that all changes be reasonable and just as he wants, and he can't say too much, because everything has the possibility of change.Otherwise what is the use of God.

During the All-Star Weekend, they could be regarded as meeting each other, but unfortunately this meeting was not very normal.

Uncontrollable panic and longing seeped out from Zhou Zekai's eyes, Yu Wenzhou could see clearly, resistance was futile.

When he woke up, the first thing he saw was the fluffy coffee-colored carpet with his own shirt lying on it. Yu Wenzhou lay on his side like this for a long time, pulling his soul back bit by bit.

Helpless and regrettable, when he stood up, he felt his legs were weak, his back hurt like hell, his whole body felt uncomfortable, his eyes ached and he didn't know if he had a fever.Zhou Zekai looked at him worriedly and regretfully, but he had no choice but to respond with a smile.

He didn't dare to recall, but when he recalled, it was all about Zhou Zekai sticking to him, his heart pressed against his heart, and he kept sinking. He guessed that he must have used a lot of strength to grab Zhou Zekai, and he didn't know if he made it up. There were scars, but no matter how much strength he tried, he couldn't stop his fall, he couldn't grab anything to support him, and the only Zhou Zekai who was close at hand was the one who pushed him into the abyss.

Yu Wenzhou didn't want to think about anything else, he only knew that he didn't like mangoes.

Helpless and pity.Yu Wenzhou couldn't say that this was not what he wanted, but he really didn't have the strength to refute.

Zhou Zekai chased him too closely, he almost stuck to him, almost pressed on his heart, trying to reveal his deadly place, Yu Wenzhou couldn't bear it, not because he was tired, but because he was weak.

If Zhou Zekai took the apple he wanted from him, he smiled and handed out the first one, but there was no second one.

He only has one apple, maybe there will be many more in the future, but now he really only has this one, if Zhou Zekai wants a second one again, then he really has nothing to do.

He knew that this was the way Zhou Zekai loved, and he had to respect it, but he was very tired, even though he didn't say it.

If you hug too hard, you will strangle him to death. Although he doesn't hide, it doesn't mean he is willing to be strangled to death like this.

Yu Wenzhou was in such a situation.

Habit is a terrible thing. If you accommodate the first time, there will be a second time, and if you have the second time, there will be the [-]th time.

At the end of accommodating, all the actions lose their meaning, and become nothing but a layer of clammy air on the surface.

Yu Wenzhou found that his three-year time limit was really accurate. It is estimated that after three years, another prophecy will come true, and it may even not last for three years at all.

To sum it up, possibility is completely defined: from possible to irremediable.

No matter who it is, every scene follows this route from beginning to end, but different lives have the same farewell.

Yu Wenzhou really thought that Zhou Zekai was different, his natural enemy, his nemesis, his powerlessness, his helplessness.But something was missing, because Yu Wenzhou would still be tired and carry on with his life.

So Zhou Zekai is not such an exception, it can only be said that he is different, but he is not unique.

Thinking of it this way, I feel a little sad, empty joy seems to have come true, everything is really just a dream that will eventually wake up.

When Yu Wenzhou proposed not seeing you in February