I'm going to fight

When Situ Che woke up, the sun outside was slightly intoxicating, and the smell of barbecue wafted in the air. He opened his eyes, and saw Jing Zhao, who was curled up beside him, staring at him with big eyes.

"Xiao Jingzhao?"

As soon as he made a sound, Jing Zhao bounced up as if frightened, and it took him a while to recover, sat down beside him, and began to cry without saying a word.

"Wait, Xiao Jingzhao, I'm not dead yet... Are you crying?" Situ Che looked at him funny, with his hands resting on the ground, his wound was pulled by every movement, and he gasped in pain.Jing Zhao saw it, and quickly helped him to lie down.

Seeing him laughing again, Jing Zhao puffed up his cheeks, "Brother, I'm angry."

"Don't be angry, Xiao Jingzhao is the most obedient, right?" Situ Che poked him in the face.

"...Brother always treats people like children." Jing Zhao was silent for a while before speaking softly.He stood up, lowered his head slightly, ran out without looking at Situ Che, leaving only one sentence behind. "I'm going to find Sister Fusang."

Situ Che was lying straight on the ground, his wound was burning with pain, he looked around, it was probably some kind of temple, it was dilapidated.He propped up half of his body, and saw some rotten fruits on the stage, and a few burnt incense sticks in the small incense burner above, his eyes lit up.

Could it be what Xia Huai and Xiaonan said, the Digong Temple?

So, is it the house of the society?

He squinted his eyes and stood up, rubbing the wall, there was a large black bloodstain on it, creepy.

Speaking of which, in his incomplete memory, he probably still remembers walking around the human world with Yazi... Just as he was thinking, he heard footsteps behind him, he subconsciously drew out his sword, and when he turned around, it turned out to be She.

"Shenjun, you're awake." The youth in snow clothes walked up to him, "Let me change your medicine."

"Ah, um, thank you Xiaosheer." Situ Che smiled, sat down immediately, and took off his clothes. As a result, the wound was torn apart by too much movement, and he fell to the side gasping for breath.

She supported his shoulders, didn't make a sound, just unbuttoned his clothes silently, and said after a long while: "Shenjun, will His Highness Yazi say you are an annoying god?"

"Hey? Why?"

Situ Che looked up at him, but the latter looked away, "Because you're selfish, he doesn't necessarily mean you get hurt."

He murmured, swallowing the words that came to his lips.

What he wanted to say was that when Jai Zi was around, he had never been wronged, let alone hurt.When something goes wrong, Ya Zi ends up.Anyone who provokes will be drawn with a knife.That brat, Yazi, is no longer a little guy who needs his protection. On the contrary, it seems to prevent him from becoming a walking weapon again, and take over everything, which is really reassuring...idiot.

"We've told Situ Jingzhao about everything, but the main thing is for you to tell him."

"Ah."

The slender fingers pointed at the skin next to the wound, and the lowered eyes of the snow-clothed youth were condensed in mist, "If you go one inch further in, you won't be able to save the god."

Situ Che's expression remained unchanged.

After taking the medicine, he staggered out behind the club. Fusang was squatting by the fire and roasting something, and the smell came straight to his nose. He squeaked twice, "Little Fusang, what are you roasting? It smells so good!"

Fusang raised her head and saw that it was him, her fiery eyes widened suddenly, she threw down the wooden stick in her hand, dashed towards him, and raised her hand to slap him.

"Snapped"

The slap was crisp and loud, and Situ Che was caught off guard. His face was slapped aside. He didn't react too much, but a soft object bumped into his arms. It turned out that Fusang was hugging him tightly, trembling slightly.

"Xuan Ni, I hate you the most!" Fu Sang buried in his chest, cursing with tears.

Situ Che put his palm lightly on Fusang's head, "I'm sorry."

"You... don't know why I'm angry at all." She rarely used "I" to call herself, raised her head, her eyes were red.

"Because it made Fusang cry." Situ Che brushed away the broken hair on her forehead, wiped away her tears with his fingertips, and looked at She, "Speaking of which, this time it was Xiao She'er who used spells to heal me Bar?"

"Yes, because the emperor was injured too badly."

"No wonder I don't feel well." Situ Che frowned, the strength in his body was very strange, he rubbed Fusang's head, "Little Fusang, you too, you don't come to help if you practice the same kind of spells, how much do you hate me? .”

Originally it was just a joke, but Fusang shook suddenly, avoided his gaze, grabbed the corner of the skirt, muttered for a long time, blinked but could not speak.

Situ Che couldn't bear it, so he patted her forehead, "I didn't blame you, don't cry!"

"Who's crying!" Fusang hit him and ran away.

After working for a long time, the rabbit meat was finally roasted. It was roasted by Fusang. Situ Che, who also used fire magic, was in a mixed mood when he took it.During the meal, the other three ate listlessly. Situ Che, who had just recovered from a serious illness, looked left and right, and said with a smile: "It happens that four of us can make a mahjong table."

Fusang glared at him.

Situ Che gnawed on the rabbit meat and swallowed it, "It's delicious, little Fusang is good at it! I'm sorry for making you work so hard."

"That's right, Fusang also has the experience of surviving in the wild..."

Before she finished speaking, She interrupted her and turned to Situ Che, "Shenjun, this is not what we are angry about."

"Uh, are you angry too? Let me go..." Situ Che fell on his back with a headache.

"I'm angry too." Jing Zhao squatted beside him, with a puffy face.

Situ Che rolled his eyes, "Forget it, Xiao Jingzhao won't grow taller if he gets angry again."

"I really don't know whether it's gentleness or coldness." She looked at him helplessly, but her tone kept adding complaints, "It's always like this. I have suffered such serious injuries twice."

"...Okay, I understand." Situ Che sighed and said after a while, "To be honest, I don't think I'm wrong."

Fusang sneered, "Sure enough, it's something His Highness would say."

"I am a god. Although I haven't returned to the heavens for nearly a thousand years, I am a god and an immortal, and I protect the common people in the world."

Fusang's eyes flashed.

This sentence also appeared in the mouth of His Highness Yazi.

"No one said me before, because everyone thought I was... a 'walking weapon'. I have never been defeated, and I have never been injured, Suan Ni Tianjun?" Situ Che put his hands behind his back, raised his head, and curled his lips. With a smile, "Shenjun Yangyao...abandoning the name of 'Xuanni Tianjun', I just don't want to be a walking weapon anymore. Follow orders, this kind of thing, I don't want to do it again."

Fusang was taken aback, "Your Highness, you obviously lost your heart..."

Abandoning the identity of God, completely abandoning everything in the past, yes, this also includes His Highness Yazi.

"Who knows, maybe it's the traces engraved in the bone marrow, which can't be erased at all, just like engravings. It's just that even if you don't want to become a god, the mission of the god is still there. I am not wrong, and I don't want to admit it."

Fusang looked at Situ Che, who had firm eyes and no regrets.She gritted her teeth, her lips turned white, her wide eyes were like a pair of pearls, she stared straight at Situ Che, and said coldly: "From the beginning to the end, you only have His Highness Yazi in your eyes. The lower realm is for him, Mediating with the demons for him, protecting Situ Jingzhao is only because...he may be the reincarnation of His Highness Yazi, isn't he?"

"It's still different from the Suan Ni Tianjun you imagined, little Fusang. You mean, I didn't do this for the sake of heaven, but for the sake of Yazi?" Situ Che turned his head and smiled softly, "If I I chose Yazi, and now I will be under the command of the demons, and be with his reincarnation. If I had chosen the way of heaven, Yazi would have died by my sword long ago."

"Indeed, I thought, Your Highness Suan Ni, you would only follow orders and faithfully maintain the Dao of Heaven. In the end, you didn't accomplish anything, did you?"

"...Cowardice is better than destruction." Situ Che was silent for a while, then said softly.

"So what are you doing now!"

Fusang walked in front of him, his fiery red eyes widened, his voice was not too loud, and he burst into anger: "I can't stay by the side of the person I like, I violated the rules, my cultivation is useless, I have become a demon and a half-beast, and my future is unknown." ...You have not protected anything, Your Highness Suan Ni!"

"Yes, but I don't regret it, this is my own choice." Situ Che changed the subject lightly, "How is the situation outside now?"

Fusang stares at him, but doesn't speak.She rubbed her temples, "Fortunately, there are troops coming to search, so it's not safe."

"Then where are we going next?"

She glanced at Fusang, "Shenjun wants to collect spirit stones, every country has them."

"Hmm..." Situ Che nodded, "Where is Xiao Qingrang?"

Fusang squatted on the ground for a long time, and murmured, "Siyou country... the other birds told me."

"I just said you're a little bird, and you've found a companion, haven't you?" Situ Che flicked her forehead, and she squatted on the ground again crying out for pain, unable to live or die.

"Your Highness, you old bastard!"

Situ Che didn't care about her, and decided: "We will go to Siyou Country first!"

"Your Highness, you just want to see Situ Qingrang..." Fusang followed behind Situ Che, and the four of them walked out the door.

Situ Che suddenly thought of something, and shouted: "She! Is there any gold and silver hidden in this temple? Hurry up and hand over your little treasury!"

"What small treasury, how do I know?" She frowned, "Shenjun, let's go, this kind of place is too dirty and messy, and it's not good for your wound."

Situ Che froze for a moment, then nodded.

As soon as he stepped out of the Earth Temple, Situ Che saw the corpses on the ground, which were obviously in the uniform of the imperial guards. He calmly glanced at the snow-clothed youth behind him, and without making a sound, he mounted his horse and held Jing Zhao in his arms .

"If you're sleepy, go to bed first." Situ Che patted his head, and rode in the direction Fusang instructed.

"I'm not sleepy yet." Jing Zhao hugged his waist, leaned against him, and sighed suddenly, "I didn't know the real identity of big brother before..."

Situ Che's right hand was injured, so he could only hold the rein with his left hand, "What did Little Fusang and Xiao She'er tell you?"

"Just to say, elder brother is the fourth son of the dragon, Suan Ni... and they are gods and beasts and immortals." Jing Zhao shrugged, "I think elder brother is very special since I was a child... Besides, I also saw it that night."

"Are you scared?"

Situ Che said pretending to be relaxed, his throat was dry.

"Don't be afraid, really." Jing Zhao raised his head, his eyes were rarely serious, he clutched the corner of Situ Che's clothes, and said word by word: "Brother, I am no longer a child."

After hearing this, Situ Che pursed his lips and smiled lightly, "Well, I see."

Looking back, Situ Jingzhao is already 14 years old.Although the human race is weak, it grows faster than the god race.

The lifespan of the Protoss is too long, doomed to eternal loneliness.Such a boring existence is not for pleasure, but for protection.Time is too long, and all emotions are but passing clouds to God.No matter how many promises, no matter how much beauty, no matter how much pain, no matter how much unwillingness, all will be turned into nothingness in the long river of aimlessness.

Too long, maybe just for waiting.

It's not that he didn't think about what to do if he found Yazi, if he really fulfilled his mission, the whole world would be in front of them.

He didn't know why the former Suanni refused to stay thousands of miles away. Maybe it was because he really had no feelings, maybe he was following the way of heaven, or maybe it was... He knew a long time ago that there was no way to be with Yazi.

The twin gods surrounded by a halo, it is this supreme reward that builds infinite shackles.

It is a hurdle that the gods who guard the world cannot overcome.

The way of heaven is unreasonable, should we obey it?Fusang asked him that.

Situ Che looked at Fusang, who turned into a bird and stood on the horse's head, glanced at Jing Zhao who was sleeping soundly in his arms, and said softly, "Little Fusang, I didn't do this because I obeyed orders."

"What?" Fusang turned around and took a long time to respond.

"I killed Taotie under the order of Qingcang Tianjun, so apart from the high god, only I know where his head is." Situ Che said, shrugging his shoulders, "Gaotie degenerated into a demon, I killed him, and I have no regrets. "

Fusang frowned, "Fusang heard that the Gluttonous Demon Lord had a very good relationship with you."

"...Well, it is true that Li An is his inspiration, and I am Qingcang Tianjun, but our friendship is not bad... It was a lie to say that we have a weak relationship with him." Situ Che closed his eyes, " Because I took advantage of Taotie's feelings for me and killed him when I was 150 years old."

He laughed, "Yazi loves to kill, and killing people doesn't feel much to me, it's just a task. I said I would destroy them all, and I didn't even let the prisoners go... Yazi was right about it the first time I went to the battlefield. Very dissatisfied."

"Do you remember?"

Situ Che was not in a hurry to answer her question, but said: "Although Yazi hated me when I was a child, he was very well-behaved after saving him, but that time, he showed disappointment in me... Only Yazi was sealed. After a hundred years old... until before the Lost Soul Sea incident, a full 900 years of memory. How could it be forgotten."

Yazi was one hundred years old, that is, the year when he was first brought to the battlefield.

"Did His Highness Yazi tell you anything?"

"Well, he watched me kill the captives, and gave me a hard lesson. He probably asked me why the demons surrendered. I think it's normal, because it's an order, so I should obey it. Right?" He looked at Fusang as a matter of course, as if he wanted her to agree.

As a result Fusang sneezed in his face.

"Ah, Your Highness, don't pull Fusang's feathers!!!"

After pulling Fusang's black tail feathers for a while, his right hand was injured, so he had to hold the reins with his left hand.

"Your Highness, let's talk, Fusang will at most listen carefully!" Fusang held his tail feathers and continued, "His Royal Highness Suan Ni followed the order, just like the rumors."

"Qingcang Tianjun taught me obedience. Before I met Yazi, I lived a good life, 'walking weapon', just kill people according to the order." Situ Che breathed out slowly, "The idiot Yazi completely destroyed my respect for this view of the matter."

"He told me that blindly following orders is what stupid people who can't think will do. The reason why God is God is because God will make correct judgments based on an honest heart. This is God. "

The sealed memory stung, and Situ Che shook his head, "I can't remember it, my head hurts to death any more."

Fusang looked at him for a long time, then looked away, smiled lightly and said, "Your Highness, you are a well-deserved god, and so are you."

"It's just that, in my eyes, the most worthy of being a god, one is exiled, and the other is abolished. The way of heaven is really cruel." She said, "Does the god know what the essence of the way of heaven is, and who makes the rules?"

Situ Che suddenly smiled, "I knew it originally."

"original?"

"Well, before I injured Yazi, I already had the qualifications to become a high god. Lingyin can only be performed by a high god, so before Yazi was born, my strength reached the high god." Looking at the dazed She , Situ Che said.

Relying on the powerful divine power and the military achievements of killing the leader of the demon clan, the seat of the upper god is only one step away.

"I should have known it back then, but the memory of Jai Zi was also sealed." Situ Che sighed and smiled helplessly, "Maybe it's because ordinary gods cannot know about those things."

Fusang and She have tacitly stopped talking.

The author has something to say: here is the personal timeline of Suan Ni

Birth of Suan Ni-2300

The Birth of Yazi-2100

The Birth of Yaohe-2000

Yazi's first battle in the Demon World, Suan Ni gave him the Azure God Orb-1800

Yazi destroys the demon world-1300

Yao He confessed to her; Suan Ni's heart was buried in a sea of ​​lost souls, and she lost her memory (still in Dingyuntian) -1100

Yinglong recognizes the master-1050

Fuso recognizes the master-1000

Fire down - 303

Suan Ni injured Jai Zi, was abolished for a thousand years, and expelled from Dingyuntian-300

Yazi divine book was abolished and expelled from Dingyuntian -100

Yang Yao under the human world 0