The bright moon in the entertainment industry

342. Cracks

Japan's itinerary is much more busy and crowded than imagined.

Obviously, the company spent so much effort to bring them here, not just wanting to meet with the company's senior management for a pleasant chat.

This day is so simple, a lot of itineraries that have not been explained in advance flocked.

Anyway, everyone is here, and by the way, just take a photo of the promotional photo, everyone is here, VCR and so on are also coming, hey, everyone is here

Well, let’s experience the nightclub culture in Tokyo too...

Quan Zhilong hates this pattern of words like never before.

After getting off the plane, he was still biting a few unintelligible Japanese pronunciations in his mouth, and was dragged into the nanny car.

The flashing lights crackled and bombarded for a while, and I was dizzy and carried it to the conference room before I could react.

Recognize, judge the timing of your embarrassing smile through the subtle expressions on those unfamiliar faces——

Awful.

The sense of loss that hadn't been felt for a long time flooded his body again, shaking him back and forth.

It's just that this will be mixed with the lights and music of the nightclub, and this kind of shaking adds a bit of inexplicable ambiguity and undercurrents.

He didn't want to go outside, and the seat in the box didn't move much. This was a party arranged by the Japanese host. About this time, because Yang

Xianshi came together, and the focus of hospitality was on the upper echelons, so they, the entertainers, were thrown into the box next door to entertain themselves.

When it comes to nightclubs, it's the same everywhere. Quan Zhilong felt a little lack of interest after listening to the music for a while, and it was even more difficult to understand the language.

Plus no interest.

In such an unfamiliar environment, it is not only impossible to revel in emotions, but it is also difficult to relax. Quan Zhilong sipped a low-alcohol fruit drink, curled up in the

Under the flickering light spots in the corner.

Dong Yongpei is also not far away, and Jiang Dasheng is studying the meanings of the Japanese characters on some toys on the table.

Seung Hyun sat obliquely above him, holding a glass of red wine, leaning on the sofa, looking at the dance floor with his back to them, and didn't have any intention of moving.

meaning.

The agent has gone crazy long ago, and there are two left behind, who are also standing at the door of the box, leaning on the railing and shaking their bodies with a wine bottle.

in charge of them.

The happiest person was undoubtedly Li Shengli. He was allowed to come to this kind of place for the first time before he was an adult. He seemed to have thorns on his buttocks.

Unable to sit still, her eyes were shining brightly:

"Brother, let's go out to play~ Brother, it looks so fun outside~!"

He is like a very cheerful and lovable little milk dog, shaking his body restlessly on the soft sofa when talking, 1 minute

Also refused to calm down.

Quan Zhilong was too lazy to speak, reached out and clasped the back of the maknae's neck with his slender fingers and pinched him to keep him from making a fuss.

He poked the tender flesh on his neck—the little boy hadn't fully grown up, his neck was thin, and it was as crisp and tender as it could be broken.

Shengli flinched slightly, shaking his head unaccustomed, but quickly ignored this little discomfort, and looked at him eagerly, not knowing what to do.

Stop saying: "Brother, let's go play, go play, go play~"

It can be seen that this kid really wants to play, Quan Zhilong treats him like a chicken, and he is not angry at all, like

The child begging for sweets is as pitiful as a child, showing a coquettish look.

Quan Zhilong was finally amused.

He let go of Maknae's neck, and patted the back of his round head: "What are you playing, just sit down."

"Woo~"

Shengli whimpered in pain, rubbed his hair, looked around with drooping eyes in super aggrieved, rolled his eyeballs, and wanted to

Stand up and run to the talkative Dong Yong Pei and Kang Lou.

"Just stay with me."

Quan Zhilong's voice suddenly dropped several degrees, he shivered for a while, curled his lips, sat down anyway, and looked at a large pile of snacks, fruit plates and drinks in front of him unhappily.

He was unwilling to reach for the wine bottle, Quan Zhilong glanced at it and saw that it was a low-alcohol fruit drink, so he let him go.

Li Shengli happily had enough of the wine bottles. He was not familiar with these brands and English, so he studied them seriously and pretended to be serious.

Smell the bottle.

Quan Zhilong saw that he really thought it was too much fun, so he leaned on the sofa and hugged a pillow, smiling and watching the maknae tossing about.

At this time, Cui Shengxuan stood up suddenly, Quan Zhilong looked over, and subconsciously called out:

"elder brother?"

Cui Shengxuan turned his head, did not speak, but made a movement - he was addicted to cigarettes.

"Together."

Quan Zhilong just wanted to go out to breathe, so he stood up quickly.

As soon as he moved, the maknae stood up eagerly, with a look of joy on his face.

"You sit down for me."

Quan Zhilong pressed the maknae's head like a whack-a-mole and pressed it down again:

"If you don't see you when you come back, you will die."

Li Shengli suddenly had an unlovable face—especially after seeing his brother talk to the manager at the door before leaving.

Just as if he was facing an enemy, he entered the box and stared at him from the side of the door.

If you don't go, don't go!

I'm still a teenager, I don't want to play games between you adults!

Let's play slowly with brother TOP! (Hey, what's wrong)

The two of them left the box and went downstairs. When they met the manager, they said a few more words. After all, they were nightclub regulars, and the manager didn't restrain them too much.

I told you to pay attention to safety and keep in touch, and then went to HIGH again.

After leaving the back door of the nightclub, Cui Shengxuan touched his pocket and took out a pack of cigarettes. There were only two cigarettes in it, and he shared one with Quan Zhilong.

The.

The street lights at the back door were very bright, the yellow lights turned white and looked hot.

It was already late spring, and small mosquitoes and flies circled the tall lampstand, forming a hot dark cloud.

Neither of them spoke, they just smoked silently, and a cigarette was gone soon.

Cui Shengxuan threw away the cigarette butt, looked at Quan Zhilong, Quan Zhilong touched his pocket, clicked his tongue, the cigarette he was holding was about to burn

At the end, he just held it in his mouth and didn't inhale, letting the last bit of blue smoke envelop his respiratory system.

He looked innocently at Cui Shengxuan, and in the end he squatted down on the ground like a brazen kid, with both hands

Hanging on the knees, looking like a bad boy.

"Yeah, brat."

Cui Shengxuan picked up the empty cigarette case and threw it in a ball on Quan Zhilong's head. Then he took out his wallet and pulled out a Japanese coin. The largest face

Amount, 1 yuan.

He also squatted down, rolled 1 yuan into a roll, and then poked Quan Zhilong's forehead forcefully:

"Here, go buy cigarettes."

Quan Zhilong opened his mouth, and the butt of the cigarette that was about to go out fell down. He looked at it regretfully, and then reached out to take the money, but it was

Unfolded it to look at it, and gestured to the streetlight in a serious manner, then folded it up and put it in his jacket pocket, and then said

With a hoarse voice, he said:

"Brother, stop smoking."

"..."

Choi Seung-hyun did not speak.

There was a long silence between the two of them, only the sound of Zirazla as the street lamp burned those tiny bugs into ashes.

Perhaps because of poor contact, the street light suddenly went out for a moment.

Just for a moment.

Cui Shengxuan stood up suddenly, and because of too much force, he staggered backwards, and then strode towards the end of the alley without pausing

Go.

There are only two street lights at the nightclub and the intersection in the whole alley, and the rest is long and dark.

Cui Shengxuan took a long step, and walked out of the envelope of the streetlight in a blink of an eye.

Seeing that his figure was almost instantly engulfed in the darkness, Quan Zhilong suddenly panicked, and he immediately stood up and chased after him.

While chasing, shouting in Korean:

"Brother Seunghyun!!!"

Running from the light to the darkness, Quan Zhilong panicked, staggered several times, stumbled and walked forward, but he didn't see Cui Shengxuan's shadow

Son now.

Without stopping, he ran up again, and saw a thin white light at the end.

Quan Zhilong followed a few more steps, only to realize that the white light was a vending machine, and Cui Shengxuan was standing in front of the vending machine, quietly

Quietly looking at the dazzling array of goods.

He was about to curse in his heart, and even jumped his feet in anger, but Quan Zhilong didn't say anything, and he didn't dare to say anything to his brother.

temper.

Because, he really knows Cui Shengxuan very well.

Cui Shengxuan, as long as he is willing, can dig out his heart to show loyalty, but as long as he feels uneasy, he will immediately get into his own heart.

Go into the thick tortoise shell.

He is such a reliable person who can be trusted even if the sky falls, but who will leave with a bag at any time and never return.

Quan Zhilong didn't want to say it, but he always felt uneasy and scared.

Choi Seung-hyun has a lot of bright spots on his body, very dazzling, but his light is cold, maybe many people want light, but when they reach out to touch it, they will

Immediately fled again.

You have to touch him himself to feel his warmth and reliability.

And once you feel such reliability, you have no way not to trust him, no way not to rely on him.

"Brother... smoke less, it's not good for your health."

Quan Zhilong summoned up his courage and said, a little trembling.

Cui Shengxuan did not answer, but counted the products inside one by one with his fingers through the glass.

"Alcohol, too. I've been drinking so much that I've been getting hangovers every day. Really..."

"money."

Cui Shengxuan stretched out his hand suddenly, but he still looked at the vending machine instead of Quan Zhilong.

"...Brother Seunghyun."

"money."

Once again, Cui Shengxuan still didn't look back.

"..."

Quan Zhilong took a deep breath, trying not to get angry:

"At least it's good for you, so can you listen to it?"

"If it's nice to me, will I listen?"

"……ah!!!!!"

Quan Zhilong was really angry, he even yelled at Cui Shengxuan: "Cui Shengxuan, what are you going to do!"

"money."

Choi Seung-hyun said.

Stretch out your hand.

Look at the vending machines.

Bright white light.

Brunette teenager.

【money. 】

Carrying a big backpack, wearing fat HipHop clothes, squatting in front of the snack vending machine, the tall boy is drooling

Said to the thin boy behind him.

So the skinny boy turned his schoolbag and pockets upside down, complaining while doing so.

Then the two of them lay on the vending machine together, looked inside, and argued about the taste.

At that time.

What now.

"...Even if I'm a younger brother and I can't say anything to you as a brother, then as the captain, I can't care about my team members.

? ”

Quan Zhilong was about to burst into tears.

When he faces his elders, especially those who dote on him, he is always coquettish like a child.

After he finished saying this, his chest heaved with anger, as if he was suppressing the urge to cry, feeling very wronged.

"If it's good to me, I'll listen to it, then I'm not here now."

Choi Seung-hyun finally turned around.

He was wearing a baggy coat with a thick sweater inside, wrapping his tall but empty body from alcoholism and excessive dieting

child.

"I'm supposed to be in the army, shouldn't I?"

"What do you mean by saying something like this now!!"

"What do you say?"

Being stabbed by such provocative and merciless attitude, Quan Zhilong instantly exploded:

"Choi Seung-hyun, I just asked what you mean! We are a group! What are you talking about!"

"I should ask you this, aren't you the captain?"

Cui Shengxuan's expression was very calm, but the words he said were rustling with a torn hoarseness:

"Aren't you talking about it today just to persuade me to act?"

"You are the fucking captain of singing, let your team members act, what the hell do you mean?"

It's really tiresome to hear that.

For your own good, don't smoke.

For your own good, don't drink.

For your own good, go play.

Layer by layer, after the sweet icing melted, a cannonball blasted his mouth full of glass shards, which he couldn't swallow or spit out.

Had to smoke more, drink more, and pretend nothing happened.

Pretend nothing happened.

"……elder brother."

After a while, Quan Zhilong said weakly:

"I did not mean that."

After he finished speaking, his nose became sour, and he almost cried out in embarrassment.

"It's just, I just..."

He choked for a moment, and his voice became smaller, like a child who made a mistake:

"No way."

Among the newly added managers, there are some who specialize in bringing in actors. Both the president and Jin Nanguo said something today, and the meaning is very clear.

The insinuating point turned into a persuasive threat.

It is not an exaggeration to say that blackmail is really an exaggeration.

Who made him so weak now, full of flaws, full of loopholes.

The company's contract is clear, they are the puppets of the company, whether on stage or in life, if the president doesn't nod, they have nothing.

The president also made it very clear that the TV station is very determined, it is not an important role, it is just to create a sense of presence, such a thing

If it can’t be done, the company’s executive ability will be questioned to a large extent. In this case, he has no way to go if he goes, or if he doesn’t go.

Li used the company to argue for Cui Shengxuan.

This matter, Cui Shengxuan did not nod, and then threw them to Japan to fend for themselves, so as not to offend others in South Korea

Live under the noses of others.

If this is the case, everything will be in vain.

Quan Zhilong didn't dare to think about it.

He can pretend to be deaf and dumb, but he can't take the future of the entire group or even the company's future with such loyalty.

If you don't speak, you have to speak, at least once, maybe, what if?

In this way, he thought of 100 million ways to speak out with luck and fear, and also thought about the results of 1000 million ways to speak.

He thought Choi Seung-hyun didn't know.

But as soon as he opened his mouth, Cui Shengxuan knew everything.

Just like before.

His unwillingness, his grievances, his dreams, his sweat, his unspeakable tears, his bad temper, big or small, Cui Sheng

Hyun always knows everything. This reliable elder brother silently accompanied him through the difficult years.

"... Quan Zhilong."

Cui Shengxuan took a deep breath, grabbed his hair, and said after a while:

"You really let me down."

"What the president says, what other people say, you just say what you say."

"I thought that although you don't sing orthodox HipHop anymore, you are still an orthodox rapper in your bones."

"Now I see no difference between you and those idols."

"Master Captain."

Choi Seung-hyun's words are heavy.

Click it.

Quan Zhilong always suspected that Li Shengli's fragile neck was bitten off.

its not right.

That boy Shengli is sitting comfortably in the nightclub, he must be holding a wine bottle and drinking, he is not here.

So what is broken?

He bowed his head.

Only then did he see his own shadow cut into countless pieces in the long street.

[Brother, look, he was stepped on. 】

The skinny boy suddenly jumped up and stepped on the shadow of the tall, fat boy.

Then he smiled slyly:

【Woohoo, tempo is going to be the servant of the great G-DRAGON. 】

[When your head is on, your skin is itchy! 】

[Ah ah ah! ! ! 】

The teenager wailed.

And Quan Zhilong's lips suddenly squeezed out a strange smile.

"Then if I tell you as the captain, will you go?"

His voice was a little stiff, but his speech was smooth, but rigid.

"You ordered me?"

Cui Shengxuan seemed to hear a joke, and rebelliously raised one corner of his lips, folded his hands around his chest, in a guarded and hostile gesture:

"You think I'll listen?"

When had Cui Shengxuan been manipulated by others?

Except for the time when he believed in dreams like an idiot, so he was willing to put up with everything?

Only not now.

He has seen it clearly.

The so-called empty shell of dreams is like this vending machine, under the beautiful light, full of samples.

He has no currency in circulation and will never get what he wants.

"..."

Quan Zhilong stopped talking.

He obviously knew that Cui Shengxuan would not listen.

As for the principles of the group and the company, Choi Seung-hyun won't listen anymore, he hates those things, not to mention being bound by those things

bound.

The only thing that bound him was the beam of light on the stage.

"Well, since you said that."

Cui Shengxuan said suddenly, as if he had a turning point.

Quan Zhilong immediately received great encouragement, and immediately raised his head to look at him, very nervous: "What?"

He swore that if his brother asked for all his sneakers and albums, he would give them to him.

Even if he was asked to be a sidekick when Choi Seung Hyun was an actor, he would be willing.

All difficulties are temporary, and he will definitely climb to a height that cannot be controlled.

All it takes is time and a little patience.

He can really bear it.

When he is free, he will let everyone know that Quan Zhilong is still the orthodox rapper...

"Then you make sacrifices too."

Choi Seung-hyun said.

"……Eh?"

"Aren't you the captain? Then you take the lead in making sacrifices."

Choi Seung-hyun said word for word.

"As far as you can do it, I will do it."

"Whatever you can sacrifice, I can also sacrifice."

Quan Zhilong was momentarily at a loss.

he?

What else would he sacrifice?

Is there anything else he can sacrifice...

He gave up the orthodox HipHop album and changed to electronic dance music to cater to the market.

He gave up "The Lie", which has a unique significance, and lifted the group to the top.

He gave up his privacy and personal time, and said insincere words on exaggerated shows with an indelible smile on his face.

He gave up the equal and solid friendship, always remembering the responsibility of his captain and thinking about the future of the members of the group.

he gave up...

These are long gone.

Just like the self-esteem of the so-called orthodox rapper he once insisted on, he has long since given up.

He looked at Cui Shengxuan blankly.

Cui Shengxuan looked at him for a while, then suddenly closed his eyes, and then opened them after a while:

"forget it."

His voice was hoarse and tired, as if he had fought a big battle.

"It's late."

"Let's go back."

"elder brother……?"

Quan Zhilong couldn't turn the corner, so he followed Cui Shengxuan's footsteps back in a daze, and followed closely, for fear that Cui Shengxuan would turn away again

same.

He definitely didn't dare to mention that matter, but he didn't know what else to say, so he had to follow Cui Shengxuan back.

while walking.

Quan Zhilong suddenly stood still.

The mobile phone in the trouser pocket was vibrating, and there was a very low and weak music coming out.

I remembered.

Even if he has abandoned so much and carried so much.

There is still more than half of the happiness and future hidden in the arms and eyes of that child.

But Quan Zhilong just paused, and immediately followed, as if nothing had happened, he returned to the box, scolded as expected

Dizzy from drinking, the maknae with a bulging stomach then half-dragged and half-carried him up, and a large group of people rumbled back to the hotel.

"Did you tell Brother Seunghyun?"

Yong Pei asked quietly.

"I said it."

Quan Zhilong nodded, his tongue was a little astringent.

"Then, Brother Seunghyun...how do you say it?"

Dong Yongpei's expression was also very hesitant and tangled, and he said with some cautious concern.

"he?"

Quan Zhilong was stunned for a moment, just as Li Shengli was flailing restlessly, waving his arms, and almost fell to the ground, he quickly grabbed a handful,

After lowering his head and stomping his feet, he replied softly:

"He didn't say anything."

Dong Yongpei was a little puzzled, but he didn't say anything, and the maknae was making trouble again, so he simply picked up the maknae and came to help loudly, the two

Everyone took the opportunity to spank the maknae's ass.

During the chaos, Quan Zhilong suddenly remembered something and went to find Cui Shengxuan.

However, Cui Shengxuan took another car with his manager, and now the rear lights of the car came on, and he drove away quickly with a puff of smoke.

"Nothing happened."

Quan Zhilong said to himself, repeating to himself.

He patted his heart, then put his sweaty hands into his trouser pockets, gripped the phone tightly, and then got into the car with his head down.

The moon is in the sky.

His sleeping beauty has already fallen asleep.

the wind.

Please tell me, let her also dream tonight, to appease my soul that has nowhere to go.

The author has something to say:

Due to physical reasons and busy writing some side stories, the text is out of touch...so I just updated it today.

Now the normal weekly update (not less than 6K) or third update (each update 2K) is actually the same, but for example, if the content of this chapter is not suitable for chapters, it will be put up directly.

From 08 to 09, Big Brother and Brother Long had a cold war for a year. The extent of the cold war reached the point where fans knew about it. There were even times when they quarreled to the point of slamming the door with a black face...

The big reason is because the eldest brother only wanted to be a pure rapper at the beginning, but he was exhausted in the feating of his seniors and the endless small roles in film and television dramas.

As the captain, Brother Long has to take into account the development of the group as well as the company's standpoint. It's really hard to be a man in the middle. He also confessed in a later interview that he couldn't find the right position and the way to get along with the members at the beginning. After suffering a lot, the members have stronger resistance towards him - it is presumed that it is mainly the eldest brother and the youngest... Shengmei and Yongbai are relatively silent types.

Also, a novel is a novel, don't substitute reality, thank you.