something wrong

The autumn rain washed away the dust, Yan Qitong and the others finally arrived at the day to leave Hongjing.

Qiu Ying was locked at home all the time, but somehow she knew the news that they were about to leave. After begging for a long time, the Qiu family finally released her.

Taking advantage of the Mid-Autumn Festival, the Qiu family fought a good battle, and now all the ladies in Quanhongjing prefer to wear her family's silk and satin styles, which naturally made the Qiu family a lot of money.If you have made money, you can't be too guilty. Even though you are Qiu Ying's sworn sister, you should thank her after all.The Qiu family sealed a thick stack of bank notes and asked Qiu Ying to bring them over.

Qiu Ying excitedly went to Sangzi's house, saw the two of them, but was a little puzzled.If she remembered correctly, Sangzi and Yan Qitong seemed like one person before she left last time, but now it seems that there is a layer of veil between them, which is not transparent.

Qiu Ying didn't dare to ask Sangzi directly, so she pulled Yan Qitong aside to bite her ear. After hearing this, Yan Qitong was very helpless. Could it be that his heart was so obvious?

After they came back from Yan Mansion that night, Sang Zi didn't talk much anymore.

When I first met her, she did not talk much, but one is because they are not familiar with each other, and the other is that she should not talk too much; but now, they talk about almost everything, and Sangzi's body is caused by her Also better than before.

But now, she stopped talking, but Yan Qitong could tell that her sickness was not due to her body.After thinking about it, it was just because she was sure that she had done something wrong, and she didn't like it, so she didn't bother to say it.Not only did she not say anything, but she didn't come out of the room very often. Yan Qitong went in a few times, but was treated indifferently. Even when her master Cao Xiuchun came, she didn't go out.

Of course, that's also because Cao Xiuchun only said to Yan Qitong, I'm here to find you.

Cao Xiuchun handed Yan Qitong a book, and Yan Qitong took it carefully because the book was badly damaged.

"Go to Yan Country now, and after you find Master Zhiyu, see if this book can come in handy."

Yan Qitong glanced at him, she had always had a dislike for her master in Sangzi, but at this moment she felt that maybe people have different temperaments and handle things differently, it must be too arbitrary to judge people based on what they know, so He softened his expression and said, "Why not give it to Sangzi?"

"Her illnesses are all caused by this book," Cao Xiuchun said coldly, "why let her see it again. The second half of the book is broken, but there must be rare copies in the world. You go all the way to see if you can Find the same book...maybe, there will be a prescription for her."

Yan Qitong nodded: "I've made a note of it." Then he took out the handkerchief from the armhole, wrapped it carefully, and put it aside.

Cao Xiuchun watched her movements silently, and after a long time said: "I've been busy all the way." After saying that, he got up and left.

Yan Qitong hurriedly got up to see them off, and wanted to ask them several times if the master and apprentice really wanted to meet, but Cao Xiuchun was walking fast, so he had no choice but to trot and send them out the door.

After Cao Xiuchun left, Yan Qitong felt that he had found a reason to enter Sangzi's room, so he couldn't wait to go there.

Sangzi didn't go out these few days and only devoted herself to reading. If Yan Qitong didn't know that her body was not in serious condition for the time being, she would almost think that she was ill again.When she entered, Sang Zi just covered her book and looked out of the window. There were several pots of white chrysanthemums blooming on the balcony outside the window.

"Sangzi," Yan Qitong walked up to her, and put his hand lightly on her shoulder, "just now...your master came here."

"En." Sangzi responded, raised his hand and put the scroll back on the corner of the table, and Yan Qitong's hand naturally slipped down.

Yan Qitong's heart darkened, and he cheered up and said: "He left a book, saying that it will be given to Master Zhiyu to read in the future."

"Oh." Sangzi answered again, rubbing the space between his brows.

Seeing that she was still ignoring him, Yan Qitong felt uncomfortable, but she couldn't open her mouth if she wanted to ask.For some reason, she just didn't dare to ask.

"Then... just rest." Yan Qitong lowered his head, turned and left.

Sangzi turned her head slowly, looked at her back, and sighed in her heart.The Yan Mansion acquiesced in Yan Qitong's departure, and also sent a carriage.This carriage is not as luxurious as Weiyang's, but it shows Madam Yan's intentions everywhere.Not only did she agree to her daughter's departure, but she also arranged for Zhou Quan to send her away in a carriage. Sangzi didn't know what Madam Yan was thinking at that moment.She only thought of Yan Qitong's absoluteness, as if a scene similar to her appeared in front of her eyes.That's right, Yan Qitong not only wanted to leave Hongjing and her parents, but also wanted to leave her and be alone.Based on all the above, Sangzi came to such a conclusion, and for a while, he didn't want to talk to Yan Qitong anymore.

She knew in her heart that she was unwilling to separate from Yan Qitong, but if she wanted to leave, she would definitely not force her to stay.It's just that I feel uncomfortable in my heart.

When Qiu Ying came to the door, the two of them still looked like this, even though they ate at the same table, they didn't talk to each other, even though they would pass each other when they came and went in the house, Sangzi was very indifferent.Yan Qitong is not a master who will take the initiative to please people, it seems that he has missed the best time, the more he wants to speak, the more he feels that the time is wrong, and everything is wrong.

Qiu Ying handed the red envelope sealed at home to Yan Qitong, who repeatedly waved his hands away: "I did it unintentionally, how could I get this kind of reward."

"What kind of remuneration are we sisters talking about?" Qiu Ying forced her to say, "You don't need money when you leave Hongjing, you need it to eat and go to the top. My sister and Doctor Sangzi are both weak, so naturally everything should be good, no It doesn't work everywhere." Qiu Ying smiled, "I really want to go out with you to have a look, but I also know that my parents will definitely not let me. I'd better stay in Hongjing obediently, and think about it in the next spring Can I go to the Great Snow Mountain, and I will be satisfied if I get the snow-backed silkworm." She pulled Yan Qitong affectionately, "If you can make it back, let's go together, how about it?"

Yan Qitong opened his mouth again, and then swallowed back the words.Going to Yanguo now, if she can really find that "My Heart of Darkness" and go back, it is naturally impossible for her to appear here again.Those two people in Yan's mansion were not familiar with each other, she could still say those words cruelly, but Qiu Ying smiled so much, she really didn't want to say that she would never come back.Suddenly she seemed to think of something, like a revelation - it was the same for Qiu Ying, and for Sangzi, if she really left in the future, Sangzi would feel very sad.

Yan Qitong's heart suddenly became confused, thinking that Sangzi also thought of this level, so he ignored him.

Yes, since we will be separated, why bother to kiss me.Yan Qitong broke out in a cold sweat when he thought about how she was eating tofu and taking money.I was just joking, Sangzi wouldn't really take those actions as important things, it's already bizarre enough for her to travel here for no reason, but don't let anything more bizarre happen.

Thinking of this, Yan Qitong felt a little restless, and almost had the idea that he would not go on the road with Sangzi, and the sooner they separated, the better.But at this moment, Sang Zi came in from the door, she raised her head as soon as she lifted the skirt while holding the door, took a look at Yan Qitong, and wiped out all the messy thoughts in Yan Qitong's heart like headless flies.

With just that quiet glance, Yan Qitong also calmed down.She stared blankly at Sang Zi, saw her greet Qiu Ying, and asked about her family's business in a soft voice, and felt infinitely sad and wronged, as well as some remorse.

I must have been deceived by lard just now, Sangzi is sick, and I can't do without myself, how could I think that way.What's more, just relying on her wild thoughts, how could she know that Sang Zi must have thought the same way.Maybe, just thinking too much.

"...Sister, what do you think?"

When Qiu Ying called out, Yan Qitong cheered up: "You... what are you talking about?"

Qiu Ying looked at her suspiciously: "Why do I feel that you are a little out of your mind? I mean, my family has a nice carriage. Although it is not as good as the one you entered Hongjing, it is very comfortable. I will give it to you when you leave. How are you?"

But Sang Zi replied from the side: "No need, the carriage is ready and we can start tomorrow."

Yan Qitong was startled, although he always knew he was going to leave, but Sangzi didn't say when he would leave.She gritted her teeth, Qiu Ying was around, she couldn't say anything, and in fact, if Qiu Ying wasn't around, she wouldn't have heard Sangzi say so much for a few days.

Qiu Ying's expression was suddenly a little dazed, she lowered her head and was silent for a long time, before she smiled: "Then I wish you two a safe journey, tomorrow, we may not be able to see each other off." After she finished speaking, she stood up and shook hands with Yan Qitong, " Sister, you have to come back sooner."

Yan Qitong didn't open his mouth this time, he just said goodbye to her in silence.

Back in the living room, Sangzi was still sitting there.Yan Qitong hesitated, not knowing whether to go or not, but fortunately Sangzi spoke in time, so it didn't seem too embarrassing.

"Why don't you tell her that you won't come back again."

Yan Qitong felt relieved, and Sang Zi spoke to her, but when he heard the content, he sank again, thinking it was as expected.

"Although it's a sworn marriage, the days are short after all. If she gets married and has children in the future, I'm afraid she won't have time to think about me as a younger sister."

Sangzi raised her eyes to stare at her, and said quietly: "Do you think that the relationship between people depends on the length of time?"

Yan Qitong didn't know why, and unconsciously took a few steps forward, getting closer and closer to his hometown.

"Some people have been with each other for decades, but they still have shallow friendships; some people hit it off right away, and even though it's only for a short time, I'm afraid they will miss it forever." Sangzi said lightly, "Yan Qitong, I'm afraid you don't understand."

"Really?" Yan Qitong finally stood in front of Sangzi, she squatted down slowly, put her hands on Sangzi's knees, raised her face to look at her, and couldn't restrain herself from asking, "Then what do you say?" People have their own closeness, distance, distance, and distance, between us, which one is it?"

Sangzi looked down at her.Those who make friends with her are like fate like Weiyang, mostly the latter type, even if they don't get along every day, they still keep it in their hearts, no matter how long they occasionally miss, they are the friends of gentlemen.But for Yan Qitong, she actually thought that there is no need to have a deep friendship with her. If it has always been shallow, as long as it can continue like this, it will be an ending... What she just said was instantly overthrown by herself, and Sang Zi didn't know it for a while. How to answer, I had to stretch out my hand and gently landed on Yan Qitong's face: "I was the one who healed your injury, but you saved my life. If you think about it, it will be clear between us. Why should you think so?" It's complicated, that's all."

Yan Qitong closed his eyes slightly, Sangzi's fingertips beside his face were cold, the light caressing force seemed to be stroking the most important treasure, but it was enough to squeeze her heart tightly.Yan Qitong opened her eyes suddenly, the so-called ambiguity was just a human illusion, she thought she must have thought too much.She backed away from Sangzi's palm without showing any trace, and stood up: "Are you really leaving tomorrow, then I'll go and pack my things."

Sangzi's palms that were still hanging in the air slowly clasped together.She pressed her thumb against the horizontal creases of the palms of her other fingers, and then closed her four fingers together to always hold her thumb.This method of holding firmly has existed in ancient times, and all fetuses in the mother's body use this gesture.Holding one's hand firmly is the art of calming the mind and reassuring the soul, and it can also vent all kinds of emotions. Sangzi thinks that she may lack this kind of practice.