If you want to flirt, I will run away

Living in the room that Shu Yanqing lent him, Xia Fangxi looked at the ceiling there every day, but he never felt that it was home.

Maybe the body is used to living in a certain place, but the nerves still can't respond.

Whenever she saw a light on somewhere on the road, she would think that there was a family there, a family.

She will envy and doubt.

Envious of that being a family, questioning myself.

Whenever he thinks that he has no family anymore, Xia Fangxi will think about how much connection he has with the place he is now, this country, this world?

After Xia Fangxi lived there, he would occasionally think of his mother whom he tried to avoid thinking about.

Her mother severed ties with her family because of Xia Zhilin, and never went back to her natal home once.

At first her mother might have put all her eggs in one basket, she gave everything to be with Xia Zhilin.

Later, after Xia Zhilin left her, she fell ill.

In order to prevent the young Xia Fangxi from discovering her abnormality, she went to the hospital alone to see a doctor, took medicine alone, and went home to take care of the child alone. tears.

At night, Xia Fangxi woke up in a daze, and wanted to go to the bathroom, but found that the light in the living room was still on.

She saw the mother, who was still smiling during the day, holding her forehead with both hands, tears streaming down her wrists and falling on the table.

She pinched a photo tightly in her hands, choking and suppressing her voice in order not to let the child hear the crying.

It was a family portrait before my mother gave birth to herself.

Probably, during that time, my mother wanted to go home, maybe she wanted to ask her parents for help, or maybe she wanted to find someone to talk to.

However, the mother who severed the kinship can no longer return to her former family.

Now Xia Fangxi and her mother are standing in a very similar place, recalling her mother's back, she undoubtedly feels the same bitterness and helplessness.

She doesn't want Qin Rou to become like herself or her mother.

She hopes that Qin Rou can be loved by others, even if it is for her future escape, she hopes that Qin Rou can have a place where she can entrust herself to the past, a place to shelter.

--

Qin Rou looked at the doll bear in the room.

This is the only thing she brought from home that has something to do with Qin Chiqing.

This little bear named SHO is Qin Rou's favorite doll.

From childhood to adulthood, Qin Chiqing would send her the little bear of this doll series every year on her birthday.

She already had a series that could fill the entire room.

But only the first one remained.

When Qin Rou and Qin Chiqing live together, Qin Chiqing is always working.

Qin Chiqing is an Alpha who is never at home.

Qin Rou felt that her alpha mother could live in the company, on the plane to Italy, on the train to Toronto, and in a five-star hotel in Paris, but it was definitely impossible to live at home.

This Alpha is always eloquent about his busyness.

Even so, Qin Rou didn't pay much attention to it, because she had already passed the stage of expecting others.

Parents are disappointed.

Qin Rou summed up this set of rules when she was very young.

Nothing can be expected from them.

On her birthday this year, Qin Rou sat alone at the dining table for a long time.

She remembered Qin Chiqing telling herself that this year was special on her birthday last year, so she would come back no matter what.

The clock starts to swing.

Qin Rou hugged her legs without any expectation or excitement. It was obviously a very important day in her life, so she didn't have any emotion or special feeling.

It's just that she looked at the clock a few more times.

Ah, it's six o'clock...

It's seven o'clock...

eight o'clock.

nine o'clock.

... When she opened her eyes helplessly from the sofa, she found that it was already two o'clock in the morning the next day.

However, Qin Chiqing hasn't returned home yet.

Qin Rou, who just turned 18 for a day, did not receive a blessing from Bai Lingqiu.

This is expected.

However, she did not receive an apology call from Qin Chiqing either.

Qin Rou thought that she was not disappointed, she would not be disappointed, but she was still disappointed.

The next afternoon, she received a text message from Qin Chiqing from Brandenburg.

——"Sorry, I can't come back, the meeting here is longer than expected."

——"Happy birthday, Xiao Rou."

Qin Rou originally thought that she had no hope for things like her mother, but when she saw this blessing, she still felt annoyed for a moment.

She threw all the SHO dolls that Qin Chiqing gave her every year into the trash can, leaving only the one she got at first.

In the beginning, Qin Chiqing gave her the one.

Although she was reluctant to part with this one, Qin Chiqing could be thrown into the trash can by her forever together with the other bears.

--

"Crack."

After hearing the automatic lock of the door of her house finally rang, Qin Rou recovered from her memories.

She slowly sat up on the edge of the bed.

After walking to the restaurant with bare feet, she found that the bacon and eggs she said she didn't like just now were gone, and if they were not in the trash can, it meant that Xia Fangxi had eaten them herself.

In place of the dinner plate was a freshly baked ham and lettuce sandwich covered in plastic wrap.

As far as appearance is concerned, it is much better than the first time.

One can imagine that clumsy Alpha doing all of this wholeheartedly.

Thinking about it, Qin Rou opened the chair in front of the table, picked up the sandwich and brought it to her mouth.

The crispy shell of the toast and the lettuce made a nice, crunchy sound as she chewed in small bites.

Qin Rou lowered her eyes.

"Even if you please me like this, I won't go, as long as I have you."

--

On Monday, the two-day sports meeting of Chengnan High School came as scheduled.

Xia Fangxi is a member of the medical team. From morning to noon, he runs between the medical team and the health room at two o'clock and one line.

Everyone in the medical team will wear a yellow armband.

This yellow armband greatly increased the difficulty of their work.

Because this means that everyone on campus can find them and order them anytime and anywhere.

Xia Fangxi was still recording spare parts, looking for bandages, handing out ice packs until noon...

While she was sitting in the medical room, taking down the box of bandages and filling them, the teacher from the health room came in.

"Xia Fangxi, the shift has changed, you should go have lunch."

After Xia Fangxi settled his lunch in a simple and casual manner, he saw the 400-meter sprint race when he walked back to the playground.

Qin Rou is standing on the starting line.

At first Xia Fangxi was still wondering if that was Qin Rou.

Because in her impression, with Qin Rou's character, it is impossible to participate in any sports meeting.

But after a while, she remembered that when she registered for the sports meeting, Qin Rou missed the registration because she didn't come to school, so she was arranged for a 400-meter run.

She was wearing her school tracksuit now, and her black, glossy hair was tied into a ponytail.

Under the sun, her fair skin seemed to be shining under the sun, and she was extraordinarily beautiful.

Xia Fangxi couldn't help but stop, and stood by the railing outside the playground, looking at the beautiful girl.

"preparation--"

The starter raised the starting pistol in his hand.

"Oh!"

The people standing on the same starting line as Qin Rou immediately ran towards the finish line.

Perhaps because she was not used to this kind of exercise, Qin Rou fell behind a little at the moment she started running, and became the last one.

Xia Fangxi's palms were sweating.

"..."

Qin Rou bit her lip and ran forward.

Xia Fangxi knew that with Qin Rou's personality, she would not care about the result of this kind of competition.

However, Qin Rou is still trying to run forward.

I will work so hard probably because I feel that the last place is really too embarrassing...

Xia Fangxi had no choice but to think this way.

Sure enough, when Qin Rou ran past the person in front, her expression obviously relaxed, which confirmed Xia Fangxi's guess.

However, no one in the competition is willing to be the last one.

So after Qin Rou ran past No. 2 from the bottom, that person stepped up as if he had been stimulated by something, and started to chase Qin Rou.

Some of the contestants in Qin Rou's group are actually members of the school's track and field team, so almost everyone in the front echelon has already finished half of the track, while the others have been far away from the bottom one or two. A long distance.

Qin Rou launched a fierce struggle visible to the naked eye with No. 2, who had just surpassed the last one, and no one would give in to the other.

Xia Fangxi felt a little helpless and wanted to laugh.

Qin Rou began to adjust her breathing, but her expression became more and more unhappy.

Xia Fangxi felt that she should be thinking: Why do I have to work so hard here?

Looking at Qin Rou, Xia Fanghui had to deny that this kitten worked hard.

Although it is the second to last, it is also the second to last with a high gold content.

"Come on." Xia Fangxi whispered.

If Qin Rou can finish the run, she will reward Qin Rou for working so hard.

Xia Fangxi turned around and walked to the vending machine next to the playground, bought a bottle of sports drink and planned to take it to Qin Rou, and asked her to praise her after she finished running.

She just dropped a bill into the vending machine.

--ah!fall down!

"It looks so painful..."

The moment the drink fell, the cheering and shouting outside the field turned into sighs and exclamations, and Xia Fangxi quickly turned his head to look at the field.

Qin Rou seemed to be tripped by her competitor’s mistake, and the two fell to the ground together.

Qin Rou hugged her knees patiently.

For a moment, Xia Fangxi ran towards the playground without even taking the drinks and change from the vending machine.

She is a member of the medical team of the sports meeting, and she can freely enter and leave the playground as long as she wears the yellow armband of the medical team.

"Are you ok?"

A boy wearing a yellow armband like Xia Fangxi asked Qin Rou gently.

Xia Fangxi hadn't adjusted his breathing because he sprinted over.

Before she could adjust her breathing, she stopped the boy from touching Qin Rou's hand.

"Go and see that injured classmate over there." Her tone was unquestionable, and she seemed to be giving an order.

The boy turned his head in displeasure, and was about to ask Xia Fangxi why, but Xia Fangxi's face undoubtedly had a presence that prevented him from asking such a question.

He quickly walked up to the other person, "Oh."

Xia Fangxi squatted in front of Qin Rou, and asked formulaically as if what happened yesterday had never happened: "Where does it hurt?"

"Carry me to the infirmary," Qin Rou grabbed the hem of her clothes, sweat dripped from her forehead as if she was enduring the pain, "Xia Fanghui..."