The bright moon in the entertainment industry

207. The Turtle and the Shell

So Boring.

I can't breathe.

The chest was so stuffy, and it was so stuffy that it was always aching, like a stone was pressed on it.

"...!!"

Cui Shengxian stared blankly at the ceiling, and it took him a while to realize that this was in the dormitory.

On some damp white ceilings, there are layers of yellow traces, layer upon layer of smudged.

So depressing.

He thought so, turned over and sat up from the small bed, very rare, he got up very early, there was a faint smell from the curtains

Bai, the air is still filled with the unavoidable atmosphere of the boys' dormitory, and occasionally Dong Yongpei can be heard turning over or Jiang Dacheng grinding his teeth.

He picked up the watch by the bed and looked at the time, it was not yet six o'clock.

Although it is said that the daytime in summer is always brighter earlier, but so early, is it too exaggerated?

"..."

Cui Shengxian stayed in a daze for a while, then got dressed, brushed his teeth and took a shower, then went to the living room to organize his things, and carried the book on his back.

Bag, when the tight shoulder straps due to excessive weight were pressed on his shoulders, he felt some reality.

"Hey."

At this moment, he suddenly heard a call.

Cui Shengxian turned his head, but saw Quan Zhilong standing at the door of his room, with an impatient expression on his face, his hands were scratching his upturned mess

hair, light brown eyes full of anger:

"Are you running away again, Turtle."

Turtle.

What a harsh title.

"You kid..."

Cui Shengxian's words stopped abruptly because he realized that something was wrong. Although Quan Zhilong is not tall, he is not short

So thin, and, no matter how you look at it—

"So, everyone knows that trainees are very hard, but if you give up now, you will lose everything. You, lose weight

Not killing you, turtle? "

lose weight?

Now I don’t need to lose weight———

When Cui Shengxian was in a daze, he suddenly felt that his body became very heavy. He lowered his head dumbly, and what he saw was a huge

And the clumsy body, the sportswear that is tight on the body because of obesity, and the shoulder straps that barely reach the depth of the shoulders, even the book

During Bao's non-stop rubbing against his back, he could hear the creaking sound of a large pack of snack bags.

what.

This is……

17-year-old Choi Seung-hyun.

Carrying a schoolbag all day long, walking with his head down, he is said to be a tortoise, and like a mouse, he can only haunt the night underground.

Only then did I have the courage to speak, but I still covered my face with a baseball cap, as if I was too guilty to face the world...

That Cui Shengxian who is always called Turtleturtle by Quan Zhilong.

"...I will do it, not run away, I didn't run away."

Yes, I succeeded. I lost nearly forty catties within 20 days. I successfully became a trainee in YG and became Noto.

Choi Seung Hyun is not inferior to anyone else on stage.

Although I have tried all kinds of messy things, and I almost died because I tried to drink disinfectant water, and because of excessive hunger every day

Hungry and speechless, on the treadmill I thought I was going to die of dehydration at any moment...

But no matter how painful it is, it has passed, and I have lost weight...

I can be a singer.

There is no escape.

There is no escape.

I didn't escape... I succeeded.

obviously……

"Ah, so, turtle, are you so hungry that you are talking nonsense? Didn't you lose weight at all?"

Choi Seung-hyun looked down at himself, he couldn't help being stunned, yes, such a huge body, fat and stiff, clumsy and ridiculous body,

Why are you back?

"turtle."

Quan Zhilong walked over, really thin, wearing a baseball cap askew, with a smear of oil paint on his face, with his schoolbag hanging on his shoulder,

Thin lips curled:

"The performance here is really boring. If it wasn't for your performance, Brother You, I wouldn't have come to see it."

The scene changed suddenly, it seemed to be an underground performance venue, when he was waiting, Quan Zhilong came over.

The fact that he is the president of his fan support club makes this brat very proud, so he is not big or small to himself, and sometimes shouts

Turtle sometimes calls brother, only when he is acting like a baby and when he doesn't want to pay the bill, he calls Shengxian brother Shengxian brother endlessly.

"Hey, hyung is so good, do you want to go to YG? I really want hyung to become my junior."

It's different from myself who has been wandering underground.

Cui Shengxian has been underground all the time, but because there is no other stage except here.

Quan Zhilong's coming here is more like a pastime, his stage has been prepared long ago.

"...YG...I...I..."

started again.

Looking at it myself, I also feel very anxious, such timidity and dodge, it makes people feel irritated.

"Don't worry, it's not that scary, otherwise, I'll be your shell (shell)."

【Ah, it's Zhilong's friend. 】

【The one Zhilong knew, do you remember? 】

【Wait a minute, Zhilong's friend...】

【Because of Zhilong's recommendation...】

A little peace of mind, a little peace of mind.

Because it's not what I want to go, it's recommended by others, it's not what I want, it's just pushed away by others, as long as I think this way, I can

It's not that scary anymore.

"Ah, the president is really... the words are too vicious, how can you lose weight to that extent in a short period of time... turtle, what do you say?

no? "

"I can do it, if I don't, won't you be gossiped about?"

That's right, the reason I worked so hard to lose weight is because I didn't want to embarrass Zhilong who recommended me.

"That's it."

Quan Zhilong nodded and smiled:

"Then, come on bro."

Lose weight again.

it's OK.

Didn't it succeed once?

As long as one more...again...in order not to embarrass Zhilong...it's okay not to eat...it's okay to be so hungry that you can't tell...

Running on a treadmill until you get dehydrated is okay...however...

It will definitely be successful again.

"I'm so happy to be able to debut, bro."

Look, isn't it a success?

"But the president said, this time it's not about losing weight, it's..."

As long as you grit your teeth, nothing is difficult.

"Turtle, don't think about running away, what are you hesitating about, is this more painful than losing weight?"

Compared with the unseen future at that time, the time for debut is already close at hand.

You can touch it with your hand, isn't it the stage you have always longed for?

No, no, I'm not going to this stage.

I don't want to go, I don't want to go, I'm just chosen, I'm just chosen, there's no way to refuse it.

Not me, not me, I don't want to, I don't want to——

Cui Shengxian suddenly started to run. There was a straight asphalt road in front of him. He had already lost weight, and he didn’t eat at all when he ran.

Strength, the speed under the feet is fast.

It's not running away, I'm just, it's not running away.

I--

"Ah, open, open the door... Shu'er... Shu'er...open the door..."

The familiar scene, the end of the road, is the familiar door.

Cui Shengxian knocked on the door profusely with sweat, his voice trembling.

It's not my fault.

I just obeyed the president's arrangement to debut, I just...

It's not my subjective intention, I'm not...

【gross. 】

[Such a woman dares to stand beside our Seunghyun OPPA. 】

【What kind of foxy kung fu did you use? 】

[I know this woman, she has been entangled with men since she was in middle school...]

The person who made you hurt like this is absolutely not me.

So, so...

See me again, hug me again, come with me again...

"Then, Seunghyun don't debut anymore, stay with me."

Cui Shengxian froze.

Although being hugged by Li Shu'er, even though being hugged by the woman he loves, why doesn't his heart seem to move?

Don't make a debut, it's not what you want anyway, isn't it?

"In this way... Zhilong will be sad...and, and the company will be very difficult...I..."

When will the backpack on my shoulders be dropped? It's hard to breathe, and I can't breathe smoothly.

"Let's run away together and leave them alone, Seunghyun."

Shu'er's breath is so fragrant, her arms are so thin, and it's really warm to hold me in my arms.

I love her and would like to spend my life with her, she is my beloved woman.

When she gets hurt, I suffer more than anyone else.

I am more than anyone———

"Seung-hyun, what's wrong with you? Why are you crying? Seung-hyun...you're still a child, too young, that's why you cry because of this.

Things are crying..."

No, stop talking.

The scene suddenly changed to the dark alley, and Shu'er's face could not be seen.

The self who ran away from the company in embarrassment, the person he finally met, was about to break up.

It was horrible, so deluding myself that it was a dream.

I'm really not crying, I'm a man too, I can protect you too, protect you from getting hurt again, so trust me, trust me

I--

I can really protect you——

"Because I was too young, I have been unwilling to face up to my own words, and I didn't resolutely protect myself at that time.

If you protect something, you will lose it. "

[Nuna... I, I have something to confess to you... I'm actually... I'm not a college student... I, I'm still a sophomore in high school...

But, but please believe me, I am already a man, I can protect you well, I can give you happiness, please believe me

I! 】

The six-year difference in love has taught many things, but they can't reach the end.

"Shengxian, what you want the most is already in your hands, and that is the stage you have always longed for and pursued. You can't have both.

If you arrive, you can only choose what you want most, so you won't regret it. "

No, you, you are what I want most, you are.

"It's like losing weight. It's really painful at first, but when it's over, you get a whole new life."

Not the same, not the same.

Even if it is cutting flesh from the body, how can it take a person from the heart?

Noona, noona, don't do this, don't do this.

Cui Shengxian burst into tears in despair. He grabbed his hair with his hands, lowered his head, curled up on the ground, a tall and slender boy,

It just curled up into a ball, like a turtle.

Turtle, are you running away again?

Turtle...

【Shengxian, why did you run back from kindergarten again? 】

[Because... I hate it. 】

[This is not acceptable, Shengxian, when a boy encounters difficulties, he should step forward instead of shrinking back. 】

[No, I want to be with my mother, don't go to that kind of place. 】

If it is for Zhilong not to lose face, there is no way to lose weight.

If it is for everyone, there is no way not to see Shu'er.

I just pretended to be great, and then turned such greatness and sacrifice into a thick shell to cover my weak self.

It was obviously very painful, but she just knelt on the ground and cried loudly, without reaching out to hug and stay.

So, noona...

"Ah!!! Woke up!!!"

Jiang Dacheng cried out in surprise, and Li Shengxian also breathed a sigh of relief.

Hearing the movement in the bedroom, Jiang Liuyue and Dong Yongpei, who were making ginger soup in the kitchen, also ran over in a hurry. Jiang Liuyue had rice in his hand

Spoon, Dong Yong Pei was holding a kitchen knife in his hand, and he was so aggressive that he almost scared Quan Zhilong who came out of his room to death.

"Brother Seunghyun!! You're finally awake!! I thought you'd be in a coma forever!"

Jiang Dacheng was so heartbroken that his already small eyes were almost swollen to the point of being invisible.

"..."

Cui Shengxian was dumbfounded, opened his mouth, and took a bite of Li Shengxian's hand that reached out to touch his forehead.

"Wow!! It hurts!! TAT!!!"

Li Shengxian screamed, managed to get rid of it, then shrank behind Dong Yongpei, trembling.

"...Brother, you are hungry."

Quan Zhilong nodded thoughtfully.

"It's just right, I made a lot of delicious food! Brother Yongbai also helped! Brother Seunghyun's fever has also subsided, it's great, wash up and get up

Let's eat~! "

Jiang Liuyue waved the rice spoon and said cheerfully:

"Brother, you have been running a fever, and you didn't wake up after the fever subsided. You really scared us."

So...was it a dream...

No.

It's just that, looking back at my past self, it's not a dream, is it? Compared to a dream...

Cui Shengxian thought so, and suddenly stretched out his hand, grabbed Quan Zhilong's tender face, and twisted it.

"...Brother, what are you doing?"

The corner of Quan Zhilong's mouth twitched, because of the presence of Li Shengxian and Jiang Liuyue, he swallowed the screams and slapstick.

"I had a nightmare...you were in it..."

"..."

"Brother, eat, then you can be normal."

"...Is there any yokan?"

"I made sweet soup with yokan, pumpkin and pearl glutinous rice balls." Dong Yongpei said suddenly, not knowing why, a little shy and proud.

On the other hand, Jiang Liuyue had a miserable face, and shook her head desperately, saying that she did not instigate it.

"..."

"..."

"Suddenly I'm not hungry anymore."

Anyway, it will be half an hour after a group of people sit at the dining table. Jiang Liuyue's cooking skills have really improved by leaps and bounds recently. The biggest

The biggest achievement is: can eat!

Anyway, when a few big boys are growing up, as long as there is no strange smell, they are not very picky eaters, although if they really

Picky eaters, only Young Master Long, but he will not pick Jiang Liuyue, oh, and Young Master Li Shengxian, but he is now a

Because my family is in Gwangju, I can only sleep in the cloakroom of the dormitory as a maknae without any right to speak, so I can only eat in silence.

"Eh? You're going to trek across mountains and rivers to record a show? Does the president allow it? The news is still making a lot of noise right now. Is it true that you go to the program group?

Have a good time? "

During the meal, Jiang Liuyue's announcement surprised everyone.

"Ah, it's okay, I will work hard."

Jiang Liuyue bit her chopsticks and said with a smile: "It's just some news, brothers have so many bad comments on the Internet, it's also very hard

Are you preparing to debut?I'm going to follow along~"

"...Alice~~~~Our Alice~~~so cute~~~~Brother hugs~~~" Rubbing, rubbing.

"Brother, you are still sick, and you will be killed by Zhilong, but Alice is awesome~ Brother Lai Yongpei, touch your head~" Hu Mo, Hu Mo.

"Alice must work hard~~~" Smile, smile.

"……come on……"

"Li Shengxian, these bowls and chopsticks are handed over to you."

"..."

The labor and management of the second Austrian only said one thing to cheer up! ! !

why! ! ! ! !

"Freelancers have no say."

Quan Zhilong knocked down the terminator, but there was a smile in his eyes, and his tone was unprecedentedly relaxed, maybe it was the pressure on his heart all the time.

Putting down the heavy burden, he was so free that when Li Shengxian was washing the dishes, he used all kinds of poisonous tongue to oppress and molested.

Hearing the clinking of pots, pans and pans in the kitchen, which was becoming more and more resentful, Cui Shengxian's heart felt a little empty, but it was no longer so heavy.

"Brother Shengxian, don't sit under the air conditioner, you still have a fever."

Jiang Liuyue, who was helping to arrange and fold clothes on another sofa, said while bringing him a blanket.

"You... really don't matter, right? The president said, it doesn't matter if you take a break for a while."

Cui Shengxian was still a little worried when he saw the big bruise on her forehead that hadn't faded away.

"Ah, it's okay."

Jiang Liuyue said while shaking the clothes in her hands: "I will work hard."

"Even if you say that..."

"I'm very surprised why the president allowed me to be with my brothers when I was resting, now I understand." Jiang Liuyue said

Folded the clothes and put them next to me, and said a little embarrassedly: "Seeing that you are working so hard, if I keep hiding

It would be too embarrassing. "

Although, there will be times of fear.

But compared to others, I am more afraid that one day I will not be able to follow in your footsteps.

So, take a little courage.

"Yes, good boy."

Cui Shengxian stroked her hair, said with a smile, then held her in his arms and rubbed her: "Our Alice...is so good

Coincidentally, my brother is so reluctant to marry you to Zhilong... Another day, brother will introduce you to someone better..."

"...Brother Shengxian... You should lie down on the bed, I think you have a fever and are still awake."

"Ah, Zhilong, good morning, I am a pure and beautiful boy."

"It's night now!!! Still not letting go!!!(╯‵ ′)╯︵┻━┻"

"Ahhh soft Alice~~~~~"

"Speaking of which, Guishun, what are you holding..."

"Brother's panties!"

"... Give me back!!!"

"I've been asked to wash it before... um... um...#￥%#￥%#￥Help, ahhh!"

Seeing that Quan Zhilong picked up Jiang Liuyue like a chicken and carried it to his shoulder, then went back to the room and closed the door in one go, Cui Shengxian couldn't help shaking

He lay down on the sofa with his head down, and the pillow under his head was his schoolbag.

No more nightmares this time.

because--

【Turtle, are you going to run away again? 】

【...Ah, no, I just stopped for a short time to say goodbye, and I will catch up soon, shell. 】

I know exactly what I want.

This time, I must reach out and grab it.

————Although the hands that were originally tightly held in the hands will be lost forever after they are released.

The author has something to say:

Maybe I will write about Cui Shengxian and Li Shuer in the future, but time has progressed to the present, the two have broken up, and there will not be much intersection in the future.

Although it is a pity, young love is probably like this, because it is more beautiful because it cannot be owned.

It hurts to lose favorites recently... There are so few clicks... I know I made a mistake and I will work hard to update it. TAT