The taste of love is bitter

I stood there in a daze, staring blankly at the Walkman on the ground, thinking, why is this happening?Why does he always treat me like this?He's not that annoying in class, but when facing me, he's always so irritable. How did I offend him?I was curled up on the bed with my quilt in my arms, and the tears stayed down again. After a while, my heart began to throb, oh, I have been taking medicine more and more frequently recently. There was no relief, and I felt uncomfortable after tossing and turning. I simply sat up. I didn't dare to make a sound, for fear of accidentally offending him again, so I could only bite my lips to relieve the pain. Finally, the pain gradually subsided, and I realized that my lips were all numb. Bleeding from my bite, looking at the person opposite, feeling angry in my heart, what the hell, what crime am I doing?

The next day, Xu Jingjing saw my lip was broken, and asked me what was wrong, I just gave a reason to prevaricate, then I looked at her, hesitated, and finally said my thoughts, "Xu Jingjing, I...I want to Drop out!"

"What?" Xu Jingjing stared at me with wide eyes. "Why?"

"I..." I glanced at Ruan Yuchen's direction, then lowered my head and said, "There's no reason, I just don't miss it."

"It's him, right? Wu Qiong, you didn't study for him. You finally passed the key points. You have to seize the opportunity and don't delay yourself because of him!" Xu Jingjing said excitedly, grabbing my hand.

"I know, but..." What should I do?Can I tell her I'm scared?Can I say I've had enough?Every day I feel that I am living in dire straits, and I live in fear every day, for fear that if I don't pay attention, Ruan Yuchen's fist will fall down in the next second.

"I understand, but... oh! You should think about it carefully!" Xu Jingjing's eyes glistened with tears.

"Well, I know!" I had no other choice.

Recently, the senior is very busy, so I don’t have time to hang out with us. I am also upset every day. It’s okay during the day. I had to fetch hot water for him, wash his feet, and sometimes he would pick faults and scold others when he was in a bad mood, but I endured all this, because I was afraid that she would trouble Xu Jingjing again.Not long after, Xu Jingjing suddenly told me that she was going to transfer to another school. I was stunned. She said that her parents had moved to another city. In order for her to be admitted to a good university, she was specially transferred to a better university. High school, so she can't accompany me, but she still hopes that I can continue to study, so as not to delay my studies.

I invited her to dinner, and the senior also came to see her off for the first time. After we all drank, she mustered up the courage to confess to the senior, but the senior said that he always regarded her as his younger sister. She understood and said that she would never forget us. Then she cried like a tearful person. Until the end, she was so drunk that my senior and I sent her back to the dormitory. She left early the next morning. Before leaving, she didn't say goodbye to me, only leaving a letter She told me to take care of my body, take good care of myself, and let me persist in finishing high school and try to get us into the same university. She said that she didn't say goodbye to me because she was afraid of the sadness of parting, and she made an appointment with me to go back to see me on vacation.Looking at the empty seats around me, I suddenly feel very sad. After all, we have been together for so long, I have already regarded her as my best friend, and now I am left alone, what will accompany me next?

When I returned to the dormitory, I didn't turn on the water for Ruan Yuchen, because Xu Jingjing was gone, and I had nothing to be threatened by him. As the saying goes, a dead pig is not afraid of boiling water. I am that dead pig, even if you use sulfuric acid, I am not afraid!After strengthening my confidence, I lay on the bed and waited for the storm to come, Ruan Yuchen, today I want to have a good talk with you!

Sure enough, when Ruan Yuchen came back, he saw that the thermos was empty and the water basin was still on the shelf, so he suddenly lost his temper, "What the hell do you want to drip? Are you playing this with me?"

"Ruan Yuchen, can we talk?" I said calmly.

"What are I talking to you about, go fetch water!" Ruan Yuchen sat on the bed displeased and yelled at me.

"What if I say no?" I glanced at him!

"You... Oh! I see, you think I can't do anything to you when Xu Jingjing is gone?" He suddenly stood up and looked down at me.

I'm still quite afraid of him, but I can't give in at this time, I want an explanation.

"Ruan Yuchen, can you tell me why you always have trouble with me? Give me a reason to obey you!" I said nicely.

"Reason? Well, let me tell you now, I just can't understand you being friends with Jin Yuhao, I just can't understand Xu Jingjing defending you, I just want to fight against you, I'm happy, how about it?" He said viciously.

"You... like Xu Jingjing?" I asked suspiciously.

"Fart! Who do you care I like?" That's what he said, but his expression gave him away.

"It's ridiculous. If you like her, go after her. Why do you use this method to make her hate you even more? We are just friends. Why do you always target me?" I sneered.

"..." He didn't speak, but only clenched his fists.

"Do you know Jin Yuhao?" I asked again.

"Why should I tell you, why should I know him? When will it be your turn to take care of my business?" He turned around and prepared to go back to his bed.

"Who cares about your shit, if you don't always find fault, I wouldn't bother to talk to you, Ruan Yuchen, listen, from today on, I won't do anything for you, not even die!" I swear through gritted teeth.

"How dare you! I'll beat you to death!" He turned around and punched me in the face.After punching me, I still didn’t forget to kick my leg, and then said angrily, “I will bully you, if you are disobedient, I will beat you until you are obedient!”